when someone leaks that oscar piastri is a young father, oscar feels like his whole world is about to cave in as he tries to protect you and your daughter.
oscar piastri x f!reader ୨୧ warnings : language, fan culture, tabloids/hate comments, invasion of privacy ୨୧ note : n e ways– oscar gave me baby fever so enjoy 😅 if you enjoy don't forget to comment/reblog!
📅 august 30, 2025
deuxmoi an insider has just leaked exclusive photos and information of formula one driver, oscar piastri, stating that him and long-time girlfriend, y/n, have been parents since 2022. the pictures provided have been revealed to come from y/n's private instagram that reportedly only close family and friends follow.
the insider states that while they can't give away too many details, they confirmed that their daughter's name starts with an 'r'.
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user WHOA WTF OSCAR'S A DAD???? THIS WAS NOT ON MY BINGO LIST
user not them covering the kid's face with a koala cause oscar is australian 😭😭 why is that actually kind of cute
user someone is about to lose their job 😬 hope the quick cash was worth it
user all those jokes about us calling yn mother and HERE SHE WAS AN ACTUAL MOTHER THE WHOLE TIME
user omggggg that picture of oscar with baby r is literally the cutest thing in the world
user he looks so young in it too 🥺
user so apparently oscar's stroke game is just too good huh 🤨
user sorry we doubt you king 😔
user have they never heard of protection??? seriously how could someone with a career like oscar's be so careless 🙄
user at least deuxmoi covered the kid's face...
user wowow wtf is wrong with people???
user what kind of person would expose something like this????
user clearly someone without anything better to do
user no offense... but i doubt oscar does any parenting with how often he's probably gone
user just say oscar isn't your favorite driver and move along 😪
user maybe yn should be more careful on who she lets follow her private account and this wouldn't have happened 🙄 typically pick me wag behavior
user hey!! your comment is a little unnecessary, not yn's fault someone she thought she would trust decided to leak the photos
f1gossipupdates oscar piastri talks about recent rumors of him being a father.
🎙️ : so, oscar– first off congratulations on the win
OP : thank you 🙂
🎙️ : secondly, we have to ask about the recent rumors that have come out this weekend. would you like to make any statement about them?
OP : umm, i mean nothing really to say except that my family's privacy has clearly been invaded. my daughter has nothing to do with racing, and i plan to keep it that way. she's still growing into her own person and i would like to keep her out of the spotlight until she is able to decide whether she wants to be seen or not. the pictures going around were taken from my girlfriend's private instagram that she uses to share those pictures with long-distance friends and family, so quite disheartening to see them being used to 'expose' our daughter.
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user OH HE'S MAD MAD GUYS
user can you blame him though 😭 someone literally just exposed the biggest secret of his life during his wdc title fight 😭😭 i would be pissed too
user he handled that better than i would have honestly
user not saying he wouldn't be but oscar seems like a great dad so i hope fans respect his daughter's privacy
user kind of weird that she got pregnant and oscar didn’t marry her 🤨 cause he def gives the vibe of marrying his gf if he knocked her up
user frrrrrrr maybe he didn’t marry her so it would be easier to leave her if he wanted 🤣🤣
user i wonder what their baby's name is???
user heard some theories it might be rosé or reba but no one knows for sure and i doubt we'll ever find out
ynln and oscarpiastri updated their stories !
📅 december 7, 2025
clip #1 — baby piastri spotted running to oscar after the race
the clip is taken from the grandstand, zooming in on oscar as he's standing in parc fermé trying to cooldown from the race he just finished.
that's when the camera catches oscar turning his head and large smile breaking out onto his features as he's kneeling. that's when a tiny body jumps into his arms and he stands to his full height, hugging his daughter close to him. you are then seen coming up to join oscar and your daughter, the australian driver holding one arm out so that you could join in on the hug.
the clip zooms in even more to catch oscar kissing you sweetly on the lips before he's kissing your daughter on her cheek as she smiles brightly at him.
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👤 : oh those are HIS girls
👤 : oscar didn't win the championship but he sure won the family lottery
👤 : still hate that someone went and leaked baby r's existence before oscar and yn was ready, but i'm glad it didn't stop them from bringing her to the last race
👤 : i agree... i think oscar really enjoys having yn and their daughter at the races with him
👤 : BABY R WAS AT THE RACE 😱 NOT A THREE YEAR OLD GOING TO MORE F1 RACES THAN ANY OF US EVERY WILL 😭 life is truly unfair mannnnnn 😭😭
📅 december 25, 2026
🔒 privyn rowen told oscar every room needed a tree🎄 so guess what every room got 😂
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oscarpiastri ❤️❤️❤️
nicolepiastri she's getting so big 🤧 can't wait to see you guys soon
hattiepiastri still can't believe oscar made literally the cutest baby everr
oscarpiastri thanks 😑
lando lmaoooo why is she making that last face 😂
privyn oscar made a lame joke and she wasn't impressed
ediepiastri glad to see you and ro putting some whimsy into oscar's life 😆 it was very much needed
privyn can never have too much whimsy is what ro says 😆
📅 march 29, 2026
ynln godzilla was r's favorite thing from japan 🇯🇵🗼
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oscarpiastri taking home a trophy and several godzilla action figures
ynln i'm afraid japan unlocked a new obsession 🤭
user STOP THATS SO CUTE– r being so cute and obsessed with godzilla is literally so adorable
user glad to see oscar and yn letting r explore different interests!
lando cutest godzilla lover i know
haasf1team hope she liked our livery this weekend then 🙌
ynln she was obsessed with it! thank you for letting us come by to see it 🖤 hope ollie is okay ❤️
olliebearman a little bruised but i'm good!
user the cherry blossom emoji to cover r's face is very on brand for this japan dump
user little r coloring in hospitality 🤧🤧 she seems so well behaved
user oscar is so boring cause he gave all the potential personality to his daughter
user OMG I SAW THEM WALKING AROUND THE PADDOCK ON SATURDAY!!! YN AND R WERE VISITING SOME OF THE OTHER WAGS
user ohhhhhhh they took r to japan 🥺🥺 seems like she had a good time too
clip #2 – oscar was joined by his daughter during his post-race interview
"uh, yeah, pace was really good today. very happy with the results. turns out we're not so bad when we actually start a race."
both oscar and the interview laugh a little bit. the sky sport's interview is about to ask another question, when oscar suddenly looks down. the camera just barely catches the top part of a tiny head now standing in front of oscar before arms were also appearing, gently patting oscar's stomach.
"daddy up," the microphone just barely catches and oscar can't bother to hide the smile on his face as he looks down at his daughter. then without a second thought, oscar leans down and picks the small girl up. him holding rowen on his hip as she immediately rests her head on his shoulder – clearly content with being held.
"hope you don't mind someone joining us," oscar says as he fixes his daughter's sweater.
"would you say your daughter was a good luck charm for this race?"
"probably, but i wish her good luck would have kicked in back in australia," oscar laughs looking from the camera to rowen. "either way, p2 is a great result for the team, so i'm glad i was able to start and finish this one."
rowen is caught watching as her father talks into the red and blue microphone. her bright eyes then looking towards the microphone and seemingly curious about it.
"daddy, what's that?" she interrupts him, leaning forward to where her tiny fingers just barely grazed the microphone.
"it's a microphone, baby, they use it so people watching on tv can hear me," he explains softly, his hand coming up to gently move her hand away.
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👤 : STOP SHE'S SO CUTE I LOVE BABY R SO MUCH 🥺🥺
👤 : oh that little girl has oscar wrapped around her finger. i've never seen oscar look this soft before
👤 : "i wish her good luck would have kicked in back in australia" OSCAR STOPPPPP 😭😭😭 IM SCREAMING
👤 : i love how oscar doesn't ask where she came from and just picks her up without thinking 😂😂😂😂
👤 : using this as future evidence when haters try to say that oscar doesn't care for his daughter
📅 april 26, 2026
oscar81updates oscar talks about baby r in recent interview and what it was like becoming a young parent in his recent interview.
🎙️ : so, it's been a year since it was revealed you have a daughter. you had her at a young age, what was that like? having to juggle going from f2 to f1 while also learning how to change diapers.
🐨 : it was definitely something i struggled with learning how to do, but more so learning how to juggle being a racer and a dad. me and my girlfriend we both struggled i think, and there were times i thought i was failing the both of them. but y/n was always there to pick me up even when she was exhausted. i'm thankful that my parents really helped us in the first year. they really helped me grow more confident in being both a loving dad and partner; i was able to be there for y/n like she was for me.
🎙️ : how does your daughter feel about you being an f1 driver? does she realize what you do and why you are constantly leaving?
🐨 : umm, she knows i drive a really fast car. she's always had that kind of understanding, we have pictures of my car along with my old helmets all over the house, so she's grown up with seeing the f1 cars. when she was about two, she was obsessed with the little hot wheels cars, and so i was constantly buying them whenever i went to a new country for her. she still plays with them, we got her one of the race tracks – the one with the shark – and she played the hell out of it.
at the very beginning when she was like one and half to two years old, she was always very distraught when i left. she would burst into tears whenever she seen my suitcase by the door. i remember she even took her first steps towards my suitcase, not me or y/n, because she wanted to push it away *laughs* it very cute and we were both shocked. but now she does much better with me leaving, i always tell her that i'll call her and to watch me on tv. obviously, she still has her moments where she throws full tantrums, but she's four so it doesn't surprise me and usually me holding her and rocking her gets her to stop.
🎙️ : i bet you've almost missed your flights cause of that!
🐨 : oh, one thousand percent, but i wouldn't trade it for the world. i hate leaving knowing that she's crying. it really messes with me.
🎙️ : has she been to any races?
🐨 : yeah, she’s been to a few. we don’t take her to a lot just because it can be a lot for someone so young. we didn’t start taking her to any until 2024, and that was only a handful. she’s been to the australian one for the past three years. she’s been to the british and monaco one, and we also took her to abu dhabi last year.
🎙️ : i remember seeing the clips of your daughter running up to you after the race.
🐨 : *laughs* yeah, seeing her run to me kind of just… i felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. and i knew that even if i wasn’t world champion, i was still champion to her — as cheesy as that sounds, and i wouldn’t change it for the world.
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user dad!oscar is my fav genre of oscar 🤧
user he may not be my favorite driver but i have mad respect for him and how he's able to balance such a crazy life
user so glad he's more comfortable talking about his daughter now 🥺 you can really tell how much love he has for her
user like that's HIS baby
user omg r being obsessed with hot wheels is so cute and them even getting her one of the tracks too STOPPPPPPPP
user so being obsessed with cars is just a piastri thing then 😂😂 bless y/n's heart for now having two car obsessed people lmaooooo
user still can't wrap my head around oscar being a dad 😵💫😵💫 certified dilf if you ask me
📅 may 9, 2026
oscar81updates oscar was spotted attending his daughter's dance recital in monaco last night and also posted an update of r in her recital outfit.
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user oh he looks so proud of her 🥺🥺🥺
user this just confirms that oscar was always meant to be a girl dad
user dude grew up with three younger sisters, it would have been weird if he WASN'T a girl dad lmao
user i heard the dance recital was for mother's day which i think makes it even sweeter, so glad he was able to go see her dance
user i love that he's slowly posting just a little bit of r here and there
user glad he can trust us 🤧
user NO ONE RUIN THIS FOR US GUYS I SWEAR TO GOD
user 2026 is the year of girl dad!oscar and i'm LIVING for it
user oscar living in peace now that he doesn't have to worry about winning a championship with that tractor mclaren like to call a car
user he literally looks so happy to be there watching his daughter
user normalize not recording celebrities in public esp when they are at private events or with their kids 😭😭
📅 may 10, 2026
oscarpiastri happy mother's day to the love of my life and the one who always keeps me steady and sane. every year i grow more and more thankful to you, my dear y/n, and i know i'm not usually good with words, but i hope you know how much i truly adore and love you.
i remember when we first started dating you asked me if i believed in soulmates, and i told you no. and i didn't. but i realize that even if i didn't believe in them at the time, you were always my soulmate. my other half. the mother of my daughter, my precious world. last year was a crazy whirlwind for us and i'm glad we got through the storm together.
i love you so much, y/n 🧡
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ynln oh oscar 🥺 you are literally so sweet and i love you so much
lando happy mother's day y/n! oscar would literally be a chicken without its head if it wasn't for you and little r 😂
mclarenf1 happy mother's day y/n 🧡🧡
user can't believe we got sappy oscar before gta6
user omg i literally can't 🥹🥹 the different photos throughout the year has me SOBBING
user such a beautiful family!
user omg that first slide is from the originally ones that were leaked!!
user oscar reclaiming that picture from the loser who leaked it to begin with 🙂↕️🙂↕️
user the mixture of pics of yn by herself and with r are so sweet 🥹 she's literally so gorg
user oscar pulling such a pretty girl just isn't fair 😤😤
f1atelier photos are just placeholders! yn doesn't have an actual faceclaim please imagine yourself or whoever you want in these pictures! thanks.
Casa Amor is finally over. Before you and your couple split, you guys had an amazing chat. You stay single. Will he return single also?
We could waste the night with an old film, smoke a little weed in the back room. Hideaway... Say you'll never let me go.
The villa felt hostile.
After seeing what KC did to aniya i couldnt help but lose hope. If they had a strong connection and he was willing to throw it away for 3 days makes me worried about me and Corbin.
The girls and I sat close to each other, all holding hands. I fidgeted with my ring, as I couldn't help the feeling in my gut telling me something was wrong as I replayed the converstation corbin and I had before Casa.
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"So, how are you feeling about casa?" I ask Corbin as we lie in soul ties, my feet resting on his lap.
"I'm solid in our connection, like I think we have a great connection, and I don't want to lose what I have with you for someone temporary," Corbin says as he rubs his hand up and down my calf.
"Good, I was thinking the same thing," I say, smiling so hard my cheeks hurt. "So we're good?" I say, bringing my face closer to his.
"We're good, baby." He says lowly, leaning in.
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As Ariana finally called my name, I took a deep breath before standing up.
"How are you feeling, y/n?" Ariana ask.
"I'm feeling a little nervous." I chuckle. "We had a great conversation before Casa, and I felt as were on the same page. I just hope we're actually on the same page." I say as I feel Kayda grab my hand and hold it.
"Well, let's find out if Corbin decided to stay loyal to his couple." Ariana pauses as everyone looks at the entrance of the villa.
I swear I could feel my heart stop as I saw Corbin. I take a deep breath as I watch him finally make it into my view, but he isn't alone.
"Holy fuck." I hear it from behind me as I close my eyes, trying to regulate my breathing. I open my eyes as Corbin and his new couple make it in front of the fireplace.
"So, y/n, it looks like Corbin has decided to bring his couple from Casa back to the villa, now leaving you single. How are you feeling, y/n?" Ariana asked with a sympathetic look.
I close my eyes for a second as I feel them burn. I clear my throat. "I feel humiliated," I say, opening them and staring at Corbin, who finds his shoes very interesting at the moment. "I thought we had a good talk before Casa. I thought we were on the same page about how we felt about each other, but I guess I was wrong." I say as Ariana nods her head, understanding.
"Corbin, how are you feeling right now" Ariana ask him.
"I feel like this was-" I cut him off. "Look at me when you're speaking," I say firmly, rolling my eyes as I hold back tears.
He finally picks his head up, staring at me. He drops her hand and places his hands behind his back.
"I felt like this was a really hard decision to make, but I feel as if my connection with Parmida is stronger than the connection I had with y/n."
"How do you feel about that, y/n?" Ariana asked me.
"I feel like everyone has the right to pick what they think is better," I say before closing my eyes as I take a deep breath, trying not to cry. "I just feel like the talk we had was pointless. He gave me false hope, thinking that we were going to be okay and come back to each other, when in reality, as soon as he was able to get his dick wet, he stopped thinking about me." I say watching corbin shake his head.
"Dont shake your head because you know it's true," I say, bringing a hand up to wipe my tears before they fall. "It's just so fucking disrespectful, bro," I say as my voice cracks and a few tears fall.
"How was it disrespectful?" Corbin asked with a confused face.
"How is it not Corbin? You literally told me that we were good. You said you felt solid in our connection, and then you turn around and do some fuck shit like that, bro. It's not like you couldn't explore because I wouldn't mind, but you did it so fucking disrespectfully. Then in the video you literally said that I was out the window when all the Casa girls walked in." I say sniffing, now letting my tears fall freely.
"Wait, what video?" Corbin says confused.
Ariana winces. "Oh yeah... the challenge was live-streamed. So the girls could see everything you guys were doing live."
The boys are shocked and nervous now that Ariana has let them know we could see everything they were doing.
"I just feel stupid," I say lowly, picking at my nails. I take a deep breath before speaking. "But...I hope you two continue to have an amazing connection and bloom into something beautiful," I say, smoothing out my dress, trying to conceal my tears as I sit down, pushing my hair off my neck.
I keep my gaze forward, staring into the fire as Corbin and Parmida walk past me and sit down holding hands. I could feel him staring into the side of my face.
I continue to silently cry, wiping my face with the sleeve of my dress so much it's now blotchy as I watch and envy other couples come back together.
The recoupling finally ends, and I'm the first to stand, walking away heading to the makeup room, finally letting out my first sob of the night as I feel people staring at me. The villa girls stand up and follow me upstairs into the room. Inside the room, I break down crying, sliding down the wall. They rush to my side, comforting me.
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"In a black dress, she's such an actress" a one night stand 18 years ago with a stranger brings to light the identity of a 2000's icons daughter...
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IrisLn turning 18 with mama... now we're onto canada
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user1 omg the 2nd pic my hearttt
lilamoss gorg…. what’s in canada girl 😭
->IrisLn the canadian gp!! invited by ferrari me and my moms first time going
->user2 ugh nepo baby's always living my dreams..
->IrisLn im very lucky user2 ! wouldn't have these opportunities without the help of my last name <3
->user3 a aware nepo baby.... rare
user4 the vibes are adorable
user5 happy birthday queen
yourusername My pretty girl!! That second picture needs to be framed!
->IrisLn it's one of my favs <3
user6 how cute are you two!!
user7 your photo dumps are always so cozy
user8 your mom being one of the biggest icons of the 2000's wow
user9 face card is so crazy
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enews Fans speculate the identity of Y/n L/n's daughter is Formula One Driver Lewis Hamilton.
Y/n L/n and Hamilton were spotted leaving the same party 18 years ago and L/n's daughter Iris just turned 18...
Prior to L/n giving birth in 2008, L/n alluded to not knowing anything about her daughters father aside from his first name. Years later while talking about the identity of her baby's father she replied "I've loved every second of raising Iris [her daughter] and I think when she gets to a certain age we'll have that conversation or get that test done." When asked for a comment L/n didn't reply.
Are you among the crowd of people who think Hamilton is the father?
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user1 she’s truly a perfect mix of them both
user2 wait she does look like them 😭
user3 based on her saying "get that test done" does this mean she had no idea who lewis was...?
->user4 im assuming if it is true but i don't know how she couldn't
->user5 y/n isn't really that online and only goes to major events so it's not crazy to not know who is is lowkey
->user6 also 2008 lewis and 2026 lewis do look fairly different 😭 and if she was tipsy she might not remember his race that well
user7 imagine finding out your date is THE Lewis Hamilton WHILE your mom is THE Y/n L/n wth
user8 she hit the genetic lottery
user9 fans putting this together before y/n or lewis did is crazy
user10 why is this now coming out im so!???!?!
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yourusername time well spent in canada! ❤
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user1 heyyy queen i have a quick question
IrisLn insightful weekend 😅
->user2 "insightful in many ways" DOES THIS MEAN?!???
->user3 it's real what the fuckkkkk
->user4 this is crazy wth
user5 im sure the time was WELL spent
user6 lewis in the likes too :D
user7 i can't prove it but those flowers are from lewis
->user8 LITERALLY!!!
->user9 they have to be
user10 can we talk about the elephant in the room please
user11 omg she got the podium lift on video how cuteee
user12 iris' comment is soooo 😭
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tmz Y/n L/n and Lewis Hamilton confirm the rumors of Iris L/n being their child in newly released statement.
Hamilton says “I kind of knew she had a baby but I didn’t look too much into it, I thought she’d reach out if she [Iris L/n] was mine but when Y/n and I met again recently it reminded me that when we first met she had no clue who I was. So all this time she just thought I was a random guy who she met at a party, it’s strange she’s [Y/n L/n] has always been in the back of my mind for years. Reconnecting with them all these years later it feels like I found a missing piece.” L/n and their daughter Iris were in attendance at the Canadian Grand Prix which is where the two met again after 18 years.
When asked for a comment Y/n L/n replied "I was so focused on raising our daughter, that who her father's identity was wasn't really a main priority of mine. I also only knew Lewis. I didn't know he was Lewis Hamilton, if I'd known sooner I would've 100% reached out to him. I feel bad for how long it took but we have forever to get to know each other." L/n was seen arriving at Hamilton's Monaco apartment recently, confirming the two are reconnecting.
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user1 this is so insane
user2 after seeing them all side by side it just makes sense
user3 i just can't make myself believe she didn't know who he was
->user4 well they both said it so believe it
->user5 y'all are so annoying... why would they lie about it?
user6 all because she went to a f1 race with her daughter wow
user7 ugh i feel bad because she had no clue about him :/
user8 missed 18 years because she had no clue who is was is crazy
->user9 i think that's why she said "we have forever to get to know each other" because it would've been fairly easy to find out who lewis is
->user10 she was just busy trying to raise her kid... i honestly don't think she should feel to bad tbh
->user11 yeah user also probably wanted to let her daughter have the choice of knowing who her dad is
user12 having go through this all in the public eye would ruin me
user13 if this brings lewis and y/n together... i'll cry
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lewishamilton Family ❤
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user1 i can't 😭❤❤
user2 so adorable omfg
IrisLn <3 !!! liked by lewishamilton !
user3 most important photo dump ever
user4 STOP ARE THEY LIKE TOGETHER TOGETHER?!!????
->user5 I THINK SO 😭
->user6 saw a vid of the walking and they were holding hands
user7 pleaseee she looks just like them
user8 tagging y/n in the second picture 😭 they are so dating
georgerussell63 ❤ liked by lewishamilton !
user9 girlfriend hard launch and daughter reveal in one post wth
user10 so happy for you three <3
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F1Gossip Oscar Piastri seen with influencer and model Y/n L/n 👀
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user1 uh oh another influencer
user2 why are people so quick to hating.... she seems chill
->user3 because she's dating a driver 🤷♀️
->user4 people hate to hate
user5 why do they always go for influencers???
user6 she's so beautiful... im sick 💔
user7 wow a influencer and model lets all pretend to be shocked
user8 just checked her insta and her fit's are going to eat
->user9 a wag not doing business casual? i cheered
->user10 she might change to be like all the other wags :/
user11 now how long has this been going on..???
user12 she looks nothing like the other wag's why are people being insane
user13 wait her vibe seems... good?
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yourusername my moonlight
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oscarpiastri miss you
->yourusername im literally in the other room....
->oscarpiastri so far
->yourusername so DRAMATIC omw
->user1 yeah im already obsessed
user2 this serve
user3 wearing alaïa s/s 1992.. oh mother
user4 oh she's a romantic too
user5 why'd you crop him out...?
->user6 like girl we know who it is
->yourusername he was drooling, didn't want to mess with the vibes
->user7 GIRL!?!?!???
->user8 he's just like me fr
user9 So cute omg
user10 funny and hot, it's too much
user11 her saying "omw" after calling him dramatic is killing me
user12 actually so beautiful im in awe
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Summary - Coach sends the boys to watch the women's hockey team. CJ leads her team to victory and Garrett is unable to stop thinking about the woman underneath jersey number forty-two.
Warnings - none for now
a/n - Hi guys! I'm so excited to finally post the first part of this story. I'm currently writing the second part and have up to part 8 planned. I don't know how long it will be yet, but I hope you all enjoy!
Chapter 1
The locker room was exactly what it always was after practice - loud, crowded, and filled with the kind of easy banter that can only come from spending nearly every day together. Equipment hit the floor in dull thuds. Sticks clattered against walls. Music blasted from someone’s speaker, though no one could agree whose turn it was to be on aux. The smell of sweat and damp padding lingered in the air, the familiar aftermath of another grueling practice.
Garrett sat at his stall removing his practice jersey, readying himself for a much needed shower. Dean argued with Logan over a questionable no-look pass from practice.
“It would’ve worked if you knew where to be,” Dean shot back.
Logan snorted as he tugged his jersey over his head. “You fired it into the boards.”
“It was a bank pass.”
“It was a turnover.”
“It was innovative.”
Garrett laughed, tossing leftover crumpled stick tape at Dean’s head. “It was terrible,” he said. “Let’s not rewrite history.”
Dean caught the tape and threw it back. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever, Graham. Sue me for wanting to incorporate a little artistry.”
“Is it considered artistry if you fail miserably?” Tucker snorts.
Dean, hand over heart and overly offended look on his face says, “Wow, I thought this was a safe space guys.”
Garrett grinned, unbothered. This was one of his favorite things about hockey. The friendships, brotherhood - that bond built through hours on the ice together.
The room settled into its familiar rhythm - guys showering, changing, chirping each other over blown drills and missed shots. Practices were brutal, but the locker room afterward always felt lighter. It was where frustration faded into jokes and mistakes became ammunition for the next round of teasing. The teasing came from a good place of course; it was a way to take the pressure off. Everyone of them had made mistakes on the ice before; all you could do was recognize it, work on it, and execute correctly next time. And, of course, take your razzing on the chin like everyone else.
“Okay guys, listen up,” Coach Jenson made his entrance. The music immediately turned off and everyone turned their attention to Coach. It wasn’t often he wanted to have an after-practice talk in the locker room. Usually, everything was finished out on the ice.
Coach Jensen stood there with his arms crossed. “If you're dressed enough to listen, I have an assignment for you.” A series of reluctant groans answered him.
“Relax,” Coach said dryly. “You’re not skating again. But I hear another groan, its laps for all of you.”
“Then what is it?” Ryan Murphy asked. Murph was a freshman with lots of potential on the ice, but no patience; that lack of patience sometimes bled into his game on the ice.
“Tonight, all of you are attending the women’s hockey game.”
The silence lasted exactly one second. Then came the complaints.
“Mandatory?” Someone asked.
“We’ve got film.” Another said. Which is true. Garrett had planned to study film of their last game. They won, but there were a few plays Garrett knew he could have executed better.
Dean leaned back against his stall. “Coach, respectfully… why?”
“Because you’re going.”
Garrett adjusted his chain around his neck and wiped the drying sweat from the back of it. “That’s not really an explanation,” And after seeing Coach’s expression, added, “Sir.”
“No,” Coach nodded. “It’s an instruction.”
A few laughs broke out, but Coach waited until they died down before he continued. “You’ve spent the last few games chasing the puck instead of dictating play. Your forecheck has been inconsistent, your support through the neutral zone has been sloppy, and too many of you think offense starts when you have possession.”
No one argued, they heard this speech after their last game. They won, but Coach was concerned with how they won. It’s not enough to be good. This is Division I Hockey; a lot of people’s gateway to the big leagues - a whole career. Garrett knew this all too well. His future on the Bruins rested on his performance here.
“You know who does all those things better than you?” Coach looked around the room. “The women’s team. Best defensive team in the conference. They pressure as five, communicate constantly. They don’t gamble for offense. They earn it. I want you to watch how they play away from the puck.”
Coach was serious. He actually wanted them to spend their valuable time studying another team’s game rather than their own. Not that there was anything wrong with the women’s team. They just didn’t think it was a good use of their time, considering Coach definitely still expected them to find time to analyze their own game film. But they couldn’t complain too much; they get to spend the evening with their team watching a game. Maybe have a few drinks while they were at it.
“Watch forty-two.” Coach said.
“Who’s that?”
“Cora Sullivan, captain and center. One of the best centers in Division I,” This got Garrett’s attention. Coach wasn’t one to hand out praises like that lightly. Garrett had heard of her, of course. He was just more concerned with his own game; not enough time to analyse players that he’d never play against. “Watch how she reads the ice, hockey IQ off the charts.”
“Number eight, Maddie Bennett is their top defenseman. You don’t want to see her coming your way, and they rarely do. She’ll sneak up on you. Seventeen is Taylor Mackinley. Fastest winger on either Briar team. She never stops moving. Watch their whole team, they’re worth studying. And I want to hear your thoughts at our next morning skate. Maybe you’ll learn something from watching women who actually pass the puck.” Coach turned toward the door and left.
****
The student section was already more than halfway full by the time the men’s hockey team got there. The rink was filling up fast. Garrett nodded up at someone that shouted out from the stands to him before following Dean and Logan to a row of seats just above center ice.
“Strange to be on this side of the glass in this rink,” Dean muttered as he sat.
Logan stretched his legs out in front of him. “Feels kinda weird. But, hey, who doesn’t love hockey?”
Garrett nodded absently, his attention already drifting to the ice below. The women’s team was midway through warmups. Pucks snapped off sticks in rapid succession as players cycled through shooting drills. The steady rhythm of skates carving the ice echoed through the arena, punctuated by the sharp clang of shots finding the cross bar.
Coach Jensen had been right. They looked… organized. Even in warmups. There was no wasted movement. Every pass landed tape-to-tape. Every drill flowed seamlessly into the next.
“They’re crisp,” Garrett admitted.
Dean gave a nod. “I’ll give them that.”
Logan leaned forward. “Which one is forty-two?”
Garrett scanned the ice. It didn’t take long. The captain stood near the center, effortlessly directing traffic despite the chaos around her. She pointed one teammate toward another drill before collecting a loose puck with the ease of someone who had done it a thousand times. She fired a wrist shot top corner without breaking stride, accepted another pass, and buried that one too.
“That’s her.” Garrett said.
The blue captain’s ‘C’ in the top left of her jersey made her impossible to miss. Even from the stands, she carried herself differently. She gave quick corrections, tapped helmets in encouragement, and kept drills going with quiet confidence.
****
On the ice, CJ stepped away from drills to chat with Maddie Bennett, her best friend, who was stretching down on the ice.
“You’re a show-off, you know that?”
“I’ve gotta make the tendy work somehow,” CJ shot back. “She’ll complain if warmups are too easy.” And she was right. Emma West, their goal tender, hated easy shots in warmups. Something about being prepared for the worst or whatever. Fair.
Maddie laughed. “Oh, she’ll complain either way, Sully.” Also fair.
“You hear who’s in the stands tonight?” Avery Knight, a sophomore, skates up to them.
“Who?”
“Boy’s team.” Avery answers.
“Hockey?”
“Yeah, whole team,” Avery lowers her voice conspiratorily. “I heard Coach Jensen made them come.”
Maddie laughs. “Seriously?”
“That’s what our equipment manager said.”
“Poor guys.” CJ sighs performatively.
Maddie barks out another laugh. “Imagine being told your homework is watching someone else’s game.”
CJ grinned. “Could be worse.”
“How?”
“They could’ve been told to take notes.”
Maddie pointed her stick at her. “You joke, Sully, but I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s exactly what happened.”
CJ snorted. “I almost feel bad for them.”
“‘Almost’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting there.” Avery said.
“Very heavy.” Maddie backed her up.
A whistle echoed on the ice. Warmups were over. The three girls started skating towards the exit to go to their tunnel. As they were leaving, Maddie casually nodded toward the stands. “I think I just spotted the men’s team.”
CJ looked up instinctively. “Yeah?”
“Pretty sure I saw Graham up there.”
“The captain?” Avery looked at her. Maddie nods.
CJ paused a moment before it clicked. “Oh, him.”
Maddie looked at her. “That’s all you’ve got?”
“I mean… yeah.” CJ glanced at Maddie's disbelieving face. “What?”
“I don’t know… Most girls have a slightly bigger reaction.”
“Sorry to disappoint.” CJ laughs.
Avery bumped Maddie’s shoulder. “Leave her alone.”
“I’m just saying,” Maddie replied. “The guy’s ridiculously good-looking.”
CJ rolled her eyes, though a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. Garrett Graham was objectively attractive, yes. You’d have to be blind not to see that. Tall, athletic, confident. The kind of guy who probably had girls lining up outside his door… And from what she had heard, he basically did. Good for him. It just wasn’t something she cared about. Hockey consumed enough of her life.
