hols

writer (allegedly) author (hopefully)

[holzcolz]

what do yall know about hot dog jinu kpdh

[calladraws101]

“What if” scenario

[marshmeollow]

🥹💜

[pinkteest]

yep this ship got me

[holzcolz]

Hollyyyyyy i saw that reboot have you watched kpop demon hunters cause I NEED to talk about it to someone !!!!!!!!

girllllll…

watched it, watched it again . and again. and again.

now I’m 12k words deep on the rujinu fic I’m writing on ao3 and I’ve not touched grass since the film was released

[pinkteest]

It's okay, we're same now

[tenyai]

He protec, he attac… would have loved to see Jinu go a little feral in that final fight LOL but that’s what fanons forrrr

[vildartzy]

Some JinuRumi for the soul AUGGGGGH ✨️

[holzcolz]

heyyyy I just reread ihw and scattered and I was wondering if you’d ever like rewrite them into normal books (after vibes) because I love them so much and it pains me that scattered isn’t finished anyways I hope you’re doing well 💛

tbh w u i wanted to kill luke off in scattered so i fink yall probably dont want me to do that

it has crossed my mind sometimes but I wrote them so long ago like that was a whole different person and it wouldn’t feel right revisiting them as like everything down to my morals has changed and so it would have to be a completely different plot which would defeat the purpose of rewriting u know

thank u for ur message tho im very well, hope u have a lovely day ❤️

[holzcolz]

The amount of times I have read this and cried today is astounding, yall don’t know how much feedback truly means

Writing is so vulnerable but nobody talks about how awful it can feel when you have finished a project and are left to wait sometimes months before people have read it, and in that time all you’re doing is judging and criticising yourself to a point of complete lack of self belief

Then you get one person, one!!! person!!!! say all these lovely things and it’s all soooooooooo worth it

Okay that’s enough but I’m wine drunk and emotional pls forgive me

I love my beta readers. I love beta readers in general—truly the backbone of the writing community

P.S if anyone is interested in my work look at my pinned post—you can sign up to beta read through the link in my description

[holzcolz]

I found the ancient texts

[holzcolz]

you deserve that feedback honey!! you’re gonna go so far

well now im crying

[holzcolz]

OMG !!!! firstly thank you for accepting me to beta read, secondly i finished realmfrost in like 5 hours even though i have a whole ass essay to write i literally couldn’t stop. I can’t believe that is your BETA COPY what the hell!!!!!

AHHHHHH YOURE THE FIRST PERSON TO SAY THEYVE READ IT THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU im actually genuinely sobbing!!! please send some feedback through using the form i linked, cant wait to hear from you!!!!!

[holzcolz]

Tay made a piece of art like that just to dip for a year… ITS ABSOLUTELY HEARTBREAKING AND I SURVIVED THE OTHER HIATUS ASWELL.

Oh btw i also came from twitter girlie so don’t freak out 🤣🤣YOU ARE OUR VOICE NOW!!!!

tay doesn’t listen to me she just bullies me for being british

[holzcolz]

https://www.tumblr.com/holzcolz/772430169732448256/hello-sorry-to-bother-you-but-do-you-know-if-the

LMAO I’M SORRY

it’s just that this is a masterpiece and she is not active in ao3 since 2023 so i wanted to reach out and ask her but she is not following me on twitter so i couldn’t message her and i wanted to know if she had a tumblr account that i could use to ask her about it, so in her pinned post you had a comment and seeing that i checked your acc and there you had a tumblr but i still couldn’t reach her because i don’t see your followings so i just asked you 👉🏻👈🏻

listen . it’s rough out here. she disappears for years . I survived the her great year long disappearance back in 2020 so I feel u

rest assured ill bully her into an update that’s what usually happens

[holzcolz]

Hello! Sorry to bother you but do you know if the writer of this will update?

https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/117493963?page=3&show_comments=true&view_adult=true&view_full_work=false#main

HOW DID U KNOW I KNOW HER IM SO SCARED

[holzcolz]

Ain't reading that

kay !