I guess

[candynecklacenoose]

[yemojasbabygurl]

Dating Profiles by Helmut Lang (2018)

@ blu and @ artifaxing on Instagram

[btterflyarchive]

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Not at all a magical thinker, but I really really need to get this job!!

[johnnycrass]

one of my coworkers was talking about how "looking weird" is a form of praxis because its a protest against fascism and conservative aesthetics lol

yeah i guess? i guess buying a weird hello kitty shirt and hair dye on Amazon and croc charms from the Croc website takes us closer to Marx's socialist utopia lol?? yeah your facial piercings are fighting ICE bro thats sooo true

[hollow-hollowed]

I love how lacking in nuance tumblr politics is. Like nope fashion has never been a political tool. There weren’t literal riots over it.

[fullmoonguidance]

ok guys but imagine how hard it's gonna hit if something good ever happens again

[depsidase]

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For real tho. Like what do you mean I had teachers threatening failing by plagiarism if you didn’t get the citation right, to this blatant theft. It doesn’t even begin to give credit and that’s what’s makes me so mad. Like AI artist are creatively vacant thieves nothing more and maybe less.

[hollow-hollowed]

The way I’ve been staring at my phone like please brain abort all thoughts. Plsss just run on auto pilot for the next 10 hours or so until sleep overcomes me. No thoughts no thoughts none at all in this god damn head. Just empty sadness

[hollow-hollowed]

Like how do you even tell your friends that talking to them and hanging out makes you want to fucking sob. How do I tell them that everytime I interact I’m reminded of how once we were all in the same place, and I have just been surpassed in so many fucking ways. When I say I already SHOULD have killed myself im not fucking joking. At least then I had some kinda future. It would have been a real loss. Now it’s like hacking off that piece of leg that’s been rotting for a while. You don’t keep the leg you get rid of it as cleanly as possible. Why can’t they see I am a rotten abscess. I need to be removed. I don’t want to keep doing this. How do I explain to them that I have $4 in my bank account. How the FUCK do I explain to people that the last 7 years of my fucking life have been a fucking joke. I should be dead I should be dead!!!!!!

[hollow-hollowed]

I feel so fucking trapped. I’m so tired and hopeless.

[hollow-hollowed]

Aahhshdhdhdbfbcbdhshhs fickkkkkkkk killlll me fucking kill me please fucking kill me please please please kill me I’m fucking done

[hollow-hollowed]

I feel dead inside. But also full of dread and fear.

[hollow-hollowed]

Laying in the back seat of my car bc i can’t be around anyone and i share a very small apartment. I wish i was a fucking still born. I wish I had something that had killed me fast as an infant because now it’s too fucking late. I’m fucking stuck here for the rest of my fucking life and I resent everyone for that. Everyone I’ve ever fucking met is why I can’t kill myself and I hate them for that. I wish I saw fucking dead.

[priezpourlui]

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The fucking level of disappointment I just fucking felt. Like I saw two black people and I got my fucking hopes up. Oh yay another cool artist to follow. How the fuck can someone have hundreds of thousands of followers for art they didn’t make. Showing black joy that DOESNT FUCKING EXIST.

Fuck this person I hope you never experience artistic joy ever again. I hope that every museum visit fills you with a deep sense of shame and envy. You have no fucking talent.

[hollow-hollowed]

Ahhhhh what if you work and work for something only to realize it’s not what you want. What if I want to do nothing like fuck if I thought being homeless was easier than a teacher I’d just be homeless and die on the street bc fuck i don’t know if I can be a really functioning adult who goes to work everyday and the fucking pathetic gag is that I’m basically 30 and I don’t have those fucking skills. I don’t have the skills to be around people 7 hours a day and not fucking sob on the way home. I’m…. So…fucking sad. And it’s eating away at me but also fuck like I’ll just keep doing this shit till I either do it or fail and if I fail I can just fucking die or whatever I don’t care. I just am at fucking capacity and I’m doing soooo fucking little I’m so pathetic.

[hollow-hollowed]

If these apps keep opening imma have to just not use social media I guess. Shit fucking sucks.

[hollow-hollowed]

It’s kinda funny when my mom tells me I have my health and family so I should be happy with how blessed I am. Like oh you mean the family that doesn’t acknowledge that I’m trans or even try to use my pronouns. Or the health that’s hanging on by such a thread that if I had a gun I’d be fucking dead! That if I had a fucking scalpel is be cutting right fucking now. Yes I’m soooooo fucking blessed. Or what about my 10 year long addiction????!

[segamascott]

lmao

[goethefaustworld]

Believe this without proof, people!

Don't go to a source! An image of a tweet on Tumblr is the most reliable way to get any information!

Nobody has ever lied on Tumblr, especially about something as transcendental as this!

You're very intelligent and wise for immediately becoming angry upon seeing this and adamantly refusing to look into it further!

Everything bad about the politicians you hate is true all the time! Nobody ever pulls an "I think Coolsville sucks" ever!

Just ignore the lack of source or full quote on this! Don't go look up the full context! The bad feelings you have are justification enough!

[m4d-minute]

Oh he clarified and triple downed on it so stfu already

[goethefaustworld]

Fucking finally!

Thank you! Sincerely

[numberonechesterfan]

Google the source yourself jesus christ

[goethefaustworld]

Did you do it before seeing my comments?

[segamascott]

well you clearly didn't

[goethefaustworld]

But did you do it?

Or did you publish something that could very well be false just because it aligns with what you want to believe?

[segamascott]

i think you're missing the part where this wasn't false and i'm going to let you take about 30 seconds for some self-reflection time and let you come back and tell me if you think you might be being self-righteous and accusatory over literally (like literallyyy) nothing

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Damnnnn if only i don’t know someone like i don’t know Obama or someone i don’t know made a deal with Iran. Hmmmm I wonder if that deal was then shut down by this exact person claiming it’s bc of nukes. Hmmmm HMMMMMMMM I WONDERRRR