“And ridiculously good at hockey,” Avery added. “I heard he’s a lock for the Bruins.”
“I’m aware of who he is,” CJ said with a small smile. “He’s just never been at the top of my list of things to think about.”
“Shocking,” Maddie deadpanned.
Avery laughed. “To be fair, hockey’s at the top of every list she has.”
“Exactly.”
Maddie sighed dramatically. “One day we’ll get you interested in something other than hockey.”
“I doubt it.”
“Maybe go on a date for once.” Maddie added.
Maddie could tease her all she wanted, but CJ had never understood the appeal of chasing relationships. They were messy, distracting, and came with expectations she had no interest in meeting. Keeping things casual was easier. Simpler. Nobody got too attached, and nobody had the chance to disappoint her.
****
The arena lights dimmed slightly as warmups ended. Players disappeared through their respective tunnels before returning minutes later for their introductions. When Briar’s team captain was announced, the crowd erupted. She had fans for sure. She was projected to be a high round pick for the PWHL. She skated through the tunnel of teammates, raised her stick briefly toward the student section, then circled back to the center ice without any unnecessary theatrics.
Dean chuckled. “No showboating.”
Garrett watched her line up for the opening faceoff. “No.”
The referee dropped the puck. Forty-two won it cleanly. She shifted the puck, tied up the opposing center’s stick, kicked the puck backward with her skate, and Briar immediately established possession.
“Hell of a draw.” Garrett muttered.
Three shifts later, she’d won every faceoff she’d taken.
“She’s reading the ref,” Logan observed.
Garrett nodded. She wasn’t reacting to the puck. She was anticipating it.
Halfway through the opening period, the visiting team dumped the puck deep and chased hard. The Briar defense retrieved it under pressure. Instead of forcing a dangerous pass up the boards, they reversed the puck behind the net. Forty-two had already anticipated the play. She curled low through the defensive zone, presenting her stick as an outlet.
One touch. That’s all it took. She redirected the pass to her defenseman, number eight, before accelerating through the neutral zone. By the time the opposing team adjusted, Briar had numbers. Forty-two crossed the blue line, waiting just long enough to draw both opposing defenders to her, then feathered a saucer pass across the slot.
Her winger one-timed it. Goal. The arena exploded.
Garrett blinked. “She baited two defensemen.”
“She made that look stupid easy,” Dean laughed.
Coach Jensen, seated a few rows down with the rest of the coaching staff, didn’t celebrate. He simply folded his arms. As if to say, Pay attention. Garrett did.
He stopped watching the puck the rest of the first period. Instead, he watched forty-two. She talked constantly. A point toward the weak side. A tap of her stick. One word over her shoulder. Her teammates responded instantly. She wasn’t just playing a game. She was conducting it. Even when she wasn’t on the ice that shift, her teammates on the ice listened if she said something from the bench.
****
It was the second period and they were about to faceoff. “Next one’s in.” CJ says as she skates by Maddie.
“I like the confidence.”
“I like scoring.”
Maddie laughed before heading to the bench for a change. CJ stayed out. The opposing coach kept throwing their checking line against hers. She understood why. If she was behind the bench, she’d probably do the same. They weren’t trying to out score her line anymore - they were trying to contain it.
Good luck with that.
She coasted toward the faceoff space, rolling her shoulders once. Her legs burned, but it was a good kind of burn. The kind that reminded her she’d been driving the pace all night. They led by two, but that wasn’t enough. Two-goal leads disappeared all the time. One bad shift. One unlucky bounce. Momentum didn’t care what the scoreboard said.
She crouched into position across from the opposing center. Loft, number thirty. CJ smirked. “Hey, Loft. What does that stand for? Lack Of Fucking Talent?”
Loft rolled her eyes. “Ha ha. You won’t be making jokes when we win.”
“You can try.” She tuned everything else out - the crowd, the benches, even the chirping. The only things that mattered were the official’s hands and the sliver of black rubber about to hit the ice. Win the draw. Get possession. Force them to react.
The puck dropped.
****
They were over halfway through the second period. Briar was winning 3-1. Two of those goals belonged to CJ. The next shift turned into a board battle. The puck died along the half wall. Bodies collided. Sticks hacked. Skates scraped against the ice. CJ dug her shoulder underneath the opposing winger, levering just enough space to free the puck.
“Go! Go! Go!”
She chipped it toward the blue line. Her defenseman stepped down to keep it in, drawing a roar from the crowd.
Good. Keep the pressure on.
CJ circled behind the net without the puck. She noticed something over the last few shifts. The opposing defenders were overcommitting every time she disappeared below the goal line. They’d rather lose sight of the puck than lose sight of her.
Fine. Follow me.
Both defenders chased; exactly as she’d hoped.
She heard the tap of a stick on ice. Maddie. CJ pointed once. “Back side!”
The pass slid through the slot. Their freshman winger buried it. The arena erupted. The rookie threw both arms into the air and immediately looked toward her captain. CJ grinned and pointed at her. “That’s all you!”
The rookie beamed.
“Nice decoy, Sully.” Maddie skates up next to her.
“They bit.”
“They always do.” Because they expected her to shoot. She’d spent the entire game making sure they did.
CJ grinned to herself. Hockey wasn’t always about who scored. Sometimes it was about making everyone think you’re going to.
“Good pace! Keep talking!” Coach Baker called from the bench. She nodded once. Always.
A loud captain wasn’t necessarily a good one. A communicative captain was. She’d learned early that the smallest words - “wheel,” “time,” “middle,” “reverse” - could change the outcome of a shift. If her teammates knew where she was and what she saw, they played faster, with more confidence. Communication won games.
Trust won championships. Trust was a funny thing. On the ice, it came naturally. She never questioned whether Maddie would step up at the blue line or whether Emma would make the next save. Off the ice…
She shoved the thought away before it could finish. Right now, there was only hockey.
****
The final horn echoed through the arena. Relief washed over CJ before excitement did. They’d done it.
The Briar bench erupted. Sticks were tossed into the air as players spilled over the boards, gloves smacking helmets and shoulders as they converged near center ice.
5-2.
It wasn’t perfect - they’d be talking about those two goals against on Monday - but they’d played sixty-solid minutes, and everyone had contributed.
The hat trick barely crossed CJ’s mind. She’d scored three goals before. They’d been exciting for about thirty seconds, and then it was time to think about the next game. The win mattered. The standings mattered. The team mattered.
“A hat trick,” Maddie laughed. “You’re buying dinner.”
CJ rolled her eyes, unable to hide the smile tugging on her lips. “That’s not how it works.”
“It is now. You scored the game winner.”
“The empty-netter doesn’t count.”
“It literally counts. The scoreboard says so.”
“It counts on the scoreboard,” CJ argued. “It doesn’t count toward free food.”
The crowd roared around her, but CJ’s mind was already replaying the game. The missed coverage late in the first. The turnover she’d nearly forced through the neutral zone. The two goals they’d allowed. There was always something to clean up.
The hat trick was nice.
The win was better.
****
“You were watching her all night.”
“Who?”
“You know who. Sullivan, forty-two.”
Garret rolled his eyes. “Logan, I was watching hockey.”
They were making their way across the parking lot to Garrett’s Jeep. The game had run later than expected, and if they wanted a table at Malone’s, they needed to beat the post-game rush.
“Interesting.” Logan said. “You’re not denying it.”
“Again,” Garrett replied. “I was watching hockey. She happened to be playing.”
“You watched her on the bench.” Dean pointed out.
Garrett opened his mouth to argue, then closed it again. Damn it. He had.
Not because she scored three goals. Not even because she dominated every faceoff. Those things were impressive, sure, but they weren’t what held his attention.
It was everything in between.
The grin she wore when one of her teammates scored. The way she’d laughed with her defenseman during a stoppage in play before flipping the switch the second the puck dropped. The way she skated over to the freshman after the goal, making sure she got every bit of the celebration. She’d looked completely at home on the ice, like there wasn’t anywhere else she’d rather be.
Garrett knew what it meant to wear the captain’s ‘C’. He knew the pressure of setting the tone every day, of making sure teammates believed they could win even when you weren’t sure yourself.
She carried that same weight.
Only somehow, she made it look easy.
He found himself wondering what she was like when the skates came off. Was she always that focused, or did she know how to let loose? Did she spend every waking hour thinking about hockey, or did she have a life outside the captain’s ‘C’? Would she chirp him the same way she’d chirped the opposing team? Would she laugh if he fired one back? And, for some reason, he couldn’t help but wonder what it would take to make her look at him the way she looked at the game - with complete, unwavering attention.
Three Stanley Cups. Two Olympic gold medals. Two Hart Trophies. A Conn Smythe. More awards and accolades than he can count.
But standing at the end of a flower-lined aisle on the waterfront in Cole Harbour, watching you walk toward him in a white dress with the ocean as your backdrop, he realizes that none of those achievements come close to this moment.
You’re beautiful. Devastatingly, impossibly beautiful. Your dress is simple and elegant, flowing in the late summer breeze, and you’re carrying a bouquet of white roses and greenery. Your hair is half-up, half-down, with small flowers woven through it, and you’re smiling at him like he’s the only person in the world.
Your father is walking you down the aisle, and Sidney can see him blinking back tears. Hell, Sidney is blinking back tears. He’s pretty sure half the guests are crying already and you haven’t even reached him yet.
The chairs are set up on the lawn overlooking the water. The arch where Sidney is standing is covered in white flowers and greenery, and the whole scene is so perfect it doesn’t feel real.
But then you’re there, standing in front of him, and your father is placing your hand in his.
“Take care of her,” your father says quietly, his voice thick.
“Always,” Sidney promises.
Your father nods, kisses your cheek, and steps back. And then it’s just you and Sidney, standing together, facing the officiant as the ceremony begins.
Sidney barely hears the opening remarks. He’s too focused on you, on the way you’re looking at him, on the fact that in a few minutes you’re going to be his wife.
His wife.
Dr. Crosby.
The mother of his children — though only he knows that last part might already be true.
“Sidney and Y/N have chosen to write their own vows,” the officiant says, and Sidney’s attention snaps back to the moment. “Sidney, would you like to begin?”
He nods, pulling the folded paper from his pocket with shaking hands. He’d written and rewritten these vows a dozen times, trying to find the words to express what you mean to him.
“Y/N,” he starts, and his voice cracks slightly. He clears his throat and tries again. “Y/N. I’m not great at speeches. You know this. You’ve sat through enough of my awkward press conferences to know that I’m better at doing things than talking about them.”
A ripple of laughter goes through the crowd, and you smile at him, your eyes shining.
“But I need to try to tell you what you mean to me,” he continues. “You came into my life at a charity gala two years ago and immediately challenged me on my hockey statistics. Most people don’t do that. Most people tell me I’m great and leave it at that. But you looked at my Corsi percentage and told me I was wrong about my defensive zone coverage.”
More laughter. You’re biting your lip, trying not to cry.
“And I fell in love with you right then,” Sidney admits. “Because you weren’t intimidated by me. You weren’t impressed by the trophies or the championships. You just saw me — Sidney, not Sidney Crosby the hockey player — and you treated me like a person worth arguing with.”
He pauses, looking down at his notes, then back up at you.
“You’re the smartest person I know. Watching you earn your PhD, watching you defend your dissertation, seeing how hard you work and how brilliant you are … it’s humbling. You could have anyone, and somehow you chose me.”
“Best decision I ever made,” you whisper, and he has to stop to compose himself.
“You make me better,” he says. “You keep me grounded when my head gets too big. You call me out when I’m being stubborn. You support my career but you also have your own career, your own goals, your own life. You’re my partner in every sense of the word.”
He folds the paper, deciding to speak from the heart for the rest.
“I promise to support your dreams the way you support mine. I promise to make you laugh, even when you’re frustrated with me. I promise to always be honest with you, even when it’s hard. I promise to be your teammate, your best friend, your safe place to land.”
He takes a breath.
“And I promise to love you for the rest of my life. Every day. Every moment. For better or worse, richer or poorer, in sickness and health. You’re it for me. You’re everything. And I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life showing you that.”
You’re crying now, tears streaming down your face, and Sidney wants to wipe them away but the officiant is already turning to you.
“Y/N?” She prompts gently.
You take a shaky breath, reaching into your bouquet where you’ve apparently tucked your own notes.
“Sidney,” you start, your voice wavering. “When I met you two years ago, I thought you were cocky and arrogant and way too confident about your defensive zone coverage.”
Sidney laughs, and so does everyone else.
“I was fully prepared to dislike you,” you continue. “But then you actually listened to my arguments. You asked me questions about my research. You treated me like an equal, not like some fan trying to get your attention. And by the end of the night, I was completely gone for you.”
You wipe your eyes with one hand, still holding the bouquet with the other.
“You’ve supported me through four years of my PhD. You read every draft of my dissertation, even the boring parts about methodology. You came to every defense, every presentation, every milestone. You celebrated my successes like they were your own.”
Your voice breaks and you have to pause.
“You make me feel seen,” you say quietly. “You make me feel valued. Not despite my career, but because of it. You’re proud of me, and that means everything.”
Sidney squeezes your hands, his own eyes burning.
“I promise to be your biggest fan, just like you’re mine. I promise to keep calling you out when you’re being stubborn, because someone has to. I promise to make our house a home, wherever that is. I promise to be your partner, your equal, your teammate.”
You look directly into his eyes.
“And I promise to love you for the rest of my life. Through every season, every game, every challenge. You’re my person, Sidney. You’re my home. And I can’t wait to build a life with you.”
There’s not a dry eye in the crowd. Sidney can hear his mother sobbing, and he’s pretty sure Geno is crying too.
The officiant goes through the rest of the ceremony — the rings, the pronouncement, the “you may kiss the bride” — and then Sidney is kissing you, dipping you back dramatically while everyone cheers and applauds.
“Hi, wife,” he murmurs against your lips.
“Hi, husband,” you say back, and the words send a thrill through him.
The recessional is a blur of hugs and congratulations. Your mother is crying, his mother is crying, your father is shaking his hand and pulling him into a hug, Kris is making jokes about Sidney finally settling down.
Photos take forever — you and Sidney, the wedding party, family photos, candids on the beach. The photographer keeps making you pose and re-pose, but Sidney doesn’t care because he gets to keep holding you, keeps getting to call you his wife.
“Mrs. Crosby,” he says during a quiet moment while the photographer is adjusting equipment. “Dr. Crosby.”
“I like the sound of that,” you admit.
“Me too,” he says, kissing you again.
The reception is at a venue overlooking the water — a luxury glass structure that’s been filled with so many flowers it looks like a garden. White roses, peonies, hydrangeas, greenery cascading from the ceiling and wrapping around the columns. String lights everywhere, creating a warm glow as the sun starts to set.
“This is incredible,” you breathe as you enter.
“You’re incredible,” Sidney counters. “This is just decoration.”
Dinner is a blur of toasts and laughter. Your maid of honor tells embarrassing stories from grad school. Nate, as best man, tells stories about Sidney that make everyone laugh and Sidney groan. Geno gives a toast that’s mostly in Russian but still somehow makes everyone cry.
Sidney toasts you, keeping it short because he already said everything he needed to in his vows, but he can’t resist adding “To my wife, Dr. Crosby. The smartest, most beautiful, most patient woman I know. Thank you for putting up with me.”
The first dance is to a song you both chose together, something slow and romantic. Sidney holds you close, swaying gently, acutely aware that this is the first of many dances you’ll share as husband and wife.
“Happy?” He asks quietly.
“So happy,” you confirm. “This is perfect. You’re perfect.”
“Not perfect,” he corrects. “But I’m yours.”
“Same thing,” you say, and kiss him.
The party continues late into the evening. Dancing, cake cutting, more toasts. Sidney dances with his mother, you dance with your father. There’s a moment where all of Sidney’s teammates lift him up and parade him around the dance floor while you laugh so hard you’re crying.
But eventually, late in the evening, you lean close to Sidney and whisper, “Can we go home?”
“Absolutely,” he says, because he’s been waiting all day to get you alone.
You make your excuses, say your goodbyes, and slip out to the car. The drive back to the house is quiet, your hand in his, both of you too content and overwhelmed to need words.
When you pull into the driveway, Sidney parks and comes around to open your door.
“What are you doing?” You ask, laughing.
“Carrying my wife over the threshold,” he says, scooping you up. “It’s tradition.”
“You’re ridiculous,” you say, but you’re smiling as you wrap your arms around his neck.
He carries you to the front door, managing to unlock it one-handed, and steps inside. But instead of putting you down, he just holds you, standing in the foyer of the house you’ve shared for over a year.
“We’re married,” he says, still processing it.
“We are,” you confirm. “I’m your wife.”
“My wife,” he repeats, and then he’s kissing you again, deep and thorough, and you’re laughing against his mouth.
“Put me down,” you say. “I have something for you.”
“What kind of something?” He asks, setting you on your feet.
“A wedding gift,” you say, and there’s something in your voice that makes his heart skip. “Wait here.”
You disappear upstairs, leaving Sidney standing in the foyer in his tuxedo, wondering what you’re up to. You’re gone for maybe two minutes before you come back down, holding something small in your hands.
“Close your eyes,” you instruct.
“What-”
“Just close them,” you insist.
He does, holding out his hands. You place something in them — something small and plastic.
“Okay,” you say quietly. “Open.”
He opens his eyes and looks down.
It’s a pregnancy test. And there are very clearly two pink lines.
Sidney’s brain short-circuits.
“Is this-” His voice comes out strangled. “Is this real?”
“Very real,” you confirm, and you’re crying again, happy tears this time. “I took it this morning. And then three more to be sure. I’m pregnant, Sidney. We’re having a baby.”
Something absolutely feral takes over Sidney’s brain. He sets the test down carefully on the entry table, and then he’s on you, kissing you desperately, his hands everywhere.
“You’re pregnant,” he says against your mouth. “You’re actually pregnant.”
“I am,” you gasp. “I’m carrying your baby. You knocked me up just like you promised.”
“Fuck,” he breathes, his hands moving to your stomach. It’s still flat, no visible sign yet, but knowing that his baby is in there, growing-
“Bedroom,” he says roughly. “Right now.”
“Sidney-”
“I need to-” He can’t even articulate what he needs. He just knows he needs to get you upstairs, needs to worship you, needs to show you exactly what this means to him.
You seem to understand, nodding, and he practically drags you up the stairs. Once in the bedroom, his hands find the zipper of your wedding dress.
“Careful,” you warn. “This dress was expensive.”
“I’ll buy you ten more,” he says, but he’s careful as he lowers the zipper and helps you step out of it. You hang it carefully on a hanger while Sidney strips off his tuxedo jacket, his bow tie, his vest.
When you turn back to him, you’re in white lace lingerie, and he realizes you planned this. You knew you were going to tell him tonight. You wore this for him.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he says. “My wife. My pregnant wife.”
“Not very pregnant yet,” you point out. “Maybe four weeks? Five? It’s early.”
“Don’t care,” he says, closing the distance between you. “You’re pregnant. You’re carrying my baby. That’s all that matters.”
His hand splays across your stomach again, reverent. “There’s a baby in here. Our baby. Part of me, part of you.”
“Yes,” you breathe. “Your baby. The one you put in me.”
“Fuck,” he groans. “You can’t say things like that.”
“Why not?” You challenge. “It’s true. You bred me. You knocked me up. You got me pregnant.”
He’s kissing you again, walking you backward toward the bed. You go willingly, and soon you’re on your back with Sidney hovering over you.
“I can’t believe this is real,” he says, his hands tracing over your body. “Can’t believe you’re mine. Can’t believe we’re married. Can’t believe you’re pregnant.”
“Believe it,” you say, reaching for his belt. “Your wife is pregnant with your baby. And she needs you.”
“What does she need?” He asks, even though he knows.
“Needs her husband to fuck her,” you say bluntly. “Needs you to show her what it means that she’s carrying your child.”
Sidney groans, making quick work of the rest of his clothes. You remove your bra and panties while he strips, and then you’re both naked, pressed together.
“You’re already pregnant,” he says, his hand moving between your legs and finding you wet. “Already carrying my baby. But I’m going to fuck you anyway. Going to fill you up even more. Going to make sure you know exactly who you belong to.”
“Yours,” you moan as his fingers work you. “Always yours.”
“My wife,” he says. “My pregnant wife. Mother of my children.”
He positions himself at your entrance, the head of his cock pressing against you. “Ready?”
“Please,” you beg. “Please, husband. Need you inside me.”
The word ’husband’ sends a thrill through him. He pushes inside slowly, savoring the feeling of your body accepting him.
“God,” he groans. “You feel so perfect.”
“So do you,” you gasp. “So deep.”
He starts to move, slow and deep, one hand braced beside your head, the other on your stomach.
“There’s a baby in here,” he marvels. “Our baby. Growing inside you because I bred you.”
“Yes,” you moan. “You knocked me up. Got me pregnant. Made me yours.”
“Already were mine,” he counters, his pace increasing. “But now everyone’s going to know. Going to see you get round with my baby. Going to know I fucked you so well you got pregnant.”
“Everyone’s going to know,” you agree breathlessly. “Going to see me pregnant and know what you did to me.”
“What we did,” he corrects. “You begged for it. Begged me to breed you. Stopped taking your pills because you wanted my baby.”
“Wanted it so much,” you confess. “Wanted to give you everything. Wanted to be pregnant with your child.”
He adjusts the angle, hitting deeper, and you cry out.
“That’s it,” he encourages. “Take it. Take my cock. You’re so good at it. So perfect for me.”
His hand moves from your stomach to your breast, cupping it. “These are going to get bigger. Fuller. You’re going to be so sensitive when you’re pregnant.”
“Can’t wait,” you gasp. “Want you to see me change. Want you to watch your baby grow in me.”
“I’m going to worship every change,” he promises. “Every pound, every curve, every new thing your body does. You’re growing my baby. Nothing is more beautiful than that.”
“Sidney,” you moan, and he can tell you’re getting close.
“What do you need, wife?”
“Need to come,” you gasp. “Need you to make me come.”
His hand slides between your bodies, finding your clit. “Come for me then. Come on your husband’s cock. Show me how good I make you feel.”
“Keep talking,” you beg. “Tell me about the baby. Tell me about being pregnant.”
“You’re going to be so beautiful pregnant,” he says, his fingers working faster. “So round and glowing. Everyone’s going to see you and know you’re mine. Know I knocked you up. Know you’re carrying my baby.”
“Yes,” you sob. “Want that-”
“Going to take such good care of you,” he continues. “Going to worship you every day. Going to fuck you whenever you want, keep you satisfied, make sure you know how perfect you are.”
“Close,” you gasp. “So close-”
“Come for me,” he commands. “Come for your husband. Show me how good it feels to be pregnant with my baby.”
You fall apart with a scream, your whole body trembling, and Sidney follows immediately after, burying himself deep and filling you up.
“Mine,” he groans. “All mine. My wife. My baby. Everything.”
He collapses beside you, both of you breathing hard, and immediately pulls you against his chest.
“That was intense,” you say after a moment.
“You told me you’re pregnant on our wedding night,” he points out. “What did you expect?”
“Exactly that,” you admit, laughing. “I know you, remember?”
His hand finds your stomach again, splaying across it protectively. “I can’t believe it. We’re having a baby.”
“We are,” you confirm. “In about eight months, give or take.”
“Eight months,” he repeats. “That’s … that’s soon.”
“That’s why I told you now,” you say. “We have our honeymoon, and then we need to start preparing. Nursery, baby things, all of it.”
“We’ll figure it out,” he says. “Together.”
“Together,” you agree.
There’s a comfortable silence for a moment, and then Sidney says, “When did you know?”
“I suspected a few days ago,” you admit. “I was tired, and my breasts were sore, and I just had a feeling. So I took a test yesterday morning. And then three more this morning because I couldn’t believe it.”
“And you didn’t tell me,” he says.
“I wanted to tell you tonight,” you explain. “On our wedding night. I wanted it to be perfect.”
“It is perfect,” he assures you. “This whole day has been perfect. You’re perfect.”
“I love you,” you say softly.
“I love you too,” he says. “Both of you.”
His hand is still on your stomach, and you cover it with your own.
“We’re going to be parents,” you say, and he can hear the wonder in your voice.
“We are,” he confirms. “You’re going to be an amazing mother.”
“You’re going to be an amazing father,” you counter.
“I’m going to try,” he promises. “I’m going to do everything I can to be a good dad.”
“You will be,” you say with certainty. “I know you will.”
Sidney holds you close, one hand on your stomach, the other stroking your hair, and thinks about the future. About doctor’s appointments and ultrasounds and picking out names. About building a nursery and reading parenting books and feeling the baby kick for the first time. About holding his child, seeing your features and his combined into a whole new person.
“Sidney?” You murmur.
“Hmm?”
“Thank you. For everything. For loving me, for marrying me, for giving me this.”
“Thank you,” he counters. “For choosing me. For building a life with me. For giving me a family.”
You turn in his arms, facing him. “We really did it. We got married, and I’m pregnant, and we’re starting our lives together.”
“We did,” he agrees. “And I can’t wait for all of it. Every moment.”
“Even the middle-of-the-night feedings and the diaper changes?” You tease.
“Especially those,” he says seriously. “Because it means I get to be a dad. I get to raise a child with you. There’s nothing I want more.”
You kiss him, soft and sweet. “I love you so much.”
“I love you too, Dr. Crosby,” he says. “Now and forever.”
“Now and forever,” you repeat.
And as Sidney holds his wife — his pregnant wife — in their bed on their wedding night, he realizes that this is what winning really feels like.
Not trophies or championships or individual awards.
This. You. Your baby growing inside you. A lifetime of moments just like this one.
The thing about Sidney Crosby is that he knows what winning looks like.
you and lando spend the week in london and monaco before ending it in a more . . . unexpected way.
lando norris x f!reader ୨୧ warnings : language, fan culture, hate comments, sexual language, lando certified munch mentioned ୨୧ note : this chapter isn't as long but that's okay bc you sluts (affectionate bc i'm one too) got a smut on sunday lol 😛 if you enjoy don't forget to comment/reblog!
part of the lando's heart series.
📅 june 15, 2026
♫ Secret · Poison
cherryn london thingz w/ flo_norris_showjumping 🤎🩷
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lando damn you lookin' sexyyy 🥵
flo_norris_showjumping loved spending the day with you 🩷🩷🩷
cherryn my fav norris 😉
lando what????
ciscanorris1 nooooooo 😭
lilymhe outfit eats so much i'm in love 😍
cherryn thank you babes 💋
user WE GOT YN AND FLO HANGING OUT 🥺🥺🥺 love when she hangs out with his sisters
user glad to see she has such an amazing relationship with his family
user still don't understand how lando can date her 🤨 she's not even THAT pretty compared to the other wags
user THE SONG CHOICE IS ICONIC MAAM
user always excited to see what song she'll put with her posts
user love that yn is hanging out with her future sister-in-law 😇
user do you really think lando is going to marry her????
user ummmmm i'm sorry do you not SEE how crazy lando is for yn 🤨 or are you just delulu????
user dude i wouldn't be surprised if they get engaged before the end of the year
user my fav wag – you're so sexy mama 🤩
📅 june 16, 2026
♫ fallen angel · 9am in Vixen
cherryn flowers, pink, and hockey love 💋
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lando can't believe you tricked me into watching hockey smut AGAIN
cherryn you just can't resist me 😘
lando yeah apparently 🙄
user NO WAY LANDOYN WATCHED OFF CAMPUS TOGETHER
offcampusonprime glad you enjoyed it 🙌 liked by author
user i need someone to write a smutty landoyn fanfic and then turn it into a show STAT
user oh the way that would EAT if the right person wrote it
user someone just needs to turn their life into a series atp
user that too ^^^
user the show would literally be 99% pure smut
user okay??? don't see any problem with that lol 🤷♀️
user LANDO CAMEO THIRD SLIDEEEEEE
user OFF CAMPUS??????????? OUR QUEEN HAS WATCHED IT
user with lando no less 🤭
user WITH LANDO NO LESS
user i NEED her bag collection
user will never get over lando carrying her bags
user QUEEN!!! watch your fault london next!!! liked by author
user OMG WE SEEN YOU YN!!! SHE LIKED YOUR COMMENTS
user lol the rest of the grid is in st tropez literally almost two weeks after landoyn were there 😂😂😂 that's so fucking funny like trendsetters
user no bc i was thinking THE SAME THING
📅 june 17, 2026
♫ Olivia Rodrigo · my way
cherryn happy birthday to one of my london loves cierrawhitman_
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cierrawhitman_ thank you my love 💕💕💕 so glad you got to come!!
cherryn wouldn't miss it for the world 💕
jadechanel beautiful 💛 liked by author
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user lwk weird lando didn't comment on this??
user why is it weird?? she's posting about her friend's birthday so he doesn't have to comment on it
user idk still just weird cause of how he always comments on her posts and this time he didn't
user oh to be full of love, have friends that like you, and a rich boyfriend to travel the world with 😔 yn is truly living the dream
user oh to have been able to witness college!yn with her college friends would have be iconic
user it truly was 😂 our girly was living her life
user didn't she use to say she got really bad fomo in college so that's why she was always hanging and going out with her friends until covid??
user yeah she has mentioned it and how it affected her mental health a lot
user now she lives her life giving the rest of us fomo lmaooooo
user i was wondering why they were staying london a little longer lol at least we know why 😂
user SO SEXY 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
📅 june 18, 2026
clip #1 – spotted yn and lando in monaco 💐😍
the clip is taken from across the street – you and lando walking side by side together with you talking excitedly about something. however, you are also spotted carrying a rather large bouquet in your arms.
lando is walking next to you, sunglasses covering his eyes and your purse hanging off his shoulder. the camera zooms in on the two of you right as the two of you get to the edge of the sidewalk. his hand immediately wrapping around your shoulders to keep you close as you both cross the street.
you still talking, glancing up at lando – large sunglasses hiding your own eyes before lando is meeting your gaze as you get back on the sidewalk. the clip cuts soon afterwards.
💬 comments :
👤 : SHES WEARING HIS NEW LN1 HOODIE
👤 : L necklace on, LN1 hoodie ZIPPED, and flowers in hand – oh how they are my dream couple, no one will ever be them
👤 : he got her such a large bouquet and carrying her purse... lando, i'm sorry i doubted your game 😮💨
👤 : she must give him great head in order for him to buy her flowers that big 💀
👤 : the more bf!lando i see, the more i'm starting to like him
clip #2 – lando and yn spotted riding around in the gt3 in monaco
clip starts mainly focused on recording the gt3 porsche that is currently cruising down the street. you and lando can just faintly be spotted inside the car.
as the car passes the camera, there's a brief glimpse of vibrant colors flowers sitting in your lap. you on your phone as you lean your head against the window.
the clip cuts whenever the car drives past the camera and goes a little further down the street.
💬 comments :
👤 : i find it funny every time we see the two of them driving around cause i just KNOW lando is the one to always convince her to get dressed so they can go out 😂😂
👤 : OMG THIS IS LATER AFTER THE CLIP OF THEM WALKING AROUND CAUSE OF THE FLOWERS
👤 : obsessed with the fact that when you think about it – the number 4 represents both of them and lando having TWO 4s on his license plate is just 🤧🤧
👤 : omg this is the second bouquet he's bought for her this week
the clip starts to show you and lando walking out of the restaurant together, hand-in-hand. lando is caught looking at the fan first before he's pocketing his phone. you also look over to the fan, half-hidden behind lando as he's letting go of your hand to take the pen from the fan.
you are faintly caught taking a few steps ahead of lando, glancing from the street to your boyfriend as he finishes signing the visor before handing the pen back. lando turns back to you, reaching for your hand again right as the clip cuts.
