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[hitorizen]

Happppy Song (English Translyrics)

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

So you’re a [ HUMAN BEING ] .

Having fun?

Aa, 

I can’t stop berating me 

I can’t stop my agony

I can’t stop destroying me

Dancing and melting from addiction to this SSS grade madness corrupting me

Aa,

Can I even do a thing?

I can’t even do a thing,

I can’t do a single thing, so

You see,

Soon you’ll see,

I’m the one single miracle to save us all and-

I am soo happy, blessing to this world

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

I am worthy of me

Are you sure?

So you say you’re [ HAPPY ] .

Are you pleased?

No matter how broken down and torn apart,

No matter how much a reject and a freak of art, 

If there’s one that every single one of them can hope upon

Then there’d be enough for everyone to carry on?

Then there’d be enough for everyone to carry on.

Aa, 

I can’t stop berating me 

I can’t stop my agony

I can’t stop destroying me

Dancing and melting from addiction to this SSS grade madness corrupting me

Aa,

Can I even do a thing?

I can’t even do a thing,

I can’t do a single thing, so

You see,

Soon you’ll see,

I’m the one single miracle to save us all and-

I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world.

Lovin’ it- lovin’ it- ah-ah,

Lovin’ it- lovin’ it, ah,

Lovin’ it- lovin’ it- ah-ah,

Lovin’ it- 

I’m lovin’ me, ah~

The beginning of this world containing me is only fleeting, see.

Live like you’re dead and find, until the end and find, mistaking life and fall

In line, in line.

Be found alive and find, live on and then you’ll find, acceptance for you,

Failure of life.

If I fell from the top of the cliff that success defines,

Would I feel much better if I rotted all away?

I would feel much better if I rotted all away.

Do you love me?

Do you want to call for me?

Will you ever embrace me?

Will you return?

I am worthy of me.

Aa, flowers spread through veins of fallen limbs

Countless blooms to crucify all those who have sinned

Look down now, and gaze on a chorus rotting and grotesque, upon a fading rhapsody

Toiling around are the thorns laid upon a corrupted boy, and preserving all his dreams

Abandoned and hyperactive boy devouring true zero life with a bye-bye bye-bye

Carry on, asphyxiate the neverending youth of my unfulfilled life, bid it bye-bye bye-bye

Don’t try and save

Don’t try and save

Don’t try and save

Don’t try and save

Please don’t think I’m able to be saved, I’m far from that state. 

Stamping into the fabric, a signal that it’s far too late

The room that I am held in, has padlocks i cannot break, so

I know, I know,

That the world that has become will shun

Made up of evil, it’s born into my existence

Something so sinful would be cursed to keep on living

It’s cause, It’s cause, I’m the,

I am the, I am the, I am the, I am the,

Person who was chosen and sought out by God.

Ah,

Blinding lights to celebrate how the pyroclastic flow lights the flowers in the garden of Eden by now

Ah,

Bid the future that you face, where the fruit of cyanide hang down from the Milky Way,

The best of luck.

Aa, 

I can’t stop destroying me

I can’t stop my agony

There’s no stopping anything

Dancing and breaking from addiction to this ZZZ grade madness reality

Aa,

I can’t even do a thing,

But no longer even want more than to disappear

I am happy to be chosen by God above

I am happy for my unhappiness

Happy birthday to me

Happy birthday to me

I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world.

Lovin’ it- lovin’ it- ah-ah,

Lovin’ it- lovin’ it, ah,

Lovin’ it- lovin' it, ah-ah,

Lovin' it-

I’m lovin’ me, ah~

[hitorizen]

シニガミレコード / Shinigami Record (English Translyrics)

What is the reason I go through every day?

Thought the little monster, her lonely heart afraid.

Falling to the earth so fast, and they never rise

Leaving me alone, shock that stains my eyes.

Then had a soldier come, greeting me so kind,

Teaching me the meaning of 'love' I've tried to find.

Promise me we'll spend this life living side by side,

Holding hands in kind, warmth you gave to mine.

Rising the sun marks the passing of our days,

Even with a child, now, the monster was afraid.

Falling to the earth, when will you fail to rise?

Tears I cannot stop, breaking me inside.

Calling to the snakes so we'll carry on this dream, 

Giving up my everything so that I can see

A world that will grant the forever I seek,

Only bringing to it us three.

