âą summary: On a road trip to Hawaii with friends, youâre forced to share a seat with your childhood rival, Chris Sturniolo. Hours of tension, teasing, and grinding on his lap finally break himâand it all explodes into a heated argument back at the Airbnb. But when the shouting turns into an angry love confession, hate gives way to something far more dangerous⊠and irresistible.
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chapter eight : Lifted, Pinned, Ridden
He didnât give you a second to breathe.
You were still gasping, skin flushed, lips throbbing from how hard heâd been kissing you when suddenlyâ
He gripped the underside of your thighs.
And with a grunt, Chris lifted you clean off the ground like you weighed nothing, your back hitting the wall again with a breathless thud.
You cried out, your hands flying to his shoulders for balance, but he was already movingâpressing his body flush to yours, lips dragging down your throat, biting at the curve of your neck, holding you up like you were his.
Your legs wrapped around his waist instinctively.
His hands slid under your ass, gripping the softest part of you, holding you there, grinding you down against his hips. The pressure between your legs made you moanâloud and unfilteredâand Chris groaned into your skin like it drove him insane.
He didnât even kiss you this timeâhe devoured you.
His lips slammed against yours again, tongue instantly sliding deep into your mouth, tasting you, owning you, controlling the kiss with filthy, relentless dominance. He kissed like he needed it to breathe. Like he was starving and you were the only thing that would feed him.
You couldnât help itâyou whimpered into him again.
Chris moaned hard, rolling his hips up into you as he pinned you harder against the wall, grinding between your legs so deep you gasped against his lips. âGod, babyâfuckâyour whimpers are killing me.â
His hands shifted again, one sliding up your back, the other fisting your hair to hold your face in place as he deepened the kissâtongue, tongue, tongueâhot and deep and dominant, licking into your mouth like he owned it.
Thenâhe pulled back. Just barely. His eyes were wrecked, lips swollen and wet, his breathing ragged as he stared down at you like you were a dream and a curse all at once.
âYou wanna tease me?â he rasped, voice low and wrecked. âYou wanna grind on me like you did in the car?â
âIâll give you something to grind on, sweetheart.â
He turned with you still clinging to him and walked to the bed.
The movement was fast, effortlessâhis arms tight around you, his grip secure, your legs locked around his waist as he walked both of you across the room like he was drunk on the taste of you.
On the edge of the mattress, legs spread wide, you straddling his lap.
You blinked down at him, breathless.
He stared up at you, jaw clenched, cheeks flushed, hands settling firmly on your hips.
A wicked smirk curled his lips.
âMove your hips on me, love.â
A pause. His voice dropped lower, filthier.
âJust like you were in the car.â
Slow. Deliberate. Pressing your center against the hard bulge in his grey sweats.
His head dropped back. A deep, broken groan ripped out of his chest.
You dragged your hips along him in one long, grinding rock that made your eyes flutter and your breath stutter and your whole body melt.
Chrisâs grip on your hips tightened, his fingers digging into your skin like he was holding back from flipping you onto the bed and going feral.
âYouâre gonna kill me,â he groaned, voice rough and breathless. âI swear to god, youâre gonna fucking kill me.â
And thenâhis mouth was back on yours.
Hard. Deep. Wet. Tongue. Tongue. Tongue.
He kissed you like he was starving, like this was his last breath and your mouth was the only air he wanted. His hands slid up your spine, pulling you in tighter, your chests pressed together, hips locked, mouths moving in messy, filthy harmony.
You couldnât stop moaning.
Every roll of your hips made your head spin, your body clench, your lips break from his to gasp his name. âChrisâChrisâChris.â
He licked into your mouth between kisses. âKeep saying it, baby.â
Then he dragged his lips down your jaw again, to your neck, sucking harshly right at the base.
âMine,â he growled against your skin. âSay youâre mine.â
âiâm yours.â you gasped
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Your hips moved on instinct nowâslow, deep circles against his lap, dragging your denim shorts across the aching bulge straining his grey sweats. You were soaked through. Your thighs trembled. Your stomach clenched with every motion.
Chris hovered above youâhands pinning yours to the sheets, his arms caging you in, his eyes glued to your face.
Watching what he was doing to you.
Your eyes fluttered closed as you rolled your hips again, dragging your body up and down against him, grinding your core into his like you were chasing something neither of you dared name.
Chris groanedâloud, wrecked, breathless.
âFuckââ he choked, voice raw. âThatâs it. Keep going. Just like that.â
His forehead dropped to yours.
He kissed you againâhard. His tongue shoved between your lips, desperate, breath hot against your face. The kiss was messyâopen, wet, teeth pulling lips, tongues sliding, spit stringing between you when he pulled back just long enough to whisper:
âYou taste so fucking good.â
You were grinding without even realizing itâhips circling in filthy rhythm, friction burning between your thighs. The front of his sweats was soaked with your arousal now, and when his hips rolled up to meet yoursâ
And thenâhe let go of your wrists.
Only to grab your waist. Hard.
âTake this off,â he growled, tugging at the hem of your crop top. His voice was wrecked. âI want your skin on mine.â
You didnât thinkâyou just lifted your arms.
