catholic guilt blog

i have an unquestionable belief that men online are my puppets to play with and I will regret this statement in the future

[homo985]

a snippet from what I'm working on :)

the pills are not from d*ugd*ug and j thinks it's finasteride el you el

[homo985]

two years ago i said i would write a jlud fic where j starts taking estrogen and i have not forgotten about it this entire time i will be getting serious about it soon hopefully

[homo985]

i am almost 5k words in. i am seeing this through to the end dear sickos you have my word

[bisexualbunk-deactivated2026050]

sure yaoi is great but in reality men don't deserve happiness

[homo985]

two years ago i said i would write a jlud fic where j starts taking estrogen and i have not forgotten about it this entire time i will be getting serious about it soon hopefully

[homo985]

literally never thought this would happen but my jrma hyperfixation has returned and jlud came back with it. so i wrote this to get some of it out of my system

doll parts (someday you will ache like i ache)

rated m for language and references to sex. very mild, pretty much a character study of j <3

[js-addiction]

the things that happened in the real world

[homo985]

ok I thought I got over jlud but apparently I didn't. Still a jlud warrior through and through !!!

[js-addiction]

err

[homo985]

Can u finish the fanfic plz… I’m so torn apart.. plz.. ur writing is so good..

thank you very much <3 I still have the plot in my head. I'm not in the same headspace as I was when I was obsessively writing that fic so it might not be as good if I continue lmao

But! If I get back into watching j and Lud vids and understand how to write them again I should be able to finish it. actually outlining the plot so I don't get off track while writing should help. I have basically no free time rn but that didn't stop me last year when I started writing it so we'll see how it goes :)

[dollhouse-darling]

these two men w/ girlfriends that they hate r both fags in denial for each other btw. they actually began touching each other intimately and laid in sin together twelve seconds after this photo was taken. i know this because i was there.

[homo985]

so I haven't done any work on my jlud fic in months now and I really don't feel passion for it anymore which sucks

should I post the WIP?

yes

no

Voting ended onDec 12, 2024

[homo985]

shout-out to the one person who voted no but unfortunately I will be posting it!

[homo985]

so I haven't done any work on my jlud fic in months now and I really don't feel passion for it anymore which sucks

should I post the WIP?

yes

no

Voting ended onDec 12, 2024

[whorapedmyhorse]

she loves me like a dog

[js-addiction]

i consult this gif daily like it's my mcdonalds michael jackson

[whorapedmyhorse]

Are you seriously posting about J*rma having AIDS right before the election? How tone deaf are you jesus christ

[whorapedmyhorse]

answering asks again always makes me think about jIud in a bad way and the gay little menchie from last night where lud said during the tournament “oh jrma’s live i gotta go” and literally started watching his stream in the middle of commentating made me ache really hard so i fear as though i will go back to copeposting soon. im sorry

[whorapedmyhorse]

this was when ludwig informed everyone that jerma was live. all pretty appropriate reactions if i’m being honest

[totheecore]