Waiting for you there

At the door of sky

But then realized

That you'd never rise.

Falling to the ground I cried out to the sky,

Every life I touch will just hurt until it dies.

Lonely little monster could now only find

All the sorrow built up all this time.

Starting it all over, this loneliness again

Maybe I should disappear, hope to just forget

All the pain and all the grief that you put me through

But I know my heart is made for you.

[hitorizen]

人造エネミー / Jinzou Enemy (English Translyrics)

"Living a life only doomed to repeat, 

When your dreams all fall away, there's no point in remaining the same."

Such pretty words said on repeat.

The same as me, in love with a world that you can never reach, 

Your fingertips that say this to me;

Yet your silent voice, the loudest truth that I see.

The nameless figures you've hidden away, 

And yet even then, how you beg for them to stay

A love like that, you know there's no way they could feel the same.

Still, that's the way that it goes, bringing one and two more days to a close

Bite down your fear like we're all still alive

Just close your eyes and sleep til your heart is fine.

"Ah, how it's all mundane," you scoff again, averting your gaze

Even though you know your eyes could never look away...

Hey, since it's all ignored, and you won't let those feelings arise

Are you going to spend another day glaring, tired empty eyes staring at this lonely me through the screen?

You know this kind of life isn’t what you should do

These hurting days are now all you knew

For what’s a truth now and what is a lie, it’s all hidden far away deeper than you can find

Is this whole world just lying to crumble beneath?

Since you don’t see it, hey, why don’t we

Just run away from this broken place, to a non-reality made for you and me?

So why continue with your carrying on when this world is doing nothing but hate and scorn you?

Just say「 Goodbye 」to it all, and only lie your eyes upon me.

"Ah, truly wonderful," you say, and clap your hands with glee

But the lies you weave are slowly flooding down the streets

Hey, if you’ve grown so cold to a point where it’s more than you can bear

Tell me why your tired eyes are still glaring, boring through me comparing me to all the lies that you see?

You know this kind of life isn't what you should do

Why can't you see that you're breaking too?

When all is gone and you're all that remains, close your eyes and turn away from the world that you find

Stuck in a darkened room without kindness or light

And soon, one day, when the sun will rise

You'll hear my cries and resounding within as I break apart and fall out of existence 

"No, please, this just can't be! Please, I don't understand!"

You stare coldly as I cry and say,

"I'm sick of this toy that can only talk, so just leave, I've grown tired of it all." 

[hitorizen]

ネロイズム / Neroism - English Translation

[ this translation is intended for meaning, so isn't singable in english like my translyrics are. i will do proper translyrics for this song later on! ]

Ah, 

Restriction, abuse, for life

It's all, it's all, it's all gotten so bothersome!

Ah,

Future that I hate, I hate

Let's obscure it, vanish

Corpses, corpses, pile up now!

Yes, more despair! Yes, more despair!

Yes, look dead! NO youth!

Yes, more grieving! Yes, more grieving!

Yet as you writhe, life won't become clear.

Don't laugh like a fool!

Painful painful phenomenon!

Truth-turning phenomenon!

The leading symptom is bri-bright red inflammation!

Painful painful phenomenon!

In head-first phenomenon!

Through this sad mourning, emotions sta-start falling

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

Shallow appearances turned into existence

Deny it all!

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

I don’t care what happens now. 

I don’t want to hear it, just block  out all this noise!

Ah,

Reason, intelligence, individuality

It's all, it's all, it's all gotten so bothersome!

Ah, 

I hate, I hate, I hate

These pathetic ideals so full of sorrow

It’s suffocating!

Yes, more despair! Yes, more despair!

Yes, look dead! GO to hell! 

Yes, fix it! Yes, fix it! 

Yet even dead, life just won’t stop moving.

Laughing like a fool, happy like a fool! 

Painful painful phenomenon!

Truth-turning phenomenon!

Disease is soaking in, spreading without reason!

Painful painful phenomenon!

Pitch black phenomenon!

Sweating and wincing strangely while writing a suicide note!

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

Shallow appearances turned into existence

Deny it all!

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

Everything, it all was wrong.

No, no no objections!

No, no more objections!

There’s no reason, there’s no meaning.