Your crop top peeled off in one swift motion, and Chris froze.
His eyes dropped to your chest, his mouth parting, his throat bobbing as he swallowed hard. You were still wearing a thin, lacy bra, and his hands slid upâfingertips dragging lightly over your ribs, your sides, until they cradled the curve of your waist.
âFuck,â he whispered, almost reverently. âYouâre so perfect.â
And then his lips were on your collarbone again.
He kissed his way across your chestâslow, open-mouthed kisses, dragging tongue, teeth, heat. He sucked a mark right under your bra strap and groaned into your skin like your body was the only thing he ever wanted to taste.
His hand slipped behind you. He undid the clasp in one swift motion.
His mouth was on you in secondsâhot kisses down your sternum, then lower, his tongue circling your nipple, his groan deep and filthy as he sucked, teeth grazing, hands still gripping your waist like if he let go, youâd disappear.
Your fingers tangled in his hair.
You moanedâloud, unfiltered.
He pushed your shorts down.
You gaspedâbut lifted your hips. You wanted this. You needed it.
The denim dragged down your thighs, exposing your thin underwearâsoaked, clinging to your heatâand Chris hissed when he saw it.
You were. Embarrassingly.
He pressed his hand over your coreâpalming you through the fabric, slow, gentle pressure that made your hips buck into his touch.
His fingers rubbed slow circles over the wet fabric, his voice filthy against your throat.
âYou really want me to beg?â he growled. âBecause I will, baby. Iâll get on my knees for you. Iâll do whatever the fuck you want.â
Your hips moved againâgrinding into his palm, your thighs shaking, your voice breaking on his name.
âPlease, Chrisââ you gasped.
And he smirked against your jaw.
Part VII: His Hands Slide Lower
Chest heaving beneath that black compression shirt, forehead sweaty, hair clinging to his templesâbut his eyes?
You were still in his lap, straddling him. Grinding slowly. Filthily. Each rock of your hips sent shivers up your spine, the thick bulge beneath you pressing perfectly against your soaked heat.
And Chris? He was falling apart under you.
His hands were gripping your waistâtightâthumbs dragging over the curve of your hips. He leaned forward, mouth brushing your throat, lips parted.
From the base of your neck up to your jaw.
And he moaned against your skin.
âFuck,â he breathed, tongue dragging across your collarbone now. âYou taste like heaven. You feel like sin.â
Your nails raked down his arms. You couldnât stop. Every kiss, every grind, every breath was unraveling you.
He kissed you againâhard.
His tongue pushed into your mouth, messy and greedy, curling around yours. Wet, open-mouthed kissing. Loud and filthy. Like you were starved for each other. Like you needed this to live.
You whimpered into his mouth when he rolled his hips up against you.
And that soundâthat soundâ
He pulled back, just slightly, resting his forehead against yours.
His hands dragged up your sidesâslow, possessive.
âTake these off,â he rasped, nodding at your underwear.
He didnât wait for an answer.
Rough. Confident. Dominant.
He gripped the sides of your panties, lifted your hips just slightly, and dragged them down your thighs.
You were bare in his lap.
Thenâhis fingers returned.
Slid between your thighs.
You were throbbing. Aching. So wet, it was obscene. You whimperedâneeding him to move, needing anything.
âI want to watch your face when I touch you.â
His fingers movedâslow, deep strokes through your folds. He circled your clit once, twiceâyou gaspedâand his lips were back on yours instantly, swallowing every sound.
You moaned into his mouth.
Your hips started rocking againâinstinctively chasing his hand, grinding against his palm.
And thenâhe slid a finger in.
âFuck, baby,â he rasped. âSo tightâso warmâgodââ
He kissed you again. Tongue deep. His finger curling inside you. His other hand sliding up your back, pulling you tighter to him.
You were a messâmoaning into his mouth, hips grinding harder, faster, riding his hand like it was the only thing keeping you alive.
âYouâre so fucking perfect,â he whispered. âI could do this all night. Watch you fall apart on me. Feel you squeeze around my fingers. Taste those pretty little noises you makeââ
Another finger slipped in.
He scissored them gently, curling into that spot inside you that made your vision go white.
Your moans were helpless now.
You could barely kiss him back.
His voice was pure filth.
âCome for me, Y/N. I want to feel you lose it.â
Part VIII: The First Time He Sees You Break
His fingers were still inside youâdeep, curling, relentlessâhis palm grinding against your clit in slow, devastating circles.
And Chris was watching you like he was obsessed.
Your faceâyour mouth open, your breath catching, your thighs trembling around his hipsâit was wrecking him. His eyes traced every twitch of your lips, every roll of your hips, every single whimper that spilled out of your throat.
âYou gonna come for me, baby?â he asked, voice low, dark, fucked-out.
âOn my fingers? On my lap?â
You tried to answerâbut all that came out was a broken gasp.
His mouth found your jaw again, teeth grazing your skin, and then he kissed your neckâopen, wet, slow. He licked up the column of your throat, whispering filth between kisses.
