Give me a resounding slap across my cheek and watch all my confidence, self worth, self esteem, dignity and sense of self melt away... Alternate it with spitting on my face and then slapping it off me... I'll be your whore for life... fuckkk!
So here is a method I use to degrade and punish myself that incorporates lots of face slapping (in case my fellow whores and sluts would like to replicate):
WARNING: You may need recovery time from this self-punishment. You may want to provide time overnight to recover properly.
Wear a slip/camisole/flimsy top that clings to your body. Wear panties but they won't stay on you for very long.
Kneel in front of a large mirror so you can see yourself completely. Being able to see yourself is important as it underscores your miserable depravity... you'll see in a minute.
Slowly pull your left strap down to expose your left breast... pull your panties down to your knees as you kneel. There is something about being partially undressed... mmm
If you have long hair, take your time slowly tying it back. You will need to have it out of the way. Open your mouth and stick your tongue out...
Start by lightly but swiftly slapping your left cheek 10 times. You don't yet want to hurt yourself, you want to warm yourself up because there is much to come... Do the same to your right cheek.
You should be started to accumulate saliva in your mouth... let it drool down to your chest staining your camisole...
Now give yourself a resounding slap across your left cheek. Make sure it stings. Feel it resonate throughout your soul. Look into your eyes as you do this. Do the same to your right cheek.
Again... slowly but firmly. It should hurt.
Tell yourself "I'm a worthless, pathetic whore with no self esteem and dignity... I'm a slut that deserves to be punished..." Be imaginative!
Slap yourself harder now. Left... wait for it to sink in. Then Right...
Again... and again... Left... Right... until you start to feel tears well in your eyes. Now you can seriously slap yourself...
If you are drooling profusely by now, collect some in your hand and use it to slap yourself. It will go everywhere and really underscore your humiliation. What kind of pathetic whore does this to herself?!
When you can no longer take any more... slap yourself really hard a couple of times more - each time now saying degrading things to yourself out loud. This is where it will test your resolve and dedication to degrading yourself. Your face should snap to either side with each strike... and you should be hurting enough to be crying or at least being truly teary...
Stop when you really can't take any more. Be careful to not go too far or you will bruise yourself (trust me... it can happen).
Now edge like the whore you are... ruthlessly... mercilessly. Tell yourself you deserve this. Look at the marks on your face and the tears in your eyes as you edge... feel the shame burn into your soul...
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