💬 comments :
👤 : STOP THE WAY THEY'RE MATCHING OUTFITS
👤 : wish people would leave them alone in public 😭
👤 : THEY WERE IN THE LAMBO THAT DAY
👤 : and then he reached for her hand again 🤧 i'm literally obsessed with them
👤 : if i was lando i wouldn't ever let go of her either 🤣
cherryn cartier 'into the wild' 🐆 cartier #intothewild #panthèredecartier
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lando my gorgeous girl 👑🩷
cherryn 🩷🩷🩷🩷
lnfour our favorite princess 🩷 liked by author
valentinexx ateeeeeeee 😍😍 liked by author
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user how can some this pretty be real????
user what is this for??? i know its cartier but like why??
user its for their launch event of their into the wild collection or whatever in monaco! this isn't the first time yn's been invited by cartier to launch events – she's been to their london and paris ones too!!
user ooooooo that's so cool
user are we sure yn isn't the real princess of monaco????
user 🫠🫠🫠🫠
user OUR PADDOCK PRINCESS SERVING ACTUAL PRINCESS VIBES
user pretty y/n
user she probs only got this opportunity bc of lando 🙄 you all act like she's not some nepo gf like the rest of them
user she may get benefits from dating lando but she still built her platform herself over years of hardwork...
user princessssssss
user THAT DRESS IS SO PRETTY
📅 june 20, 2026
f1wagupdates lando posted a video of y/n playing golf with him on his instagram story. this was taken earlier in the week when they were still in london.
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user STOPPPPPPPPP IT SHES SO CUTE
user lando once again making our girl play golf /j
user wow! she's getting good at her swings
user obsessed with whenever lando posts yn on his stories
user HIS LAUGH IN THE BACKGROUND WHEN SHE RUNS TO HIM POSING 😭😭😭😭
user MY PARENTSSSSSSS
user from mini golf to actual golf 🤧 she's improving so much
📅 june 21, 2026
clip #4 – yn spotted feeling lando up as he puts on the #shirt
the clip cut from the original one and focuses entirely on you appearing in the video. you are seen sitting next to where lando is standing – laughing with a grin on your face as you watch your boyfriend.
the clip has him already shirtless before it catches you reaching your hand out to touch him. your fingers trailing down his abs. lando looks down at you – smirk on face as you move your hand to hold his bicep.
lando laughs at you before he's leaning over – the two of you out of frame for a split second, and its assumed the two of you are kissing. when the camera pans over to you both, lando is standing to his full height again with you leaning against the booth with your eyes never leaving him once.
💬 comments :
👤 : should we be surprised by lando putting on this shirt when his gf is right there looking like SHE'S about to eat him up 👅
👤 : she's so iconic for touching his chest like that AND HIM GRINNING AT HER
👤 : #vegans4lando
👤 : never doubted munch!lando for a SECOND i got you lando!!! you eat your girl's pussy 👅👅👅👅
👤 : saw a clip somewhere (can't find it anymore 🥲 think it got deleted) that showed yn and lando getting up and disappearing towards the restrooms 😳
👤 : OH LANDO DEF GOT TO EAT THE 🐱 TONIGHT
👤 : caught yn in 4k fondling lando 📸
👤 : #vegans4lando
👤 : at least we know what pussy lando is eating at night 😂 wonder what she would rate his skills at 🤔
👤 : lando's a certified munch and you can't convince me otherwise
👤 : lando having yn for breakfast, lunch, dinner, AND dessert
f1atelier photos are just placeholders! yn doesn't have an actual faceclaim please imagine yourself or whoever you want in these pictures! thanks.
lando takes you clubbing to the raspoutine in paris, and a cheeky shirt switch leads to an even better night for the both of you.
lando norris x f!reader ୨୧ word count : 2.5k ୨୧ warnings : SMUT (f oral, semi-public – club bathroom), clubbing / drinking, munch!lando (yes its a warning) is exactly where he wants to be ୨୧ note : if you enjoy don't forget to comment/reblog!
part of the lando's heart series.
lando loved taking you out to clubs – especially ones that were extremely hard to get in to without the right connections. you think he does it to show off, like a male peacock trying to impress the female one by showing off its feathers. that's exactly how you would describe lando.
even after almost four years of knowing and dating him, lando still felt prideful in himself to show off for you. and lando always seemed he thrived off of impressing you – taking you places you haven't been, clubs you've never heard off because of how exclusive they are.
you know... just millionaire boyfriends things. nothing too extreme.
and even after three constant years of traveling all over the world with lando – some things really do still amaze and impress you.
like the raspoutine club he's managed to drag you to. the entire club was bathed in a deep red lighting and immediately when you walked in, lando holding onto your hand tightly, you could feel the bass vibrating through your whole body. every step you took in your heels sent another vibrating shockwave through your bones.
lando was just a step ahead of you, guiding you through the crowd of people, the smell of alcohol, expensive perfumes, and faint scent of smoke filled the air. you seen your boyfriend look over his shoulder you – checking to make sure you were doing okay, his bright smile painting his grin when you make eye contact. he then manages to move to where he's right next to you, his hand resting on your hip. which is warm against your skin, his thumb slowly rubbing up and down on the sliver of skin that is peaking between your blue set you're wearing.
when you two get past the dancefloor and the crowd starts to dwindle a little, lando presses his mouth against your ear so you can hear him over the music. "did i tell you, you look absolutely gorgeous, princess?"
you don't even bite back the smile as you turn to look at him, "yes, about three times at the hotel and two more on the way here." you tease before pressing a kiss his cheek. his hand comes down to grab a handful of your ass before playfully smacking it.
"hey! there he is! lando, how are you!" someone calls out once you both near the back of the club where red velvet booths line the wall. lando steps away from you to quickly greet the icy blonde male before his hand is reaching blindly towards yours. you grab lando's hand and let him guide you back next to him. "you must be y/n! pleasure to meet you, i'm matt!" he says, doing the usual european cheek kiss greeting that you've grown so accustomed to over the last eight years.
when matt turns around, back to you, talking to lando and trying to get you both to sit down – that's when you notice the back of matt's shirt. well... more like what it says.
because in big colorful font reads: EAT PUSSY, IT'S VEGAN.
you can't help but laugh at the text, lando giving you a side glance as he has you sit down next to him on the booth seat. however, you can he noticed the seat too from the faint smirk on his lips. you and lando sit shoulder to shoulder, his arm resting behind you as the assortment of drinks being to appear on the table in front of you all.
between the drinks and shots, you and matt start to strike up a conversation. the two of you talking about fashion and the industry after learning that matt is a model. lando chimes in here and there, the two of you sharing a few drinks, and you can't help but bite back a smile whenever you feel his lips press against your bare shoulder.
"so, matt," you say leaning over the table, a wide grin on your face as your body flushes with warmth from the alcohol starting to run through you. "what is up with that shirt? i just have to know!" you finally ask, making the french model laugh and shake his head.
"just something fun that i threw on. you like it?"
you laugh, nodding your head, "i need to know where you got it! lando needs one for sure!"
you completely miss how your boyfriend almost chokes on his drink when he hears you. but matt catches it and laughs as he watches lando try to recover.
"is lando vegan?" matt asks, a smirk on his lips and the question makes you laugh again, hands clapping together as you lean back into lando.
"hm," you say, looking at your british lover with a fond look. the red lights casting him in a beautiful glow as your hand reaches up to brush his hair back – even though it definitely wasn't needed, but neither of you care. "yeah, something like that."
the icy blonde male shakes his head, grin on his face before he looks at lando. "i'll tell you what– let's trade shirts! you can have it for free since y/n likes it so much."
lando knows he should probably deny the offer, but he's too far into tonight – and you – to deny it. he can deal with repercussions from his pr team at a later date, he thinks. his eyes shift over to you for a moment, taking in how he's totally enamored with you under the lights.
and then he's standing up before you can even fully process what's happening as lando is taking his shirt off in the middle of the club. matt lets out a hollered laugh before he's doing the same. you don't pay any attention to anything but lando, your hand casually reaching out to touch him. he turns his head and looks down at you with a wide, confident grin on his face as he switches shirts with matt – the two grinning and hugging even.
you feel something shift inside you as you watch lando throw on the other shirt. a heat running through you and settling in your stomach, but this is different from the one you've been feeling all night. no, this is one you get before you usually let lando rock your shit. and he is now wearing the rather iconic, in your complete opinion, shirt.
and of course he puts it on backwards, the big bold "eat pussy, it's vegan" written straight across his chest. he looks down at you, wiggling his eyebrows which earns a laugh from you as he smooths the shirt down. when he sits back down, lando doesn't hesitate to pull you into him. your chest flush against his side, looking at you before he's giving you a chaste kiss.
"you like my new shirt, baby?" he asks, your hands gliding across his shoulders before you're leaning close to kiss him again.
"yeah... i think it really suits you," you tell him, his hand coming up to grip your thigh in a way that sends another wave of heat over you. literally, taking your breath away, letting out a stuttered gasp as he kisses you. not caring who is around or that the two of you could end up all over twitter by daylight. "lan~" you giggle out, cupping his face as you both look at each other.
"don't you think this shirt gives good advice?" he asks, his hand trailing up your thigh and playing with the hem of your skirt.
"i do," you tell him with a smile, leaning over to the table to grab another drink. but instead of drinking it yourself, you hold it to his lips and lando happily lets you pour the drink into his mouth – the liquid burning down his throat. "don't you think..." you start to saying, earning his fully attention – as if you didn't have it already, "take the advice? you know... since you're good at following rules and regs and stuff."
"and stuff?" he repeats with a smile, his hand squeezing the flesh of your thigh. his lips press against your neck and the feeling sends a rush of adrenaline to between your legs. "are you gonna punish me if i break the rules?"
"well, i mean– when have you ever been denied the opportunity to eat pussy, lan?"
he chuckles, shaking his head, "you've got a point, princess." he's then standing up, taking a hold of your hand to help you stand up. "we'll be back!" he calls out to matt and the few others at the table and without looking back he guides you away.
you let lando guide you through the crowd of people, completely trusting him even if you have no idea where he's taking you. the two of you head in the direction of restrooms before lando is leading you down a hallway – everything still bathed in that red light. you learn rather quickly that raspoutine is a labyrinth, but lando seems to know exactly where he's going. only because seconds later he's pulling you into one of the single-occupancy restrooms hidden away near the very back of the club.
your british lover slams the door, locking it with a sharp click before he's pressing you against it. inside the bathroom, you can only focus on lando who is pressing his body flush against yours – his hands gripping your hips tightly before he's kissing you. you immediately kiss back, a low moan escaping your throat as his lips move passionately against yours in a deep, bruising kiss. his tongue slipping inside your mouth easily, and tasting the premium, expensive vodka on your own tongue.
you felt lando's hand move to grab your thigh, bringing it up to rest around his waist – his cock hard and throbbing in his pants, rubs against your clothed core. soft, desperate moans sound against his mouth as your hands come up to tightly grab the back of his shirt to anchor him close to you.
"f-fuck, lan~" you moan out when lando suddenly hoists you up, your legs around his waist as he moves the short distance from the door to the marble counter. the counter is cold against your otherwise heated skin and the contrast as you try to anchor yourself closer to him.
lando looked down at you, chest heaving as he ran a hand through his messy curls. his hazel eyes scanning over your body, the sequin and hanging jewels on your two-piece set gleaming under the pinkish hue lights that starkly contrast against the deep, lustful red of the rest of the club.
"so..." he trails off, hands sneaking underneath your short skirt to grab at the hem of your lacy panties. he doesn't pull them down yet, but you wouldn't be surprised if he accidentally ripped them from how tightly he's gripping them. "you gonna let this vegan have his dinner?"
you can't help but let out a small lighthearted laugh, "i guess i can feed this poor vegan~"
lando kisses you again, pulling your panties down past your knees and over your heels. he pulls away to dangle them in between the both of you – a wicked smirk on his face before you're watching him pocket them.
"that's my princess," he says, spreading your legs wider, skirt bunching up to reveal your center to rather humid air of the bathroom. lando sinks down to his knees, not seeming to care that he's getting his pants dirty as he's level with your dripping pussy. "as the french say, bon appétit."
he then leans forward and buries his face directly between your thighs.
lando's tongue does a broad wet stroke from the bottom of your opening all the way up to your clit. one of your hands immediately grabs onto his hair as you throw your head back as a loud, unfiltered moan rips from your throat. your other hand holds onto the edge of the counter like a lifeline – like you're trying to keep yourself anchored to reality.
his large palms come up to cup your ass, lifting you slightly off the counter to get a better angle as you feel his tongue slip inside before he's licking up again to suck on your clit. you were dripping onto his lips as lando switched between flattening his tongue, swirling it tightly around clit, and flicking inside so it could gather your juices up. he could feel you running down his chin, but lando could care less about the mess he was making – drinking you up like a man dying of thirst.
or a hungry vegan.
you felt your hips twitch against his mouth, trying to buck up but lando's hands grip you tightly and stop you from doing so. the pleasure was overwhelming – the small restroom filled with the sounds of your moans and the wet sounds of his mouth against your pussy. it was completely and utterly driving you over the edge.
"lando, please– fuck, fuck, fuck! lando, lando, i-i'm gonna–" you choke out as you feel him insert two fingers into you. pumping them fast and hard before he's curling them and rubbing your sweet spot. his lips locked harshly onto your clit, and you can feel your eyes rolling into the back of your head from the pleasure.
you managed to look down, locking eyes with lando who is staring at you with those piercing hazel ones. he gives his fingers another few good pumps and his tongue drawing sloppy figure-eights until you're finally coming.
vision turning white as you feel your walls clenching violently around his fingers as your orgasm rips through you. you let out a loud moan mixed with his name as you feel your thighs shake from the force of the orgasm. especially when lando refused to pull away – drinking up all your juices. he stayed right there between your trembling thighs, tongue flattening against your folds, his hands holding you as steady as he could until you could finally feel yourself come down from your high.
slowly, lando finally lifted his head before standing to his full height. chest heaving and face flushed even under the pink lights. you could also see his lips and chin glistening with your wetness – the sight itself making you a little shy as the realization that he just ate you out in a club bathroom. with a shaky hand, you reached out towards lando to pull him closer to you.
your boyfriend leaned over you as you felt his hands wrapped around your waist. he gives you a firm kiss, the taste of yourself on his tongue, as he pulls you off the marble counter. holding your close as he trails his lips down your neck and fixes your skirt.
"guess i need to do this vegan diet more often," he whispers into your ear – breath hot and smug as his hand lazily strokes your back. "but i think i was already addicted to your pussy for a while."
"shut up," you mumble with a laugh, hiding your face in his neck and arms around your waist as you couldn't feel anything but completely and utterly ruined and in love with him.
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"For every kiss you give me, I'll give you three" a known crush and a secret relationship doesn't stop people from thinking who she's could be dating...
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YnLnUpdates The press tour for "Challengers" is set to start this week.... 👀
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user1 i just know she's about to serve so many looks
user2 this movie is going to change my life
user3 already feel like it's going to be iconic
user4 omg im so excited
user5 her and law roach are going to serve some looks i know it
user6 this is so important to me i can't wait
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tmz Y/n L/n and the cast of 'Challengers' on the Italian television show 'Che Tempo Che Fa' revealed L/n has a mystery boyfriend.
"My boyfriend, who isn't that good at tennis but he's pretty athletic, when I wasn't working with the trainer, he [her boyfriend] would workout with me and as time went on I was the one who was winning the games." when asked if her partner would say she's a better tennis player she replied "Oh absolutely! He has things he better at but when it comes to Tennis.... I've definitely got him beat." It's not publicly known who L/n is seeing.
The host later surprised L/n with bouquet of Gardenia flowers and jokingly asked if her partner also gives her Gardenia flowers which she replied “Im expecting some when I get home!” with a cheeky smile.
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user1 of course miss secretive has a boyfriend
user2 so he has to not be famous if they haven't been pictured together
user3 mike's face in that picture is making me think things....
->user4 they were giving each other some looks the whole time
->user5 i saw that too 👀
user6 and when it ends up being one of her co-stars i'll act surprised
user7 wait what if he's a tennis player and that's why she was joking about him being "pretty athletic" 😭
user8 no man is deserving enough of y/n l/n
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oscarpiastri Pretty good week!
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user1 Y/N L/N?!?!?!?
user2 no way he just dumped this on us
yourusername love you so so so dearly
->oscarpiastri Im the luckiest guy in the world! Love you ❤
->user3 okay i love them already
->user4 insane what do you mean this is real
->user5 at least he's aware
user6 hard launch of the century what the hell?!?!??
user7 making that the first picture when he just won his 4th race is so lover boy coded
user8 people thought he was talking to a wall when mentioning her MEANWHILE he was going home to her...
->user9 he manifested her fr
->user10 bro was talking about her and no one knew she was his girlfriend i can'ttt
user11 oh so he WON WON
user12 "he's pretty athletic" and he's an f1 driver she's so 😭☠
user13 okay man whatever no need to brag
user14 so is she a better tennis player oscarpiastri ??
->oscarpiastri yes.
->user15 not the full stop 😭
->user16 he meant that shit ☠
user17 people were shipping her with every man she's been in the same room as just to be dating someone no one could've guessed
user18 this is so insane WHAT DO YOU MEAN!?!????
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✎…… i love this fic <3
also im currently remaking my lewis x f1 driver fic and i kinda like it better than the earlier draft 😁
Summary: winning the exclusive Spotify x bts event shouldn’t be that much of a plot twist right?
But what if jeon jungkook falls for a fan even though it’s forbidden in this industry?
Word Count: 34.4K
A/N: jk is always on my mind since the comeback! And Arirang is so so so good.
I wrote on this for so long so please leave me some feedback, it´s possible that there are many mistakes :D
The walls of your childhood home in Frankfurt are currently doing more than just providing structure; they are vibrating.
Downstairs, the speakers are pushing the limit. The bass of the new BTS album thumps through the floorboards, a rhythmic pulse that has been the soundtrack of your entire weekend. Your parents are out for the afternoon, which means your younger sister, Lea, has turned the living room into a concert hall. You can practically hear the choreography she’s surely performing in front of the TV.
You sigh, adjusting your glasses and turning your attention back to your laptop screen. As a Journalism student, you’re used to deadlines, but this essay on The Ethics of Digital Media is proving to be a challenge when "Standing Next to You" is rattling your desk.
"Concentrate," you mutter to yourself, typing a few lines about source protection. You’ve lived in this BTS-infused environment for years; you know the lyrics to every B-side, the birthdays of every member, and the fact that Lea’s room is a shrine to Jungkook. You aren't a hater,honestly, the production quality is undeniable,but right now, you just need a quiet workspace.
Suddenly, the music downstairs cuts off. The silence is jarring, lasting only three seconds before it’s replaced by a sound far more alarming: a piercing, high-pitched scream.
Your heart jumps. You push back your chair, ready to run downstairs to see if she’s fallen, but the thundering footsteps on the stairs tell you she’s very much mobile.
Your bedroom door flies open with a bang that makes your pens rattle.
Lea stands there, her face a frantic shade of red, her chest heaving as if she’s just run a marathon. She’s clutching her phone with both hands, her knuckles white.
"Y/N! Oh my god, Y/N, look! LOOK AT THE SCREEN!"
"Lea, I’m right in the middle of—"
"I don't care about your essay!" she shrieks, thrusting the phone inches from your nose. "The email! The Spotify email! It just came through!"
You blink, trying to focus on the bright screen. It’s an official notification from Spotify. Your eyes scan the bold header:
[INVITATION] EXCLUSIVE: SEA SIDE SWIM EVENT WITH BTS & SPOTIFY – NEW YORK CITY
Your stomach does a slow somersault. Because you share a Premium family account and often play the Golden album while studying late at night to stay awake, your combined streaming numbers are astronomical.
"You are among the top 1,000 listeners globally," you read aloud, your voice trailing off. "You have been selected for two complimentary passes to the private beach event in New York..."
Lea grabs your shoulders, shaking you. "We’re going! We’re actually going to see Jungkook! In person! In New York!"
You look at her, then back at the email, then at the pile of textbooks on your desk. "Lea, wait. Look at the date. This is in three days. We’re in Frankfurt. Do you have any idea what last-minute flights to JFK cost? Or a hotel in Manhattan during an event like this?"
"I’ll use my savings! I’ll sell my bike! I’ll do anything!" she pleads, her eyes brimming with tears of pure desperation. "Y/N, please. This isn't just a concert. It's a private event. Only a thousand people. This never happens."
You look at the "Golden" poster on her bedroom door across the hall, then back at your sister's hopeful face. The logical journalist in you says it’s an impossible trip. But the sister in you knows that opportunities like this don't just knock—they scream your door down.
"New York," you whisper, the weight of the realization finally hitting you. "We’d have to leave by Thursday."
The atmosphere at the dinner table that evening is thick with a tension that usually only precedes exam results or broken vases. In your family home in Frankfurt, dinner is usually a quiet affair, but tonight, the air practically hums.
You sit across from your parents, your laptop open at the end of the table—a habit from your Journalism studies that they usually frown upon, but tonight, it’s the command center. Lea is sitting next to you, vibrating with so much nervous energy that her fork clatters against her plate every time she tries to eat a bite of her Schnitzel.
"So," your father says, breaking the silence. He looks from Lea’s desperate, wide-eyed expression to your calm, calculating gaze. "New York. In three days."
"It's a once-in-a-lifetime thing, Papa," Lea blurs out, her voice cracking. "It’s not just a concert. It’s a private event. Only a thousand people in the world! And Y/N’s account got chosen!"
Your mother sighs, looking at the screen where you’ve already pulled up flight prices from Frankfurt to JFK. The numbers are high,painfully high for a last-minute transatlantic trip. She looks at you, the "sensible" daughter. "Y/N, be honest with us. Is this even safe? Two girls alone in New York on such short notice?"
"I’ve researched the venue," you say, flipping the laptop around to show them the official Spotify press release. "It’s a high-security private beach club. Everything is strictly regulated. As for the trip... I’ve already mapped out a budget-friendly hostel in Queens and the train routes. It’s a lot of money, I know. But for a Journalism student, even being in the vicinity of an event this exclusive... it’s a massive networking opportunity."
You see your father’s expression soften. He knows how hard you’ve been working on your degree, and he knows that Lea hasn’t stopped talking about Jungkook since 2017.
He looks at your mother, a silent conversation passing between them. He reaches out and covers Lea’s shaking hand with his own.
"We know we can't take this away from you," he says quietly. "If we said no, you’d probably try to swim across the Atlantic anyway."
Lea lets out a choked sob of relief.
"We will help with the flight costs and the hotel," your mother adds, pointing a finger at both of you. "But this is your birthday and Christmas present combined for the next three years. And Y/N, you are in charge. You keep her grounded."
"I promise," you say, feeling a strange mix of excitement and sudden pressure.
Lea lunges across the table to hug your parents, screaming thank yous into their shoulders. You sit back, looking at the flight confirmation page. In seventy-two hours, you’ll be leaving the quiet streets of Frankfurt for the chaos of New York.
After the parental "green light," the house in Frankfurt transforms into a disaster zone of open suitcases and discarded hangers. To keep your sanity, you prop your phone up on your desk and FaceTime Joshua, your best friend and unofficial fashion consultant.
"Josh, tell me I’m not dreaming," you say, tossing a pair of wide-leg trousers onto your bed.
"You’re not dreaming, but you are currently packing like a librarian going to a tax convention," Joshua laughs, his face filling the screen as he leans back in his own room. "Y/N, this is New York. This is a Sea Side event with the biggest pop star on the planet. We need 'Journalist-meets-Hamptons-Chic,' not 'I’m-here-to-file-my-taxes.'"
Just then, Lea streaks past your open door, clutching a stack of limited-edition photocards and a portable power bank. "DO WE HAVE ADAPTERS? Y/N, THE AMERICAN PLUGS ARE DIFFERENT! WHAT IF MY PHONE DIES?!"
Joshua loses it, cackling into the microphone. "She is absolutely spiraling. It’s glorious."
"She’s been like this for three hours," you sigh, though a smile tugs at your lips. "She’s currently trying to decide which of her twenty Jungkook keychains is 'NYC-coded.' It’s a crisis, Josh."
"I mean, can you blame her?" Joshua leans in closer to the camera. "She’s basically been in a long-distance relationship with Jungkook since the tenth grade. In her head, this isn't a fan event, it's her wedding rehearsal."
"Don't encourage her!" you hiss-whisper, laughing.
"Ooh, yes. Very 'sophisticated European traveler,'" Joshua nods approvingly. "Pairs well with your 'I’m-too-busy-with-my-degree-to-scream' attitude. But seriously, Y/N... what if she actually gets close to him? What if you do?"
You roll your eyes, stuffing a extra notebook into your carry-on. "Please. There are going to be a thousand fans there, plus security that looks like they were built in a lab. I’m just the chaperone. I’ll be the one standing in the back with a coffee, taking notes."
"Right, right," Joshua smirks. "The cold, objective journalist. Just remember, even journalists have hearts. If JK flashes that bunny smile in your direction, I expect a full report on whether his eyes actually sparkle like the rumors say."
"Whatever, Josh," you laugh, finally zip-closing the suitcase. "I'll call you from JFK. If Lea hasn't been arrested for 'excessive fangirling' by then."
While the rest of the cabin is dimmed for rest, your reading light is a solitary beam of focus. Your laptop is balanced on the tray table, the cursor blinking steadily on your latest paragraph.
Next to you, Lea is finally still. After three hours of vibrating with pure adrenaline and checking the flight map every five minutes, she has succumbed to exhaustion. She’s curled up under a thin airline blanket, her head tilted at an uncomfortable angle, still clutching her lanyard in her sleep. In her dreams, she’s already at the pier in New York.
As the flute melodies swirl, you find yourself typing faster.
"The parasocial relationship is no longer just a marketing tool; it is a cultural anchor," you type, pausing to watch the clouds. "When fans travel across continents for a single glance, it’s not just about the music—it’s about the search for a shared identity."
You look over at Lea. She looks so young and hopeful. You realize that while you’re analyzing this world through a lens of objective journalism, she’s living it with her whole heart. You wonder, just for a second, what it would feel like to be that uninhibited. To not just write about the "story," but to be part of it.
You shake the thought away, centering yourself with a sip of lukewarm tomato juice. You are a journalist. You are the observer. You are the one who keeps things under control.
You feel like you're on the edge of something massive. You have your notes, your research, and your professional distance. You’re prepared for everything.
Except, perhaps, for the one thing a journalist can never plan for: the moment the subject of the story looks back.
"The 'Arirang' era isn't just a return to roots," you type, watching the horizon. "It is a reclamation of identity. Songs like 'Normal' and 'No. 29' suggest that the 'Golden' success was just a prelude to something much more human."
The heavy doors of the subway car hiss open, releasing a blast of sound, heat, and the unmistakable scent of oil and old dust. Welcome to the New York City subway.
You and Lea drag your rolling suitcases onto the crowded J train, squeezing into a spot near the door. You look like two brightly colored tourists in a sea of monochrome NYC commuters, but you don't care.
"New York!" you beam, practically bouncing on your heels, giving a nearby commuter a friendly grin that they definitely don't return. "Can you believe we’re here?"
Lea doesn't answer. She is laser-focused on her phone, which is held up high, searching for a signal between stations. "Come on, come on... BigHit said the location update would drop at 9:00 AM EST. It’s 9:03! The servers must be crashing!"
"They’re probably just waiting for dramatic effect," you say, looping your arm through hers so she doesn’t fall when the train lurches. You catch your reflection in the grimy window. Despite the 12-hour travel day, you still have that natural sparkle in your eyes that always makes people feel comfortable opening up to you—a trait that makes you a natural journalist.
The train enters the elevated tracks, and suddenly, sunlight hits the car. Lea’s phone lets out a high-pitched 'ding!'
"LOCATION CONFIRMED!" she shrieks, so loudly that the entire car turns to stare. You just laugh, giving a 'sorry' wave to your fellow passengers.
"Where is it? A private beach?"
"No! It's better! It’s right in Manhattan! PIER 17! At the Seaport! They’re turning the whole pier into a beach set!"
"Okay," you declare, pulling Lea towards the door as the train stops at Canal Street. "The location is set. We have twenty-four hours to conquer this city. First stop: Outfits."
The day is a blur of energy and laughter. You drag Lea through the busy streets of SoHo, where the shops are impossibly stylish. Despite being on a budget, you manage to find that perfect outfit Joshua would approve of: a flowy, white linen dress that catches the breeze and a vintage denim jacket from a local thrift store. It’s sweet, professional, and very 'you.'
You impulsively decide to get your hair done. You opt for a wash, blow-dry, and professional styling. An hour later, you walk out looking like a different person. Your long hair, which is usually practical, is now flowing in soft, natural waves, falling perfectly over your shoulders. It bounces when you walk and frames your face with an effortless elegance.
"Y/N," Lea says, her jaw dropping. "You look... amazing. Seriously. Like a model."
"I look like a tourist who spent too much money," you laugh, though you love how the waves catch the late afternoon light. You flip your hair playfully. "Now, come on, future Mrs. Jeon. I believe you have a fanchant to practice."
You link arms with her, both of you laughing as you walk down the street, your long, wavy hair cascading behind you. You have the outfits, you have the location, and you have that irrepressible sunshine energy. You are ready for Pier 17.
The hotel room in Lower Manhattan looks like a battlefield of glitter, curling irons, and discarded tissue paper. The air smells like high-end hairspray and nervous energy.
While Lea is currently in the middle of a minor meltdown because she can't decide which photocard to put in the clear window of her bag, you are standing in front of the full-length mirror, surprisingly calm.
You decide to pivot from the linen look. New York demands something with a bit more edge, a bit more soul.
You slide into a long, champagne-colored silk skirt that clings to your hips in all the right places, perfectly accentuating your hourglass figure. You tuck in a simple, tight black bodysuit that fits like a second skin, creating a silhouette that is both elegant and effortless. To break up the softness, you throw on your oversized vintage leather jacket and lace up your trusty Dr. Martens.
With your hair falling in those fresh, bouncy waves over your shoulders and a soft, "clean-girl" makeup look that enhances your natural glow, you look incredible. You aren't just a sweet girl from Frankfurt anymore; you look like a woman who belongs in the front row of a fashion show—or a high-stakes press conference.
"Y/N, I can't do this! My hands are shaking too much to put on eyeliner!" Lea wails from the bathroom, clutching a liquid liner like it’s a thermal detonator.
You walk over, gently taking the pen from her hand. You tuck a stray hair behind her ear and give her a reassuring smile. "Deep breaths, little bird. You look beautiful. Jungkook isn't going to care if your wing is two millimeters off, I promise."
"You don't know that!" she squeaks, but she lets you finish her makeup. You find her excitement so sweet, so pure. It reminds you why you agreed to this madness in the first place.
The drive to the Seaport is a crawl through NYC traffic, but the moment the taxi rounds the corner toward Pier 17, your breath catches.
The Brooklyn Bridge looms massive and majestic to your right, its stone arches glowing in the afternoon light. But it’s the crowd that truly shocks you. Even for an invite-only event of 1,000 people, the energy is electric. A sea of fans the "Top 1000" is already snaking around the cobblestone streets.
There are security guards with earpieces every ten feet, massive Spotify-branded banners fluttering in the salty breeze, and the faint, muffled sound of a soundcheck vibrating from the rooftop of the pier.
"The line is huge," Lea whispers, suddenly shy as she clutches your arm. "Do you think we'll even get close?"
You look up at the towering stage structure silhouetted against the East River. You feel that familiar spark of journalist intuition, mixed with a new, fluttering excitement you can't quite explain.
"We’re on the list, Lea," you say, your voice steady as you lead her toward the VIP check-in. "And something tells me today is going to be full of surprises."
The efficiency of New York event security is a marvel to behold. Thanks to your early arrival and your German punctuality, you and Lea manage to breeze through the high-tech scanners at the entrance of Pier 17.
"Y/N! Look!" Lea gasps, pulling you toward the barricade.
Because of your "Top 1000" status, you aren't just in the venue you are practically touching the stage. You are in the very first row, the salt spray of the river misting your face.
While Lea immediately dissolves into the community of fans around her, trading stories about how they got their tickets and debating which song from ARIRANG will open the set, you switch into your element.
You pull your professional camera and your leather-bound notebook from your bag. This isn't just a concert to you; it’s a cultural phenomenon.
"Excuse me, do you mind if I take a quick photo of your lightstick against the bridge?" you ask a fan next to you, your voice sweet and disarming.
"Of course! You look so cool, by the way," the girl chirps, posing for you.
You spend the next hour documenting the "vibe." You capture the way the light hits the 'Spotify x BTS' banners, the frantic joy of the fans, and the meticulous movements of the stage crew. Your long, wavy hair catches the river breeze, and more than a few people—including some of the event staff—linger a second too long when they look your way. You look like a professional, but there's an undeniable allure in the way your silk skirt moves as you crouch to get the perfect angle.