âLet go, pretty girl.â
âFuckinâ love feeling you like this.â
Your hips were bucking nowâcompletely out of control. Riding his hand, grinding into his lap, chasing the sharp heat coiling tighter and tighter in your gut.
âI can feel you, baby.â
âYouâre clenching so tightâfuckâyouâre gonna make me come just watching you.â
And then he kissed you againâtongue shoving deep, teeth dragging across your lower lipâand his fingers stroked you just rightâ
Your body locked up, a scream catching in your throat, your hips jerking forward as the orgasm tore through you like lightning.
Chris groaned into your mouth, holding you through it.
âFuck, thatâs itâfuckâlook at youâso pretty when you breakââ
Your head dropped to his shoulder, whimpering, gasping, shaking.
And stillâhe didnât stop.
His fingers slowed, stroking you through the aftershocks. His palm rubbed gentle circles on your clit. His lips kissed the shell of your ear, whispering,
âThatâs it, baby. Thatâs my girl.â
You clung to him, body limp, legs still trembling.
Wrapped you in his arms like you were fragile. Like something heâd do anything to protect.
And thenâhe pulled his fingers out.
He brought his fingers to his mouthâ
âFuck,â he muttered. âYou taste so good. Sweet as fuck. I knew you would.â
Your body jolted at his words. You tried to sit up, but your legs were too weak.
He smirked, pulling you close again, kissing your shoulder.
âTold you Iâd make you break.â
âDidnât think itâd be this easy though, love.â
You looked at him, still breathless. Still dazed. Still straddling his lap, your body flushed and wrecked.
Still hard. Still pulsing beneath you. Still watching you like he was going to devour you again.
Part IX: You Return the Favor
You were still straddling him, trembling from the aftershocks, chest rising and falling in quick, shallow breaths.
Chris watched you like he was watching a miracle. His jaw was slack. His chest was heaving. His hands? Still splayed across your hips like he couldnât let go.
Still rock-hard under you.
And the second you shiftedâslowly grinding your hips over his lap againâhe sucked in a sharp breath through his teeth.
âFuck, Y/Nâdonât.â
His voice cracked. Like he was begging. Like if you moved just once more, heâd come undone right there.
Which, of course, made you smile.
âDonât what?â you asked, leaning in, brushing your lips over his throat. âThis?â
You rocked your hips again.
Harder this time. And he whined.
His hands gripped your waist, desperate, trying to control the motionâbut you slapped his chest gently.
âYou donât get to be in charge anymore, Sturniolo.â
He groanedâdeep and low, his head falling back, neck exposed, jaw tight.
You leaned in and licked a slow line up his throat.
Then sucked just below his jaw.
You felt it vibrate through your chest.
Felt his cock twitch underneath you.
âYou wanna taste?â you whispered against his skin. âThen youâre gonna watch me take my time with you.â
So you pulled away, slowly. Smiling.
Thenâpushed him back onto the bed.
He landed with a soft grunt, arms flung out, eyes wide, hair messy.
You climbed off his lap, kneeling beside him now. Your hands slid up his thighs, teasing, slow. His grey sweats were strained, tight, tented so high you could see the outline of everything.
And that was your favorite look on him.
Your fingers curled around the waistband.
âThese,â you murmured, tugging gently, âare coming off.â
Chris Sturniolo whimpered.
You pulled them downâslowlyâwatching every twitch of his muscles, every breath that caught in his throat.
Big. Thick. Veins tracing up the shaft. Hard and flushed and leaking.
Then looked him right in the eyes.
âYouâre even prettier here.â
And his whole body jerked.
Your hands splayed on his hips, holding him down, tongue teasing the head again. He groanedâthrew his head back, muscles flexing under you.
You took him in just slightlyâlips wrapped around the headâthen pulled off with a pop.
âLook at you,â you whispered. âAlready falling apart. And Iâve barely touched you.â
He was breathing like heâd run miles. His hands fisted the sheets.
âY/N,â he groaned, âyouâre killing me.â
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Chris was laid out beneath youâsweaty, flushed, panting like he was seconds from falling apart.
His black compression shirt clung to every muscle on his chest, slightly bunched where youâd grabbed at it earlier, riding up just enough to reveal the sharp grooves of his stomach. His hair was messy, pushed off his forehead, cheeks pink, lips partedâ
Blown wide. Black with lust. Locked on you.
You were kneeling over him, completely bare now, flushed and dripping, chest still rising and falling with shaky breaths.
You dragged your nails down his abs slowly, watching the way his whole body shivered at your touch.
âYou gonna be good for me now?â you asked, tilting your head.
Chrisâs hands twitched beside him, like he wanted to grab you so bad it hurt.
âYouâre the one who started grinding on my lap like a fucking teaseââ
You shut him up by grabbing the base of his cock, making his whole body seize up.
âThat was a preview,â you whispered, voice dark and slow. âThis is the main event.â
You raised your hipsâhovering right above him.
And when you lowered down?
The stretch was slow, hot, deepâyour walls clenching around him inch by inch. He was thick. Bigger than youâd even realized. And it felt like you were made for this.
