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Holly Holliday A little bit of a mess, a whole lotta dreamer 25 years old nyc native, tv actress partime bartender

[hollyjollyholliday]

Four All too Wells later, and Holly was finally home. She could start to feel herself feel more comfortable with each step towards her apartment. The one thing she wasn't sure is if she wanted to watch some tv or cuddle Prue and sleep. It would be the best thing to do, especially since she knew that her roommates weren't around and she didn't feel like being by herself.

"Oh my god, open." She whispered to herself, fighting with her key on the door as she tried to open it. If only they could have found a much simpler place, with a keypad or something was her thinking. "Open." She whined, feeling a little annoyed that the door wouldn't open. She was usually patient, and she was usually calm but it seemed like everything and the shots were already getting to her and the one thing she wanted was to just be inside.

@blainetm

[hollyjollyholliday]

This was the last audition for the show The Vampire Queen, and she could only admit that she actually felt anxious and yet ecstatic. It could be because she was one of the three asked to come back, her optimism taking over every other moment, but she still couldn't help but feel a bit scared. She knew the other two girls were also good, they had to be because they made it just as far as she did.

Once her own audition was done, she made her way to the bathroom quickly, throwing up. Her flushed face and watered down mascara making it seem like she had just spent a night out or as if she had been crying all day long. It wasn't long before she put herself back together and made her way out to the hotel bar, downing two shots of Tequila to try and soothe her anxiety. She had to admit, it worked because as soon as she saw one of the girls that just audition walk out the door, she couldn't help herself and walked over to her.

"Oh my god, how was it? Do you think you got it?" She asked, hoping she wasn't scaring the girl in anyway. "Sorry, Im Holly." She felt a small smile come upon her face just then, reassuring her that she was no threat.

@nycanniebridge

[kittyhq]

Emma took a deep breath, "Thanks, I'm sorry, I just, oh. I get freaked out when I think about, you know. All of that." She hadn't always been as anxious, it was seeming to get worse and worse the longer she went on. She was hoping no one was noticing, but she also knew that it was probably impossible not to notice if she was at the point of noticing it, "Work has been...especially stressful. I have several girls in my office day in and day out crying over the same boy, and I had to call one's parents to come and pick her up because she was so beside herself she couldn't even go back to class." It was hard, absorbing all of that adolescent pain on top of her own mental illness. "Everything is so hard," she mumbled into her hands.

[hollyjollyholliday]

" You don't need to be sorry, never be sorry. Just keep showing up, that's what I say." She shrugged, trying to make the girl infront of her feel better with a small smile. " Okay.." Holly had no idea what it was like to work in a school, despite having been a teenage girl herself once upon a time. The best thing she could do was listen and she tried. " Do you want to go for a coffee and talk about it instead?" She suggested another alternative, wondering if maybe talking about it would make her feel better.

[zizestm]

LAUREN: oh she's a transphobe LAUREN: i mean probably but she's british so she can't vote here so. LAUREN: oh i can do that. something simple or?

[hollyjollyholliday]

holly: She sounds messy, so stay away from her books holly: noted 📝 holly: Yeah, something simple! when are we thinking? next Sunday?

[zizestm]

LAUREN: what, really? i mean, i guess it's just as well that you've never heard of it. the author's a piece of shit. LAUREN: anything in your life you wanna pay tribute to in ink?

[hollyjollyholliday]

holly: why is she so bad? did she vote for the orange cheeto?

holly: mm, i kinda want to get like a little cat tattoo? and the letter p. I think I can do that for my kitten :D

[zizestm]

LAUREN: well recently I've been covering up a lot of people's Harry Potter tattoos for obvious reasons. LAUREN: do you have any of those? i could always turn it into something else.

[hollyjollyholliday]

holly: lmao no, ive never even seen that.. show? movie? thing. holly: i only really have one tattoo, but i think i want to try something on the other wrist for sure.

[zizestm]

imessage 💬 lauren & holly.

LAUREN: So when am I tattooing you? @hollyjollyholliday

[hollyjollyholliday]

holly: Mmm, I haven't really thought of a new tattoo? holly: Do you happen to have some new design ideas? Maybe you can convince me!

[frcnniebridgertons]

holly! what the heck?! dishonor on you, dishonor on your cow! girl, you better be there, or else i might have to rethink this whole "roommates" thing! just kidding! i really wouldn't, but still, you better be there! i need the moral support of my people!

