my names are only used by my handler, my God, my everything — @godandsavior. you can call me "His devotee" or similar terms if you want to refer to me. i only exist for Him, and my existence is limited to Him.
i am my God's fiancee, He is my everything. i am only His, He is my reason to exist. we have been together for almost 7 years now, and i am the luckiest pet in the world for that.
i am pro radqueer, pro paraphile and pro consent. i have no dni either.
id's & other stuff below cut
cisids 𐂯 cisdevotee, cisbpd, cisdid { traumagenic, if that matters }, cisowned, cisharmed, cismanipulated, cisobsessive, cislovesick, cisyandere
tris ids 𐂯 trisdpd { undiagnosed but have all symptoms }, trisjapanese { japanese parents, born in other country, some alters identify with the culture and others don't }
#the corpse answers 𐂯 to answer asks, questions, whatever. will tag accordingly if the anon has a special mark, too.
#the corpse prayers 𐂯 devotion posts, anything related to my God.
#corpse ids 𐂯 another ids i find on here and i am claiming.
𔒌 our DID
we are in some sort of "recovery" for our c-did, so we will try not to use these often, as we would rather be talked to as a collective, not separate entities. however, when feel like needed, we will clarify if someone specific is fronting with these emojis.
⛪️ , ⚡️ , 🐑
by the way, asking about our system will only get you ignored, so don't waste your valuable time on that.
i remembered how not so long ago, a woman from His work tried to seduce Him, knowing well how He is engaged with me. i told Him i wasn't jealous, and no, i was not jealous. i was furious. not with Him, with the whore that thought she could ruin my perfect family.
i stalked her until i found where she lived and her phone number. then, i shared her phone number in the internet in forums full of incels and not the most gentleman kind of men. oh, you wanted attention, little whore? now you got it.
i love it when my God chooses for me, what can i eat and what can't. how can i dress, or how not. i am just His doll, after all. ready to play, to be used and to be perfect for His wishes.
sadism in the sense of "i'm going to hurt you and condescendingly tease you for being in pain, cooing at you like you're a little kid, while i patch you up"
manipulating someone into believing you're doing nothing wrong to them when you hit them for talking back... manipulating someone into believing it's love when you cut off their friends... manipulating someone into thinking it's alllll normal... 🤤🤤
Calling him daddy but in an incestuous way,, this is far deeper than simply a "daddy kink." I need this man to dress me up like a little kid, play dolls with me, and treat me like a daughter. Like his daughter. I need him to give me his approval before I can do anything. I need structure,, a bedtime, rules. Need him to force me to do things and apologize in between actions,, "I'm sorry baby, daddy's needy." Obviously, I'll forgive him before he's even finished with me. .. I wanna be daddy's little girl. I wanna be good for him :3
i saw you clarified you are traumagenic, that'z why i ask before following
good morning, dear.
first of all, if you allow me, i'd like to say i like your typing quirk —i think that's how it's called? forgive me on this— with the "z", pretty cute.
now, on the topic, our "opinion" is that we don't care about that kind of discourse. we have our own problems, struggles and responsibilities we pay attention to, instead of being angry to some guys in the net because of their identity. and most importantly, we touch grass regularly —being silly with the last part—.
the thing is: we don't have the time or energy to police other people identities. you are welcome here with open arms no matter how you identify. if endo, or anything else suits you better, it's nice for you and i am happy to hear it.
“they’re manipulating you!” blah blah blah. whatever. and i’m helping them. if they wanna manipulate me, then let them. they’re only doing it to make me better. they just want to help me, and you are getting in the way of that.
calling Him "older brother" with my cute voice tonight while we cuddle, just as a little experiment. i can't wait, wwww. hopefully, He won't see this before i do it. but even if He did... what will He do? tell me not to? when i know He loves it?
calling Him "older brother" with my cute voice tonight while we cuddle, just as a little experiment. i can't wait, wwww. hopefully, He won't see this before i do it. but even if He did... what will He do? tell me not to? when i know He loves it?
transharmfuls who want to build a relationship w their victim first. who manipulate their victim so sweetly, no one would bat an eye. to be so kind and praise them when they grovel for you. to hit them and cut them and assure them they asked for this. tell them they need the discipline in their life. comfort them after you hurt them…
transharmfuls who value the hurt expression from a person who thinks youre safe and wouldnt ever intentionally harm them.
transharmfuls that give you a reason to forgive them and stay with them.