Chris was a wreck. His hands fisted the sheets on either side of him, neck straining, mouth dropped open in a silent groan. His thighs trembled beneath you.
âFuck, fuckâY/NâJesusââ
You sunk all the way down.
Sat flush against his hips.
And his eyes rolled back in his head.
âOh my God,â he choked out.
âYou feel like a fucking dream.â
You leaned forward, hands braced on his chest.
His hips jerked up instinctivelyâbut you slapped his stomach gently, keeping control.
âNo,â you breathed. âLet me.â
He noddedâdesperate, submissive.
You rolled your hips again, and his head dropped back into the pillows. A strangled, guttural moan left his throat.
You could feel how deep he was.
Every ridge. Every pulse.
And you werenât giving him a second of relief.
âThis what you wanted in the car?â you taunted. âWhen you were whimpering under me?â
âYouâre evil,â he rasped. âYouâre fucking evilââ
He licked his lips. Voice shaking.
The soundsâgodâthe sounds.
Skin slapping. Breaths panting. Your moans mixing with his growls. The obscene wet noises of you moving on him like you were meant to stay there forever.
His hands finally liftedâgrabbing your hipsâdigging in hard.
âYou ride me so good,â he groaned. âSo fucking perfect. I could come like thisâfuckâI mightââ
Teeth dragging across his bottom lip.
You whispered against his mouthâ
âDonât you dare come yet.â
âThen stop moving like that.â
And ground down again, slow and filthy.
Chrisâs body is pressed against mine like a fire that canât be extinguished. Every movement feels like an electric shock, and I canât get enough. His lips are still on mine, harder now, deeper, and Iâm completely lost in him. My hands are gripping his shoulders, my nails digging into his skin, pulling him closer as if Iâm afraid heâll disappear.
His hips move against me with a slow, deliberate grind, and I can feel every inch of him. The heat between us is unbearable. Iâm breathless, my chest rising and falling as I try to catch my breath, but he makes it impossible. His hand slides down my back, pulling me even tighter against him, his fingers pressing into the curve of my waist. I feel my legs give way, my knees weak, but heâs holding me steady, his grip tightening as he pushes into me.
His lips leave mine, trailing down my neck with a hungry growl. His teeth graze my skin, sending waves of heat through my body. I arch into him, every inch of my body craving more. He murmurs something low against my neck, his breath hot and ragged. âYouâre fucking perfect,â he growls, his lips returning to mine with a new urgency, his tongue sweeping into my mouth in a forceful kiss.
My head is spinning, my body shaking with need. Every second that passes, Iâm more lost in him. I canât focus, canât think. His lips are everywhereâmy neck, my collarbone, down to my chest. His hand moves lower again, dangerously close to where I want him most, but he doesnât go far enough. The teasing, the constant build-up, itâs maddening.
âYou taste so fucking good,â he mutters against my skin, his voice thick with desire. I can barely process the words, my body trembling under his touch. I want more. I need more.
I try to push him closer, but heâs always one step ahead. He grinds against me again, harder this time, and I gasp, unable to control the moan that escapes my lips. The sound of my desire seems to push him further, his lips returning to mine in a fiery kiss, his tongue diving deeper, more frantic now. My hands move down to grip his shirt, desperate to pull him closer, to feel more of him against me.
His hips roll against mine again, a slow, calculated grind that drives me wild. I feel the hard evidence of his desire pressed against me, and it only makes the ache inside me more unbearable. My legs are weak, shaking as he holds me tighter, one hand pinning me against the wall while the other slides down, gripping my thigh. He lifts me again, his lips never leaving mine, his body taking control, guiding mine to where it needs to go.
âSay it,â he breathes, pulling back just enough to look me in the eyes. His voice is dark, low, and filled with dominance. âTell me you want this. Tell me you want me.â
I canât hold back anymore. I need him. My words come out in a desperate whisper, âI want you. Please.â
Chrisâs lips crash into mine again, and everything becomes a blur. His hands are everywhere, his mouth demanding, taking, not giving me a single second to breathe. Iâm lost in him, in the heat, the need, the way he makes me feel like Iâm the only thing that matters in this moment.
Chrisâs dominance fills the space between us like a heavy, unspoken promise. His hands slide down my sides, pressing me harder against the wall, his body surrounding me, making it impossible to move, to breathe without him. Every inch of his touch is calculated, and every time I try to pull him closer, he just pulls away slightly, letting the tension build.
His lips find my ear again, hot breath cascading over my skin, sending goosebumps across my body. âYou want me to make you beg for it?â he asks, voice husky, dripping with dominance.
I can barely hold myself together. My legs feel like jelly, weak under the weight of his control. My body screams for more, and yet, I know heâs in charge here. His words linger in the air, a challenge. A dare.
âPlease,â I whisper, unable to stop myself. The word slips out, desperate. I need him so badly, I canât think straight. But I know heâs not done with me yet.