"The atmosphere is a blend of high-fashion gala and beach party," you scribble in your notebook. "The fans here aren't just consumers; they are stakeholders in a global movement. There is a sense of impending history in the air."
Suddenly, the house musica lo-fi remix of "Normal" fades out. The giant LED screens flanking the stage flicker to life with the ARIRANG logo.
The roar that erupts from the crowd is deafening. Lea grabs your arm so hard her knuckles turn white. "It’s starting! Y/N, oh my god, it’s starting!"
You tuck your notebook into your waistband, your heart beginning to hammer against your ribs. You’ve seen them on screens a thousand times because of Lea, but as the first notes of "SWIM" begin to vibrate through the floorboards of the pier, you realize that no camera can capture this kind of energy.
And then, through the haze of stage mist and the golden New York light, the silhouettes appear.
Seven of them.
And right in the center, his eyes scanning the front row with a curious, sharp intensity, stands Jungkook.
The music from "SWIM" pulses through the weathered wood of the pier, the bass so potent you can feel the vibration in the pit of your stomach. High above, the seven silhouettes are moving with a precision that seems nearly unreal, dancing against the glow of the Manhattan skyline as the setting sun paints the city in gold.
And then, it happens.
During the bridge of a new song from the ARIRANG album, Jungkook separates from the group. He leaps with an ethereal lightness, moving from the main stage onto the narrow catwalk that cuts directly toward the barricades. The crowd detonates. The screaming is so overwhelming it swallows the rush of the East River entirely.
He’s getting closer. His black hair is damp with sweat, gleaming under the high-powered spotlights. He’s wearing a a fitted grey tank top with a jacket on top, his body line very much there, and his presence is so commanding that for a moment, you actually forget you're supposed to be here to 'document' the event.
He stops exactly in front of your section.
Next to you, Lea completely loses it. She’s gripping the cold metal of the barricade with both hands, tears streaming unchecked down her face, utterly speechless—she just stares at him as if he's an apparition from another dimension.
Jungkook kneels slightly, the microphone held tight, and sings the next few lines directly into your section. His gaze travels over the first few rows, searching, until it catches.
He sees Lea sob-laughing in front of him, and a gentle, almost amused smile plays on his lips. Then, his gaze moves a fraction further... to you.
You’re standing there, your camera loose around your neck, your leather jacket slightly slipping off one shoulder, and your hair blowing wildly in the breeze. While everyone around you is collapsing in ecstasy, you can’t help yourself: you look at your completely undone sister and you start to giggle. It’s such a typical Lea moment, so honest and sweet, that your natural "sunshine" demeanor just breaks through the 'professional' wall you tried to build.
Your bright, heartfelt laughter is so different in this moment, a clear note rising above the hysterical screaming of the other fans.
Jungkook freezes. His gaze locks onto your face. He sees you giggling, sees your eyes sparkling with genuine amusement, and how untroubled you are amidst the chaos. For a heartbeat, he nearly breaks song. He tilts his head just a tiny bit, his dark eyes flaring, and he gives you a direct, mischievous smirk before straightening up and continuing the melody.
It was just one second. But in that second, he didn't see "Fan Number 452." He saw the person laughing at the chaos.
The final notes of the encore—the high-energy, defiant anthem "Hooligan"—still seem to vibrate in the very marrow of your bones as the stage lights finally dim to a soft, ambient purple. The roar of the thousand fans at Pier 17 is a physical force, a collective exhale of pure, unadulterated joy.
"Y/N! Did you see? Did you see him look at us?!" Lea is practically vibrating, her face tear-stained but glowing with a happiness you’ve never seen before. She’s already busy swapping handles with the girls next to her, desperate to collect every video and photo of the moment Jungkook stood in front of you.
"I saw, Lea. I definitely saw," you laugh, giving her a quick squeeze. "Listen, stay here, take your photos, trade your socials. I need some air and a quiet second to get these thoughts down before I lose the thread. I’ll be just past the security gates by the water, okay?"
She barely nods, already deep in a conversation about Jungkook’s vocal stability. You smile, shake your head, and navigate your way through the exiting crowd.
You walk a few hundred yards away from the main event area, toward a quieter stretch of the pier where the iron railing meets the dark, swirling waters of the East River. The Manhattan skyline is fully illuminated now—a jagged, diamond-crusted horizon that feels close enough to touch. The cool night breeze catches your wavy hair, and you pull your leather jacket tighter around your shoulders, finally sitting down on a weathered wooden bench.
You pull out your leather notebook and a pen. The "sunshine" energy is still there, but it’s softened into a deep, reflective calm. You begin to write, the ink flowing as fast as your thoughts.
"I came here as a skeptic—or at least, as an objective observer. I expected a spectacle of idol worship. But what I witnessed at Pier 17 was a masterclass in human connection. It isn't just about the choreography or the perfectly hit high notes. It’s the vulnerability in 'Normal' and the raw power of '2.0'. BTS isn't just a group of seven handsome men; they are architects of a feeling."
You pause, looking up at the Brooklyn Bridge. You think about the moment Jungkook locked eyes with you. You hadn't been screaming; you had been laughing at the sheer, beautiful absurdity of your sister’s joy. And he had seen that. He had seen you.
You look down at your page and jot down a final, stray thought that feels more personal than professional:
"Music is a universal language, but it’s the silence between the notes where you really find someone. Music is better with you—whoever 'you' may be in that moment of connection."
You close the notebook with a satisfied click of your pen. You feel light, inspired, and completely unaware of the blacked-out SUV idling at the curb just thirty feet behind your bench, or the dark-eyed man behind the tinted glass who is currently pointing you out to his manager.
"That girl," Jungkook says in the backseat, his voice quiet but certain. "The one with the long hair and the camera. She wasn't crying. She was... she was just happy to be there. Find out if she's with the press or just a guest."
Inside the darkened SUV, the air is thick with the scent of expensive leather and the fading adrenaline of the show. Jungkook is still leaning forward, his eyes fixed on your silhouette against the New York skyline. To him, you look like a cinematic frame, a girl in a silk skirt and a leather jacket, hair dancing in the wind, lost in her own world of thoughts and ink.
"That one," Jungkook repeats, his voice carrying a rare edge of curiosity. "She wasn't like the others. She laughed when I looked at her. Not at me, but... with the moment. See if she’s with a local outlet."
A heavy silence falls over the car. Namjoon, sitting in the front passenger seat, turns around slowly. He looks exhausted but sharp, the responsible leader already shifting into "protection mode."
"Jungkook-ah," Namjoon says, his voice low and steady. "Stop. Look at where we are. Look at the lanyard she’s probably wearing under that jacket."
"She has a professional camera, Hyung. She could be press," Jungkook counters, though his gaze doesn't waver from you.
"Even if she is, she’s in the 'Top 1000' section. That makes her a fan by definition," Yoongi chimes in from the back corner, his eyes closed as he leans against the headrest. "And you know the protocol. We just finished the first show of the ARIRANG era. The last thing we need is a love headline in the New York tabloids."
Namjoon nods, his expression sympathetic but firm. "The rules are there for a reason, JK. No private contact. No 'finding out' who they are. It complicates everything..their lives and ours. She’s a guest who had a great time. Let it stay a beautiful memory."
Jungkook sinks back into the plush seat, his jaw tightening slightly. He knows they're right. The "No Dating, No Private Involvement" rule isn't just a line in a contract; it’s the invisible wall that keeps their world from collapsing. He’s the "Golden" maknae, and every move he makes is scrutinized by millions.
He looks out the window one last time as the SUV begins to pull away. You’re still there, tucking your notebook into your bag, your face illuminated by the soft glow of your phone. You look so... normal. So reachable.
"Rules," Jungkook mutters under his breath, a faint, bittersweet smile touching his lips. "Always the rules."
"It’s for the best," Namjoon adds gently, checking his own phone for the post-show brief. "We have an early flight to LA tomorrow. Forget the girl on the bench."
But as the car speeds toward the Midtown tunnel, Jungkook finds himself humming the melody of "Normal." He can't help but wonder what you were writing in that book, and if by some miracle of the New York night, your paths were ever meant to cross again without a barricade between them.
The sunlight streaming through the window of your small hotel room in Manhattan is bright, but it’s the light from your phone that’s currently blinding you.
You had fallen asleep in your silk skirt, too exhausted to even change, while Lea was still huddled over her screen. Now, at 8:00 AM, you are woken up by the sound of a thousand digital birds chirping—your notifications have officially exploded.
"Y/N! WAKE UP! YOU’RE TRENDING!"
Lea practically falls off her bed, shoving her phone into your face. You squint, rubbing your eyes, and then you see it.
TikTok. The caption reads: "WHO IS SHE? The only girl in NYC not crying when JK got this close. Look at his reaction!! 😭✨ #BTSxSpotify #JungkookNYC"
The video is crystal clear. It shows the moment Jungkook knits his brow, leans in, and sings directly toward your section. Lea is visible next to you, a beautiful, sobbing mess of pure fan joy. And then there’s you.
The camera catches your profile, your long, wavy hair catching the stage light, your smile widening as you let out that genuine, effortless giggle at your sister. Then, the camera zooms in on Jungkook. The transition is undeniable. His professional "idol" mask slips for a fraction of a second. His eyes widen, he tracks your laughter, and he gives that specific, tilted-head smirk—a look of genuine, human intrigue—before he has to turn away.
@JK_Global: "She literally laughed in his face and he LOVED it. Teach us your ways, Queen."
@Seven_Springs: "He didn't just look at her. He noticed her. Look at Namjoon in the background of this other angle... he’s watching them both."
The comments are a war zone of "Who is she?" and "I’m so jealous but she’s so cute."
"Y/N, you're a meme! A beautiful, stylish, viral meme!" Lea is hyperventilating. "People are calling you 'The Golden Girl' because you handled the 'Golden' maknae like a normal human being!"
You sit up, running a hand through your messy waves, feeling a flush of heat creep up your neck. You’re a Journalism student; you’re supposed to be the one writing the stories, not being the headline.
"I was just laughing at you, Lea," you groan, though you can't help but re-watch the clip. Seeing his expression in slow motion makes your stomach do that weird somersault again. He really did look at you.
"It doesn't matter why you were laughing," Lea says, her eyes wide as she scrolls through more updates. "The whole fandom is trying to find your Instagram. They’ve already figured out you’re from Germany because of the Frankfurt airport tag I posted yesterday!"
Suddenly, a new notification pops up on your screen. It's an email from a major international music blog.
Subject: Interview Request / Permission to use footage
Your heart skips. Your "sunshine" personality and that one moment of raw, human connection have just done more for your career and your life—than any essay could.
"We need to get to the airport," you say, jumping out of bed. "If I’m going viral, I at least want to have brushed my teeth before we run into any more 'coincidences' in this city."
The atmosphere at JFK International Airport is a chaotic symphony of rolling suitcases, overhead announcements, and the smell of expensive espresso. You and Lea are huddled at a gate in Terminal 4, waiting for your long haul back to Frankfurt.
You’ve pulled your hair back into a casual, messy bun and you’re wearing your oversized leather jacket over a comfy hoodie. You’re back in "student mode," perched on a uncomfortable metal chair with your laptop open, trying to process the madness of the last twelve hours.
"Y/N, look," Lea whispers, nudging you sharply. She’s staring at her phone. "The paparazzi just posted. They’re at the private terminal across the airfield. The boys are leaving for LA right now."
"Good for them," you say, though your heart gives a traitorous little thump. "They have a world to conquer, and I have a 3,000-word essay on digital ethics to finish. Besides, after that video went viral, I’m pretty sure I’m on a 'Do Not Approach' list somewhere."
You turn back to your screen, but you aren't typing. You’re looking at the draft of your blog post: Music is Better With You.
Suddenly, the quiet hum of the gate is broken. A group of men in black suits and face masks moves swiftly through the VIP corridor adjacent to your seating area. It’s not the main group it’s the advanced security detail and a few staff members.
And then, walking several paces behind them, flanked by a manager, is a familiar figure. He’s wearing a grey oversized hoodie, a black beanie pulled low, and a mask that covers everything but those sharp, observant eyes.
Jungkook.
The gate area is relatively empty, but Lea freezes, her breath catching in her throat. She doesn't scream she’s too stunned. You, on the other hand, just sit there, your laptop glowing in the dim terminal light.
As they pass the glass partition, Jungkook’s stride slows. He isn't supposed to look at the "regular" passengers, but his gaze drifts toward the seating area.
He sees a girl with a leather jacket and a messy bun, a laptop balanced on her knees. He sees the "Journalist" he noticed on the pier.
For a second, the world stops.
Through the glass, his eyes lock onto yours. He recognizes you instantly the girl who laughed. The girl who didn't cry. The girl who went viral for being normal.
He doesn't wave. He doesn't stop. But as he walks past, he reaches up and slowly pulls his mask down just an inch, revealing a flash of that same tilted-head smirk from the video. It’s a silent acknowledgment a "thank you" for the moment of humanity in the middle of his whirlwind life.
"He... he looked at you again," Lea whispers, her voice trembling. "Y/N, he definitely looked at you."
You watch the back of his grey hoodie disappear into the jet bridge.
You look down at your laptop, at the final sentence of your essay.
You delete the last period and add one more line:
"Sometimes, the most important stories aren't the ones we publish. They’re the ones we keep in the silence of an airport gate, knowing that for one second, the world wasn't divided into 'Idol' and 'Fan'—it was just two people sharing a look."
You close your laptop with a snap.
The airport terminal is a labyrinth, and your energy has been slightly dampened by a sudden, desperate need for caffeine before the long flight back to Frankfurt.
"I'll be right back, Lea," you say, grabbing your wallet. "Two oat milk lattes. Don't move."
You start walking, lost in your thoughts about the essay and the viral video, following the signs for a premium coffee bar. You push through a heavy, frosted glass door, thinking it’s the entrance to the cafe. Instead, the air suddenly becomes quiet, smelling of expensive sandalwood and fresh lilies. You’ve accidentally stumbled straight into the First Class Private Lounge.
"Oh, mist," you mutter in German, realizing your mistake. You turn to dash back out, but your frantic pivot sends you crashing right into a solid chest.
The impact is enough to make you stumble. You look up, an apology already on your lips. "I am so sorry, I took a wrong turn—"
The words die in your throat.
Standing right in front of you, without his mask now, is Jungkook. Up close, without the stage lights or the distance of a pier, he is breathtaking. His skin is glowing, and his eyes dark, wide, and currently full of surprise are fixed directly on yours.
The silence between you is electric. You feel the "Journalist" in you freeze, while the "Sunshine" in you just stands there, breathless.
"Oh," he says softly. His English is smooth, a little shy. "The girl from the pier."
You can't help it; even in your shock, a small, embarrassed smile breaks across your face. "And you're the one who caused my phone to melt today."
He lets out a genuine, breathy laugh the kind you don't hear in interviews. He looks at the two empty cups in your hand and then at the barista behind the sleek marble counter. He says something quick in Korean to his staff member nearby, then turns back to you.
"Latte?" he asks, tilting his head.
"Oat milk," you manage to say, your heart hammering against your ribs.
He nods to the barista and pulls out a black card, tapping it before you can even reach for your wallet. He orders the exact same thing for himself. As the machine hisses, he leans against the counter, just a foot away from you.
"I saw the video," he says, his voice low so the managers across the room don't overhear. "You were the only one laughing. It was... nice. To see someone just being happy."
"My sister was doing enough crying for both of us," you joke, your natural charm returning even under the pressure.
He reaches into the pocket of his oversized hoodie. His hand brushes yours a brief, warm spark of contact as he presses something small into your palm.
It’s two VIP Lanyards for the upcoming ARIRANG Promo Event in Los Angeles. These aren't just fan tickets; they are 'All-Access' passes, the kind money can't buy.
"For the journalist," he whispers, a playful glint in his eyes. "And for your sister. So she doesn't have to cry in the front row next time."
The barista hands over the drinks. Jungkook takes his, adjusts his beanie, and gives you one last, lingering look the kind that says the "No Dating" rule is the only thing keeping him from asking for your number right here in the lounge.
"see you in LA, Y/N," he says, using your name for the first time.
Before you can ask how he knew it, he’s gone, disappearing through a side exit with his team. You stand there in the middle of the silent lounge, two hot lattes in your hands and the weight of Los Angeles in your pocket.
You walk back out to the gate, where Lea is waiting. You hand her the coffee, your face glowing with a light that has nothing to do with the airport sun.
"Change of plans, Lea," you say, showing her the lanyards. "We aren't going to be in Frankfurt for very long."
You are standing in the middle of the crowded JFK terminal, but for you, the world is still spinning in that quiet, sandalwood-scented lounge. You open your hand, revealing the two heavy, holographic VIP Lanyards for the Los Angeles promo.
Lea’s eyes go wide. She looks at the lanyards, then at your face, then back at the lanyards. The realization hits her like a freight train. She doesn't just scream; she collapses onto the terminal seating, letting out a sob that is half-laugh, half-hyperventilation.
"Y/N... where... how did you..."
"I walked into the wrong room," you whisper, leaning in close so no one else can hear. "I ran into him, Lea. Literally. I walked straight into his chest. He paid for the coffees. He... he gave me these. He remembered me from the pier."
Lea’s head falls into her hands. "You ran into Jungkook. You smelled his perfume. He gave you these? I am going to faint. I am actually going to die right here at Gate B23."
"You’re not dying," you laugh, pulling her up.
Your journalist brain, usually so logical, has been completely hijacked by your impulsivity. You check your phone. Because of your student travel insurance and a bit of luck, you manage to navigate the airline app to rebook. With a heavy fee and a silent apology to your parents’ credit card you swap the Frankfurt leg for the next flight to LAX.
"We're going to California," you declare, your eyes shining. "Right now."
The boarding call for the Los Angeles flight comes an hour later. It feels surreal. You and Lea move through the jet bridge, your hearts hammering in sync.
As you step onto the plane, the flight attendant directs you toward the back, but the path takes you right through the Business Class cabin.
The cabin is quiet, shielded by heavy curtains and a sense of extreme privacy. Most passengers are already settled with their eye masks on, but as you walk down the aisle, clutching your backpack, you pass a row where a familiar grey hoodie is visible.
Jungkook is sitting by the window, his large headphones around his neck. He’s looking at a tablet, but as the shadow of a passenger passes, he looks up.
His eyes meet yours.
He doesn't say a word he can't, with his managers sitting just a row behind him but the look he gives you is intense. His gaze drops to the lanyards peeking out of your pocket, and a slow, triumphant smirk spreads across his face.
Namjoon looks up, recognizes the "Viral Girl" from the pier, and his eyes go wide. He looks at Jungkook, then at you, then back at Jungkook with an expression that says, 'You have got to be kidding me.'
You give them a tiny, polite nodthe perfect polite greeting and keep walking, pulling a frozen, star-struck Lea behind you toward Economy.
You reach your seats in the back of the plane, buckling in as the engines begin to roar.
"He saw us," Lea whispers, her voice finally reaching a pitch only dogs can hear. "He saw that we’re on the flight. Y/N, we’re on a plane with BTS. We’re going to LA. This isn't a story anymore... this is a movie."
You look out the window as the plane lifts off, the New York skyline disappearing beneath the wings. You pull out your notebook and write one single sentence on a fresh page:
Destination: Los Angeles. Status: No longer an observer.
The heavy curtain between Business Class and Economy swings shut behind you, but the silence in the front cabin is deafening.
Namjoon remains frozen for a moment, his gaze fixed on the spot where you just disappeared. He slowly turns his head, his expression shifting from disbelief to a look of sheer, exhausted parental concern. He pulls his noise-canceling headphones down around his neck and leans across the aisle toward Jungkook.
Jungkook is still staring at the curtain, a small, triumphant smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. He looks far too pleased with himself for someone who just broke every rule in the BigHit handbook.
"Jungkook-ah," Namjoon whispers, his voice low and vibrating with a warning tone that usually makes the younger members sit up straight.
Jungkook finally turns, his eyes bright. "Hyung? Did you see? She’s on the flight. What are the odds of that?"
"The odds don't matter," Namjoon says, rubbing his temples. He leans in closer, his voice dropping to a hiss so the managers in the row behind them don't overhear. "Did you give those to her? The 'All-Access' promo lanyards for LA?"
Jungkook doesn't answer immediately. He just reaches for his water bottle, taking a slow sip, his silence acting as a confession.
Namjoon lets out a long, jagged sigh. "Jungkook, look at me. You are in deep, deep trouble."
"It was just a gesture, Hyung," Jungkook counters, his voice defensive but quiet. "She’s a journalist. Or a student. She’s smart, she’s not like—"
"It doesn't matter if she’s the Queen of England!" Namjoon interrupts, his eyes darting toward the staff members. "You tracked her down in the lounge. You gave her untraceable VIP access. If Dispatch finds out you’re personally inviting 'The Viral Girl' from the NYC pier to our private events in LA... do you have any idea what that does to the ARIRANG launch? Do you know what that does to her life?"
Jungkook’s smirk finally fades. He looks down at his hands, the reality of Namjoon’s words sinking in. He’s spent his whole life in a gold cage, and for a second in that lounge, he tried to open the door.
"She has a good energy," Jungkook mutters. "I just wanted to see if she’d actually show up."
"She’s on the plane, isn't she?" Namjoon gestures toward the back of the aircraft. "She’s showing up. And now, for the next five hours, we are trapped in a metal tube with the one person you are strictly forbidden from talking to. If the managers see you even look toward Economy, it’s over. Keep your mask on. Keep your head down. And for the love of everything, stay in your seat."
Jungkook leans back, pulling his beanie lower over his eyes. He listens to the hum of the engines, but his mind is already ten rows back.
He knows Namjoon is right. He’s in trouble. But as he closes his eyes, he can still feel the warmth of your smile from the lounge, and he realizes that for the first time in a long time, the trouble feels worth it.
Ten rows back in Economy, the air feels thinner not because of the cabin pressure, but because Lea is currently having a localized atmospheric collapse.
She is gripped by a state of silent, wide-eyed hysteria. She hasn't touched her tomato juice, and her hands are locked around the armrests of her seat so tightly that her knuckles are a ghostly white. She keeps leaning into the aisle, staring at the heavy navy-blue curtain that separates the "mortals" from the "idols."
"Y/N," she whispers, her voice vibrating at a frequency that suggests a total system failure. "How? How am I supposed to sit here for five hours? They are right there. Behind that piece of fabric. Jungkook is sitting in a chair. He’s breathing the same recycled air as me. He might be... I don't know... eating a snack right now!"
"Lea, please," you say, trying to keep your composure while your own heart is doing a rhythmic dance against your ribs. "You need to act normal. If you start hyperventilating, the flight attendants will think there’s a medical emergency."
"Normal?!" she squeaks, turning to you with an expression of pure betrayal. "You ran into him! You looked into his eyes! You probably smelled his shampoo! And now we are on a plane together! My 'bias' is essentially in the next room, and you’re telling me to be normal?"
You reach over and gently pry one of her hands off the armrest, squeezing it. "Think about it this way: He gave us those lanyards because he liked that we weren't screaming. If we start a riot on a Delta flight, he’s going to regret ever meeting us. You want him to think German fans are cool and collected, right?"
Lea takes a jagged, shaky breath. She looks at the "ARIRANG" lanyard peeking out of your bag and then back at the curtain. "Cool. Right. Cool. Collected. Professional. I am a stone. I am a mountain. I am... oh my god, what if he goes to the bathroom?"
You can't help it; you let out a quiet giggle, your long waves bouncing as you shake your head. "Then he’ll go to the bathroom in Business Class, Lea. They have their own. Now, put your headphones on. Listen to 'Normal'. Internalize the lyrics. Manifest the 'Normal' energy."
"I can't listen to the album! It’ll make me think of the choreo! Which will make me think of his thighs! Which will make me scream!" she whispers frantically.
You sigh, leaning your head back against the headrest. Your "sunshine" personality is being put to the ultimate test. You look out the window at the vast, sun-drenched landscape of the American Midwest passing below.
You think about Namjoon’s face when he saw you. You think about the "deep trouble" Jungkook is likely in right now. You realize that while Lea is worried about being "cool," you’re the one who actually has to navigate the fallout. You’re a journalism student, and you’ve just been handed the biggest "exclusive" of your life except you can never, ever write about it.
"Just close your eyes, Lea," you murmur. "Dream about Los Angeles. Because once we land at LAX, the real chaos starts."
Lea finally leans back, clutching a pillow to her chest. "I’m trying, Y/N. But if I hear his voice through that curtain, I’m not responsible for my actions."
Three hours into the flight, the cabin has settled into a dim, restless hush. Most of the passengers in Economy are tangled in thin blankets, the blue light from their seatback screens reflecting off tired faces. Lea has finally succumbed to exhaustion, her head lolling against the window, fast asleep.
You, however, are wide awake. Your energy has transitioned into a quiet restlessness. Your throat feels dry from the recycled cabin air, and no matter how many times you try to close your eyes, you see that smirk in the lounge.
You slide out of your seat, careful not to wake Lea, and pad down the aisle in your slippers toward the back galley. You’re looking for a flight attendant to ask for a hot herbal tea, but the rear station is empty, cluttered with used meal trays.
You head toward the middle of the plane, spotting a crew member near the heavy navy curtains.
"Excuse me," you whisper, your voice a bit raspy. "Is there any chance I could get a hot chamomile tea? The back galley is empty."
The flight attendant, a busy-looking woman with a kind smile, glances at her watch. "Oh, honey, my colleague is currently resetting the carts in the forward galley. Go ahead through the curtain—just be very quiet, most of the First Class passengers are resting. She’ll fix you up right away."
Your heart skips a beat. "Through... there?"
"Just keep walking to the very front," she nods, pulling the curtain aside for you.
You step through the heavy fabric, and the atmosphere changes instantly. The air here is cooler, smelling of expensive cologne and citrus. The seats are large, private pods, bathed in a soft, violet ambient light.
You walk as softly as possible. You try to keep your eyes fixed forward, but as you pass row 3, you can’t help it.
There he is.
Jungkook isn't sleeping. He’s slumped sideways in his seat, his long legs stretched out, staring at the small window where the moonlight hits the clouds. He’s wearing his glasses now, looking soft and incredibly human.
As you pass, the floorboard gives a tiny, rhythmic creak.
He turns his head instantly. In the dim purple light, his dark eyes lock onto yours. He doesn't look surprised this time; he looks like he was waiting for a ghost to appear.
You freeze for a second, a flush rising to your cheeks. You give him a tiny, apologetic wave a silent 'I'm just getting tea' gesture.
Instead of nodding back, Jungkook sits up slightly. He glances toward the front where the manager is sleeping, then looks back at you. He raises a finger to his lips in a "shh" motion, his eyes dancing with that same mischievous glint.
Then, he reaches into the small side console of his seat, pulls out a small, wrapped chocolate the kind they only serve in Business Class—and holds it out toward the aisle.
It’s a silent invitation. A tiny rebellion in the middle of the night.
You hesitate, your journalism brain screaming about "professional boundaries" and Namjoon’s "deep trouble" warning. But your heart wins. You step closer, your fingers brushing his warm palm as you take the chocolate.
"Thank you," you mouth silently.
He smiles a real, bunny-toothed smile that isn't for the cameras. "Sleep well, Y/N," he mouths back, his voice nothing more than a breath of air.
You tuck the chocolate into your pocket and hurry toward the forward galley, your heart drumming a frantic rhythm. You get your tea, but as you walk back through the curtain to your cramped seat in Economy, you realize you don't feel tired at all.
You sit down next to a snoring Lea, pull out the small gold-wrapped chocolate, and realize that in this high-altitude game of cat and mouse, the rules are starting to feel very far away.
The wheels of the Boeing 787 hit the tarmac at LAX with a definitive thud, jolting the cabin into a flurry of activity. The sun is blindingly bright, reflecting off the polished silver wings—a stark contrast to the moody, purple-lit cabin of the night.
"We’re here. We’re actually in California," Lea whispers, rubbing her sleepy eyes. She looks around frantically, her gaze immediately darting toward the front of the plane. "Do you think... do you think they're still there?"
You don't say anything, but you reach into your pocket and feel the small, gold-wrapped chocolate Jungkook gave you in the middle of the night. It’s a secret weight, a silent tether to the man sitting ten rows ahead.
The chime sounds, and the "Fasten Seatbelt" sign flickers off. Usually, there’s a rush to the aisles, but today, there is a strange, forced delay. Two flight attendants stand firmly at the front of the Economy cabin, their arms crossed.
"Please remain seated for a moment while our VIP passengers deplane," one of them announces over the PA system.
Lea grabs your arm, her nails digging into your leather jacket. "They’re leaving! Y/N, they’re getting off right now!"
You watch the navy-blue curtain. You don't see them, but you hear the muffled sound of heavy footsteps, the hushed commands of security detail, and the faint clatter of gear. It’s a military-grade extraction. Within three minutes, the "First Class" section is a ghost town.
By the time the curtain is finally pulled back and you are allowed to shuffle forward, the Business Class cabin is empty. The plush seats are reset, the bottled waters are gone, and the only trace of their presence is the lingering scent of sandalwood and expensive citrus in the air.
You walk past Row 3. You linger for just a half-second, your eyes scanning the seat where Jungkook was slumped just hours ago. It’s perfectly neat now, as if he was never there. But on the small side console, right where you took the chocolate, someone has left a folded-up flight menu.
You pause, pretending to adjust your backpack, and take a quick look. On the back of the menu, scribbled in black ink, is a tiny drawing of a bunny with a camera. Beneath it, three words in English:
"See you, Journalist."
Your heart performs a frantic somersault. You quickly slide the menu into your notebook, your smile threatening to split your face.
"Come on, Lea," you say, pulling your sister toward the exit. "We have a schedule to keep."
The moment you step out into the terminal, the reality of Los Angeles hits you like a heatwave. Even though the boys have been gone for ten minutes, the airport is still swarming. Paparazzi with massive lenses are sprinting toward the parking garage, and groups of local fans are huddled near the windows, hoping for a glimpse of the black SUVs.
"They're gone," Lea sighs, her shoulders slumping as she looks at the empty VIP exit. "I missed it. I didn't even see the back of his head."
"It's okay," you say, patting her shoulder as you lead her toward the ride-share pickup. You feel the weight of the lanyards in your bag and the menu in your notebook. "The event isn't until tomorrow night. And something tells me, this time, we won't be standing in the back."
As you step into the bright California sun, waiting for your Uber, you look at the palm trees and the hazy blue sky. You’re a journalism student from Frankfurt, you’re halfway across the world, and you’re currently carrying a secret note from the world’s biggest pop star.
The hotel in West Hollywood is a sun-drenched sanctuary of white stucco and palm fronds. After the high-altitude tension of the flight, the ground finally feels solid beneath your feet even if your life feels like it’s floating somewhere in the stratosphere.
"Y/N, the girls from the LA fanbase are meeting at a cafe on Melrose! They have extra photocards from the ARIRANG pop-up!" Lea is practically vibrating as she throws her suitcase onto the bed. "Are you coming?"
"Go ahead, sweetie," you say, giving her a reassuring "sunshine" smile as you unzip your own bag. "I need to walk off the jet lag. My brain is still stuck in a German time zone, and I want to get some 'on-the-ground' notes for my project anyway."
"You’re the best! Don't get lost!" She blows you a kiss and bolts out the door, her purple lightstick peeking out of her backpack.
Stepping onto the streets of Los Angeles is like walking into a high-definition movie. The air is warm, smelling of jasmine and exhaust fumes, and the light has a golden, hazy quality that makes everything look slightly blurred at the edges.
But it’s not just the scenery that’s cinematic. As you walk down Santa Monica Boulevard, you realize the city has been completely colonized by seven men. Their faces are everywhere. On the sides of passing buses, on digital kiosks, and draped over the sides of skyscrapers. BTS isn't just visiting; they own the skyline.
You walk with your camera around your neck, your long waves catching the California breeze. You feel light, unburdened. You duck into a few vintage boutiques, but eventually, you find yourself wandering toward a sleek, minimalist storefront on a high-end corner.
Calvin Klein.
You step inside, the air-conditioning a welcome relief from the afternoon heat. You decide to treat yourself to something small—a classic set of black cotton underwear, simple and confident, much like your style.
As you stand in line at the register, you look up.
Spanning the entire back wall of the store is a massive, black-and-white portrait. It’s a new campaign image.
It’s Jungkook.
