Lana Bear

Im ever changing

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im a go getter with no work ethic im hungry with no appetite

i need it i want it more than anything

basically saying I HAVE NO MOTIVATION

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miss u abel cant wait to find a nice swimming hole with u

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man

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my sweet baby peter i gonna miss u so much

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i wanna kill muself

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I spent the month before my wedding (it was last saturday!) working on this huge angelgotchi tapestry to display at our reception! Really pleased with how it came out <3

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Don’t reconnect with old friends you will have insane nostalgia esp for really baf times of ur life

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something wrong with me & everyome. everything annoys me i wanna be alone anf do things on my owm no one is like me

i wish my best friend & i never grew apart

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#rewatching kickass for the millionth time

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so dark and moody about thus trash bag

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HAPPY ONE YEAR ooo lala look ats us just so cute

i love YOU ayeee 4/21 light em upp

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recently i’ve been moving backwards & its such a bruh moment my brain hurst

i just started watching a shoujo anime

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i think im depressed

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excited for summer

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I have no one to say this to and dont judge me but im so excited to be an adult and go buy adult things like a bong and take bong rips in my car before going to work, i dont have a job or a car or license but i do have aspirations. As well as going to random places ive seen and wanted to visit as a child because whose gonna tell me not to? My favorite park is the one in pearblossom, it has a huge field , a huge playground including the bar u can do the cherry bomb flips on oh and also a splash pad ???? Anyways i also cant wait to go hiking and swimming by myself or with Abel or with my girls.

Dream routine :

Wake up before 8 ; brush teeth, make bed, let air in

Maybe workout and eat a yummy non processed breakfast

Get ready for the day; shower , have a all natural yet minimal skincare/makeup routine, get pretty

Go to school: be smart and go to job ; be rich

And then my free time/ enrichment time

Then sleep

Soon little by little i will incorporate things into my routine to change my life and how i do things, im tired of being a helpless girl with nothing going for me i want to live.

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