He pulls back, his eyes flicking over me, dark with a hunger that matches my own. âBegging already?â he murmurs with a smirk. âThatâs cute. But I donât give in that easily.â
His hands slide to my hips, gripping me hard, as he lifts me again, pinning me to the wall even more forcefully. His lips crash against mine, hard and demanding, his tongue sweeping into my mouth in a deep, possessive kiss. I try to kiss him back, to match his intensity, but he controls itâtaking, not giving, as he grinds against me in a slow, torturous rhythm.
âTell me how much you want me,â Chris breathes between kisses, his lips trailing down to my neck again, nipping at the soft skin, making me gasp. His teeth graze my skin, leaving marks that only belong to him. âTell me how much you need this.â
My body betrays me, trembling against his. I donât even have the strength to fight anymore. I can only nod, my words lost in the haze of desire that clouds my mind. âI need you,â I finally manage, my voice shaking with desperation. âPlease, Chris, I need you.â
His lips curve into a dark, satisfied grin, and he presses harder against me, his body moving with a slow, relentless force. He doesnât need to speakâhis body says it all. He owns me. And Iâm more than willing to let him.
His grip doesnât loosen for a second. Chris holds me pinned against the wall, completely caged in by his bodyâhis hands firm on my hips, his chest pressing into mine, every inch of him radiating dominance and heat. The air between us is heavy, charged like a live wire, and it feels like the only sound in the world is the frantic rhythm of my breath.
âYou feel that?â he whispers, his lips ghosting over my jaw, his voice like rough velvet. âThatâs what you do to me.â
He grinds into me againâslow, deep, dragging out the motion like heâs savoring every second. My back arches off the wall instinctively, a soft whimper slipping out of me, unfiltered and desperate. He eats the sound up like heâs starving for it.
âGod,â he growls, âyou sound so good when youâre like this. When youâre needy. When youâre mine.â
He kisses me againâhard. Thereâs nothing sweet about it now. Itâs filthy, full of tongue and tension and teeth. He pushes his tongue into my mouth, claiming it like he owns it. The kiss is messy, noisy, and I canât keep up. His hand slides up my spine, threading into my hair and tugging just hard enough to make me gasp into his mouth.
âYou taste so fucking good,â he breathes against my lips, his words hot and sinful. âI could stay right hereâteasing youâforever.â
My head spins. I canât think. All I feel is his voice in my ear, his body grinding into mine, the overwhelming dominance in every breath he takes.
âCanât even stand up, can you?â Chris taunts, lips brushing my ear as he tilts his hips in another devastating roll against mine. âYour legs are shaking. Youâre trembling for me.â
I let out a quiet moan, my body collapsing just slightly under the pressure of his hold. He catches me instantly, one hand gripping the back of my thigh and hiking my leg around his waist, securing me against him like heâs never letting me go. His strength, the control he holds in just the way he touches meâit makes everything inside me burn.
âIâve got you,â he says lowly, dominant and gentle all at once. âYou donât have to do a damn thing. Just feel me.â
He presses his forehead to mine for a beat, letting the moment hang thick between usâthen bites down on my lower lip, dragging a soft cry out of me.
âIâm going to ruin you for anyone else,â he murmurs, cocky and breathless, eyes locked on mine. âNo one else will ever touch you like this. No one else will ever know how to pull those sounds out of you.â
He grinds again, harder this time, and I nearly cry out, the friction shooting straight through me. My arms wrap around his neck tighter, holding on like I might fall apart if I let go. I whimper again, and he smirks like heâs won a game he designed just for us.
âYou like it when I talk to you like that?â he asks, dark and velvety. âYou like when I tell you youâre mine?â
I can only nod, breathless, dazed, and aching.
âGood,â he says. âBecause Iâm not finished.â
Chris doesnât ease upânot even for a second. His lips crash into mine again, messier this time, like he canât get enough of me. His tongue pushes past my lips, claiming my mouth with such intensity that I forget how to breathe. I melt into him, whimpering into the kiss, my hands fisting into his shirt, clinging to him like heâs the only thing holding me up.
He groans low in his throat, deep and rough, like the sound is being torn from him. âYou drive me insane,â he growls against my lips, biting my bottom one before tugging it between his teeth. âYouâve got no idea what you do to me.â
His hand slides lower, gripping the underside of my thigh tighter, pushing me up the wall as he grinds into me againâslow, devastating, controlled. I feel every part of him, hard and unrelenting. His body moves with purpose, like heâs savoring how wrecked heâs making me.
âLook at you,â he murmurs, brushing his nose along my cheek. âCanât even speak, huh?â He kisses just below my ear, biting softly, making me moan. âYouâre so needy. So desperate. So fucking good for me.â
I whimper again, my voice breaking into a moan as my head tilts back against the wall. My entire body trembles, overwhelmed and desperate. I feel like Iâm on fireâlike his touch has burned through every rational thought Iâve ever had.
He trails kisses down my neck, open-mouthed and wet, licking and sucking at my skin like heâs starving. âEvery little sound you make?â he growls, licking slowly over a spot he just marked. âMine. Every moan. Every breath. Every part of you belongs to me.â
Chris pulls back for a secondâjust enough to look me in the eyes. His chest heaves, his lips red and swollen from kissing, his pupils blown wide. âSay it,â he commands, low and serious, voice edged with heat. âSay youâre mine.â
âIâm yours,â I breathe without hesitation, voice cracking with need.