He’s wearing nothing but a pair of dark denim jeans, his jacket hanging loosely off one shoulder, exposing the intricate ink of his sleeve and the sharp, athletic lines of his torso. His expression is raw, intense, and impossibly cool—the "Global Icon" personified.
You freeze, your hand mid-air as you reach for your wallet.
Just twelve hours ago, this man was slumped in a plane seat, wearing glasses and a grey hoodie, handing you a chocolate in the dark. Now, he’s towering over you as a god of modern fashion. The contrast is dizzying. You look at the "bunny" drawing in your notebook and then back at the giant, smoldering billboard.
"Your change, miss?" the cashier asks, pulling you back to reality.
"Oh, yes. Sorry," you murmur, feeling a heat creep up your neck that has nothing to do with the sun. You take your bag, but you can't help one last look at the poster.
He isn't just a guy; he’s a monument.
You walk out of the store into the bright LA light, clutching your small shopping bag. You feel a strange mix of intimidation and a secret, bubbling excitement. Tomorrow night, the monument and the girl from Frankfurt are going to be in the same room again.
The late afternoon sun in Los Angeles has a way of turning everything honey-colored. You stop at a small, minimalist cafe near the coast, picking up an iced matcha latte the vibrant green color a sharp contrast to your white summer dress.
With the cold cup condensation dampening your palm, you wander toward the shoreline. You find a quiet spot away from the main tourist piers, where the Pacific Ocean rolls in with a steady, rhythmic roar. You settle onto the sand, tucking your silk skirt around your knees and letting the sea breeze play with your long, wavy hair.
It’s peaceful. For the first time since Frankfurt, the "journalist" brain is quiet. You aren't thinking about headlines or viral videos; you’re just a girl watching the horizon.
About ten minutes later, you notice a figure approaching from the periphery. Out of all the empty space on the beach, this person chooses to sit on a low stone wall just a few feet away from you.
The stranger is swathed in an oversized black hoodie despite the California warmth, with a baseball cap pulled low over his eyes and a mask tucked under his chin. He looks like someone who desperately wants to disappear, yet there is something undeniably familiar about the way he carries his shoulders.
He doesn't say anything. He just sits there, bracing his elbows on his knees, staring out at the same waves you are.
You don't panic. You don't reach for your camera. Instead, you simply turn your head and catch his profile. Even with the cap shadowing his face, you recognize the bridge of that nose and the piercing in his ear that catches the sunlight.
You take a slow sip of your matcha and offer him a soft, genuine smile—the kind you’d give a friend you haven't seen in a while. You don't whisper his name. You don't ask for a photo. You just acknowledge his presence with a kind, quiet warmth, as if it’s the most natural thing in the world for the two of you to be sharing the sunset.
He shifts slightly, his dark eyes meeting yours from under the brim of the hat. He sees the lack of a phone in your hand. He sees that you aren't calling out to the people passing by.
He lets out a long, quiet exhale a sound of pure relief. For a moment, the "Global Icon" from the Calvin Klein wall is gone, replaced by the young man who just wanted to hear the ocean.
He reaches down, picks up a small, smooth seashell from the wall, and slides it toward you across the stone. He doesn't stay; he stands up almost immediately, nodding once in your direction before pulling his mask up and disappearing back toward the parking lot where a black SUV is waiting.
You pick up the shell, its surface still warm from the sun.
"See you tomorrow," you murmur to the wind, your heart feeling light and steady.
The vibe at the Los Angeles beach club is a complete departure from the industrial cool of Pier 17. Here, the air is thick with the scent of salt and expensive sunblock, and the golden hour light makes the entire "Sea Side Swim" set look like a high-end film production.
You’re wearing a light, pistachio-green silk summer dress that flows beautifully in the Pacific breeze. It’s simple, elegant, and perfectly highlights your silhouette without trying too hard. Your hair is down, those long waves framing your face, and your only accessory is the heavy VIP lanyard Jungkook gave you. You look radiant, a quiet point of calm in the middle of a thousand buzzing fans.
Lea is practically vibrating next to you. "Y/N, we’re in the VIP pit. This is actually happening. If I pass out, just leave me here and tell Jungkook I loved him."
You give her a soft, reassuring smile, tucking a stray hair behind her ear. "You’re staying on your feet, Lea. We have a show to watch."
When the bass finally kicks in and the seven members of BTS walk onto the stage, the scream from the crowd is bone-shaking. They look incredible in their relaxed, California-inspired ARIRANG outfits. As they take their positions for the opening talk, Namjoon begins his usual charismatic welcome, his eyes scanning the front rows with professional ease.
Then, he sees you.
His gaze halts for a fraction of a second. He sees the green dress, the calm smile, and the VIP pass hanging around your neck. A visible, heavy sigh escapes him a "here we go again" exhale that is completely lost on the screaming crowd. But you catch it. You see the way his shoulders drop slightly in defeat, and you can’t help but give him a tiny, apologetic shrug.
Jungkook, standing just a few feet away, follows Namjoon’s gaze. When he finds you, his entire face transforms. He doesn't smirk this time; he just looks... relieved. Like he’s found a familiar landmark in a sea of strangers.
The Q&A segment begins, and to the shock of everyone around you, a staff member walks straight to your section and hands the microphone directly to you.
You take it with steady hands, your voice clear and warm as it echoes through the massive speakers.
"First of all, congratulations on the launch," you begin, your tone professional yet kind. "In the track 'Normal', there’s a recurring theme about the cost of maintaining a public identity versus a private one. My question is: In an era where everything is documented and shared, how do you protect the 'normal' parts of yourselves that aren't for sale? Is it a place, a person, or a mindset?"
The crowd goes quiet. It’s a deep, thoughtful question that cuts through the usual "I love you" shouts.
Yoongi, who had been leaning back with his arms crossed, suddenly leans forward. He takes the microphone, his sharp eyes fixing on yours with a look of genuine respect.
"That’s a very insightful question," he says, his voice low and gravelly. "I think for a long time, we thought we had to give everything away to be 'authentic.' But with this album, we realized that 'normal' is a boundary we have to draw ourselves. For me, it’s the silence after the work is done. It’s the things we don't share that actually keep us human. Keeping those small moments private is how we survive the big ones."
He gives you a slow, deliberate nod of acknowledgment. Next to him, Jungkook is staring at you with an expression of pure, unshielded pride.
You hand the microphone back, your heart steady. You aren't just a fan in the crowd anymore; you’re the person who made Min Yoongi stop and think.
Lea is in her absolute element. She is a whirlwind of emotion—one second she’s hitting every move of the "SWIM" choreography with perfect precision, and the next, she’s wiping away fresh tears as the melody of a ballad fills the air. She is living the dream she’s had since she first heard their music in your living room in Frankfurt, and seeing her that happy makes your heart swell.
You aren't just standing there with your notebook this time. You’ve let the "journalist" persona rest. You’re singing along, your voice blending with the hundreds of others, your long pistachio-green dress swaying as you move to the beat. You look relaxed, radiant, and genuinely kind—a stark contrast to the high-pressure world the seven men on stage usually inhabit.
The members are clearly having the time of their lives. The "Sea Side Swim" vibe in LA is looser, more fun. Hobi is laughing as he skips down the catwalk, and Taehyung is leaning over the edge of the stage to give high-fives.
Every time Jungkook spins or moves to your side of the stage, his eyes instinctively find you. He sees you singing, your hair messy from the salt air, not clutching a phone or screaming for attention, but simply enjoying the music. He catches your eye during the chorus of "Normal," and for a split second, he points his microphone toward you, his grin widening when he hears you hit the lyrics.
Even Namjoon, who had started the night with a sigh of professional concern, seems to have softened. He watches you and Lea the crying superfan and the girl who just belongs there and he offers a small, respectful nod during the transition between songs. It’s as if he’s finally realized that your presence isn't "trouble" it’s a reminder of why they make music in the first place.
As the final notes of the encore echo over the Pacific and the confetti cannons blast glitter into the night sky, you realize that the distance between "Idol" and "Fan" has completely vanished.
The show is over, but as the boys take their final bows and linger on stage, Jungkook walks to the very edge, right in front of you. He doesn't say anything, but he taps the spot on his chest where a heart would be, his gaze locked on yours for one long, silent heartbeat.
The neon lights of the beach club are still buzzing, and the air is thick with the scent of saltwater and fading adrenaline. As the crowd begins to surge toward the exits, a tall, broad-shouldered man in a sharp black suit subtly weaves through the fans. He doesn't look like standard security; he has the quiet, intense focus of someone on a personal detail.
He stops directly beside you. Without saying a word or making eye contact with anyone else, he slips a small, heavy piece of cream-colored stationery into your hand.
He gives you a single, nearly imperceptible nod and vanishes back into the shadows of the stage rigging.
Your heart hammers against your ribs as you unfold the paper. It’s thick, expensive cardstock. In the same dark, hurried ink you saw on the flight menu, there is a hand-drawn map of a quiet lookout point in the Hollywood Hills, an address, and a time: 11:30 PM.
Below it, just one word: Please.
A violent shiver of goosebumps erupts across your arms, despite the warm California night. This isn't a fan meeting. This isn't a press junket. This is a leap into the unknown.
"Y/N? Earth to Y/N!" Lea’s voice breaks through your trance. She’s glowing, her face streaked with mascara and joy. "Can you believe that? Yoongi answered your question! And Jungkook... did you see him? He was looking at us the whole time!"
You quickly tuck the note into the hidden pocket of your silk dress, your mind racing. You look at your sister—so pure, so happy, and so incredibly observant when it comes to BTS. How are you supposed to tell the world's biggest fan that you have a private "appointment" with the man she’s spent years dreaming about?
"Lea," you start, your voice a little breathy as you begin walking toward the exit. "I... I think I left my professional camera lens at that cafe we visited earlier. The one near the beach."
"What? No way, you’re so careful with your gear!" Lea frowns, her internal 'big sister' alarm instantly pinging.
"I know, I’m so annoyed at myself," you say, forcing a frustrated sigh. "I must have tucked it under the napkins. I need to go back and check before they close. It’s an expensive piece of equipment for my studies."
"I'll come with you!" she offers immediately, grabbing her bag.
"No!" you say, perhaps a bit too quickly. You soften your tone, giving her a gentle, tired smile. "You’re exhausted, and you need to upload all those videos while the WiFi at the hotel is still fast. Go back, order some room service, and start your 'post-concert depression' ritual. I’ll take an Uber, grab the lens, and be back in an hour. I promise."
Lea looks at you, her eyes narrowing slightly. She knows you’re the responsible one, the one who never loses things. But the "sunshine" in your expression is so earnest, so kind, that she finally sighs.
"Fine. But if you aren't back by midnight, I’m calling the police, the embassy, and Namjoon," she jokes, though her eyes linger on you for a second too long.
You watch her climb into a taxi, waving until the taillights disappear into the LA traffic. Then, you pull the note out one last time.
You take a deep breath, smooth down your green dress, and type the address into your phone. Your hands are shaking, but your resolve is steady.
The night air in the Hollywood Hills is a completely different beast than the sun-drenched warmth of the beach. Up here, away from the city’s concrete heat, a sharp, damp Pacific fog has begun to roll over the ridges.
The Uber drops you at the edge of a gravel turnout. As the taillights disappear around a bend, you are left in a silence so profound it makes your ears ring. You pull your arms tight against your chest, the thin pistachio silk of your dress offering zero protection against the wind. Your breath blooms in small, ghostly clouds in front of you.
You walk the last few meters toward the edge of the lookout, your heels crunching softly on the dirt. Below you, Los Angeles is a sprawling carpet of electric jewels millions of lights shimmering through the haze. It’s breathtaking, but your teeth are beginning to chatter. You really should have grabbed your leather jacket.
Suddenly, the crunch of gravel behind you makes your heart skip a beat. You turn, peering into the shadows where the silhouette of a tall figure is emerging from the darkness near a parked car.
"I didn't know it would cool down this much," a soft, melodic voice says in English.
Before you can even shiver again, a heavy, warm weight settles over your shoulders. It’s a thick, oversized denim jacket still holding the residual heat of someone’s body and the faint, unmistakable scent of sandalwood and expensive laundry detergent.
You look up, pulling the collar of the jacket closer to your chin. Jungkook is standing right in front of you. He’s dressed simply in a black hoodie and beanie, his face uncovered this time. The moonlight catches the silver of his piercings and the deep, tired kindness in his eyes.
"Thank you," you whisper, your voice a little unsteady. "I thought California was always warm."
He lets out a small, breathy laugh and steps up to the railing beside you, looking out at the city lights. He doesn't move away.
"Me too," he admits, shoving his hands into his pockets. "But up here, everything is different. It’s quiet. No cameras. No 'Idol' version of me."
He turns to look at you, his gaze sweeping over your face with a curious, gentle intensity. "I wasn't sure you’d actually come. Namjoon-hyung... he thinks I’m crazy for sending that note."
You offer him a soft, brave smile, the warmth of his jacket finally seeping into your skin. "I’m a journalist, remember? We usually follow the story. But I think I came because you asked 'please'."
Jungkook looks back at the horizon, a small, genuine smile tugging at his lips. For a long moment, the two of you just stand there in the cold, two strangers who keep crashing into each other across the world, finally finding a place where the noise can't reach them.
The cold wind sweeps across the lookout, and despite the heavy denim jacket draped over your shoulders, a small shiver runs through you. It isn’t just the temperature anymore; it’s the sheer weight of the moment.
"You're still cold," Jungkook says softly, stepping slightly closer to block the wind.
"It’s not just the cold," you admit, your voice barely a whisper. You look down at your hands, which are trembling slightly against the fabric of his jacket. "I’m incredibly nervous. Being here... like this... it all feels like a dream. I keep waiting for someone to wake me up in my room back in Frankfurt."
Jungkook stays silent for a moment, watching the way the city lights reflect in your eyes. He doesn't move away. Instead, he reaches out, his fingers hovering for a second before he gently tucks a stray, wind-blown lock of hair behind your ear. His touch is warm and grounded, pulling you back to reality.
"It’s not a dream," he says, his voice low and steady. "I’m nervous too. Usually, when I meet someone, there are ten people between us. Managers, stylists, security... there is always a script. But here?" He gestures to the empty space around you. "There is no script. It’s just us."
He leans his back against the railing, looking at you with a soft, tired smile. "When I saw you at the beach tonight, singing along... you looked so happy. Not like you were watching a show, but like you were just living. I haven't felt 'normal' in a long time, but looking at you makes it feel possible."
You look up at him, the honesty in his eyes catching you off guard. The "Global Icon" from the billboards is gone. In the moonlight, he just looks like a young man who is lonely in a very crowded world.
"I didn't think I'd actually be here," you confess, a small, shy smile finally breaking through your nerves. "My sister thinks I'm at a cafe looking for a camera lens."
Jungkook lets out a soft laugh, the sound bright against the quiet of the hills. "Then we should make sure this 'dream' is worth the lie, shouldn't we?"
He settles into the silence with you, and for the first time, the trembling in your hands starts to fade. The air is still cold, but the space between you feels incredibly warm.
The wind picks up, whistling through the canyon and making the heavy denim of his jacket flap against your legs. You huddle deeper into the fabric, the cold now biting through the silk of your dress.
"Get in," Jungkook says softly, gesturing toward the dark SUV idling nearby. "It’s too cold to stay out here."
The interior of the car is a sudden sanctuary warm, smelling of clean leather and a hint of the sandalwood scent that seems to follow him everywhere. He slides into the driver's seat beside you, his presence filling the quiet cabin. For a moment, he just sits there, his hands resting on the steering wheel, the moonlight catching the silver rings on his fingers.
"Where can we actually go?" you ask, your voice finally steadying as the heater begins to hum. "Is there anywhere in this city where people won't recognize you? A place where we can just... talk?"
Jungkook lets out a short, dry laugh, his gaze dropping to the dashboard. He looks tired for a second, the weight of his own fame settling back onto his shoulders. "In Los Angeles? It’s nearly impossible. Every corner has a camera, and every person has a phone. If we walk into a cafe or a park, the world will know within five minutes."
He looks over at you, his dark eyes searching yours. There’s a flicker of frustration there, a longing for a freedom he hasn't had in a decade.
"I have a suite at the hotel," you say quietly, the suggestion hanging in the warm air between you. "My sister is asleep, or she’s busy with her fan groups. It’s the only place I can think of that isn't a public stage."
Jungkook stays silent for a long heartbeat, his grip tightening slightly on the wheel. He knows the risks the 'deep trouble' Namjoon warned him about is waiting right outside the car door. But then he looks at you, really looks at you, and the tension in his jaw relaxes.
"The hotel," he repeats, a small, daring smile touching his lips. "Okay. Let’s go."
He shifts the car into gear, and as the SUV begins to wind down the dark Hollywood hills toward the sea of lights below, the silence in the car feels different. It’s no longer a dream; it’s a shared secret, and for the first time, you’re the ones driving the story.
The drive back to West Hollywood is surreal. The closer you get to the hotel, the more the silence in the SUV fills with a strange, nervous electricity. Jungkook drives with one hand, the other resting near the gear shift, his profile illuminated by the passing neon of the Sunset Strip.
"Sometimes," you whisper as the hotel's white facade comes into view, "being obvious is the best way to be invisible. If we act like we're hiding, people look. If we act like we belong, they don't."
Jungkook pulls his beanie a little lower and nods. "Okay. Let's just be... two people."
You step out into the warm night air, his oversized denim jacket still draped over your shoulders, hiding the distinctive pistachio silk of your dress. You walk through the grand marble lobby, your heart hammering against your ribs. You’re talking to him, laughing softly at a story about Frankfurt, acting exactly like a girl on a late-night date. He walks beside you, his head tilted toward yours, the picture of a relaxed boyfriend.
The plan is working perfectly—until you reach the elevators.
A group of four young girls, clutching their lightsticks and wearing BTS tour hoodies, are standing there, buzzing with post-concert adrenaline. They are exactly the people who would recognize him in a heartbeat.
The elevator dings. The doors slide open. You all step inside.
The space is cramped. One of the girls glances toward Jungkook, her eyes narrowing as she tries to peer under the brim of his cap. You can feel him go rigid beside you, his breath hitching.
In a split-second instinct, you reach up. You grab the lapels of his hoodie and pull him down toward you, forcing him to duck his face into the crook of your shoulder.
"Stay still," you murmur against his ear. "Play along."
You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him into a deep, intimate embrace that shields his face from the rest of the lift. To the girls standing behind you, it looks like a couple lost in their own world.
To make it even more convincing, you tilt your head and press a soft, lingering kiss to the warm skin of his neck, just below his jawline.
Kissing his soft neck felt so good.
The scent of his skin salt, sandalwood, and something purely him fills your senses. You feel a violent shiver run through his entire body. His hands find your waist, gripping the silk of your dress as he buries his face deeper into your hair, hiding completely.
"Oh my god, get a room," one of the girls whispers, giggling.
The elevator crawls upward. Each floor feels like an eternity. You keep your lips pressed against his skin, feeling the steady, frantic thrum of his pulse beneath your mouth.
Finally, the doors chime for your floor.
"This is us," you say breathlessly, not letting go of him until you’ve pulled him out into the hallway and the doors have slid shut behind you.
You let go, stepping back as the silence of the corridor settles around you. Jungkook stands there for a moment, his chest heaving, his face flushed a deep, dark crimson. He touches the spot on his neck where your lips just were, his dark eyes wide and searching yours.
"That," he says, his voice low and incredibly raspy, "was definitely not in the script."
The silence in the hallway feels heavy after the adrenaline of the elevator. You can feel the heat radiating from your own face, a deep crimson that matches the flush on Jungkook's cheeks. You don't dare look him in the eye for more than a second as you fumble with your key card.
"Shh," you whisper, pressing a finger to your lips. "Please, be incredibly quiet. My sister’s room is just two doors down. If she hears a deep voice, she’ll be out here in a heartbeat, and then we're both dead."
Jungkook nods frantically, his eyes wide and alert, looking like a stowaway as he slips through the door behind you. You click the lock shut and lean your back against the wood, finally letting out the breath you’ve been holding since the lobby.
The room is dim, lit only by the golden glow of the Los Angeles skyline bleeding through the sheer curtains. It smells like your travel perfume and the fresh lilies the hotel puts in the vases.
"Safe," he breathes, pulling off his beanie and running a hand through his dark hair, which is messy from the hood and the wind. He looks around the room at your open suitcase, the notebook on the nightstand, and the extra pair of shoes by the desk. It’s a messy, lived-in, human space.
He turns back to you, leaning against the dresser. The tension from the elevator hasn't quite faded; it’s just shifted into something different. He's still touching the spot on his neck where your lips were just moments ago, his gaze fixed on you with an intensity that makes your heart skip.
"Your sister is really that close?" he asks, his voice dropping to a velvety, barely-audible whisper that sends a fresh shiver down your spine.
"Two doors," you confirm, stepping closer to him so you don't have to raise your voice. "She’s probably editing photos of you right now. She has no idea you’re standing next to my minibar."
Jungkook lets out a silent, shaking laugh, his shoulders relaxing as he sinks into the armchair by the window. He looks up at you, the moonlight catching the silver of his lip piercing.
"I think that was the most dangerous thing I've ever done," he says softly. "And I've jumped off stadiums on a wire."
You sit on the edge of the bed, facing him, the pistachio silk of your dress shimmering in the dark. For the first time, there are no fans, no managers, and no sister between you.
"Would you like some water?" you ask, your voice gentle. "Or... I have some German chocolate Lea brought from home. It's not as fancy as the one on the plane, but it’s better than the hotel snacks."
Jungkook smiles, a real, tired, and incredibly sweet smile. "Chocolate sounds perfect. Tell me about Frankfurt. Tell me something that has nothing to do with music or billboards."
The room is cast in a soft, amber glow from the bedside lamp, creating a small sanctuary that feels thousands of miles away from the chaos of the world outside. You move from the edge of the bed to lean against the headboard, and after a moment of hesitation, Jungkook joins you. He kicks off his shoes and sits cross-legged, facing you, the heavy denim jacket now discarded between you.
For the next few hours, the "Idol" and the "Girl from the Pier" simply vanish.
You share the German chocolate Lea packed, breaking off pieces as you talk in hushed, rhythmic whispers. You find yourself telling him about the quiet streets of Frankfurt, the smell of the rain on the pavement near your university, and how you used to sit in the library dreaming of seeing the world.
He listens with an intensity that is almost overwhelming, his dark eyes never leaving yours. In return, he tells you about the things he misses—the simple joy of walking into a convenience store at 3:00 AM without a mask, or the way his mother’s cooking smells when he finally gets a day off.
"Sometimes," he whispers, his voice low and raspy in the quiet room, "I feel like I'm watching my own life through a screen. Everything is so fast. So loud. But tonight... sitting here... it feels like the volume has finally been turned down."
"I think everyone needs a place where the volume is zero," you say softly, offering him a small, kind smile. "Even you."
You talk about movies, about the fear of the future, and about how strange it is that a wrong turn in a New York airport led to a hotel room in Los Angeles. It’s effortless. There are no awkward silences, no forced topics. You laugh at the same things, and you fall into quiet moments that feel comfortable rather than heavy. It’s the kind of conversation you only have with someone you’ve known for a lifetime—or someone you were always meant to meet.
At one point, he reaches out and traces the pattern on your blanket, his hand resting just inches from yours. "You have a very peaceful energy," he murmurs. "It’s... grounding. I don't feel like I have to be 'Jungkook' right now. I can just be me."
You look at him, seeing the exhaustion behind the sparkle in his eyes, and you realize that out of all the millions of people who scream his name, you might be one of the few who is actually seeing him.
"Then just be you," you whisper, moving your hand just enough so your pinky finger brushes against his. "I like that version much better anyway."
He catches your finger with his, a small, tethering touch that makes the air in the room feel thick with a new kind of electricity. The clock on the bedside table ticks toward 2:00 AM, but neither of you moves. The world is asleep, and for tonight, the only two people who matter are sitting on a bed in West Hollywood, sharing a bar of German chocolate and a thousand whispered secrets.
The dim glow of the Los Angeles skyline filtered through the sheer curtains, casting long, blue-tinted shadows across the bed. The air in the room had shifted, the lighthearted conversation about Frankfurt and chocolate melting into a heavy, magnetic pull that made every breath feel intentional.
Jungkook’s hand, which had been tentatively touching yours, suddenly slid upward. His fingers, calloused and warm, traced the line of your jaw before settling at the nape of your neck. He pulled you closer, his forehead resting against yours. His breathing was jagged, out of sync with the quiet hum of the air conditioner.
"It’s been a long time," he whispered, his voice cracking with a raw, vulnerable honesty. He looked down, a flicker of genuine shame crossing his features. "Trusting someone... it’s the hardest part of my life. I don’t... I’m out of practice. I’m worried I won’t be..."
The confession, coming from a man the entire world idolized as a god of confidence, hit you right in the center of your chest. The fact that he was exposing this specific insecurity to you a girl he’d met by chance—fueled a sudden, protective fire inside you. You felt a wave of boldness wash over you, fueled by the sheer weight of the trust he was placing in your hands.
"Look at me," you murmured, your voice low and commanding.
When his dark eyes met yours, you didn't wait. You reached out, grabbing the hem of his black hoodie and pulling it upward. He helped you, his movements a bit frantic as he stripped it off, revealing the expansive ink on his arms and the sharp, defined muscles of his chest. You followed suit, the silk of your pistachio dress sliding down your body and pooling at your hips until you were both bare to the waist.
You pushed him back against the pillows, crawling over him until you were straddling his lap. The contrast of your soft skin against his hard, tattooed frame was electric.
"Don't be ashamed," you whispered, leaning down until your lips were inches from his. "There is no 'Idol' here. It's just you. And I'm not going anywhere."
You kissed him then, not with the soft hesitation from the elevator, but with a deep, hungry intent. Jungkook let out a low, guttural groan, his large hands slamming against your waist to pull you flush against him. The kiss tasted like the chocolate you’d shared and the desperation of years of isolation.
He flipped you over with a sudden burst of strength, pinning your wrists gently above your head as he buried his face in the crook of your neck. He breathed you in, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin where you had kissed him earlier. Every touch was heightened, every slide of his skin against yours felt like a revelation.
When he finally moved between your legs, his movements were slow, almost reverent. He watched your face, his eyes searching for every flicker of pleasure, every gasp that escaped your lips. The moment he entered you, he froze, his head dropping to your shoulder as a shuddering breath left his lungs. He gripped the sheets so hard his knuckles turned white.
"Y/N," he choked out, his voice thick with emotion. "Please... stay with me."
"I'm right here," you gasped, wrapping your legs around his waist to pull him deeper.
The rhythm that followed was primal and honest. There was no polished choreography, no camera angles—just the sound of skin hitting skin and the frantic, joined breathing of two people who had found a temporary escape from the world. He moved with a desperate intensity, his tattoos blurring in the low light as he sought friction and connection.
He was clumsy at times, his movements fueled by a long-starved hunger, but that only made it more real. You met him move for move, your fingers digging into the muscles of his back, urging him on. As the tension built to a breaking point, Jungkook let out a sharp, choked-off cry, his body tensing as he collapsed against you, his heart hammering like a trapped bird against your ribs.
The silence that followed was thick and sweet. He didn't pull away; he stayed buried in the curve of your neck, his breath hot against your skin. The shame was gone, replaced by a quiet, exhausted peace.
"Thank you," he whispered into your hair, his voice barely audible. "For making me feel human again."
The heavy, electric silence of the room lingered as you finally pulled away from the warmth of the tangled sheets. Your skin felt sensitized, glowing in the pale moonlight that washed over the bed. You stood up, the cool air of the room a sharp contrast to the heat of his body, and began to walk toward the bathroom, your silhouette a graceful shadow against the glass.
At the door, you paused and looked back over your shoulder. Jungkook was propped up on his elbows, his dark hair a mess, watching you with an expression that was raw, dazed, and completely unguarded.
You leaned against the doorframe, a playful, daring grin tugging at your lips.
"I really need a shower," you whispered, your voice still a bit raspy. "Do you want to join me? I have to warn you, though... I only have peach shower gel. You’re going to walk out of here smelling like a fruit basket."
Jungkook let out a low, breathless laugh that started deep in his chest. The tension that usually lived in his shoulders had completely vanished. He looked at the steam already starting to curl from the bathroom door and then back at you, his eyes darkening with a renewed, mischievous spark.
"Peach?" he repeated, his voice dropping into that velvety, intimate register. He threw back the covers, his tattooed frame moving with a sudden, effortless grace as he stood up. "I think I can live with being a peach for a morning, as long as I'm with you."
He crossed the room in three long strides, his hand reaching out to catch yours just as you turned toward the water.
The bathroom was quickly swallowed by a thick, fragrant wall of steam. The hot water drummed against the glass, creating a rhythmic sanctuary that felt worlds away from the bright billboards of the city outside.
As you stepped under the spray, the water slicked your hair down your back, the heat turning your skin a flushed, rosy pink. Jungkook followed you, his large, tattooed frame nearly filling the small shower stall. The moment he was within reach, he didn't hesitate; he pulled you back against the tiled wall, his hands sliding over your wet skin with a desperate, slick friction.
You turned in his arms, your mouths meeting in a kiss that tasted of steam and longing. The sound of the water muffled your gasps as his hands mapped every curve of your body, his touch firm and possessive. He was no longer the shy man from the bed; under the spray, he was all muscle and instinct, his breath hot against your ear as he pulled you flush against his chest.
"You smell like peaches already," he groaned, his voice vibrating against your throat as he buried his face in the crook of your neck.
You let out a soft, breathless laugh, reaching for the bottle of shower gel. "Then let's finish the job."
You poured a generous amount of the sweet-scented gel into your palms, the aroma of ripe peaches filling the small space. You began to wash him, your hands gliding over the intricate ink of his sleeves and the hard, sculpted lines of his torso. It was a slow, intimate ritual. You took your time, your fingers tracing the definition of his abs and the broad span of his shoulders, feeling the way his muscles jumped under your touch.
When you reached his hair, you urged him to lean his head back into the stream. You worked the lather into his dark locks, your fingertips massaging his scalp with a gentle, firm pressure. Jungkook let out a long, shuddering sigh, his eyes fluttering shut as he leaned into your touch, his hands resting on your waist to keep his balance.
"Nobody ever does this for me," he whispered, his voice cracking slightly. "It feels... so good."
You rinsed the suds away, the water cascading over his face and down his chest. He looked up at you then, his eyelashes spiked with water, his dark eyes full of a quiet, intense devotion. He didn't wait for you to finish; he lifted you up, your legs locking around his waist as the hot water beat down on both of you. The steam made everything blurry, everything except the feel of his heartbeat against yours and the slick, peach-scented heat of the moment.
The shower became a blur of tangled limbs and muffled sounds, a frantic, beautiful mess of soap and skin. For those minutes, there were no schedules, no managers, and no fans—just the two of you, lost in the steam of a West Hollywood bathroom.
The steam slowly began to dissipate as the water stopped, leaving only the rhythmic drip-drip against the shower floor. Jungkook stood there for a long moment, his forehead resting against yours, his wet hair dripping onto your shoulders. The playful, heated energy of the shower had settled into a quiet, heavy reality.
"I have to go," he whispered, his voice thick and raspy in the small, humid space. He checked his waterproof watch, a shadow of professional obligation crossing his face. "The call time for the music video shoot is at 5:00 AM. If I’m not back at my hotel before the staff starts moving, Namjoon-hyung will actually lose his mind."
He let out a frustrated sigh, pulling you into one last, tight embrace. You could feel the frantic beat of his heart against your chest. "I don't want to leave. Especially not now. But if we get caught here... if the fans see me leaving your room..."
"I know," you murmured, reaching up to dry his face with a corner of a plush hotel towel. "The 'deep trouble' Namjoon warned you about. You need to go, Jungkook. We can't let this end before it even starts."
You both moved quickly through the darkened room, a silent, coordinated dance of finding discarded clothes in the shadows. He pulled on his black hoodie, the scent of your peach shower gel still clinging to his skin, a sweet contrast to his dark, edgy look. He looked almost like a ghost in the dim light of the Los Angeles dawn.
He stopped at the door, his hand on the handle, looking back at you one last time. You were wrapped in a white hotel robe, your hair damp and messy, your skin still flushed.