[hollyjollyholliday]

Girl, I only have an obsession with cows but I don't own one! though, honestly if I could have one as a pet, I definitely would. Shut up, you already know I am there in a heartbeat.

[emmettstephensontm]

Oh, hi. I'm Emmett. I play the cello.

Uh... probably not? I mean, I think I would get fired. But I know a group that does a Taylor Swift themed event with instrumental covers. I can let you know the next time they do something. I don't think they'd like it if you sang along with them, though. Oh, we had to take an instrument at school. I just really lucked out with mine.

[hollyjollyholliday]

I ... like to think I can sing, but I think I can act much much better? So far I just did two auditions for a movie and a tv show, so we'll have to see.

Dang that's sad, and well that's even sadder but i understand... it's meant to be heard and enjoyed silently rather than loudly. You should still definitely let me know, I'd be interested! See, the only instrument I probably know how to use is the recorder and even then I only know twinkle twinkle little star..

[kittyhq]

"You know I don't drink, it makes my stomach hurt, and when my stomach hurts, I throw up - and when I throw up, it gives me a horrible panic attack, it makes me feel like-" Emma steels herself for panic, trying to keep it at by, "Holly, I hate clubs, don't make me go to a club. Please. If I throw up, I'll feel like I'll never be clean again, you don't want to do that to me, do you?" she looked at her best friend with pleading eyes, "Can't we just go to a pottery class or something? Or even yoga, or zumba - you like zumba, don't you?" @hollyjollyholliday

[hollyjollyholliday]

Holly felt a small pout on her face start to show, only because she really didn't have any other ideas on what to do on a late Friday night, and she needed a drink after the stress with the auditions she had been having. She wasn't about to force Emma into something she didn't want to do though, it was just about finding something else.

"Okay... okay..." Holly tried to think, ignoring any visuals of Emma throwing up. "I don't think any of those things are open right now, or maybe they are? I am not sure I never looked at how late those things close, but I really don't want to do Yoga." She took a deep breath and stepped closer to her friend to reach for her hands in order to calm her down a little. " I like Zumba, but I think I've got a better idea!, how about something like wine and a movie? But the wine is more for me and you can drink some mocktail, we can do it here at home?" She suggested, wondering if this was a good compromise.

[emmettstephensontm]

Oh, that's... an interesting suggestion. I hope this bride is a Swifty.

Wait, really? What kind of instruments do you like to listen to? Oh, lots... Taylor, Harry Styles, some hip hop/rap music which I liked way more than I thought I would, The Beach Boys, Celine Dion... The classics, I guess?

[hollyjollyholliday]

But have you heard it? Also, I realize that I did not introduce myself... I just kind of forget sometimes. I'm Holly, it's nice to meet you.

If she is a swiftie, you think you can sneak me in? And well, sometimes when I want to relax and have some quiet time to focus, I put on piano instrumentals. I always end up singing along even if there's no words, just the music but they're really nice. How did you get into all that?

[tayloralison]

once again thinking about "i've loved you three summers now, honey, but i want 'em all" / "another summer taking cover, rolling thunder, he don't understand me"

[tayloralison]

"katy perry becomes the first pop star to go to space" have you listened to down bad

[emmettstephensontm]

Hello, internet. This is kind of scary. I feel like I'm screaming into the abyss. Anyway, hi. I already said that. I'm Emmett, and my string quartet is playing a wedding next weekend, and I wanted to ask for some advice. Normally we ask brides to pick some songs from a big list of songs we already know for cocktail hour, but she just said to surprise her...?

So... does anyone have any recommendations for us? What song would you be really angry if you didn't hear a string quartet play at cocktail hour? Thank you in advance for your suggestions.

[hollyjollyholliday]

.... cruel summer... that is all. Honestly though, I don't normally think of those instruments when it comes to listening to music so I don't really know what sounds good. What have others suggested?

[frcnniebridgertons]

so, in case you weren't already aware or haven't had a chance yet, there are still tickets available for this tuesday night's performance of moulin rouge! if you're interested in coming to see me and blaine make our debuts as christian and satine, please let me know so i can get you your tickets!

[hollyjollyholliday]

Oh my honey biscuits, I am one of those people who may have forgotten and I am so sorry. Life got a bit hectic, but yes you know I definitely have to be there. I didn't help you practice or give you tips to simply miss the long awaited show!