Tightly hold my heart that’s fragile and breaking

No compatibility with this ever-fleeting life

My heart is swollen in despair.

Painful painful phenomenon!

Truth-turning phenomenon!

Is this phenomenon cursed to just repeat?

What is it I should do?

Painful painful phenomenon!

In head-first phenomenon!

No-now just mourning the fool I am for life!

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

From 1 to 10, 

Completely deny it!

No, no, no, no way! 

No, no, there’s surely no way!

I don’t care what happens now.

I’ll just deny it all!

I don’t care what happens anymore.

I don’t want to hear it, just block out all this noise!

Ahahah̸a̷h̶a̶̜͝͝h̸͙̽͘ȃ̷͙̮~̵̛͔

[hitorizen]

Shinitagari / Wanna Die? - English Lyrics

[zen note: this song could be potentially upsetting for people that deal with suicidal thoughts due to the "callout" nature of it! however the intended purpose of the song is to point out how much faking depression and suicidal tendencies for attention can hurt those around you, especially hurting those who really do struggle with those things! view my content safely please, i love you all x]

On the roof a sunny day that whistles through the air

Whispering a lazy dream from the you standing there

Claims of pain and saving face and yet it's all the same

A happy gaze and laughing face, ah raripapa~

Turn the page another day you hide your eyes and say

"I'm in pain" and yet you stay, I know it's just a game. 

I can't take another day of trying to uplift 

God, I'm just so sick of this!

Say you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

Nobody would give a damn if someone like you dropped dead.

Oh, you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

I'm so sick of all your lies, you're at the end? Well die then!

Again today that quiet phrase "you just don't know a thing"

Really though I couldn't know if you won't tell me

Pushing me, "just go away and leave me here to die"

But in truth you really hate that loneliness, right?

Digging deep into their words, you make up an excuse

There's no need, stop listening, what matters here is you.

Tearing through, the blade you use to make us all sorry

Cut this stupid act already!

Say you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

If you died they'd pay no mind, you say you'll do it but when?

Say you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

If life is suffering then why don't you just drop dead!

Oh, you wanna die? But you're still alive then

Wanna die but never try and bring your pain to an end.

Still you wanna die? Hurry up and prove it!

If you're true then carry through, you have the means, so do it!

Saying you don't want to live, but do you want to die?

Can't decide, if that's the case then clearly there's a lie

It's your life, so tell me why you push it all on me?

Please just stop talking already!

(Wanna live? Wanna die? Just decide!)

Say you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

Nobody would give a damn if someone like you dropped dead!

Say you wanna die? Go ahead and die then!

All you have to do is die, so tell me why you're stalling!

Oh, you wanna die? But you're still alive, why?

You say you wanna die but you can never decide!

Still you wanna die? Hurry up and prove it!

If you don't wanna die, make the best of your time!

Don't give up on your life.

Hey, you wanna die?

Say you wanna die?

Say you wanna die?

Say you wanna die, aah~

Saying that won't do a thing so live with all of your might!

[hitorizen]

メリーバッドエンド / Merry Bad End (English Translyrics)

1-and-40 letters lined with hate a heart locked far out of sight, words pierce you like a knife dressed up in the pain and anguish brings make-up made to cover up the cuts that always sting.

let’s all play a game of cat’s cradle razor blades among the red strings put the cat to sleep you're now one of us, don't try to hide with a knife still laid behind, you know your hands are tied~ now go.

(listen, listen~ you know the truth about that girl?) (secret, secret, don't tell a- tell a soul~) now go. (listen, listen~ i know something you won't believe-) all of their pain tastes oh so very sweet.

love locked off in this utopia come on now~ just try and catch me, poet’s cry of agony this “game” of pretend will last 'til the end twisted smiles add up to nothing, wounds we will never mend

hate, more hate, when will this target break? show no mercy in your eyes, they cant tell the truth from lies isolate, see just who takes the bait shattered bullseye, shift the lies to whoever is next in line~ merry bad end~ ahahahaha~!

1-and-40 letters lined with hate a heart locked far out of sight, words pierce you like a knife asking for the code, this you should know: like the lies she confides and don't let your cover blow.

labels and the like to size you up with your worth and your trust, your mark will cover up “this” or “that”‘s a grade-a, and this way, see the failing mark who’s falling deeper through her grave.

gather round, gather round, all her pawns now gather round gather round, gather round, to the girl who cowers now stop your count, stop your count, three-four fingers straightened out and of course, that fragile little girl is not allowed. now go.