"I have to film all day," he said, his English soft but determined. "But after... I’ll find a way. Check your phone later, okay?"
He leaned in, pressing one final, lingering kiss to your forehead a gesture that felt more intimate than anything that had happened under the sheets.
"See you, Peach," he whispered with a small, tired wink.
He slipped out into the hallway, his footsteps silent on the heavy carpet. You stood there, leaning your forehead against the cool wood of the door, listening until the sound of the elevator chiming told you he was gone.
Just as you turned back toward the bed, a muffled, upbeat K-pop song started playing through the wall. It was Lea’s alarm clock. Two doors down, the world was waking up, and the "Normal" life you’d shared for a few hours was officially over.
The sunrise over West Hollywood is a slow, agonizing crawl of pink and gold, but you don’t see the beauty in it. You are staring at the ceiling, the white hotel linens tangled around your legs, feeling the fading warmth of the spot where he was lying just an hour ago.
The silence in the room is deafening.
You just had sex with Jeon Jungkook.
The sentence repeats in your mind like a broken record, each time hitting with a different weight. One moment, it feels like a fever dream a hallucination brought on by jet lag and the dizzying California heat. The next, the physical reality of it crashes over you: the lingering scent of peach shower gel on your skin, the slight ache in your muscles, and the memory of his heavy, tattooed silk-smooth skin against yours.
You roll onto your side, burying your face in the pillow he used. It still smells like him that heady mix of sandalwood and the salt from the ocean.
This wasn't supposed to happen. You were the "journalist" from Frankfurt; he was the untouchable icon on the Calvin Klein billboard. There was supposed to be a wall between those two worlds, a mile-high barrier of PR teams, security guards, and global expectations. But last night, that wall didn't just crumble you both tore it down.
You think about the way he looked when he confessed he was nervous. The way he trusted you with his shame, his touch, and his "normal" self. It wasn't a transaction or a fan-girl fantasy; it was raw and human. And that’s the part that terrifies you the most.
Because now, you aren't just a fan or a bystander. You are a secret.
Two doors down, you hear the muffled sound of Lea's shower turning on. She’s singing one of his songs, ironically completely unaware that the man she idolizes was just breathing against your neck in this very bed. The guilt stings for a second, but it’s quickly eclipsed by a fierce, protective instinct. You have to protect this. You have to protect him.
You reach for your phone on the nightstand, your fingers trembling. Your lock screen is still a photo of the Frankfurt skyline. You check your messages, half-expecting a "it was a mistake" text, but there's nothing yet. Only the quiet hum of the city waking up outside.
You lie back down, closing your eyes, trying to burn the memory of his touch into your brain before the reality of the day washes it away. You’re no longer just watching the story unfold.
You’re the one holding the pen.
The morning light is blinding as Lea practically kicks your door down, her hair wrapped in a fluffy white towel and her eyes wide with frantic energy.
"Y/N! Get up! Get up right now!" she squeals, jumping onto the edge of your bed. "The fan accounts just leaked it! They’re filming the main performance video for ARIRANG at a closed-off set near the Santa Monica Pier. Some fans already saw the equipment trucks!"
You pull the duvet tighter around your shoulders, your skin still humming with the memory of the shower and the weight of his body against yours. Hearing his name—hearing about his "professional" life—feels like a physical jolt to your system. Just a few hours ago, he was a man whispering about his fears in your ear; now, he’s back to being a coordinate on a map for thousands of people.
"Lea, slow down," you say, your voice sounding raspier than usual. "We aren't going to go over there and stalk them. They’re working. Let them have some peace."
"It’s not stalking!" Lea protests, waving her phone in your face. "BigHit just put out an official notice. They’re allowing a small group of verified fans into a designated 'cheering zone' for the final wide shots. It’s an organized event! And since we have the VIP lanyards from the beach club..." She shakes the purple ribbon in the air like a trophy. "We have priority access!"
You stare at the lanyard. The same one Jungkook personally made sure ended up in your hands.
"I don't know, Lea..." you murmur, sitting up slowly. Your mind flashes back to the night before—the way he looked when he was vulnerable, the way he breathed your name against your skin. You feel a sudden, intense wave of protectiveness. If you go there, you have to act like a stranger again. You have to watch him from behind a barrier while the secret of his touch burns under your skin.
"Please!" Lea begs, her lower lip trembling in a classic 'little sister' pout. "This is the last big filming before the tour officially kicks off. Imagine the footage! Imagine just... being there."
You look at her, so full of pure, uncomplicated joy. She has no idea that the man she’s dying to see spent the night three meters away from her dreams.
"Fine," you finally sigh, giving her a tired but kind smile. "Go get dressed. I need to... I need to wake up properly."
As she bolts back to her room, cheering, you fall back against the pillows. You close your eyes and you’re back in the dark, feeling the heat of his neck against your lips in the elevator. You remember the way he whispered "See you, Peach" before disappearing into the dawn.
You touch your collarbone, almost expecting to feel a mark there. You aren't just a journalist or a sister today. You’re a woman with a secret that could set the world on fire.
The morning sun is already baking the pavement as you and Lea head toward the Santa Monica Pier. You move like a sleepwalker, your body heavy with a secret that feels far too large for a hotel room.
You’ve kept your look simple: a pair of denim shorts, a white oversized t-shirt that swallows your frame, and your hair pulled back into a single, tight braid. You look like any other girl on a summer day in LA, but every time the fabric of the shirt brushes against your skin, it feels like a ghost of his touch.
As you approach the cordoned-off filming area, the sound hits you first—the high-pitched, rhythmic chanting of hundreds of fans, the smell of salt spray mixed with expensive coffee, and the shimmering heat rising from the sand.
"Look! The set! It’s the ARIRANG palace gates!" Lea is jumping on her toes, her VIP lanyard bouncing against her chest. "Y/N, we’re so close to the front!"
Security ushers you into the designated "cheering zone," a small, barricaded section right near the main camera crane. The girls around you are vibrating with energy, clutching lightsticks and homemade banners, their eyes fixed on the blacked-out vans parked behind the monitors.
You stand there, your hands tucked into your pockets, feeling like an imposter.
While the girls around you are screaming "Jungkook-ah!" and speculating about his hair color, you are back in the quiet, dim light of 3:00 AM. You’re thinking about the way his pulse thrummed against your lips in the elevator. You’re thinking about the vulnerable, "out of practice" man who let you wash his hair in the dark.
The contrast is dizzying. To these fans, he’s a masterpiece on a billboard. To you, he’s a man who smells like your peach shower gel and whispered "Please" into the crook of your neck.
Suddenly, a coordinated roar erupts from the crowd.
The van doors slide open.
Seven figures emerge, surrounded by a swarm of stylists and managers. They look untouchable—decked out in high-fashion streetwear, their makeup flawless, their expressions professional and distant.
Jungkook steps out last. He’s wearing a sleeveless leather vest and combat boots, his tattooed arm on full display under the harsh California sun. He looks every bit the "Global Icon." He looks like he belongs to the world, not to a girl in a pistachio dress.
He walks toward the center of the set, nodding to the director, his eyes scanning the crowd with a practiced, sweeping gaze.
Your breath catches in your throat. You stay still, hidden behind a taller fan, your heart hammering a frantic rhythm against your ribs. You don't scream. You don't wave. You just watch him, wondering if the "Peach" from the shower is still there under all that leather and stage makeup.
The California sun is relentless, beating down on the sand and the asphalt of the pier. The music for the shoot the heavy, rhythmic beat of Hooligan blasts through the massive speakers, over and over, as the boys run through their choreography.
From the front of the cheering zone, you see Jungkook hit every mark with a lethal, professional precision. His eyes sweep across the crowd, and for a fraction of a second, they land on you. He doesn't falter. He doesn't smile. He doesn't give a single sign to the cameras or the fans that he knows the taste of your skin or the scent of your shower gel. His "Idol" mask is perfectly in place, impenetrable and cool.
The weight of the secret, combined with the heat, starts to feel like too much. While the girls around you are screaming until their throats are raw, you feel a strange sense of detachment. You quietly slip out of the crowd, heading toward a small shaded beverage stand near the edge of the set.
You buy a cold bottle of water and find a wooden bench under a faded blue umbrella. From here, you have a wider view of the madness. You lean back, watching the spectacle from a distance, your mind still drifting back to the quiet of the hotel room.
After the final "Cut!" is called, the tension on set breaks. The boys don't head straight for the vans; instead, they move toward the barricades to greet the fans who have been waiting for hours. It’s a chaotic, beautiful scene.
You watch as they move down the line, taking selfies and signing banners. Then, you see Lea. She’s at the very front, her face flushed with pure, unadulterated joy. Taehyung stops to sign her lightstick, and then... Jungkook is there.
He reaches over the barrier, offering a bright, camera-ready smile. He leans in for a quick, respectful hug with your sister, his arm draping over her shoulder for a split second as someone snaps a photo. Lea looks like she’s about to ascend to heaven.
From your bench, you take a slow sip of your water. You see him whisper something to her probably a "thank you for coming"—and she nods frantically, tears of happiness streaming down her face.
He looks so natural doing it. This is his world. This is the version of him that belongs to everyone. He’s hugging your sister, the girl who dreams about him, while you—the girl who actually held him in the dark—sit alone in the shade, invisible.
A bittersweet smile touches your lips. You aren't jealous of the hug; you’re happy for Lea. But the realization hits you harder than the midday sun: being his secret is going to be the loneliest job in the world.
Just as he’s about to move to the next fan, Jungkook’s gaze shifts. He looks past the crowd, past the security, and finds you sitting under that blue umbrella. For one heartbeat, the "Idol" mask slips. His expression softens into something private, something heavy with the memory of the night before. He doesn't wave. He just looks at you, a silent acknowledgment that even in this crowd of thousands, he knows exactly where you are.
The midday heat is shimmering off the pier, but you stand up from your shaded bench and weave your way back through the crowd. You find Lea exactly where you left her, though she looks like she’s glowing from the inside out. Her hands are shaking as she stares at the screen of her phone, clutching the spot on her shoulder where Jungkook’s arm had rested just moments ago.
"Y/N! Did you see? Did you see that?" she gasps, her voice cracked from screaming. "He hugged me! He actually looked at me and said 'Thank you for coming from so far.' I think I’m going to faint. I’m actually going to die right here on this pier."
You pull her into a side-hug, tucking a sweaty strand of hair behind her ear. "I saw, Lea. You look like you just won the lottery."
"I did!" she squeals, already typing furiously into a group chat.
As she descends into the digital world of fan updates, you feel a presence beside you. It isn't the chaotic energy of a fan or the sharp movement of a security guard. It’s a calm, steady shadow.
You turn to see Namjoon. He’s stepped away from the main group, standing near a stack of equipment crates where the fans can’t quite reach him. He isn't wearing the heavy leather of the performance; he’s in a simple, oversized linen shirt, looking more like a philosopher than a pop star.
"It’s a lot, isn't it?" he asks in his deep, resonant English, nodding toward the sea of screaming fans and flashing cameras.
"It’s a different world," you reply, offering him a small, respectful smile. "I don't know how you all breathe in the middle of it."
Namjoon leans against a crate, crossing his arms. He studies you for a moment not with the "deep trouble" suspicion he had in New York, but with a genuine, quiet curiosity. "Most people here are looking for a piece of the sun. But you... you always look like you’re just observing the weather."
You laugh softly, the sound lost in the wind. "I think the weather is more interesting than the sun. It’s more real."
For the next ten minutes, as the crew resets the lighting rigs, you and Namjoon talk. It’s not about the album or the tour. You talk about the architecture of the Getty Museum, the strange melancholy of Los Angeles, and the books you both noticed in each other's bags during the flight.
He’s brilliant, his mind jumping from one complex idea to another, but he listens even better than he speaks. He asks your opinion on a specific passage of a book you mentioned, and as you explain your perspective—logical, sharp, and slightly cynical—his eyebrows lift in genuine surprise.
"You’re incredibly sharp, Y/N," he says, a dimpled smile finally breaking through his professional mask. "It’s rare to find someone who doesn't just agree with everything I say to be polite. You have a very... grounded way of seeing the world. It’s refreshing. I can see why..."
He trails off, his eyes flickering toward the far end of the barricade where Jungkook is laughing with a group of fans. Namjoon’s smile turns a bit more knowing, a bit more protective.
"I think Jungkook is very lucky," he adds quietly, his voice dropping so the fans nearby won't hear. "Just because someone like you is looking out for him. You’re a very impressive person."
He gives you a small, respectful bow of his head before a manager calls his name. As he walks away, you feel a strange sense of validation. You aren't just a secret in a hotel room; you’re someone the leader of the world’s biggest band actually respects.
The conversation with Namjoon lingers in your mind long after he walks away to rejoin the group. His words—I see why—echo in your ears, grounded and observant. It’s a strange kind of validation, but it doesn't stop the whirlwind of confusion spinning in your chest.
As you walk back toward the barricade where Lea is still hyperventilating over her photos, the sheer reality of the situation hits you like a physical weight.
You had sex with Jeon Jungkook.
Once. In a hotel room fueled by adrenaline, exhaustion, and a strange, magnetic pull that defied logic. But the sun is high now, the cameras are rolling, and the Pacific Ocean is crashing against the pilings of the pier. You live in Frankfurt. Your life is filled with rain, cobblestone streets, and a quiet apartment. His life is this—a screaming sea of purple, private jets, and a schedule that doesn't belong to him.
"Earth to Y/N!" Lea says, waving a hand in front of your face. "You look like you’re seeing ghosts. Wasn't that Namjoon? What did he say? Did he ask about me?"
"He just... he was just being polite, Lea," you lie, your voice smooth despite the chaos inside. "Checking if we were enjoying the shoot."
The director calls for the final wrap. The music cuts out, replaced by the roar of the crowd. The boys begin to move toward the black SUVs, their security detail forming a tight human wall around them. As they walk, they turn back one last time, waving to the fans who have stood in the heat for hours.
Hobi is blowing kisses, Jimin is forming hearts with his fingers, and Taehyung is giving a final, boxy grin.
You stand there, your hands tucked into the pockets of your shorts, looking like just another girl in the crowd. When Jungkook reaches the door of the lead SUV, he stops. He doesn't look directly at you he’s too smart for that but his hand goes to his neck, touching the skin right where you kissed him in the elevator. It’s a silent, searing signal.
Then, he looks up, his gaze sweeping the horizon until it settles on the spot where you and Lea are standing. He offers a small, lingering wave, his eyes softening for a fraction of a second before he disappears into the tinted darkness of the car.
You find yourself smiling back not the scream of a fan, but a soft, private smile that feels like a goodbye and a "thank you" all at once.
As the motorcade pulls away and the crowd begins to disperse, the adrenaline finally starts to fade, leaving a dull ache in its place. You’re happy for Lea, and you’re glad he’s safe, but as you turn to walk back toward the street, the distance between Los Angeles and Frankfurt feels wider than it ever has before.
"That was the best day of my life," Lea sighs, leaning her head on your shoulder as you walk.
"Mine too," you whisper, though for reasons she will never, ever understand.
The hotel corridor is quiet, the hum of the air conditioning the only sound filling the long, carpeted hallway. You are curled up in bed, dressed in your oversized grey pajamas, staring at the ceiling and trying to make sense of the last twenty-four hours. Your skin still feels the phantom warmth of the shower, and your mind is a messy collage of Frankfurt, the pier, and the look in Namjoon’s eyes.
Just as you are about to turn off the bedside lamp, a soft, rhythmic knocking sounds at the door.
Knock. Knock-knock.
Your heart stops. It’s too deliberate to be a staff member and too quiet to be Lea. You scramble out of bed, your pulse racing as you press your ear against the cool wood.
"Who is it?" you whisper.
"It’s me," a muffled, low voice replies in English.
You fumble with the latch, your breath catching in your throat. You swing the door open just a crack, and there he is. Jungkook is leaning against the opposite wall, his hoodie pulled low, looking exhausted but desperate.
Before he can even say a word, you reach out, grab the front of his sweatshirt, and yank him inside. You slam the door shut and lock it in one fluid motion, leaning your back against the wood as if you’re bracing for an invasion.
"Are you insane?" you hiss, your voice a mix of terror and relief. "The security cameras, the staff, my sister... Jungkook, if anyone saw you come in here—"
He doesn't answer with words. He just stands there in the dim light of your room, his chest heaving. He looks different than he did on the pier the leather and stage makeup are gone, replaced by the raw, tired boy who sat on your bed last night. He smells like the ocean and a faint hint of woodsmoke.
"I couldn't go to sleep," he says softly, his English slightly broken by his fatigue. "I kept thinking about what you said on the pier. About the weather being more real than the sun."
He takes a step toward you, his eyes searching yours in the shadows. "I have to leave for the airport in four hours. The tour starts in Tokyo. If I didn't come now... I didn't know when I’d see you again. And I couldn't leave it at just 'once'."
You look at him the most famous man in the world, standing in your hotel room in the middle of the night, risking everything just to sit in the silence with you for a few more minutes. The logic of Frankfurt and the distance of the ocean suddenly feel very far away.
"Four hours?" you whisper, your hand still resting on the lock.
He nods, a small, hopeful smile touching his lips. "Four hours is a long time if we don't spend it talking about the news."
The four-hour countdown hung in the air, a heavy reminder that the world would soon reclaim him. But inside the dimly lit room, the ticking clock only served to make the silence deeper, the connection more urgent.
Jungkook didn't move toward the bed immediately. He stood in the center of the room, his eyes tracing your face as if he were trying to memorize every detail to take with him across the ocean. When he finally reached out, his touch was feather-light, his thumb brushing over your lower lip.
"I don't want to go," he whispered, the raw honesty in his voice stripping away the last of your defenses.
You didn't say anything. You simply took his hand and led him back to the bed. The playful boldness of the shower was gone, replaced by a quiet, aching tenderness. You helped him pull the black hoodie over his head, and he moved with a slow, deliberate grace, his eyes never leaving yours.
When you lay back against the pillows, the room felt smaller, warmer. He hovered over you, supporting his weight on his forearms, his dark hair falling forward to veil your faces from the rest of the world.
The intimacy this time was different it was soft, almost reverent. He kissed you with a slow, lingering sweetness, his lips tasting of the cool night air and a deep, quiet longing. His hands, large and warm, slid beneath the hem of your grey pajama shirt, his palms flat against your stomach. Every inch of skin he touched seemed to wake up, humming under the pressure of his fingertips.
He moved with an incredible patience, as if he had all the time in the world instead of just a few hours. When he finally stripped away the last of your clothes, he paused, his gaze sweeping over you with a look of pure, unadulterated devotion.
"Beautiful," he murmured, the word vibrating against your skin as he leaned down to press a kiss to the valley between your breasts.
When he entered you, it wasn't with the frantic hunger of the night before. It was a slow, deep sink a physical anchoring that made your breath hitch in your throat. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him down until your heartbeats were thumping against each other in a frantic, synchronized rhythm.
He moved inside you with a rhythmic, fluid steadying, his eyes locked onto yours. There was no shame tonight, no "out of practice" hesitation—only a profound, silent communication. Every time he pushed deeper, he let out a soft, shaky exhale against your temple, his fingers interlacing with yours and pinning them to the pillow.
"Stay... right here," he choked out, his voice thick with the effort of holding back.
You arched against him, your eyes fluttering shut as a wave of warmth began to build at the base of your spine. The friction was slick and perfect, the scent of his skin—musk and a fading hint of peach—filling your senses until there was nothing else in the universe but this bed and this man.
As the tension reached its peak, Jungkook buried his face in the crook of your neck, his body trembling with a violent, beautiful intensity. You felt him unravel inside you, a soft, broken sound escaping his lips that was half-sob, half-relief. You held him through the aftershocks, your legs locked tight around his waist, wishing you could freeze the clock and stay in this amber-colored moment forever.
Long after the fire had cooled, he stayed draped over you, his head resting on your chest. He listened to your heart slow down, his hand tracing the line of your hip in a slow, hypnotic circle.
The room was silent, save for your joined breathing. The Los Angeles dawn was still an hour away, but the weight of the goodbye was already settling back into the shadows.
The cool blue light of the pre-dawn sky began to bleed through the curtains, signaling that the four-hour sanctuary was coming to an end. The magic of the night was slowly being replaced by the cold, hard reality of flight schedules and world tours.
Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed, pulling his black hoodie back on. He looked smaller in the shadows, the "Idol" armor not quite fastened yet. He picked up your phone from the nightstand, his fingers tapping quickly on the screen before handing it back to you.
"That's my private number," he whispered, his voice still thick from sleep and intimacy. "Not the one the managers see. Just... me. Please, don't lose it."
You looked down at the screen. It was just a string of numbers, but it felt like a lifeline stretched across the Atlantic. You quickly saved it under a simple, inconspicuous name—just a single "J"—and looked back up at him.
"I won't," you promised, your voice trembling slightly. "I'll be back in Frankfurt by tomorrow night."
He reached out, cupping your face in his large, warm hand. His thumb traced your cheekbone one last time, a touch so tender it made your throat ache.
"Frankfurt isn't that far," he murmured, trying to convince himself as much as you. "I'll find a way. We have the tour, but... I'll find a way."
He leaned in, pressing a final, deep kiss to your lips. It tasted of goodbye and a desperate promise. It was a kiss that held all the words you hadn't said—about the distance, the impossibility of his life, and the fact that you were now a part of it.
He stood up, pulling his beanie low over his eyes. He checked the hallway through the peephole, his professional instincts kicking back in. With one last, lingering look over his shoulder, he slipped out the door and vanished into the silent corridor.
The click of the lock felt final.
You walked over to the window, pulling the curtain back just enough to see the street below. A few minutes later, a black SUV with tinted windows pulled away from the hotel curb, merging into the sparse early-morning traffic of Los Angeles.
You crawled back into the bed, the sheets still smelling of him and peaches, and stared at the new contact in your phone. The world was about to wake up, and your sister would soon be knocking on the door to start the journey home, but for now, you just lay there in the quiet, holding onto the secret that was just beginning
The flight back to Frankfurt is a blur of gray clouds and engine hum, but your mind is thousands of miles away, trapped in a digital bubble.
The transition back to your "normal" life feels like wearing a coat that’s suddenly three sizes too small. You’re back in your apartment, the German rain tapping against the windowpane, but your phone has become an extension of your hand. It vibrates at 3:00 AM with a Tokyo area code; it lights up during dinner with a simple “Thinking of you, Peach.”
You are constantly texting him. It’s a frantic, addictive rhythm of updates photos of your morning coffee, voice notes of the rain, and late-night confessions that bridge the time zones. He sends you blurry backstage selfies, videos of his rehearsals where he’s wearing the same black beanie from the hotel, and tired, sweet messages before he collapses into bed after a show.
But the secret is starting to weigh on you, especially when it comes to Lea.
"Y/N, are you even listening?" Lea asks, leaning over her laptop in your kitchen. She’s obsessed with the tour footage coming out of Japan. "Look at his solo stage! He looks so... different. More intense. Don't you think?"
You glance at the screen, seeing the man who was tangled in your sheets just days ago now performing for fifty thousand screaming people. Your heart does a violent somersault.
"Yeah, he looks great, Lea," you say, quickly flipping your phone face-down on the table as a new notification lights up the screen.
"Who are you texting so much lately?" she asks, her eyes narrowing with sudden curiosity. "You’ve been smiling at your phone for three days straight. Is it that guy from the newspaper? The editor?"
"Yeah," you lie, the word tasting like ash in your mouth. "Just... work stuff. A lot of follow-up on the LA trip. You know how it is."
"Ugh, boring," Lea huffs, turning back to her fan edits. "I wish my life was as exciting as a world tour. Imagine being one of those stylists who gets to be near him every day."
You look down at your hands, the guilt stinging. You’re lying to your sister—the person who loves him most—about the fact that he’s currently telling you he misses the smell of your shampoo. You’re living a double life, tucked away in a quiet German city while your heart is roaming through stadiums in Asia.
Every time you hit send, you feel the thrill of the connection and the sharp pang of the deception. You’re no longer just a spectator in his life; you’re the ghost in his machine, the secret he carries onto every stage.
But as the days turn into weeks, the screen starts to feel like a cage. The "normal" life you wanted is becoming a series of lies, and the man you want is a silhouette on a stage half a world away.
The double life is becoming a heavy coat that you can’t seem to take off. Your phone has become your most precious and most dangerous possession. Every time it buzzes with a notification from "J," your heart skips a beat, a mix of sheer adrenaline and sickening guilt.
You are sitting in a small café in the Altstadt of Frankfurt, the grey German sky drizzling outside. Lea is sitting across from you, showing you a blurry fancam from the Tokyo concert. She’s dissecting his every move, oblivious to the fact that the man on the screen texted you ten minutes ago to tell you he couldn't sleep because he was thinking about the way you looked in your pajamas.
Suddenly, your phone lights up on the wooden table.
J: I wish you were in the front row tonight. I kept looking for you.
Lea’s eyes dart to the screen. You snatch the phone away so fast you almost knock over your latte.
"Who is 'J'?" she asks, her brow furrowing. "You’ve been texting this person since we got back from LA. Is it someone from the flight? Or... wait, is it that guy Jonas from your university?"
"Yeah," you lie quickly, the name tasting like lead in your mouth. "Jonas. He’s... he’s just asking about some notes for the seminar. He’s very persistent."
"He sounds annoying," Lea huffs, stirring her sugar into her tea. "But hey, at least you have someone. I’m still just crying over a man who doesn't know I exist."
She sighs, looking back at the video of Jungkook. You feel a sharp, physical pain in your chest. You want to tell her. You want to scream that he does know she exists, that he hugged her because he knew she was your sister, that he is currently the most important person in your life.
But you can't. To the world, you are a journalist with a quiet life. To Lea, you are her sensible older sister. And to Jungkook, you are the only person who sees the "Human" behind the "Idol."
You spend the rest of the afternoon in a haze, nodding at Lea’s stories while your thumb is busy typing back under the table.
You: I’m there in spirit. Be safe tonight. I miss you.
The lies are stacking up like a house of cards. You’re skipping dinners with your parents, making excuses to stay in your room "to work," just so you can FaceTime him when it’s 4:00 AM in Seoul or Osaka. You’re living in a bubble of peach-scented memories and digital whispers, while the real world is starting to feel like a dream you’re trying to wake up from.
The envelope arrives by express courier on a Tuesday, thick and heavy, with no return address. When you open it, four pairs of VIP passes fall onto your kitchen table—glossy, purple-edged, and radiating the kind of power that would make any fan's heart stop.
Brussels. Munich. Madrid. Paris.
Your breath hitches. It’s not just a gesture; it’s an invitation to follow him across a continent. There is a small, handwritten sticky note tucked inside the Munich sleeve. It just says: “I need to see you in the front row. Please. - J”
You quickly hide the note in your pocket just as Lea walks into the kitchen, her eyes widening as she spots the passes on the table. She lets out a scream that probably alerts the neighbors three houses down.
"Y/N! ARE THOSE—ARE THOSE TICKETS?!" she shreiks, snatching up the Madrid pass. "How? The pre-sale hasn't even started! These are Golden Circle! These are impossible to get!"
Your mind races. You can feel the weight of the secret burning in your pocket. You can't tell her they came from Jungkook. You can't tell her he wants you there because he misses the way you smell.
"I... I won a contest," you stammer, the lie rolling off your tongue with practiced ease. "That interview I did in LA? The production company reached out. They said they appreciated my 'professionalism' and wanted to offer me a press package for the European leg. They sent two of everything so I could bring a guest."
Lea's jaw drops. She looks at you like you’ve just performed a miracle. "A contest? For four different cities?! Y/N, you are the luckiest person on this entire planet! I take back everything I said about your job being boring. This is... this is destiny!"
She throws her arms around you, squeezing so hard you can barely breathe. You hug her back, but your eyes are fixed on the "J" on your phone screen, which has just lit up with a new message: “Did they arrive? I picked the cities with the best hotels. I want to be close to you.”
"We're going to see them four times," Lea whispers, tears actually welling in her eyes. "We're going to see Jungkook four times in two weeks. I can't believe this is my life."
"I know," you murmur, stroking her hair. "I can't believe it either."
The guilt is a cold stone in your stomach. You're giving her the dream of a lifetime, but you're building it on a foundation of lies. You're taking her to see her idol, while you're going to see your lover.
As Lea runs to her room to start planning her outfits for Brussels, you sit back down and pull the note out of your pocket. You trace the "J" with your thumb. You're about to spend two weeks in luxury hotels, traveling across Europe, hiding in the shadows of stadium backstage areas, all while pretending to be a lucky journalist to your own sister.
The game is getting dangerous. And the European tour hasn't even started yet.
Brussels feels different from the gray, familiar streets of Frankfurt. The city is alive with an electric, nervous energy as fans from all over Europe descend on the capital. You and Lea check into a high-end hotel near the Grand Place—a stay that you told her was "part of the press package," but which you know was personally selected by Jungkook for its discreet underground entrance.
Lea is a whirlwind of excitement, laying out her outfit and checking her lightstick batteries every five minutes. "I can't believe we're actually here, Y/N. The concert starts in three hours. I think I might actually stop breathing when he walks on stage."
"You'll be fine," you say, forcing a smile while your phone vibrates in your pocket.
J: Room 412. The service elevator is around the corner from the gym. Ten minutes?
Your heart hammer against your ribs. "Hey, Lea? I actually have to go meet the PR liaison for a quick briefing on the 'press' rules for tonight. It shouldn't take long. Why don't you head down to the lobby and grab us some fries? I'll meet you there in twenty."
"Again with the work?" Lea groans, but the lure of Belgian fries is too strong. "Fine! But don't be late. If we miss the soundcheck entry, I will never forgive you."
As soon as the door clicks shut behind her, you bolt.
You find the service elevator, your pulse thrumming in your ears. When you reach the fourth floor, the hallway is silent and smells of expensive lilies. You find room 412 and knock the same rhythmic Knock. Knock-knock.
The door swings open instantly.
Jungkook doesn't even let you step fully into the room before his arms are around you, lifting you off your feet. He slams the door with his heel and presses you against it, his mouth finding yours in a kiss that is hungry, desperate, and tastes of the weeks of distance.
"I missed you," he mumbles against your lips, his voice deep and vibrating with relief. "I hated the screen. I hated the phones. I just wanted to touch you."
He’s wearing his rehearsal gear baggy sweats and a bucket hat—but his eyes are glowing with a ferocity that makes your knees weak. He pulls you toward the bed, the luxury of the suite fading into the background. For the first time since LA, the "J" on your phone is a living, breathing man in front of you.
But as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, his expression turns serious. "Namjoon asked me about you today. He saw your Instagram story with your sister. He knows you're lying to her, Peach. He’s worried."
The mention of the lie feels like a bucket of cold water. You're in a five-star hotel room with a global icon, while your sister is downstairs buying fries and dreaming of a man who is currently unbuttoning your shirt.
"I had to," you whisper, leaning into his touch. "If I tell her, the secret isn't ours anymore. It becomes everyone's."
"I know," he sighs, pulling you closer until your foreheads touch. "But tonight, for the next hour... it’s just ours. No Lea. No ARMY. Just us."
The heavy, velvet curtains of the Brussels suite were drawn tight, blocking out the gray afternoon light and the muffled screams of fans gathering at the stadium three miles away. In the dim, amber glow of the bedside lamp, the world felt small again—reduced to the space between your skin and his.
Jungkook didn't waste time with words. The weeks of digital longing and pixelated FaceTime calls had built an almost unbearable tension. He pressed you back against the high-thread-count sheets, his hands sliding up your thighs with a possessive, grounding grip.
"I thought about this every night in Tokyo," he groaned, his voice dropping into that low, gravelly register that always made your heart stutter. "Every night."
He stripped off his oversized rehearsal shirt, his tattooed chest heaving with a jagged rhythm. You reached up, your fingers tracing the intricate ink on his shoulder before pulling him down. The kiss was deep and frantic, a desperate attempt to make up for every second you’d spent apart.
He moved with a raw, focused intensity. He didn't just want to touch you; he wanted to reclaim you. His mouth traveled from your jaw to the sensitive dip of your collarbone, his teeth grazing your skin just hard enough to leave a mark he knew only he would see.
When he finally slid inside you, the air left your lungs in a sharp, broken gasp. He froze for a second, his eyes locking onto yours, dark and swirling with a mix of hunger and something that looked a lot like devotion.
