where's the candy man?

hi i'm briana. i'm 22 and i love photography 

[archivedeathdrive]

The French Dispatch, 2021

[c-m-b-y-n]

Hands and hugs

[honeytullip]

Hello! I hope you're doing well. So this is probably the most random ask you'll ever receive, but hear me out; I came across your blog around 3 years ago, I think. I saw one of your pictures if I am not mistaken it was a gif. Ever since I been wanting to draw you, but I never asked until now, so can I draw you? I do have an art blog and IG I can show you.

 Sorry I just saw this! I don’t log on much too often anymore. I’d love to see your blog and IG!

[honeytullip]

i don’t want to be alive

[honeytullip]

i think a lot about how i don’t wanna be alive

[honeytullip]

i think a lot about disappearing and isolating myself

i don’t really want anyone to know what i’m going through it just seems like i’m seeking attention or something

[honeytullip]

i don’t want to do life anymore i don’t wanna be here

[honeytullip]

i wish we could just exist

i don’t want to die but i don’t want to be alive either

[honeytullip]

i don’t wanna be here anymore

[honeytullip]

i don’t know

[honeytullip]

i don’t really wanna be awake :3

[honeytullip]

post grad life is so hard

i feel like a failure

[honeytullip]

i don’t want to be here

[honeytullip]

people always reach out when youre sad sayign theyre here for u and to talk to them

but it feels fucking horrible unloading your sadness onto someone especially when you know they cant help and you’d feel horrible if they helped

also feels like sometimes people just dont understand

[honeytullip]

how do people have the will to live

to do things

to do anything

[honeytullip]

i am so embarrassed of my existence. nothing is going right

i am so scared to ask for help. i feel like a failure. every time i tell my parents i’m sad they remind me of all the good things i have but i still feel awful

i need to do better but how can i do better if everything is going horribly

[honeytullip]

i don’t want to exist :3