#the corpse prayers

[hisdevotedcorpse]

fasting not as a disordered habit but to clean myself, my body, and my mind for Him, for His greater purposes. to be a better vessel for His love

mein Gott, i would do anything for You

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i love Him so much... i am intoxicated from love.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

the best thing about having a rich partner is to be His stay at home wife. i have no reason to go outside, His employees just do all errands for me instead, and i can stay home, safe and sound. as someone with agoraphobia and social anxiety, it makes me happy and peaceful.

not like i am allowed to go outside without His permission either, and we have cameras all over our place. it's nice to know i am being taken care of.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

finding bruises all over my body and wondering if it was Him or just my clumsiness.

eheh ♡

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i love it when my God chooses for me, what can i eat and what can't. how can i dress, or how not. i am just His doll, after all. ready to play, to be used and to be perfect for His wishes.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

one day, when we are both old, we are dying together. He will kill me, He will decide when to. and that makes me so giddy, He is the best. i love Him, all my heart is His.

i smile to myself because of Him.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i sometimes wish my in-laws liked me and accepted me. then i remember they are basically the ones who hurt Him the most and that they disliking me for fixing Him is an honor, not a curse.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

cutting slices of veggies one by one so i can shape them in stars, just for Him to come back home not only to a warm homemade meal but also a pretty one.

can't wait for His little ">:3" when He notices. He is not the most smily man, but He does smile for literally a microsecond at the little stuff like this. he does not know i see Him when He does, which makes it cuter.