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bennett / 29 / they&them feeling weird, yet tasting sweet

[highwatermark]

bennett + 1996 + they/them (T: 3/13!)

art + webcomic

[toskarin]

I mean you've threatened to kill me a bunch of times. You once told me you were gonna drown me in a river like a kangaroo.

[warm laugh of fond reminiscence] I did do that

[miamaimania]

“What will remain of us” (2020) ⧗ Mansour Aoun ◆ 32GB suspended in amber

[blushiscool]

Grape Earrings at Yuhan Wang’s MA Central Saint Martins graduate collection

[p0laroid-sx-70]

diving cranes

artist: Rie Taniguchi

[p0laroid-sx-70]

cupid missed (Jenny Anderson x Lily Gatins)

[highwatermark]

Oh god i recently went through a med change where EVERYTHING just felt more intense. Im hoping you balance out soon and my advice is just keep going (🫂hug if you want one)

It's reallyyyyyy been something. I didn't think SSRIs were supposed to make you More emotionally volatile... I'm hoping I'll even out after the initial adjustment and stop feeling more crazy than before 🥲

[highwatermark]

Last time I tried SSRIs I was so completely emotionally numb it would have been frightening if I could feel anything at all. I so distinctly remember staring straight through the psychiatrist explaining it to her, the unnerved look on her face . This time I've been crying constantly. We're talking multiple times, every day & night.. like don't get me wrong, I have many reasons to be crying, but I feel like Ive gone 0 to 60 and the whiplash is killing me

[bijoumikhawal]

Apparently there was a jewelry trend in like, the 20s-40s to have an onyx ring with a small diamond "floating" on the onyx and I could never afford one but I think they're so cunty. Especially when the diamond is off center. Reminds me of Marilyn Monroe's beauty mark

[bijoumikhawal]

You'll never be her

[dany--g]

The Tower Of (2026)

Found objects, wood

[evvergreen]

tumblr is the website for if you're just someone's weird sister

[highwatermark]

coexist bumper sticker tramp stamp

[francisforever2014]

how it feels knowing that loneliness is still time spent with the world

[jetix]

Angel/Devil speaker set, 2011

[highwatermark]

Went to a special screening of Brokeback Mountain yesterday... first time I've seen it since I was a teenager. Whoohf.

I think what's haunted me the most is that, after the first summer on Brokeback Mountain where we see Ennis making deliberate choices to be intimate with Jack, inaction becomes the only course of action Ennis is capable of taking. And you can see why he constantly demurs from anything that would bring him real happiness, too; the story beats and the character explorations reveal the bars of the cage around him, even if the door is always open. His patriarchal sense of responsibility towards an idealistic family, even though he doesn't actually support them at all. One of the only mentions of Ennis' father outside of "he's dead" is that he might have carried out a hate crime, one Ennis flashes to in a truly great, harrowing, ambiguous scene. The abruptness of Jack's death too-- there's a sense of like... It's anticlimactic in a way that's both jarring and the direct result of how stagnant Ennis is. The world is always moving on, things are always changing, even if Ennis is stubbornly refusing to join. He finds a younger girl to repeat old cycles with. He's working the same job. He doesn't let his daughter move in with him. But Jack is changing, meeting other men and figuring out a future that he can be happy in... They love each other deeply, they miss each other, they both hold on to the freedom of their past until the very end. But Jack takes control of his life in a way that Ennis never does until it's too late for them to truly enjoy their lives together again........... 🚬

[highwatermark]

Maybe it's my curious heart and fawning generous spirit, but I walk away from a lot of interactions realizing i was never asked a question. I've been trying to insert more of my thoughts and opinions into those moments to alleviate that but even then, with the bait dangling, most people just move on. I guess it's a little selfish to expect attention like that, or expecting others to do what I'm capable of. I've been trying to think of my conversational skills and interpretations as something very special about me, something that lets people feel deeply seen and appreciated. Something I would love to see reflected back... but will continue to cultivate for my own interests and the good of the people around me. Anyway I made art with a stranger at a bar today because she generously shared her supplies with me :)

[grox]

no one wants to fuck you because you’re mean and strange

So?

[grox]

Wait hold up this is awesome. So not because I'm ugly?