damaged goods

20.

[d-e-l-ete-d-deactivated20181014]

[ruinedchildhood]

[michellekpoems]

No one is so important that you should waste your life trying to prove something to them.

Unknown (via kateryna0001)

[holtrish]

Almost four years later and I've changed so much. I could cry. But I have no regrets. Everything I went through, every mistake led me to this. I wouldn't give what I have for the world if you offered it to me.

[holtrish]

Well hi to whoever is left following me

Aparently I finally remembered what email this blog was linked to. News: I've been off drugs since October. Finally got that shit on lock. I'm over that silly ex from highschool. Ive got a new boyfriend who I love with all my heart and he's amazing to me. We live in an awesome apartment together. I work as a bartender at a dive but it's okay. I have interviews at other places lined up this is just temporary til I find something else. Gave up every form of sex work and the drug life. It's now my past. I'm so grateful for it to be over. Never thought I could see past it. I feel normal for once. I'm no longer damaged goods.

[madgirlf]

Mama, I said He wants to kiss me And he won’t take no for an answer She turned to me, eyes blazing God help me, she said Who taught these boys you are something to be had? Don’t they know that your name means strength, That your father gave it to you knowing what a force you would be? You’re a wildfire, don’t they know? You’re the entire ocean, not a puddle They’ll come up choking for air Next time you turn your head away from his lips and he turns it back, Tell him your mother taught you that your body is a temple Let him kneel before you Let him pray in a whispered fervor Let him swear his allegiance Let him prove his devotion Honey, you’re a goddamn wildfire You choose who you burn

Fortesa Latifi - Mama (via felicefawn)

[p-athologic-blog]

hahahahaha I’m so fucking angry right now

[holtrish]

Fuck vulnerability.

[holtrish]

The person who seems to be most affected by me being in rehab is the person I last expected. My brother. Apparently he said he hated Christmas this year, when he came to visit he was so visibly upset I didn't even know what to say. His girlfriend got me a gift (a journal) and tbh at first I thought she was doing it just to be nice, but I later realized other than Mike I was the only one she gave a present to. She wanted to show Mike she cared about me too, maybe to be comforting. He got me a stuffed animal to cuddle with at night for Xmas which was honestly the best gift I got from anyone. The fact that he cares so much about his big sister makes me want to cry oh my god I never knew how much he cared. Family matters.

[samanthamilne-deactivated201909]

[holtrish]

To the creepy guido rich boy hitting on me: Saying I would make a good girlfriend after I help you with a task isn't flattering, it just proves you base a woman's worth on how useful she is to you. So fuck off.

[holtrish]

Yes I am still in rehab. Yes I am allowed to go out for a few hours as long as I don't visit anywhere that serves alcohol. No nobody cares about this oh well I'm posting it anyhow.

[holtrish]

Check out how fuckig cute is this omg it was like 3 bucks ty Boxing Day sales at Walmart.

[holtrish]

Hi.

[midnightfuckingmemories-blog]

if you don’t love jennifer lawrence, rethink your life

[paprikamom-deactivated20160112]

nah she’s a transphobic, biphobic jerk whose image is built on false body positivity which actually feeds into an ideal of effortlessly thin, curvy women. she ain’t all that.

[holtrish]

when you start liking someone: ah fuck

[kweenotaku]

kiss me until i forget how worthless i am