of all Disposable Corpses

my existence is only personal to myself(ish)

[ho1ogramdvst]

Srsly tho, I have been with feminists even before I know what feminism was, but I just cannot agree with the language they choose to express *not just talking about English dialogues*

And I don't want to keep quiet on that, cus like, not even that I believe the communication method decides the success rate, well I kinda do, but more because I don't think feminism or whatever other ideology, whether it's alt-right movement or who cares what but literally whatever ideology or philosophy, is the most important thing ever so that one should lose dignity on whatever the thing is.

[ho1ogramdvst]

Idk but this is so "CZECH" in my mind

[ho1ogramdvst]

I'm such a Tom, that I am trying my best to sell the random stuff I've got while moving out - that's to say, I've really invested a lot of time and energy for getting every and each of them - for at least 100 CZK. I would probably end up just throwing them away, if I can't even give them away for free in the end, but if I manage to sell them, I'll still make about 1,000CZK so *shrugs*

[the-domestic-mammoth]

EVERYTHING'S FINE :) By W.B. Yeats

Tracing a neat straight line, adept and sure, The falcon heeds the calling falconer; Things hang together, and the center holds; Mere symmetry is ordering the world, The sea-bright tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence proceeds; The best have strong convictions, while the worst Are full of resignation and are sad.

Surely no revelation is at hand; Surely the Second Coming's far away. The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out When an indifference borne of stable comfort Leaves my sight clear: somewhere in sands of the desert A lion with lion body and the head of a lion, A gaze calm and leonine, as is usual, Is moving its slow thighs, while all around it Reel shadows of the normal desert birds. What a nice lion, right? And now I know That twenty centuries have gone along And things were bad sometimes, and things were good, And if a lion slouches toward Bethlehem, That's 'cause it's native to the Levant.

[ho1ogramdvst]

Φάβα: Πώς να τη μαγειρέψετε τέλεια – Ο πλήρης οδηγός

Ανακαλύπτουμε μαζί τη φάβα, από τη Σαντορίνη ως τη Σχοινούσα, και δοκιμάζουμε δημιουργικές ιδέες που απογειώνουν τη γεύση της.

[ho1ogramdvst]

I honestly think Kanye West is doing some sort of performance art through his wife, that is sacrificial, with boldness and of repentance. But then I don't know about his wife separately from Kanye at all and I don't feel like I have any grasp of how much of it is her own mission as well

[ho1ogramdvst]

I really don't know much of her nor them, like it's not my comfort zone

Also I just don't feel like knowing her so much full stop,

but I've always sensed her nudity is so performative

and I don't like seeing the visuals but well I always felt I get her, and I get them,

even the part she is not appearing in the video, like

[ho1ogramdvst]

Here's a deconstructed haiku of mine:

I speak the same thing as you,

Just in a different language,

A language that nobody else speaks

[ho1ogramdvst]

I love the gloomy European winter

and the cheap beer and wine

but I think I'm going to break up with Czechia,

or I have to,

or I am going to, I don't know.

[ho1ogramdvst]

Feels like the secular world tells us to love people so that we can judge them

and God tells us to judge people so that you can love them

[ho1ogramdvst]

A. My hair has become a public property to students below 10 and the only thing noticeable / "admirable" to those over 10. One "Hermione" told me that I can be a good teacher - fair enough, and what lacks is the stamina tbh.

B. I like how my boss works, like the logistics and pragmatic stuff, and the communication's been great, but we have some philosophical differences approaching the job. I don't know how much I can handle that.

C. I dreamt so much during the working week. At some point I was watching/living about 3 and a half K-drama episodes and I never really watch K-dramas lol

D. Then I've been drinking like a pirate, living in the booze barrel. Well, it's Christmas season and I cannot miss all the Svarak, teple medovina and Vajecnak. Contrastingly I've been eating like someone with a mild eating disorder, but then the teple Vajecnak is the only thing that stimulates my appetite lmao. I think my eyeballs and face is yellow like a sunflower or something at this point.

[ho1ogramdvst]

a) I am good at teaching, according to the Czech village kids, and their teachers. Well, actually according to most of my students and the teachers who've been in my classes.

b) Ugh, I hate my job - I mean, I like my job, but I am terrified every moment, and I hate my situation.

c) The Burcak I left in the fridge before I was away for a month became a nice naturally fermented, fresh wine. I need more of this but I need to wait another year for another chance.

d) Another option is to get a Pet-Nat prosecco, which is the most similar thing I know of, but then my job doesn't pay me enough to buy them as much as I want :/

e) How could I have lost my tabacco? Oh well, but I've got 7 other packs and about 5 more charcoal filters..

[ho1ogramdvst]

Me, after vinobrani (ver. 30+ because it has to end before 8pm): I've been saying I'd love to move back to Korea, but I would really do that when Pet-Nat wines become mainstream & mass-produced (for the price factor) in Korea, tbh

[ho1ogramdvst]

Context: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Signs_of_AI_writing

I appreciate all these ChatGPT and AIs and I do genuinely believe they are useful tools, and what most people have been concerned about are mostly no more than our habitual doomsday paranoia, which in reality could easily be broken down by some common sense,

though it occurred to me that, the more we learn about these current commercial/public AI models and as the usage popularises, we are basically training ourselves to set our default into "not trusting" - words, images, etc.

Which could or could not be inherently a bad thing, as there aren't many things that's trustworthy (or rather, being Christian, I'd say only one source is trustworthy, and that is God), nor the AIs started off this trend - rather, it's been that way for a while with abundant/excessive information - so I wonder where this will lead to from now on at this particular time in history. But noticing and experiencing the frequency we are presetting our thought into distrust is quite exhausting and seeing how it translates into the society perhaps even more so.

And I'm gonna run this text in every AI model in the hope that at least they will have to somehow consider this into their calculation from now on, if I understand anything about the AI mechanics at all.

[ho1ogramdvst]

Holy crap, I just (!) learnt Russell Brand's baptised already more than 1 year ago. What amazing news. Super encouraging. It makes so much sense though I could have never dared to predict.

[ho1ogramdvst]

Chatgpt or another accent analysis tool also said I sound Czech/central European but I really do doubt it

Do they just detect my ip address or something? Or have I really picked up some Czech accent at this point?

[ho1ogramdvst]

I'm half an hour into Cronenberg's Cosmopolis and so far my thoughts: It's an easy film to watch but gosh the protagonist just doesn't seem to understand that he is "living" in the "world", so it just makes the character really hard to empathise, or more like, off-putting, and that makes the whole poetic element just funny

[ho1ogramdvst]

I'm always surprised at myself that I speak German whenever I go to German speaking countries, or especially Germany, where people tend to speak more German German,

but anyways, streets are full of spiritualists and cults and the border shouldn't exist but Germany ignores it and tabaccos are cheaper in Germany than in Czechia like 🤷

I bought a pack of Backwoods out of nostalgia, but is it cheaper than how I remember it 10 years ago? Then I freaked out that I might have left the stove on, but marched on, experiencing all kinds of interactions, neither crying or freezing,

Thank God, man