[hidingmy-heart]

01162020

hi tumblr, it’s been a minute.

i’m not on here ever anymore but i do miss it. i’ve been trying to use an actual journal now a days.

i’m doing really well. looking back on old posts, it’s crazy to see how much i’ve gone through.

idk where this post is going. but thank you, tumblr, and my followers (lol) for being there for me through some of the worst years.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[ruffboi-mags]

….I didn’t even realize they’d *stopped*. Fucking A.

[travelingpage]

🌍 Kawasan Falls, Philippines | 📸 Chelsea Yamase

[a-calmer-vibe]

why is this happening to me?

what is this teaching me?

[portraitoftheoddity]

^ From a therapist-friend, in case any in-therapy-friends ever worry about this. 

[quiteliterallyhotsauce]

[findingfeather]

And this is because it would be really shit of them to open up your entire brain into hysterical Upset and then boot you out without helping you find equilibrium, but there is probably someone right after you. Just to fully articulate.

[star-anise]

Yeah exactly. When I do therapy I always keep an eye on the clock so I know when I have enough time to keep opening up big issues, vs. when I have to work on getting them back to stable so they don’t leave my office and walk straight into a wall.

[im-in-way-2many-fandoms]

Thank fucking God holy shit

[openblogtomyabusivemother]

[kindnotestoself]

“Get into the habit of asking yourself “Does this support the life I’m trying to create?””

— unknown 

[narnia]

Somebody Else // The 1975

[graciefromspacie-deactivated201]

Losing weight will not increase my value.

Gaining weight will not decrease my value.

I am allowed to take up space.

[sweetgrassbraids-deactivated202]

i got a round face w/ chubby cheeks bc i have loved stored in them 

[socialworkandflowers]

“I feel good with my husband: I like his warmth and his bigness and his being-there and his making and his jokes and stories and what he reads and how he likes fishing and walks and pigs and foxes and little animals and is honest and not vain or fame-crazy and how he shows his gladness for what I cook him and joy for when I make him something, a poem or a cake, and how he is troubled when I am unhappy and wants to do anything so I can fight out my soul-battles and grow up with courage and a philosophical ease. I love his good smell and his body that fits with mine as if they were made in the same body-shop to do just that. What is only pieces, doled out here and there to this boy and that boy, that made me like pieces of them, is all jammed together in my husband. So I don’t want to look around any more: I don’t need to look around for anything.”

— Sylvia Plath  (via godmoves)

[highmami]

When Cardi B said “I gave you more than I gave myself. So loyal to you that I betrayed myself.” My chest hurts.

[7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7]

i always be so hard on myself for no reason like chill tf out bitch we on the same damn team

[socialworker-rebecca]

Do NOT allow the nonprofit you work for to make you feel guilty that they are underfunded.

Do NOT burn yourself out for an organization.

An organization is not a person. YOU are a person. You do not deserve to be exploited, nonprofit or otherwise.

[acciowintershield]

[lllethargic]

SHE LOOKS SO PLEASED LIKE “FUCK YEAH THEY GOT PUDDING”

[rossgellermagazine-blog]

[en-cima]

notice how “girls mature faster” is never stated as a reason why girls should be given more positions of power and authority? It only works to hold girls to greater accountability than boys and to justify men’s attraction to them.