"Peach," he whispered, his forehead dropping against yours as he began to move.
The rhythm was deep and deliberate, the friction of your skin against the cool silk of the sheets creating a heat that felt like it could melt the room. You arched your back, your fingers digging into the hard muscles of his arms, anchoring yourself as the world began to blur. He watched your face with a predatory focus, catching every whimper and every hitch in your breath.
He was stronger than he had been in LA more confident, fueled by the adrenaline of the tour. He set a pace that left you breathless, his body a masterpiece of power and grace as he moved above you. The only sound in the room was the rhythmic thud of the headboard against the wall and the frantic, joined gasps of two people who were starving for each other.
As the climax built, Jungkook gripped your hips, pulling you flush against him until there wasn't a millimeter of space left. He let out a low, guttural cry, his body tensing into a bow as he found his release, his heart hammering like a drum against your ribs.
You collapsed into the pillows, your vision swimming, as he followed you down, his sweat-slicked skin cooling against yours. He didn't pull away; he stayed buried in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and ragged.
"Ten more minutes," he mumbled into your hair, his hand tangling in your messy braid. "Just ten more minutes before I have to be 'him' again."
You closed your eyes, savoring the weight of him, even as the cold reality of the stadium clock began to tick in the back of your mind.
The elevator ride back up to your floor feels like an eternity. Your skin is still tingling, sensitized from his touch, and the faint scent of his cologne—musk and rain—clings to your collar. You take a deep breath, trying to slow your racing heart before you reach the door of your suite.
"Good luck tonight," you had whispered just moments ago, pulling him into one last, lingering kiss. He had looked at you with such intensity, his thumb tracing your lower lip, that you almost forgot there were fifty thousand people waiting for him in a stadium across the city.
"I'll be looking for you," he’d promised, his voice a low vibration. "Front row, right side. Don't let me down, Peach."
You slip back into your room, the quiet clicking of the lock sounding like a thunderclap in the silence. You lean your back against the wood, closing your eyes and exhaling a long, shaky breath.
Just as you reach for your makeup bag to check for any "evidence" of the last hour, the door handle jiggles from the outside. You jump, heart leaping into your throat, as Lea bursts in, balancing two cardboard cones of steaming Belgian fries and a bag of sodas.
"I'm back!" she announces, kicking the door shut with her heel. "The line at the stand was insane, but I got the ones with the truffle mayo you like. Did you finish your boring press meeting?"
"Yeah," you say, your voice sounding a little too high-pitched even to your own ears. You quickly grab a fry to give your mouth something to do. "Just... lots of rules about where we can stand and when we can take photos. The usual professional stuff."
Lea hops onto the bed, dipping a fry into the sauce. "You look flushed, Y/N. Was the 'liaison' that annoying? Or is the heater in this hotel just set to 'tropical'?"
"A bit of both," you mutter, walking toward the bathroom. "I'm going to fix my hair and put on some more eyeliner. We should probably head to the stadium soon if we want to beat the crowd."
As you stand in front of the bathroom mirror, you pull the collar of your shirt aside. There, right at the base of your neck, is a faint, blooming pink mark a silent souvenir of his teeth.
You let out a quiet, panicked laugh. You have two choices: find a very thick scarf in the middle of a warm Brussels evening, or trust your concealer to hide the fact that you were just pinned against a door by the man your sister is currently scrolling through on Twitter.
"Hurry up!" Lea calls from the other room, her voice muffled by fries. "The soundcheck starts in forty minutes! I want to be the first ones at the barricade!"
You reach for your heaviest foundation, your hands still trembling slightly. The "professional" journalist is back on duty, but as you catch your own reflection, you see the secret glowing in your eyes.
The irony of your outfit feels like a protective shield as you and Lea merge with the thousands of fans streaming toward the King Baudouin Stadium. You’re wearing a denim skirt and an oversized Taehyung fan shirt, while Lea is proudly sporting the matching Jungkook version.
To any outsider, you look like a supportive sister favoring a different member. It’s the perfect cover.
"I love that we’re matching," Lea says, adjusting her headband as you reach the high-security Golden Circle entrance. "Even if you have 'bad' taste in biases. Taehyung is great, but come on... Jungkook is the center for a reason."
She nudges you playfully with her elbow as you pass through the metal detectors. "And remember the rule, Y/N: Hands off the Golden Maknae. Nobody gets to touch him. He’s the world’s most eligible bachelor, and I plan on keeping it that way until I magically become a K-pop star myself."
She laughs, a bright, innocent sound that makes the guilt in your chest tighten. If only she knew that the man she’s "protecting" was just marking your neck two hours ago.
"I think his fans have that covered, Lea," you say, adjusting the collar of your Tae shirt to make sure the concealer over your love bite is holding up in the humid Brussels air. "I don't think you have to worry about anyone getting too close."
"Exactly!" she chirps, skipping toward the barricade. "He’s untouchable. That’s the whole point of the fantasy."
You reach the front row, right side exactly where he told you to be. The stage is massive, a gleaming mountain of steel and LED screens. The air is thick with the scent of perfume and the electric hum of anticipation.
As the lights finally dim and the opening notes of the intro roar through the stadium, the crowd erupts into a singular, deafening scream. The stage floor opens, and seven silhouettes rise through the smoke.
Even from behind your "Taehyung" shirt, your eyes lock onto the figure on the far right. Jungkook looks lethal in his opening outfit—all black leather and silver chains. He scans the front row as the pyrotechnics explode, his gaze cutting through the flashing lights.
When he finds you, his lips twitch into the tiniest, most dangerous smirk. He sees the Taehyung shirt. He sees your sister jumping up and down beside you, screaming his name.
He steps up to his microphone for his first line, his voice booming through the speakers, steady and powerful. But as he dances toward your side of the stage during the first chorus, he deliberately lingers. He wipes a bead of sweat from his forehead, his eyes fixed directly on yours for a second too long to be accidental.
Lea is losing her mind beside you, clutching your arm so hard it bruises. "Y/N! HE LOOKED OVER HERE! HE TOTALLY LOOKED AT US!"
You just nod, your heart hammering against your ribs. You watch him perform the "untouchable" idol, the man nobody is allowed to get close to and you feel the ghost of his hands on your waist.
The energy in the King Baudouin Stadium is absolutely electric. As the concert hits its stride, the sheer professionalism of the group takes center stage. They move with a synchronized grace that looks effortless, but you know the grueling hours of rehearsal that went into every step.
Despite the pressure of a world tour, the atmosphere on stage is surprisingly light. They aren't just idols; they’re a group of friends who genuinely seem to be having the time of their lives. Hobi is a literal sunbeam, his smile reaching the very back rows, while Jin and Jimin are constantly leaning into each other, laughing at some private joke during the transitions.
Even Namjoon, usually the stoic leader, is grinning ear-to-ear, clearly feeding off the roar of the Brussels crowd. They are professionals in the truest sense hitting every high note and every sharp choreography mark while making it look like a backyard party.
And then there’s Jungkook.
He’s a powerhouse. One moment he’s a lethal performer, his movements sharp and intense, and the next, he’s doubling over laughing because Taehyung did something ridiculous during a freestyle section. Seeing him like this happy, surrounded by his brothers, and adored by thousands makes your heart swell with a different kind of affection. It’s not just about the secret hotel rooms anymore; it’s about seeing the man he is when he’s truly in his element.
During a break between songs, the "Maknae Line" gathers at your side of the stage to drink water and interact with the fans.
"Look, Y/N!" Lea screams over the music, pointing frantically. "Taehyung is looking at your shirt!"
Sure enough, Taehyung spots your fan shirt. He points at his own chest, gives you a massive, boxy grin, and a double thumbs-up. You can’t help but laugh and wave back, leaning into the role of the "Tae-biased" fan.
Beside him, Jungkook is dousing his hair with a water bottle, the droplets glistening under the stage lights. He catches the interaction and rolls his eyes playfully, a silent, "really?" directed right at you. He walks over to Taehyung, slings an arm around his shoulder, and whispers something in his ear while looking straight at your section. Both of them burst into a fit of giggles.
"Oh my god, they're literally best friends," Lea gasps, clutching her lightstick to her chest. "They are so precious. How are they even real?"
You just smile, the secret love bite hidden safely under your collar. You watch them laugh, watch the way Jungkook’s nose scrunches up when he finds something truly funny, and you realize that even though "nobody is allowed to get close to him," you’ve seen the side of him that doesn't need the lights or the leather.
As the beat for the next song drops, the laughter vanishes, replaced instantly by that focused, professional intensity. The transition is seamless. They are the best in the world for a reason.
The stadium lights dim to a soft, ethereal purple as the high-energy choreography fades into the final "ment"—the moment where each member stands at the edge of the stage to speak directly to the fans. The roar of fifty thousand voices settles into a respectful, expectant hum.
Jungkook stands center stage, his chest still heaving from the final dance break. Strands of damp hair cling to his forehead, and his skin glows under the spotlights. He takes a long drink from a water bottle, his eyes scanning the front row until they lock onto yours.
He lifts the microphone, a small, tired, but incredibly sweet smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
"Brussels... thank you," he starts in his soft, slightly accented English. The crowd screams, and he waits for the noise to dip. "Today was... special. Very warm. Like a dream I didn't want to wake up from."
He pauses, his gaze intensifying as he looks right at the spot where you and Lea are standing. Beside you, Lea is clutching her lightstick so hard her knuckles are white, her breath hitched in her throat.
"I was thinking today about... things that are real," Jungkook continues, his voice dropping an octave, becoming intimate despite the thousands of people listening. "Sometimes, life is like a big sun, very bright. But sometimes, the small things are better. The quiet things."
He tilts his head, a playful, private glint in his eyes that only you recognize.
"Like a summer day," he says, a smirk spreading across his face. "Or the smell of... peaches."
The stadium erupts. The fans around you are screaming, theorizing instantly. "Is that a spoiler for a new song?" "Did he eat a peach today?" "He’s so random, I love him!"
Lea is jumping up and down, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you. "Y/N! Did you hear that?! Peaches! He’s so cute! Why is he talking about fruit? He’s literally the most precious human being on earth!"
You can barely breathe. You stand there in your Taehyung shirt, your heart thumping a frantic rhythm against your ribs. You know exactly why he said it. He’s claiming you in front of fifty thousand people, marking the air with the scent of your shower gel, and nobody—not even your sister—has any idea.
Jungkook laughs at the crowd's reaction, a bright, melodic sound. He brings his hand to his lips, blows a kiss toward your section, and then gives a tiny, almost imperceptible wink before turning to let Jimin speak.
As the final notes of the encore begin to play and the confetti starts to rain down like purple snow, you look up at the giant LED screen. Jungkook is grinning, drenched in sweat and glitter, looking every bit the untouchable idol.
But you know better. You know the taste of those lips and the weight of those hands. And as a piece of confetti lands on your shoulder, right over the hidden mark on your neck, you realize that the European tour is going to be the most beautiful, dangerous secret of your life.
The adrenaline of the Brussels concert is still humming through your veins as you and Lea find a small, dimly lit bistro tucked away from the main tourist squares. The cool night air of Belgium is a sharp contrast to the sweltering heat of the stadium, but inside the restaurant, the atmosphere is warm and smells of toasted bread and red wine.
Lea is vibrantly alive, her face flushed with a lingering glow. She hasn't stopped talking since the final encore. She’s currently scrolling through her camera roll, showing you every blurry, zoomed-in photo she took of the stage.
"Did you see the way he moved during Standing Next to You? I swear, Y/N, the physics of it don't make sense. And his voice... when he hit that high note in the bridge, I actually felt my soul leave my body."
You nod, taking a slow sip of your wine, trying to keep your expression neutral. "He’s a professional, Lea. He’s been doing this since he was fifteen."
"It’s more than that!" she insists, waving a fry in the air for emphasis. "There was something different about him tonight. Did you notice the way he was looking at our section? He seemed so... happy. Like he was sharing a private joke with the universe. And that 'peaches' comment! The group chats are already exploding. Everyone thinks it’s a spoiler for a new solo project."
You look down at your plate, a small, involuntary smile tugging at your lips. A private joke with the universe. She isn't entirely wrong.
"And Taehyung!" Lea continues, shifting her focus to your shirt. "He was so sweet to you. You’re so lucky he gave you that double thumbs-up. If Jungkook had done that to me, they would have had to carry me out on a stretcher."
She sighs, leaning back in her chair and looking out the window at the quiet Brussels street. "I just wonder what it’s like. To actually know them. To be the person they think about when they aren't on a stage. It must be so lonely, though. Always traveling, always hidden."
You feel a sharp pang of guilt. You want to reach across the table, take her hand, and tell her that it is lonely, but it's also the most intense thing you've ever felt. You want to tell her that the "untouchable" man is currently probably sitting in a hotel room, waiting for your "I'm safe" text.
"I think they're probably just normal guys when the lights go out, Lea," you say softly. "Tired, hungry, maybe a little overwhelmed by it all."
"Maybe," she muses, finally putting her phone down to eat. "But they’re our normal guys. I’m just so glad we have three more cities. I never want this trip to end."
As she dives back into a story about Jimin almost tripping over a prop, your phone vibrates in your lap. You sneak a glance under the table.
J: I’m at the hotel. The room feels too big. Tell me what you’re eating. Tell me you’re thinking about me.
You quickly type back with one hand while nodding at Lea’s latest observation.
You: Eating fries. And yes... I haven't stopped thinking about you.
You lock the screen and look back at your sister, who is laughing about a funny face Seokjin made. You’re the luckiest girl in the world, and the biggest liar in Brussels.
Back in the quiet of your hotel room, the contrast is jarring. Outside, the muffled sounds of Brussels at night filter through the glass, but inside, it’s just you and the lingering hum of the concert in your ears. Lea is already in the bathroom, humming the melody of Standing Next to You while she brushes her teeth, completely content.
You change into your softest pajamas and crawl under the heavy duvet, the cold sheets making you shiver. You reach for your phone, the screen’s glow the only light in the room. Your fingers fly across the keyboard, the honesty pouring out of you now that you’re alone with your thoughts.
You: Lea is finally winding down, but I’m wide awake. I keep thinking about earlier... I wish I was lying in bed with you right now. I want to feel your skin against mine and kiss your neck until you forget about the stadium and the lights. But I saw the floor plan... there’s security everywhere up there, isn't there? It feels like we’re miles apart even though we’re in the same building.
You hit send, your heart thumping. You picture him in his suite, probably surrounded by staff, managers, and the elite security team that guards the "Golden Maknae" like a state secret. The "Jonas" lie protects you from Lea, but the black-suited men in the hallway protect him from the world—including you.
A minute passes. Then two. You stare at the "Read" receipt.
Suddenly, the three dots appear.
J: You have no idea how much I want that too. I’m sitting here in a robe, staring at the door, wishing I could just walk down three flights of stairs. But you’re right. There are two guards at the elevators and one right outside my door. It’s a cage, Peach. A very expensive, gold-plated cage.
A photo follows. It’s a mirror selfie. He’s disheveled, his damp hair messy, wearing a white hotel robe that hangs open just enough to show the ink on his chest. He looks tired, but his eyes are burning with that same intensity from the stage.
J: I can still feel where you bit me earlier. It’s the only thing keeping me sane right now. Close your eyes. Imagine I’m there. I’m pulling the covers up, tucking your head under my chin... can you feel it?
You pull the duvet tighter around your shoulders, a shaky breath escaping your lips. You can almost feel the phantom weight of his arm over your waist.
You: I can feel it. Only three more cities, Jungkook. We’ll find a way to be alone again. I promise.
J: Munich. I’m already counting the minutes. Go to sleep, my beautiful journalist. See you in my dreams.
You lock your phone and press it against your chest, staring at the dark ceiling. You’re a girl in a regular hotel room, lying to her sister, while the most famous man in the world is three floors up, staring at a door he can't walk through.
The journey to Munich happens under the cover of darkness. While the city of Brussels sleeps, the tour machinery grinds on, and you find yourself sitting in a first-class train compartment, the rhythmic clack-clack of the tracks acting as a heartbeat for the night.
Lea is slumped against the window next to you, her head lolling onto your shoulder. She’s finally crashed, her lightstick tucked safely in her bag, exhausted from the emotional rollercoaster of the concert. The cabin is dim, lit only by the faint blue glow of the overhead lights and the passing streetlamps of the European countryside.
Your phone vibrates against your thigh.
J: We just crossed the border. I can see the moon from my window. Are you awake?
You look down at Lea to make sure she’s deep in sleep before typing back, your thumb hovering over the screen.
You: I’m awake. Lea is passed out on my shoulder. We’re in car 7. Where are you?
J: Car 1. The 'Fortress.' There are three managers in the seats behind me and two security guards at the door. I’m wearing my mask and a hoodie, staring at the dark. It feels like I’m in a submarine.
You bite your lip, staring out at the blurred silhouettes of trees rushing past. You are so close less than a hundred meters of steel and glass separate you yet the social distance is a chasm.
J: I’m going to the dining car. In five minutes. For ‘water.’
Your heart leaps. You: Jungkook, that’s risky. What if someone sees?
J: Everyone is asleep. Including the staff. Five minutes, Peach. Just to look at you.
You gently shift Lea’s head onto a travel pillow, your movements precise and frantic. You slip out of the compartment, your denim skirt rustling in the quiet car. The train is a ghost ship; most passengers are tucked under blankets, their faces obscured by shadows.
You walk through the vestibule, the cold air between the cars hitting you for a split second, and enter the dining car. It’s empty, the bar closed, the tables gleaming under the moonlight filtering through the panoramic windows.
Then, the door at the far end slides open.
A figure in a heavy black oversized hoodie and a bucket hat steps in. He’s wearing a black mask, but you’d know those eyes anywhere. He looks like a shadow come to life. He stops when he sees you standing by the coffee station.
He doesn't say a word. He can’t risk the sound of his voice carrying. He just walks over, his boots silent on the carpet, and traps you between his arms against the counter. The scent of him—fresh laundry and that hint of spicy musk—hits you like a physical wave.
He pulls his mask down to his chin and leans in, his forehead resting against yours. His skin is cool from the air-conditioned car, but his breath is hot against your lips. He reaches out, his gloved hand tilting your chin up.
"Just ten seconds," he breathes, his voice barely a ghost of a sound.
He kisses you not the frantic, spicy kiss from the hotel, but something slow, aching, and full of the loneliness of the road. It’s a kiss that tastes of the miles you’ve traveled and the lies you’ve told.
"I have to go," he whispers against your mouth, his eyes searching yours. "Munich is going to be better. I’ll make sure of it."
Before you can even catch your breath, he pulls his mask back up, turns, and disappears through the sliding door back toward the "Fortress."
You stand there in the dark, the train swaying beneath your feet, your lips tingling. You walk back to Car 7, sliding into your seat next to a snoring Lea. You look out the window at the German landscape, the Bavarian Alps beginning to rise in the distance.
The train glides into the Munich Hauptbahnhof just as the first pale light of dawn touches the spires of the Frauenkirche. The station is quiet, but you can feel the shift in the air—the "tour bubble" is moving into its next phase.
You and Lea trudge through the station, your suitcases rattling over the stone floors. Lea is half-asleep, clutching a giant paper cup of black coffee she bought at a platform kiosk.
"I had the weirdest dream on the train," she mumbles, pulling her hoodie tighter against the crisp Bavarian morning air. "I dreamed I smelled Jungkook’s cologne. Like, really close. It was so vivid, Y/N. Do you think I’m actually losing my mind? Is this what 'stan brain' does to you?"
You keep your eyes fixed on the taxi sign ahead, your heart doing a slow, guilty roll in your chest. "It’s just the lack of sleep, Lea. Your brain is playing tricks on you because you’ve been listening to his solo album on repeat for six hours."
"Probably," she sighs, climbing into the back of a cream-colored Mercedes taxi. "But man, it felt real."
The taxi winds through the elegant streets of Munich, past the Hofgarten and the high-end boutiques of Maximilianstraße, eventually pulling up in front of a grand, neo-classical hotel. It’s even more imposing than the one in Brussels—a fortress of marble and gold.
At the check-in desk, the receptionist looks at your passports and then taps something into her computer. Her eyebrows shoot up.
"Ah, yes. The... press reservation," she says, her voice dropping into a professional whisper. "There has been a slight change. Your original twin room on the third floor was... unavailable due to a maintenance issue. We have moved you to the Executive Wing on the top floor. It is a much more private area."
Lea’s coffee almost slips from her hand. "The top floor? Like... the penthouse level?"
"Exactly," the woman smiles, handing over two gold-embossed keycards. "Breakfast can be served in-suite. We hope you enjoy your stay in Munich."
As you ride the elevator up—the "VIP only" elevator—the silence is deafening. Lea is staring at the gold-plated buttons, her mouth hanging open. "Y/N... what kind of 'press package' is this? This is insane. This is where the world leaders stay. This is where they stay."
The doors chime and open onto a hallway lined with thick, plush carpet that swallows the sound of your footsteps. You walk toward your room, but as you pass suite 801, the door is slightly ajar.
You catch a glimpse of a familiar black suitcase and a pair of combat boots sitting by the door. Your breath hitches. He’s right there. You are separated by a single wall and a few inches of plaster.
"Our room is 802!" Lea squeals, swiping her card. "Right next door! Oh my god, imagine if our neighbor is someone famous. Imagine if it’s—"
"Lea, stop," you say, pushing her gently inside. "It’s probably just some CEO. Let’s just unpack and try to get a nap before the soundcheck."
You shut the door, and the luxury of the suite is overwhelming—floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the Alps, a marble bathroom larger than your kitchen in Frankfurt, and a massive king-sized bed.
As Lea runs to the window to take a video for her Instagram, your phone vibrates. You don't even have to look to know who it is.
J: I told you Munich would be better. The wall between our beds is very thin. Knock twice if you can hear me.
You look at the wall, then at Lea’s back. You walk over to the headboard, pretending to adjust a pillow, and rap your knuckles twice against the wood.
Thump-thump.
A second later, two distinct, heavy knocks echo back from the other side.
Lea spins around, her eyes wide. "What was that? Did you hear that?"
"Just the pipes, Lea," you say, your heart racing with a dangerous, exhilarating heat. "Old buildings, you know? They always make noise."
The steam from the marble shower fills the massive bathroom, and for a second, you let yourself lean against the cool tiles. Your skin still feels the phantom hum of the train, the memory of his mask-chilled face against yours. You scrub away the scent of travel, but you can’t scrub away the adrenaline.
When you step out, wrapped in a plush hotel robe, Lea is already bouncing on the edge of the bed, her energy fully recharged by the luxury of the suite.
"Y/N, hurry up! We’re in Munich! We have to see the Marienplatz, and I want to go to that one cafe that serves the giant pretzels. Plus," she winks, "we might run into them if we hang out in the city center. A girl can dream, right?"
"Give me ten minutes," you laugh, pulling on a pair of high-waisted jeans and a simple black sweater. You check your phone one last time.
You: Going out for a bit. Lea wants pretzels and sights. Don't work too hard at rehearsal.
J: Eat a pretzel for me. I'll be stuck in the stadium all day. Be careful. See you tonight.
The afternoon in Munich is beautiful. The Bavarian sun is bright, and the air is crisp. You and Lea wander through the Viktualienmarkt, the smell of fresh flowers and smoked meats filling the air. You take photos of her in front of the Rathaus, her Glockenspiel video already hitting her Instagram story.
But everywhere you go, you see the "Tour" lurking. You see girls in purple hoodies, hear snippets of Seven playing from boutique speakers, and see the massive black tour buses parked near the Bayerischer Hof.
"Look!" Lea points to a group of fans huddled near a fountain. "They think the boys are staying at the Hilton. Little do they know we’re in the penthouse of the most expensive hotel in the city. If only they knew what I knew."
You take a bite of your giant, salty pretzel, the guilt prickling at your skin. If only she knew what I knew. As you walk toward the English Garden, your phone buzzes. It's a photo. It’s a shot of a stage monitor, blurry and bright, with the caption: “The stage is huge here. I’m tired already. Wish I was eating pretzels with a certain journalist.”
You quickly hide the screen as Lea leans in. "What’s that? Another 'work' email from Jonas?"
"Yeah," you say, tucking the phone into your bag. "He's... asking for a draft of the Brussels review. He's very demanding."
"Tell Jonas to chill," Lea laughs, pulling you toward the river to watch the surfers at the Eisbachwelle. "He's ruining our sister trip."
You spend the rest of the afternoon acting the part—the laughing sister, the casual tourist—while your heart is constantly checking the time, counting down the hours until you’re back in that hallway, back behind the thin wall that separates your world from his.
By the time you head back to the hotel to get ready for the Munich show, the sun is setting, casting long, golden shadows over the Isar river.
"Tonight is going to be even better than Brussels," Lea says, her eyes shining as you enter the hotel lobby. "I can feel it."
As you step into the elevator, the doors start to close, but a hand suddenly shoots out to stop them. A man in a suit—one of the security guards you recognize from the train—steps in, followed by a tall figure draped in a long coat and a face mask.
Your heart stops.
He stands right next to you, his shoulder brushing yours in the crowded space. Lea is staring at her phone, oblivious, but you feel the heat radiating from him.
Under the cover of the silence, his hand brushes against your shopping bag, his fingers ghosting over your wrist for a split second before he shifts his weight. A silent, electric "hello" in a box made of gold and mirrors.
The air in the elevator suddenly feels like it’s been sucked out of the room. Lea, who was mid-sentence talking about a pretzel topping, freezes. Her phone almost slips from her hand as her gaze travels up from the combat boots, past the long black coat, to those unmistakable, soul-piercing eyes peering over a black mask.
She lets out a sound that is half-gasp, half-sob. "Oh my god... oh my... Jungkook?"
The security guard immediately steps slightly in front of him, his hand moving toward his ear-piece. Jungkook stays remarkably calm, though you can see the slight crinkle at the corners of his eyes—he’s trying not to laugh at the sheer chaos of the moment.
"Lea! Lea, hey, breathe!" You grab her arm, physically pulling her back a step to give him space. "I am so sorry," you stammer, looking at the guard and then briefly locking eyes with Jungkook. "She’s just... she’s a huge fan. I’m so sorry for the intrusion."
Lea is vibrating. Literally. "Is it really... are you...?" She can’t even finish the sentence. She looks like she’s about to faint right there on the gold-trimmed carpet.
"I am so sorry," you repeat, your face heating up because you know exactly what he’s thinking. You’re playing the part of the embarrassed older sister, but your heart is screaming because you were just with this man. "We’ll get off at the next floor. I’m so sorry."
Jungkook tilts his head. He doesn't speak he can't risk his voice being recorded or recognized too clearly—but he gives a very polite, humble bow. His hand subtly brushes against his coat pocket, a gesture only you know means he's thinking about his phone.
"Y/N, did he just bow at me?" Lea whispers loudly, her voice cracking. "Did Jeon Jungkook just acknowledge my existence in an elevator?"
"Lea, shhh! Stop it!" You pull her toward the corner as the doors chime for the 6th floor—not even your floor, but you need to get her out of there before she has a heart attack. "I’m so sorry again," you say to the guard, dragging a catatonic Lea out into the hallway.
As the gold doors slide shut, you catch one last glimpse of Jungkook. He’s looking directly at you, and just before the doors seal, he gives a tiny, playful wink that Lea completely misses because she’s busy hyperventilating against a decorative vase.
"I'm going to die," Lea wheezes, sliding down the wall. "I'm actually dying. Did you see his eyes? They were so dark. And he smelled like... like heaven and expensive laundry."
"You need to calm down," you say, your own hands shaking as you check the hallway for other guests. "He’s just a person, Lea. A person trying to get to his room. Come on, let's take the stairs the rest of the way. We need to walk off this adrenaline."
"He looked at me, Y/N! He looked right at me!"
You guide her toward the stairwell, your mind racing. You just apologized for your sister's existence to the man who was kissing your neck twelve hours ago. The absurdity of it is almost too much to handle.
As you reach the safety of your suite, your phone buzzes in your pocket.
J: Your sister is very loud. But she’s cute. You, however... you looked very beautiful when you were blushing and apologizing for me.
Back in the privacy of your sprawling suite, the chaos of the elevator slowly fades into an intoxicating buzz. Lea is currently face-down on her bed, muffled screams emanating from her pillow as she relives the five seconds of proximity to her idol. She’s too far gone to notice anything else in the room.
You seize the moment. You slip into the massive marble bathroom, locking the door behind you. You need a second to breathe, to reconcile the hysterical fan in the other room with the man who winked at you in the mirror.
You look at yourself in the full-length mirror. Your outfit for the Munich show is ready. You’re sticking with the denim skirt from Brussels, but this time, you’re wearing a vintage-style Suga shirt dark, minimalist, and perfectly in character for the 'serious journalist' vibe you’re projecting.
You pick up your phone, your heart doing that familiar flutter. You aim the camera at the mirror, capturing the contrast of the shirt and the skirt, making sure to include a hint of the luxurious bathroom background.
You: Munich fit is ready. Keeping it 'professional' again. But I thought you should know... I just put on that lotion from LA.
You: I smell exactly like peaches right now.
You hit send, your finger trembling slightly. It’s a bold move, a direct reminder of the scent that is becoming your signature, your secret code. The "Tae" shirt was one thing; wearing his hyung's shirt while teasing him with your scent feels deliberately provocative.
You wait, staring at the screen. You can almost feel him through the wall, just a few feet away, probably still winding down from the adrenaline of the elevator encounter and preparing for the massive show ahead.
The three dots appear almost instantly.
J: A Yoongi shirt? Really, Peach? First Tae, now Yoongi-hyung. You’re killing me slowly.
J: That lotion... I can almost smell it. Don't do this to me right before I go to the stadium.
A second message follows, darker, more possessive.
J: I don't care who’s on your shirt. Tonight, when I’m on that stage, I’m only going to be thinking about one thing.
J: The fact that you belong to me. And that you smell like my favorite fruit.
J: Be in your spot. Front row, right side. Don't move.
You lock your phone, a shiver running down your spine. The harmless teasing just escalated into a promise that feels both terrifying and exhilarating. Tonight isn't just a concert; it’s a continuation of the dance you started in the elevator.
"Y/N! Are you almost done?" Lea’s voice calls from the bedroom, sounding marginally less hysterical. "The car for the venue is going to be here in ten minutes! I need to do my eyeliner!"
"Just finishing!" you call back, quickly checking your reflection one last time. You touch the spot on your neck, checking the concealer, and walk out to join your sister, carrying a secret that feels heavier and more precious than any press pass.
The Munich Olympic Stadium is a sea of purple lights, the air thick with the smell of pyrotechnics and the collective roar of sixty thousand people. It’s even more intense than Brussels. The boys are on fire—their energy is raw, their smiles wider, and their synchronization is terrifyingly perfect.
Lea has officially lost her voice. By the time they get halfway through the setlist, she’s reduced to frantic gesturing and rhythmic sobbing. Every time Jungkook body-rolls or flashes that crooked grin, she grips your arm like she’s trying to merge her DNA with yours.
"I... can't... breathe..." she wheezes, her voice a dry rasp. She points at the stage where Jungkook is currently drenched in sweat, his wet hair pushed back, looking like a literal god under the stadium lights.
You, meanwhile, are standing there in your Suga shirt, trying to maintain your "cool journalist" facade while your skin is prickling. You know he’s looking for you. You can feel his gaze sweeping the VIP section, hunting.
Then, it happens.
During "Seven," the beat drops into the chorus. Jungkook struts down the catwalk, heading straight for the right side of the barricade. He stops exactly in front of your section. The fans around you go ballistic, a wall of sound that vibrates in your chest.
He leans forward, resting one hand on his knee, the microphone gripped tight in the other. He scans the crowd, his eyes landing directly on you. A slow, knowing smirk spreads across his face—the kind of look that says I know what's under that shirt.
He leans in closer, as if he’s trying to catch a scent over the barrier, and sings the line: "Every hour, every minute, every second..."
He lingers for a heartbeat too long, his eyes locked on yours with a dark, possessive intensity that makes your breath catch. He’s not looking at a fan; he’s looking at his girl. He knows you smell like peaches. He knows you’re wearing Yoongi’s face on your chest just to tease him.
Lea is clutching your shoulder, her mouth open in a silent scream because she has no voice left to let it out. She thinks he’s just "fan-servicing" the front row. She has no idea she’s standing next to the reason he’s performing with such lethal pheromones tonight.