He smirks, and itâs dark. Dangerous. âThatâs my girl.â
He slams his hips into mine againâshamelessly, fiercelyâand my back arches off the wall. The friction is unbearable. Perfect. I cry out softly, my lips parting with another shaky moan, and Chris watches me like Iâm the most addicting thing heâs ever seen.
âYou feel that?â he whispers, grinding again, rolling his hips in the slowest, dirtiest way. âThatâs what I do to you. Thatâs what you do to me.â
His lips find mine again, and he kisses me so hard I lose all sense of time. He owns every inch of meâevery sound, every movement, every thoughtâand he knows it.
âDonât forget this,â he murmurs against my lips, voice dropping even lower, hotter, rougher. âDonât forget how I make you feel. Because Iâm not done with you yet.â
Chris doesnât ease offâif anything, he grows rougher, more demanding. His grip on my thigh tightens as he pins me higher against the wall, forcing my body to mold against his completely. I gasp, a sharp, breathy moan escaping me when his hips slam into mine again, deliberate and unrelenting.
âI want to ruin you,â he growls into my ear, voice jagged with heat. âI want you so wrecked, you forget how anyone else ever touched you.â
His mouth returns to my neck, and this time heâs ruthless. He licks, bites, sucksâclaiming me in messy, hot marks thatâll stay for days. His hand grips my jaw, forcing my face back to him, eyes burning into mine.
âYou like it when Iâm like this, huh?â he snarls softly, lips brushing mine, his tone cocky and wicked. âYou like when I get rough with youâwhen I take whatâs mine.â
He doesnât wait for an answer. His mouth crashes into mine again, and this time, thereâs nothing gentle. His tongue forces into my mouth, deep, messy, overwhelming. He kisses like he owns me, like heâs trying to make sure I can never breathe without remembering the taste of him.
I canât keep up. I canât think. All I can do is let him kiss me like thatâlet him grind into me over and over until Iâm crying out against his lips, my voice trembling with every breath.
He pulls away just enough to smirk at how wrecked I look, panting, eyes glassy. âThere you are,â he murmurs, thumb brushing along my lower lip. âAll soft. All mine. You look so fucking good like this.â
Then his hand drops to the back of my neck, gripping tight, and he yanks me into another filthy, possessive kiss. His hips roll harder against mine, and the friction sends shockwaves through me. My fingers curl into his shoulders, nails dragging down his back as I moan against his tongue.
âYou feel how hard I am for you?â he growls into my mouth. âThis is what you do to me. Every time you look at me, every time you talk back, every time you pretend you donât want meâthis is what you make me.â
His lips trail down my throat again, teeth grazing the bruised skin, and he doesnât stop until Iâm practically writhing in his arms. I whimper his name, broken and breathless, and thatâs when he growls again, voice cracking with heat.
âSay it again,â he demands. âSay youâre mine.â
âIâm yours,â I gasp. âIâm yours, Chrisâplease.â
He growlsâlow, feralâand kisses me again so deep, so rough, I feel like Iâm being devoured.
Before I can catch my breath, Chris spins me around with force, his grip unrelenting as he presses my front against the wall. My palms slap the surface, heart pounding like a war drum in my chest. He steps up behind me, his body crowding mine, his chest against my back, hips already pushing forward into meâfirm, slow, claiming.
âYou feel that?â he rasps against my ear, his voice hot and feral. âThatâs mine. All of it. Every inch of you.â
I gasp, my eyes fluttering shut as his hand runs up the back of my neck, fingers tangling in my hair, tugging just enough to make me whimper. He tilts my head back so his mouth can reach the curve of my throat, and then he sinks his teeth inâsharp, hot, possessive.
âArch your back,â he growls, one hand gripping my hip, dragging me back against him. âLet me see you.â
My body obeys before my mind can catch upâspine curving, heat flooding through me as he drags his hand down my side, rough and unrelenting. I can feel him smirk against my neck, breath hot on my skin.
âThatâs it,â he whispers darkly, grinding into me from behind with slow, punishing pressure. âYou donât even have to thinkâjust listen. Just feel me.â
He presses me harder against the wall, his palm flattening between my shoulder blades. I can barely breathe, crushed between the heat of him and the cold surface in front of me. His other hand slides over my hip again, fingers digging in like heâs branding me there.
âYou make the prettiest sounds when youâre desperate,â Chris murmurs, teeth brushing the shell of my ear. âAnd youâre so desperate for me right now, arenât you? So needy.â
A broken sound escapes my lipsâhalf whimper, half moanâand he groans, loving it.
âFuck, I could listen to you fall apart all night.â
He grinds into me again, rougher this time, making me gasp. Every motion is measured, like heâs savoring my helplessness, the way my body trembles under his. His lips trail along my shoulder now, biting, sucking, marking as he goes.
