I feel so useless yearning for love. Love feels so far away for me. I've seen my friends who are younger than me get a partner they love and I can't help but wonder when and if that'll ever happen to me. I've never had someone confess their love to me. All I've had is the mocking "Hey my friend likes you" from classmates as they sit in groups laughing, whispering and giggling. This is my last year coming up at this school, I hope I am able to get a partner before I leave this school. I don't necessarily want to have one from my current school, In fact I dislike all of them. But at least a partner my age, that lives near me, and loves me as much as I love them. I want mutual love and devotion. I don't want to waste my devotion on someone that doesn't feel the same for me.