He stands up, gives a sharp, playful salute—directly at you—and spins away to join the rest of the members for the dance break.
"Y/N..." Lea croaks, tears streaming down her face as she collapses against the metal railing. "He... he looked... at us. He... smelled... the air. Did you see that? He looked like he wanted to eat someone."
"He's just an intense performer, Lea," you say, your voice remarkably steady despite the fact that your heart is trying to kick its way out of your ribs. "Drink some water. You're going to pass out."
As the final sparks of the encore rain down and the boys bow one last time, Jungkook stays back for a second. He looks toward your section, taps his nose, and gives a tiny thumbs-up before disappearing down the stage lift.
The stadium lights are still flickering in your vision as you and Lea fight through the throngs of fans outside the Olympic Stadium. Lea is buzzing with a second wind of pure adrenaline; despite having no voice left, she’s frantically typing on her phone, showing you a flyer for an "After-Show ARMY Party" at a club near the Marienplatz.
"Y/N... you... have... to... come," she croaks, her throat sounding like sandpaper. "Music... dancing... more... Jungkook... fans!"
"Lea, look at me," you say, gently squeezing her shoulder. "I’m exhausted. My head is pounding from the bass, and I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. You go. Take a taxi, stay with the group, and text me when you’re heading back. I just want a long, hot shower and a bed that doesn't vibrate."
She pouts, but she’s too excited to argue. She hugs you tight smelling like sweat, confetti, and pure joy and disappears into a sea of purple hoodies with a group of girls she just met in the VIP line.
You finally make it back to the hotel. The lobby is quiet, the fans outside kept at a distance by heavy security. You ride the elevator up to the 8th floor alone, leaning your head against the cool gold leaf of the cabin wall. You just want to strip off the Suga shirt, wash the stadium grit out of your hair, and breathe.
You’ve just stepped into your suite and tossed your bag on the bed when your phone pings. It’s a notification that makes your breath hitch.
J: I heard the door. I know she’s gone.
J: Don’t shower yet. Come to 801. please peach.
Your heart starts a frantic rhythm. You look at the connecting wall, then at the door. You don’t even stop to check your makeup. You slip out of your room, the plush carpet muffling your steps, and stand in front of 801.
Before you can even knock, the door swings open.
Jungkook is standing there, still half-dressed in his stage gear the heavy boots are gone, but he’s still wearing the black leather pants that fit him like a second skin. His hair is a damp, beautiful mess, and his skin is glowing with the lingering heat of the performance.
He pulls you inside and locks the door in one fluid motion, backing you up against the wood. The room is dim, lit only by the city lights of Munich spilling through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
"That shirt," he growls, his voice low and vibrating against your collarbone as he leans in. He doesn't kiss you yet; he just inhales deeply, his nose brushing the skin of your neck where you applied the lotion. "You really did it. You smell like peaches and you're wearing Yoongi-hyung's face. Do you have any idea what that did to me for two hours on that stage?"
He grips your waist, his thumbs digging into the denim of your skirt. "I couldn't stop looking at you. I couldn't stop thinking about getting you behind this door."
He leans down, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. "Now... tell me again how much you wanted to kiss my neck."
The room is bathed in the cool, blue glow of the Munich skyline, but the air between you is thick and suffocatingly hot. Jungkook doesn’t let you move. He keeps you pinned against the door, his hands sliding under the hem of that Suga shirt, his palms rough and warm against your skin.
"I spent two hours watching you in the front row," he whispers, his voice dropping into that dark, granular territory that makes your knees weak. "Watching you watch me. Knowing exactly what you smelled like under all that noise."
He leans down, his mouth finding the sensitive junction of your neck and shoulder. He doesn't just kiss you; he marks you, his teeth grazing the skin in the exact spot where his previous mark had faded. You let out a broken gasp, your fingers tangling in the damp, dark silk of his hair, pulling him closer.
He groans, a low, animal sound deep in his chest, and lifts you effortlessly. You wrap your legs around his waist, the friction of your denim skirt against his leather pants creating a frantic heat. He carries you across the expansive suite, the moonlight catching the silver of his piercings, before dropping you onto the massive king-sized bed.
He doesn’t wait. He strips off his shirt in one fluid motion, his tattooed chest heaving, muscles corded and glistening with a light sheen of post-concert sweat. He looks lethal, a mix of the idol who just commanded sixty thousand people and the man who only wants to command you.
He crawls over you, his weight a grounding, heavy comfort. "That shirt," he mutters, his fingers hooking into the collar of the Suga tee and tugging it upward. "It has to go. I don't want anyone else's face between us tonight."
You help him pull it over your head, leaving you exposed to his hungry gaze. He stares at you for a heartbeat, his eyes dark with a possessive, raw adoration. "Beautiful," he breathes, his hand sliding down to the button of your denim skirt.
When he finally slides inside you, the world outside—the tour, the fans, vanishes completely. There is only the rhythmic creak of the bed, the sound of your joined breathing, and the intense, soul-searing connection of his skin against yours.
He moves with a desperate, driving pace, his movements echoing the power he showed on stage but channeled entirely into you. He watches your face, his thumb catching a stray tear of pleasure on your cheek, his expression one of total, focused devotion. He’s not the Golden Maknae here; he’s just a man starved for the one person who truly knows him.
You arch your back, your nails digging into his shoulders as the tension coils tighter and tighter. Jungkook buries his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling the scent of peaches one last time before he loses control. He calls your name not a stage name, not a fan's name, but your name as he find his release, his body shuddering against yours in the quiet, moonlit room.
He collapses beside you, pulling the heavy duvet over both of you, his heart hammering against your ribs like a trapped bird. He doesn't let go; he tucks your head under his chin, his hand stroking your hair in the dark.
"Stay," he whispers, his voice thick with sleep and satisfaction. "Just for an hour. Before the world wakes up."
The room is deathly quiet, the only sound the distant hum of Munich's night traffic far below. The sweat has cooled on your skin, and the tangled sheets feel like a cocoon against the rest of the world. Jungkook has his arm draped heavily over your waist, his thumb tracing idle, rhythmic circles over your hip.
In this light, without the makeup, the leather, and the roar of sixty thousand people, he looks younger. Vulnerable. He looks like the boy who left Busan with nothing but a dream and a backpack.
"Jungkook?" you whisper, turning your head on the pillow to look at him.
"Hmm?" he hums, his eyes half-closed, a sleepy, contented smile tugging at his lips.
"Can I ask you something? Not as a journalist. Not as a fan. Just... person to person?"
He opens his eyes fully then, the dark irises reflecting the faint glow of the city lights. He shifts, propping himself up on one elbow so he can look down at you. "Anything, Peach. You know that."
You hesitate, tracing the intricate tattoos on his forearm with your fingertip. "Do you ever feel like 'Jungkook of BTS' is a character you're playing? Like... when you're on that stage, do you ever look at your own hands and wonder who they actually belong to?"
He stays silent for a long moment, his expression turning thoughtful, a shadow of melancholy crossing his face. He exhales a long, shaky breath.
"Every day," he admits softly. "Sometimes I wake up in hotels like this and for the first ten seconds, I don't know what city I'm in or what year it is. I see the 'Idol' in the mirror, and he’s perfect. He’s strong. He never misses a step. But then I look at my phone and I see a text from my mom, or I think about the smell of the sea back home, and I realize that 'Idol' doesn't know how to just... exist. He only knows how to perform."
He takes your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours. "That’s why I need this. Why I need you. With you, I don't have to be the Golden Maknae. I can just be the guy who likes banana milk and gets nervous when he can't find his favorite socks. You’re the only person who looks at me and doesn't see a billboard."
You swallow hard, the weight of his honesty hitting you in the chest. "Are you happy, JK? Truly? Or are you just tired?"
He leans down, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead. "I'm both. I'm exhausted, my bones ache, and I miss my dog. But when I was on that stage tonight and I saw you in that ridiculous Suga shirt... I felt like I was exactly where I was supposed to be. For the first time in a long time, the noise in my head went quiet."
He pulls you closer, tucking your head into the crook of his neck. "Ask me one more. Anything."
The atmosphere in the room shifts. The playful energy from the concert and the heat of the last hour settle into something heavier, something more real. You trace the line of his jaw with your thumb, your voice dropping to a whisper that barely carries across the pillows.
"Jungkook," you start, your heart aching with the weight of the question. "I look at you, and I see the world on your shoulders. I see the schedules, the expectations, the millions of people who own a piece of your heart. And then there’s us. In these dark rooms, behind these thick walls."
You pause, searching his eyes for a flicker of the truth he usually hides.
"Am I just a beautiful distraction? A way for you to forget the noise for a few hours? Because I look at my life my quiet, normal life and then I look at yours... and I don't see how they ever fit together outside of a hotel suite. I’m terrified that I’m just a dream you’re having while you’re on tour, and that when the lights finally go out and the trucks are packed, there’s no room for me in your 'real' future. How can I be a future when our worlds don't even speak the same language?"
Jungkook’s expression goes still. The sleepy smile vanishes, replaced by an intensity that is almost painful to look at. He doesn't pull away; instead, he shifts closer, his hand coming up to cup your face, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone with a reverence that makes your breath hitch.
"A distraction?" he repeats, the word sounding like a bruise in his mouth. He shakes his head slowly. "Peach, you aren't the distraction from my life. You’re the only thing that makes me remember I have one. The 'real' world you’re talking about? The stadiums, the cameras, the screaming? That’s the noise. That’s the dream sometimes a nightmare."
He leans in until your foreheads are touching, his dark eyes searching yours.
"I don't want a 'future' that’s just more of this," he gestures vaguely to the luxury of the room. "I want a future where I can wake up and smell peaches without having to hide. I know the languages don't match. I know I’m a mess of schedules and security. but don't you dare think you’re just a way to pass the time. You’re the only person who makes me feel like I’m not just a product on a shelf."
He kisses you then, a slow, desperate kiss that feels like a plea. "Don't decide our ending before we've even finished the first chapter. Let me worry about the walls. You just... stay with me. Please."
The silence that follows is thick with everything left unsaid. For a moment, it feels like the world has truly stopped.
Then, the sharp beep-click of a keycard echoes through the wall from the room next door. You jump, the spell broken instantly. Lea is home. You hear her muffled voice, still raspy, probably humming a song as she kicks off her shoes.
"I have to go," you whisper, panic rising in your chest as you reach for your clothes scattered on the floor.
The transition from the heavy, soul-baring conversation back to the high-stakes reality of your secret is jarring. You lean back into him for one last, lingering kiss—a deep, grounding press of lips that feels like an anchor. For a few heartbeats, you lose yourselves in each other again, the heat returning, the world outside the suite vanishing. His hands find the small of your back, pulling you flush against him, and for a second, you almost don't care about the keycard click next door.
Then, you pull away with a breathless, shaky giggle, your heart hammering against your ribs. "I really have to go," you whisper, smoothing your hair and throwing the Suga shirt back on.
Jungkook watches you from the pillows, his eyes dark and heavy with a mix of adoration and reluctance. "Go," he murmurs, his voice a low rumble. "Before I lock the door and keep you here until Seoul."
You blow him one final kiss and slip out into the hallway. The plush carpet swallows the sound of your frantic footsteps. You swipe your card, the light flashes green, and you slip into your suite just as Lea is tossing her jacket onto the sofa.
She looks up, her eyes red-rimmed from the party lights and her face smudged with glitter. "Oh! You're awake?" she croaks, her voice almost entirely gone now. "I thought... you'd be... dead to the world."
"I just got up to get some water," you say, your voice remarkably steady despite the adrenaline. You walk toward the mini-bar, avoiding the direct light. "How was the party? Did you meet any nice people?"
Lea flops onto her bed, a huge, delirious grin on her face. "Incredible. So many... fans. We danced to Seven... three times." She coughs, clutching her throat. "But it wasn't... as good as... the elevator. Nothing will... ever be."
You turn around, leaning against the counter with a glass of water, watching your sister—the person you love most, and the person you are deceiving most.
"You're obsessed, Lea," you tease gently, the lie sliding off your tongue with practiced ease. "You need to sleep. We have a train to Prague in the morning."
"I know... I know..." she mumbles, already pulling the duvet over her head. She pauses, sniffing the air suddenly. "Wait... Y/N? Did you... spray something?"
Your heart stops. You freeze, the glass halfway to your lips. "What do you mean?"
"The room... it smells... so good," she says, her eyes drifting shut. "Like... summer. Like... peaches."
"It's just the hotel toiletries, Lea," you say, your voice a calm, soothing melody. "They’re very fancy. Now go to sleep."
"Lucky..." she whispers, her breathing evening out within seconds.
You stand there in the dark, the scent of your own skin betraying you, and look at the wall that separates you from the most famous man in the world. You're a liar, a secret-keeper, and a "distraction"—but as you climb into your own bed, you realize you wouldn't trade this dangerous, peach-scented life for anything.
The morning light in the hallway is far too bright for the amount of sleep you actually got. You’re dressed in a baggy grey tracksuit, your hair shoved into a messy, structural bun that’s currently losing a battle with gravity. You look like a normal traveler—tired, casual, and definitely not like the woman who was draped across a global superstar three hours ago.
Lea, however, is at a level ten. Her voice has miraculously returned just enough to be shrill.
"I'm telling you, Y/N, we should have waited by the side entrance! I saw a TikTok that said they leave at 8:00 AM. If we had just—"
"Lea, for the tenth time, we have a train to catch," you snap, dragging your heavy suitcase behind you. You’re frustrated, running on caffeine and lingering nerves, and she’s trailing behind you with her phone out, still obsessing over the elevator. "I don't care about the side entrance. I care about being in Prague by dinner. Can you please just focus on the elevator button?"
"You're so grumpy! It’s like you didn't even enjoy the concert—"
"I enjoyed it! I just don't want to live my life staring at a parking lot!" You turn the corner toward the elevators, gesticulating wildly with your hand, completely blinded by your own annoyance.
CRASH.
It happens in slow motion. You walk full-tilt into something solid, warm, and smelling faintly of expensive citrus and fabric softener. Your suitcase clips a pair of designer boots, tips over with a deafening thud, and the momentum sends you stumbling backward.
Your sneakers slide on the polished marble, and you hit the floor hard, landing right on your backside.
"Oof—"
"Whoa! Hey, are you okay?"
A hand reaches out immediately. You look up, breathless and mortified, and your heart stops.
Standing right in front of you are Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook. They’re dressed for travel—masks on, beanies pulled low, surrounded by three massive security guards who look ready to tackle you. Taehyung is the one who reached out, his eyes wide with surprise behind his tinted glasses. Jimin is stifling a giggle behind his hand, looking down at your sprawled form.
And Jungkook.
He’s standing right in the center, a black backpack slung over one shoulder. He freezes, his eyes locking onto yours. For a split second, the "Idol" mask slips, and you see pure, panicked concern in his gaze. He looks like he wants to drop to his knees and pick you up, but he knows he can't. He knows the guards—and Lea—are watching.
Lea, meanwhile, has turned into a literal statue behind you. She isn't screaming. She isn't moving. She looks like she’s forgotten how to breathe.
oscar piastri x yn!childhood friend | request — here | masterlist |
"It's a thing that I can't ignore, Tell your friends that you're mine, I'm yours" when the social media admin reminds osacar who his first crush was and he happened to be hers too....
note — (manips by me) all the artwork used is by clairebuckleyart on insta, thank you for the request!! i went a little off script but i love it (also 4 fics in 4 days is crazy but whatever)!!!! likes, reblog's and comments are appreciated ⟡˚౨ৎ⋆
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F1Gossip While filming the TikTok trend "Im so hungry I could eat [First Name Last Name]" the McLaren admin said the name Y/n L/n, which happened to be the name of Oscar Piastri's childhood best friend.
Hattie Piastri, sister of Oscar, was the one to tell the admin of L/n. L/n is now a Artist and Influencer living in Nice, France!
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user1 she's so stunning bruh
user2 they had to of been more then friends....
->user3 LIKE his face when they said her name brought back memories
->user4 the mclaren social person just rocked oscar's world and started laughing
user5 i'd fight that admin lowkey
user6 her art is so gorgeous too i canttt
user7 putting his situationship on blast is crazy
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yourusername busy busy bee recently...
also please don't eat me
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user1 the caption asbegfg you're sooooo 😭
user2 SHE SAW THE TIKTOK!!!!
hattiepiastri SORRY
->yourusername IT'S FINE I PROMISE!!!
->yourusername just didn't expect to see my first crush after 10+ years
->user3 GIRLLLL WE SAW THAT
->user4 i'd be freaking out man
->user5 so they both 100% had crushes on each other
user6 actually so pretty im speechless
user7 the last slide is real asf
user8 hattie being in the comments is hilarious
user9 shes so cool im not surprised oscar made that face
user10 kinda need a painting now
user11 wait im obsessed with her
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oscarpiastri
im so sorry about the whole... "im so hungry" thing 😬
our admin thought the video was funny and knew it would get attraction so they posted it
yourusername
don't worry, i actually had a good laugh watching it
my friend did the same thing and then showed me your video after
also
insane that your a f1 driver now.... i remember you talking about that being the end goal for years
so happy for you!
oscarpiastri
it's crazy
i sometimes have to step back and look at how insane my life is now
living in monaco while my job is what i've been dream of six i was a kid
and you're doing art still! i actually have a picture that you painted of my first go-kart hung up in my apartment
yourusername
crazy crazy crazy stuff
wait you live in monaco????
your saying that you've been a 30 minute drive away...?
oscarpiastri
i only recently moved to monaco but that's crazy
we've got to meet up soon! it's been too long
yourusername
i'd really like that..!!
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F1Gossip Oscar Piastri spotted out with childhood friend and artist Y/n L/n in Nice, France last night.
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user1 that admin deserves a raise for this lowkey..
user2 he moved quick
user3 are they holding hands too??!??!
->user4 i spotted that to 👀
->user5 they are 100% on a date
user6 both of them had crushes on each other and are hot so it makes sense tbh
user7 wait but they locked in i-
user8 this is adorable
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oscarpiastri Helmet designed by the incredible yourusername for Bahrain! One of my favorites, can't wait to see it under the lights!!
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user1 getting your girlfriend to design your helmet is so cute omfg
user2 let’s podium with a special helmet for once please king
user3 maybe y/n's power will be able to break the curse 🤞
user4 special helmets make me nervous
user5 it's so prettyyyyy i love it
user6 Please be a lucky special lid 🍀
user7 this might be one of my favorite helmets...
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yourusername Had the pleasure of designing a helmet for a familiar face... plus the paintings and nails that inspired it <3
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user1 oh this is EVERYTHING!!!!
oscarpiastri Favorite girl and helmet ❤
->yourusername made it special for my favorite guy <3
->user2 god u two are so cute
->user3 no swag gap couple i loveee
user4 the helmet is so you coded i love it
user5 omg now i need to do my nails like that
user6 you are so talented wowwww
user7 you just keep getting cooler
user8 best helmet of his!!!
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oscarpiastri Mega! Do I glue the helmet to my head?
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user1 have y/n make the damn care if she can break the helmet curse pls
user2 OUR GOAT
yourusername the helmet recognized your pure heart and good intentions....
->yourusername obviously joking, so proud of you angel boy <3
->oscarpiastri thank you for keeping my head on straight pretty girl ❤
->user3 FAWKKKK THEY'RE SO CUTE MAN
->user4 he's so cute for giving her the props 😭
user5 what a great race omgggg
user6 PIASTRI WDC PLEASEEEE
user7 oscar winning is the best part of this season
user8 please glue that helmet to your heat i BEGGG
user9 nice work KINGGG
user10 im only happy when your winning!!
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✎…… added a bit more to the fic but i hope u liked <3!!!
it was easier said than done for oscar to try and focus before the race.
oscar piastri x f!reader ୨୧ word count : 1.3k ୨୧ warnings : language, suggestive material ୨୧ note : yeah i'm just really in the oscar mood guys 😮💨 also had a better plot (backstory????) for 'little miss' but haven't decided if this is apart of it lol. if you enjoy don't forget to comment/reblog!
oscar just knew he was in trouble. the moment he watched you step out of the hotel bathroom, his eyes couldn't move away from you.
more importantly the way your slip dress clung to your body. he remembers when you originally bought the 90s style dress in a small thrift store in canada. the way your eyes sparkled when you touched the white and mauve colored dress, your fingers running over the beaded flowers.
oscar is pretty sure you wear these dresses to torture him. like you're secretly working for one of the other teams, wearing this dress to distract him. make him lose focus on the race.
"focus, oscar," you say without looking at him, too busy trying to put your earrings in.
he doesn't say anything, eyes racking over your body as you're slightly bent over the table to get closer to the small mirror in the room. the australian feels his palms getting damp at the sight of just how nice your ass looks in the dress.
fuck, that dress fits you like a glove.
"i'm trying, but you don't really make it easy," he says with a deep breath. you let out a small laugh before you're turning around to face him. striking a small pose to show off your outfit.
"but i wore this dress just to help you focus," you tease, walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed next to him. you wrap your arms around his, hugging it close to your body as your chin rests on his shoulder. "do you not like the dress anymore, osc? would you rather if i just... take it off?" your breath is hot against his ear, sending a chill straight down his body and to his dick.
"if you take that dress off now then neither one of us is leaving this room," he says, turning his head so you press your lips to his. you give him a few chaste kisses, but you don't pull away. and neither does he. oscar is quite fond of the feeling of your lips against his.
"then focus, pretty boy," you say, pulling away just enough to bop his nose with your painted fingernail. oscar looks at you with half-lidded eyes – dropping down from your face to your exposed collarbone and he just has the faintest glimpse of your cleavage.
yeah, he thinks, easier said than done.
when the two of you arrive at the paddock later, oscar has to stop himself from just completely pulling you into his side as you both walk towards the mclaren hospitality. he glances over at you – hoping to every driving god above that the million of cameras don't catch him – just to see that silk fabric of your dress moving with you as you walk. your bag hangs from your shoulder, swinging slightly as your hand comes up to adjust your square style sunglasses that blocks out the bright european sun.
oscar likes to call them your retro squares every time he sees you pull them out.
"if you keep looking at me like that then you're going to ruin your image, osc," your voice – low and soothing, snaps him out of his thoughts.
"i wasn't looking at you," lies and you both know it.
"sure you weren't," you say, turning to meet his eyes, your retro squares – yep, he did it – hiding your eyes, but oscar knows you've got the mischievous glint to them. you always do when you tease him. "we'll see what your fans say when they post and repost a thousand videos of you looking at me instead of where you're going."
there it is.
"you know," he starts, fingers brushing just barely against yours, "if you keep bullying me then i'll leave you at home."
you gasp softly and the sound alone does something to oscar. fuck. "you wouldn't dare. you would miss me too much."
he doesn't deny it and the small smile he's trying to bite back doesn't help his case either. especially when his arm comes out behind you as you both walk up the stairs to hospitality. and, of course, oscar doesn't miss the chance to let his hand wander – giving your ass a firm squeeze.
"that's not focusing on your race," you tease, looking at him from over your shoulder.
"i'm aware."
oscar has twenty-two minutes before he has to be in the garage, putting on his helmet, and getting in the car. that means he has twenty-two minutes to put his focus on you before he has to focus on driving at 200 kpm.
"ah, osc~" your voice is airy, gone all the teasing energy from earlier as oscar trails his lips down your neck. his hands gripping your hips tightly before moving to splay against your back to anchor you to him. your own hands running through his hair with one and gripping his fireproof shirt.
oscar let out a small groan against your skin when he felt you do an extra hard tug on his hair. his lips stop at the neckline of your dress before he kisses back up – he stops when his lips are just centimeters from yours. he gives you his signature lopsided smile as he kisses you.
seventeen minutes before he has to be in the garage. he should be doing anything other than kissing you, but when you press up against him oscar can't think... concentrate... focus on anything but you. your lips moving against his, and he's sure that your lipstick is probably smearing against his lips.
oscar could really care less.
"oscar! mate, hurry up you've got thirteen minutes before we have to be in the garage!" the voice of arthur, oscar's trainer, sounds from the other side of his driver's room door.
oscar lets out an annoyed groan against your lips which makes you in turn smile and laugh. you pull away from the kiss, and he notices that your lipstick is completely gone from your lips. which means...
"gosh, osc," you laugh, thumb coming to wipe away your lipstick that managed to smudge onto his own. "so messy," you tease with a fond smile that makes oscar's stomach flutter. "what happened to trying to focus on the race?"
"not my fault you make it hard to focus on anything but you," he confesses, leaning over to rest his forehead against your shoulder.
"oh, so its my fault you can't focus?"
"yep, totally you're fault," he tells you as he moves to look at you. "you and this dress."
"i thought you liked this dress?"
"i do, that's why i can't focus. you look to good in it." oscar presses another kiss to your lips as his hands run up and down your sides.
knock! knock! "oscar! come on!"
"you should go before you get in trouble, osc," you tell him, running your hand through his hair in order to tame it just a little bit.
oscar sighs before he's standing up, adjusting his race suit that sits at his hips. "i expect a nice reward when i cross the finish line."
"oh? and what reward would that be?" you ask, head tilting to the side in a rather innocent manner despite you already knowing what oscar wants.
his eyes drag down your body once more, like he's trying to memorize your body in that dress before he has to get into the car. he then bends down, hands resting against the back of the couch and caging you between him and sofa. your faces inches from each other.
"i have a few ideas – most of them involving you and this dress on the floor. cheer me on, okay?"
"always. now go get 'em."
oscar smiles, "i will. just be ready when you see the chequered flag come out."
lando knows that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you.
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part of the lando's heart series.
lando is pretty sure he knew he wanted to marry you sometime last year. at least, that's when the thought first came into his mind, but then he had to push it to the back of mind because he had a championship he needed to win first.
when i'm world champion i'll ask y/n to marry me, he thought the same night after the japanese gp. you curled next to him in bed, completely dead to the world as you slept soundly. your hand rested against his heart and lando is positive you could feel it pounding against your palm and through his shirt. but he didn't care because he so sure that he was going to win the wdc and then propose to you.
well... maybe not the same night, he thinks it might give everyone – you and his mother – a heart attack if he proposed within the same hour.
and then he was looking at rings. cuts, styles, diamonds – he wanted it to be perfect. to be something totally and completely you that it would make everyone else jealous. make everyone realize how lucky he was to have you. he was holding and kissing your left hand more than usual, acting innocent whenever you would laugh at him and ask him what he was doing.
"i'm admiring my pretty girl's nails," he would always say – seemingly satisfying you in the moment. but he always caught the side glance you would give him. lando would try to not make it obvious when you wore rings – trying to see what style you liked and whatnot.
he went down a complete rabbit hole for a whole month that he probably became some weird expert in rings because of it. that's not something he really wants to admit though.
then he won monaco and seeing you wearing that blue vivienne westwood gown when you attended the prince's ball reminded him on why he pushed for so many years to keep going. and then it was from monaco to silverstone and lando realized he had never seen you sob so hard before.
"what's wrong, princess, why are you crying?" he's fighting through his own tears as you hug him so tightly he thinks his parents are gonna have to rip you away from him so he could go to the podium.
"i always knew you could do it, lan," you sobbed, voice so soft he's surprised he could hear it over the roar of everyone around you two. "my number one. my lando. i will never stop believing in you." and when you spoke those words, lando knew he could do anything. he remembers kissing you so hard in the moment that it felt like everything else around the two of you disappeared.
as long as you were next to him, lando would win. and he didn't forget about wanting to propose – the thought never fully left him, ever. but lando knew he needed to focus on the championship.
win the championship and then you can propose, he told himself.
and now that he won the championship, lando could focus on the most important thing in the world to him. you. his girl that was there with him through everything. lando can't even begin to imagine what his life would look like without you.
"you'd be pretty bored without me!" you teased him last year in miami, and yeah, you're exactly right about that.
"did you see the pictures from dua lipa's wedding?" you suddenly ask, snapping lando out of his winding thoughts. he glances down where you're resting your head on his thigh, phone in hand as you scroll. you aren't looking at him when you talk, eyes focused on whatever is on your phone screen.
and lando finds himself mesmerized by you – even without trying, you always took his breath away. made his heart want to leap out of his chest and into your hands.
so when he doesn’t answer, you glance up at your boyfriend. those pretty eyes looking up at him, the lights from the living room giving them an extra sparkle as he just... looks at you.
"what are you looking at, lan?" you ask again with a small smile painting your lips. god, he just wants to kiss you and never stop. "is there something on my face?"
that's when lando realizes that he never did answer your question.
"huh? oh, um, no you don't – sorry, what was your question, baby?"
you let out a small chuckle, "it's okay – i asked if you saw the pictures from dua lipa's wedding? i've been seeing videos of her and callum on my tiktok."
lando lets out a hum as his hands comes to run through your hair, "yeah, i've seen pictures here and there. where they go for their honeymoon?"
"italy, not sure where in italy though," you say, glancing back up at your phone and lando believes you've gone back to doomscrolling again. letting a peaceful silence settle between you both. with a small sigh, lando leans his head back against the couch, eyes closing as he still runs his hand through your hair.
"who do you think is next?" you suddenly ask, and lando has to bite back the smile that wants to overtake him. he finds it funny how most of the time you can't sit in silence for too long. some days you just have to keep the noise going – like you don't want to fall too deep in the quietness.
lando remains in his current position when he answers, "do what next, princess? i kind of need context?"
you let out a huff and lando can picture you giving him a side-eye, "who do you think is next to propose on the grid? me and the girls have been talking about it – placing bets – on who we think is next."
you and me, is what lando wants to tell you, but he knows it would ruin everything he's been trying to plan this past year if he does.
so instead he says, "i don't know– wait," he suddenly opens his eyes and moves his head to look down at you. your words finally settling in, "placing bets?" he repeats, and that's when you let your phone lay on your chest as you turn your head slightly to look at him. "you guys are placing bets on who gets engaged next?"
"my bet is on carmen and george," you tell him, a sly smile on your lips, completely ignoring his question. "carmen says he's been acting weird lately, but i don't know if he's about to propose or throw a bitch-fit at mercedes, honestly. has he said anything to you?"
"no," lando says, hand coming to pinch your thumb for a split second as he continues, "and even if he did, i wouldn't tell you, big mouth."
"hey!" you say, swatting his hand away with a pout, "you like this big mouth, thank you very much."
"it’s good for a few things, but keeping secrets it is not," he teases as you roll your eyes at him. "what do the other girls say? about who they think is next?"
"hm, well, lily and alexandra says rebecca, shocker – rebecca thinks it's us, kika thinks it's carmen, alicia thinks either us or flavy, and flavy thinks lily."
"interesting," lando says, nodding his head at what you said. "rebecca thinks we're next?" lando poses it as a question, he thinks this is his chance to gauge your thoughts.
"yeah, i laughed and told her 'i think lando is more concerned about getting the damn car to finish more than anything right now,' but i'm also not in any rush," you tell him, your hand finding his and playing with his fingers absentmindedly.
"no rush?"
you nod, "i'm happy where we're at, i know sometimes girls start to feel like they need to get married right away after dating for so many years, but... i don't know. i like us. you could propose right now, or next week, or five years from now and my answer will always be the same."
"what would your answer be then?"
you pause for second, looking up to meet his hazel eyes. then you smile softly, "i think you know my answer..."
lando doesn't respond because you're right. he does now your answer, but he would rather wait than have you say it now. instead, he lets his head fall back against the couch cushion, eyes hooded as he watches you kiss each of his knuckles. and it's in moments like this that lando realizes he's exactly where he wants to be.
"i think pierre and kika could be next," he says, earning a surprise gasp from you as you sit up to look at him.
"oh my god, lan, you could totally be right!" you say with wide eyes, lando wraps his arms around you and drags you into his lap. "they've been dating just as long, so it's really possible. look at you, such a genius."
you lean over to press a chaste kiss his cheek before you're settling against him, head resting on his shoulder. the british driver is smiling before he's returning the kiss to the crown of your head. watching contently as you grab your phone and open your messages – presumably texting the other wags about lando's guess.
and lando let's his eyes wonder down to your left hand, ring finger bare. he can imagine how the ring, he spent months working on with the best jeweler in europe, which is currently hidden in his drawer, buried underneath his clothes in a pretty velvet box will look extra perfect once its on your finger.
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