âI donât care who hears,â he growls. âLet them. Let them know whoâs making you feel like this. Let them hear what I do to you.â
My knees weaken under me, my breath hitched and ragged as he holds me up, completely and utterly under his control.
âSay it,â he demands again, voice dark and low. âSay you belong to me.â
âIâm yours,â I breathe, wrecked, shaking. âIâm yours, Chris.â
His hand slides back into my hair, tugging harder, tilting my head so he can kiss me from behindâdeep, filthy, possessive. I melt into it, into him, and I know without a doubtâŠ
Chris keeps me pinned, his hand tight in my hair, his chest rising and falling against my back like heâs barely holding himself together. Every slow grind of his hips is more intense than the lastârough, relentless, his breath hot and ragged against the side of my neck.
âYou feel that?â he growls, voice cracking with the restraint heâs barely clinging to. âYou feel how close I am?â
I nod, unable to speak, the tension coiling in my core so tight it feels like I might shatter. My body trembles in his grip, legs weak, moans falling from my lips in broken gasps.
He pulls my head back harder, forcing me to arch deeper into him. âLook at you,â he breathes. âFalling apart just from me grinding into you. Fuck, youâre perfect.â
His hand slides down, gripping my waist like heâs anchoring himselfâand then he slams his hips forward, rough and unfiltered, and I let out a desperate, high-pitched moan. My knees nearly give out, but he catches me, holding me up with nothing but his strength and his need.
âYouâre mine,â he says again, but this time itâs a growl, a promise, a possession. âMine to hold, mine to touch, mine to ruin.â
He thrusts againâslow, hard, dragging the motion outâand I gasp, the friction so overwhelming I cry out his name. I canât breathe. I canât think. All I feel is him. Everywhere.
My whole body shakes, the pressure building with nowhere left to go. And thenâ
âLet go,â he whispers, voice tight with dominance and heat, lips brushing my ear. âCome on, baby. Fall apart for me.â
Everything crashes. I cry out, my whole body convulsing with it, pleasure snapping through me like lightning. My hands claw at the wall, lips parted, whimpering his name again and again like itâs the only word I know.
Chris groansâdeep, wrecked, primalâhis grip tightening on me as he grinds one last time, hard, like heâs chasing his own release. His forehead drops to the back of my neck, his breath shaky and hot against my skin as we both ride the high togetherâoverwhelmed, unfiltered, and utterly consumed by the moment.
He doesnât move for a long second. Just holds me there, pressed against the wall, arms around me like he never wants to let go.
âHoly shit,â he mutters, lips ghosting along my shoulder. âYou ruin me.â
And in that messy, breathless stillnessâwrapped in him, wrecked and rawânothing else exists.
Chris doesnât let go right away. His arms are still wrapped around me tightly from behind, our bodies pressed together as we both breathe hard, tangled in the silence.
But slowlyâso slowlyâhe eases his grip. One hand glides softly over my waist, his other releasing the gentle tug in my hair, fingertips brushing down the back of my neck like heâs trying to soothe every place he touched too hard. His lips press against my shoulder, a soft, trembling kissâso different from the ones before.
He stays still for a long moment, then whispers, âHey⊠baby?â His voice is low now, soft and careful, a complete contrast to how rough he was minutes ago.
I hum in response, still breathless, still trembling a little in his hold.
Chris slides one arm around my front, pulling me gently back against his chest, like he needs me close to calm down too. He buries his face in the crook of my neck, his voice warm and close. âI didnât hurt you, right?â
I shake my head, letting out a small laugh through my unsteady breathing. âNo. Not at all.â
He kisses the back of my shoulder again, slower this time. âAre you okay, baby? Really okay?â
âI promise,â I whisper, turning my head just enough to catch his eyes over my shoulder. His brows are furrowed slightly, his eyes searching mine like heâs reading every tiny signal I might be sending.
âI wasnât too rough?â he asks, voice more tender now. âTell me if I was. I need to know.â
âYou werenât,â I say softly, smiling now, dazed and floaty but grounded in the warmth of him. âYou were perfect.â
Chris exhales, the tension in his shoulders easing all at once. âGod⊠I justâI get carried away sometimes. You make me feel so much.â
He turns me gently to face him, his hands cradling my cheeks, brushing my hair back, tilting my face so he can really look at me. âYouâre okay?â he asks again, just to be sure. âYouâre not sore? You can breathe?â
I nod, leaning into his hands. âIâm okay.â
Chris presses his forehead to mine, closing his eyes. His thumbs brush my skin so softly now, and heâs so close I can feel every breath he takes.
âI need you to know something,â he murmurs. âI might act all tough. I might tease and push and want to wreck you like thatâbut I love you more than anything. Iâd never, ever want to hurt you.â
I blink, heart swelling as I reach up to hold his wrists gently. âI know,â I whisper. âI know, Chris. You make me feel safe.â
His eyes flick up to mine, and he gives a tiny, crooked smile, relief flooding his face. âGood. âCause all I wanna do now is hold you for a while.â
And he doesâlifting me gently, carrying me like Iâm made of glass, and setting us down somewhere soft. He pulls me into his lap, arms around my waist, holding me against his chest like he canât bear to be apart from me for even a second.
