Sometimes I sit down after working hard and trying to not think about much at all, and suddenly I can feel the weight of my body and my head gets heavier and heavier. My muscles feel strained to the point that I've never felt so heavy in my life, and I have to lay my head down on my arms. I just sit and listen to my breathing. I'm not sure how I managed to hold myself up for so long. I almost fell asleep during a break today, but my alarm woke me up, and I had to go back. Sometimes time to think just makes me more tired, tired, tired.
