(listen, listen~ you know the truth about that girl?) (secret, secret, don't tell a- tell a soul~) now go. (listen, listen~ that story about you-know-who-) the signal rings, she's the next one to undo.

love locked off in this utopia are you still trying to catch me? poet's lasting agony clouded eyes now that can't even see if these tears are true or even, is this the real "me"?

love locked off in this utopia come on now, just try and catch me~ poet's cry of agony this "game" of pretend will last til the end twisted smiles add up to nothing, wounds we can never mend

tell me why, through the tears that i scream is the happiness i cant keep boring, pouring out of me? fall away, break the world from today not a soul remaining here in this scene of fallen out love~ merry bad end~ ahahahahaha~!

[hitorizen]

幸福な死を / A Happy Death (English Translyrics)

if i fall to hell then i’ll be saved from certain doom if i go to heaven then we’ll see eachother soon choking through, choking through, tearing through my mind i whisper “i love you...”

“even more, even more” suffocate until i’m sure begging me, please just know, all i think is “i love you so”

breathlessly, you call to me: “‘thank you again…” “i’ll see you then..” that one final goodbye, then you died.

if i fall to hell then i’ll be saved from certain doom if i go to heaven then we’ll see eachother soon if not, please, promise me punishment in hell for all the sin i bring

you’ll fly up to heaven to a realm that’s pure and true if i go to heaven then i’m glad i’ll be with you let me please, let me please, give myself a happy death to rest in peace

just like this, do you see? this is the way i want to leave shyly looking to you, your pure voice, that “i love you too”

looking almost happily, “is this alright?” “does this feel right?” with that one final sigh, then i died.

if i fall to hell then i’ll be saved from certain doom if i go to heaven then we’ll see eachother soon if not, please, promise me punishment in hell for all the sin i bring

somebody like you will surely get to heaven’s blue if my sins are cleared away, i’ll be right there with you right this way, right this way, i’ll let you have a happy death, too, so i pray,  aah~

[hitorizen]

Sister's ∞ mercY (English Translyrics

one day long ago, in a poor village far away, a sister appeared, bringing with her a propo~sal:

“come and sing your praises here, to the tea-loving god, then we’re-” “-sure to see your deepest desires all come true~!” ah~ mr. farmer, troubled that the rain won’t fall? then come tonight to my tea party, receive a “blessing” at your call!

jesus!! praying, praying believer, demanding to be saved oh yeah!! then drink up, drink up, all that Bright Red, get the things you crave! cheers!! pouring, pouring amazing!! and you’ll see after filling up your stomach with this Bright Red, all of your wishes will soon come true!

under light of the moon, an “all-wish-granting” tea party the villagers have since all become believers~ “i want all the cash in the world” “i just wanna **** that girl-” greedy human desires quickly come to light~

oh, mr. village head, wanting to dig up a new fortune? then come on to my tea party, requesting for a “miracle”!

jesus!! praying, praying believer, demanding to be saved oh yeah!! then pay up, pay up, for this crimson tea, do now as i say! cheers!! pouring, pouring amazing!! and you’ll see after filling up your stomach with this Bright Red, all of your wishes will now come true! even the happiest of stories, draw to an end, that’s just the way of life-

“now i must go on to find a new flock of sheep to be saved~” the sister became more frugal, starting to head off on a journey and with her final tea party, the village makes its last demand: “eternity.”

jesus!! praying, praying believer, if it’s eternity you ask for oh yeah!! then all together, gather, aim for that paradise, come on!! departure!! now hurry, hurry arrival!! let go of the Bright Red that you hold, and your sane mind, your last destination is right ahead!

jesus!! praying, praying believer, demanding to be saved oh yeah!! then splatter, splatter, that crimson red, more and more!! come on now, cheers!! pouring, pouring, delicious!! you’ll now see, after filling up your stomach with this Bright Red, aa, i guess now is the time to open this Blood Tea Party~ aa~ “amen..”

one day long ago, in a broken and torn up ghost town a man stood alone, with tears staining the ground “did the bodies decaying here, left scattered and strewn around, all die fulfilled and happily, i wonder…”