His hand strokes my back slowly, and he murmurs into my hair, âYou taste like heaven. You sound like my favorite song. I swear, youâre everything.â
I curl into him tighter, lips brushing his collarbone.
And in that quiet afterglowâwhere thereâs no heat left, just warmthâhe holds me like Iâm the most precious thing heâs ever touched.
Chris doesnât let go right away. His arms are still wrapped around me from behind, our bodies tangled and breathless in the dim, quiet room. I feel the way his chest rises and falls against my back, his heartbeat still racing, matching mine.
But slowlyâso slowlyâhe eases his grip, his hand brushing from my waist to my hair, smoothing it gently down my spine. He presses a kiss to the back of my shoulder, not rushed or hungry now, but soft. Careful. Full of something deeper.
âHey⊠baby,â he whispers into my neck, his voice low and ragged. âYou okay?â
I hum, still floating, still catching my breath. âYeah.â
His arms tighten just a little, like he needs that last reassurance. Then, softer still: âI didnât hurt you, right?â
âNo,â I whisper, turning my head just enough for our eyes to meet. âNot at all.â
Chris looks at me for a secondâreally looks. His brows slightly drawn, his expression unreadably tender. âWasnât too rough?â
I shake my head again, smiling now, my fingers brushing along the side of his face. âYou were perfect.â
Relief floods his face, and he leans in to kiss me againâthis time to my temple, then my cheek, then right between my brows. âOkay. Okay⊠I justâ You mean too much to me. I get so caught up in you, and I never wanna push too far.â
He slowly lowers me onto the bed, pulling a soft blanket over my body, his hands lingering at my sides. âStay right here,â he says gently. âIâll be back in a second. Just relax for me.â
I nod, the afterglow warming my whole body as I sink into the mattress. A minute later, I hear the bathroom sink running. When Chris returns, heâs holding a warm cloth. He kneels beside me like Iâm made of glass, his hand brushing my thigh before he begins to gently clean me up.
âTell me if itâs too much,â he murmurs.
âItâs not. Itâs perfect.â
Heâs slow and deliberate with every pass of the clothâwiping away whatâs left of the moment with a reverence that makes my throat tighten. When he finishes, he leans in to kiss my knee, then rises to meet my eyes.
âLetâs get you in the shower,â he says softly, his voice warm and comforting. âHot water, soft soap, and my arms around you. That sound good?â
Chris scoops me up again, lifting me like itâs the easiest thing in the world. The bathroom is already full of mist, soft and golden from the dimmed lights. The world narrows to the sound of running water and the steady beat of his heart under my ear.
He steps into the shower with me still in his arms. The heat hits us instantlyâsteam curling around our bodies, water sliding down our skin. I sigh into his shoulder, my legs tightening slightly around his waist.
âThere we go,â he whispers. âNice and warm.â
He slowly lowers me onto my feet, but keeps me pressed against him, his chest to my back. His arms wrap around me again, holding me still beneath the stream. I close my eyes and rest my head against him, the feeling of his hands on my waist and the hot water washing over us making me feel weightless.
Chris leans down, kissing the back of my neck. âStill okay?â he murmurs.
He reaches for the soap and lathers it in his hands, then glides them across my shoulders, down my arms, along my sides in slow, circular motions. The bubbles slide over my skin, warm and slick, while his fingers follow every line of my bodyânever rushed, never greedy now. Just loving.
âYouâre glowing,â he murmurs into my skin. âYouâre so damn beautiful, baby.â
He shifts me gently, letting the water rinse the suds from my back while he kisses the spot where my neck meets my shoulder. âLet me take care of all of you.â
Then he turns me around, his hands guiding me to face him. His eyes search mine, checking for even a flicker of discomfort.
âStill feel good?â he asks softly.
I nod, barely able to speak with the way his tenderness is making my heart ache.
He kisses me slowlyâdeep and sweetâand when he pulls back, he rests his forehead against mine. âYouâre not sore anywhere? No aches?â
âNo. Just⊠floaty. Safe.â
âGood,â he whispers. âSo good.â
Chris lifts my hands and washes them too, gentle and patient, like even my fingertips deserve to be treated with care. He kneels in front of me, suds trailing down my legs as he massages my calves, his eyes flicking up now and then to make sure Iâm okay.
Then he rises again and pulls me into his arms, skin to skin, my body pressed into his. He holds me so tight I can feel his heartbeat, his breath warm against my damp hair.
âIâve never felt like this before,â he whispers. âLike I just want to wrap you in my arms and never let go.â
My arms tighten around his waist, cheek resting against his chest. He strokes my hair under the water, tucking strands behind my ear.
âYou still feel okay?â he asks, softer this time.
I nod. âI feel⊠like I could fall asleep right here.â
Chris smiles, pressing a kiss to my temple. âYouâre safe, baby. You can rest now. Iâve got you.â
And so we stand thereâheld in the warmth of the water, hearts slow and steady, wrapped in nothing but skin, steam, and love.
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lmk if i should make more parts đđ