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Look into my eyes, now tell me how I feel.

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Battle scar.. #makeresults #noexcusesjustresults #pushoverthelimits #steelhead #nolimits

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It's 4 in the morning yet I'm still up and my body is still trying to recover. Now, I feel like I'm burning alive....

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#NowPlaying Someday (OK) by Joe Brooks

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#NowPlaying Middle by DJ Snake

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Recovering from the leg work out....

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What do I do now!?

Today marks the end of my happiness. I'm really lost, I don't know where to start and what to do. I can't even get words out of my head. Someone told me that I'd be the one who'd know what to do, i agree but somehow it really doesn't work that way. Many times I thought to myself "I got this don't worry" but i really don't. I'm trying to fool myself that I'd be good but in reality I'm not doing good. It's really easy said than done. Nothing really makes sense. I envy her in a way that she thought she's just acting tough, what she doesn't realize is she really is. Maybe I was too, but "I was" is the past. Maybe I just got tired of ending this way, as I posted on FB "why do I always end up turning left? When will I end up turning RIGHT?". One question lingers in my head "when will it be my turn to be happy?". I only wished to be happy nothing more... So, what do I do now?...

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Reading someone's life story is uneasy. First: It already happened Second: It's their lives not yours Third: There's nothing you can do about it Lastly: I really don't get people who already got more than what they deserved but ending up wasting it all and losing the person because of some stupid reason. That's totally fucked up! I only wish people learn to appreciate what they have, appreciate someone who cares for you so much that they are willing to compromise their easy life just to be with you. That's fuckin hard to do. I could only wish and dream of being as lucky as those faggots. I really hate life.