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Most of us still looking for love to make themselves feel happy and content outside in the world, not aware that love exists internally in those places of their mind and heart, which they have left abandoned from a very long time because that fake approval, acceptance, appreciation from others, dazzle their own self-love for themselves and so in order to not feel empty, wrong people and things exist in their life, which gives them nothing but a temporary sense of existence in their own essence.

Remember, you can't love others before you learn to love yourself completely with all your bright and dark parts. Also, you can only lie to yourself and go back again and again to those people and things whose reality is always clear to you from the beginning and if you see clearly, the horrible reality is in everyone's part and only those who can accept are the ones, living their lives completely with pride and stability.

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How tough it is to let go of something which comprises a huge part in your sanity, and if time heals everything then no poet and philosophers exist till this moment, so instead of letting something go which you consider it your part, I think it's better to befriend that part and dwell in its uproar always.

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Acknowledgement never leads to mediocrity but ignorance can hurt you till the end because from all the awful aspects that you are running from are that terrible stuff of yours that you have to get engaged with so that you can make right choices for yourself in your sanity.

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The things that keep you too distracted from the most important endeavours of your life are the only entities that you have to think about, understand them and let go from your surface so that you can make your mind free from all those bullshits which is of no use other than creating an unwanted nuisance in your mind.

Remember, every time you think that someone has this or someone is doing that, you are just losing your valuable time that you can use in your journey to make yourself productive. So, stop making your process slow and focus on making your life a better place to live.

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Love yourself and become your own poetry,

Be a heart, you always wanted for yourself,

And cherish every moment like a butterfly flying around the garden.

I see you as a warrior and a vulnerable soul too but never forget,

You are always your healer that attracted its own music to create a world, where you reside like a lantern at the end of the passage.

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If you see it clearly in the wounds of your own fragile heart, you will find that it looks like a pure tinge on a moon that no matter what others comprehend in their own phrases, it still looks delightful and glowing in the dark hour of your symphonic Twilight.

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Neither the heart nor the soul affirms its concern of where you are going in your life because the Ego rectifies all your actions in the script of your virtuous existence.

You have to replace 'I' that is the Ego to comprehend your actuality and live freely in the space of this universe because the more you start living in the stories created by your Ego, the less you will connect from the inner reality of your self.

Remember, heart always listens to mind and mind always tries to control your actions. So, in order to gain control over your mind, you have to work with your Ego and try to see yourself self apart from your Ego. Like this, you will be able to live in reality and improve yourself on a daily basis.

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Parents: We provide you with food and shelter, all you have to do is study, still you can't score well, still you can't get the first position, still, you are not able to achieve or qualify any examination why so?

An Adult: I feel sometimes low, depressed, emotional and a lot many emotions instead of motivation to study for 12 hours straight because I don't have any reality to hold because I got betrayed so many times with my own friends, relatives and people whom I trust once, that it's hard to trust them again which makes me weak to accept the reality around me and trust myself too.

I feel guilty of many of my mistakes and lies that I have done and told out of sudden situations which I was really not intended to do at that time but I do it anyways and hurt many people and I feel sorry for that too at night when I am not able to sleep but now I can't even accept what I have done because it's too late for me, neither they will listen nor I can tell.

I do fear sometimes that what if I am not able to succeed like my other friends or from SHARMA JI KA BETA OR BETI *because so many times it happens and they score better than me and then you people say that look that person got selected and you can't make it up. Though later, you people forget that thing but it creates toxicity in me which never allows me to be faithful to my friends or anyone close to me and that too makes me more guilty of my own behaviour.

You know I used to love someone, but I don't know whether you people are going to accept that person or not that's why I think a lot and my mind get distracted with one of these reasons and I can't focus . so, I keep a safe distance from that person because you told me that if I ever do something like that then it will be bought shame to you people and family.

Also, The Image that I have to make and think before what I speak to everyone I met, either my cousins , friends or my relatives haunts me because I was conditioned to behave nicely even on their taunts and misbehaviour since childhood and I am enough of it now. I can't pretend what I am not. I just want to embrace my mediocrity, like the way, I am..half complete, half puzzled or total confused whatever it is.. I just want to accept and walk without fear.

The lines that I used to listen regarding ambitions, goals are alright but you never ask what I exactly want because all you give me food and shelter and in return, I have to study and excel whatever I do or whatever you tell me to do.

It's not possible, it's really not possible because the kid in me still cries aloud and maybe I am not right always but so do you. I only want you people to just trust me so that I can trust myself. I am ready to take all risks, failures in my life and will cherish all success and qualify whatever exam I wish to give but I only want to trust me, to believe me, to love me without thinking about anybody's reaction on my ups and downs.

I promise you, I am strong and I am gonna make you all proud with whatever I have Mom and dad and to every relative who set their eyes on me. That food and shelter are important but this time I want more than that because you people are important and I need you ,not only want you. The support matters especially when emotions are not stable with the mind ,of course.

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You know it's exhausting that you write something with all your heart and then tag pages and write good hashtags according to your writeup every day and then send it in all the engagement groups you are in and then in that engagement groups, you have to follow strict rules like commenting, liking and saving by keeping in mind the Instagram algorithm which I really have no idea that Instagram mention somewhere like *peeps if you do these things in the manner I prescribed, then you will have more followers, likes and comments etc.. Maybe I guess my own assumption, which can be wrong but after all these things, you also send your post to maximum people if you think that your reach is not that high by writing a new post💙 which sometimes also offend people out of nowhere and they text you not to send them post like this because there are lot many DMS on their Id etc. The whole thing is that while this process Is exhausting still you do it every day because you like to write and that I do also get a lot of DMS but I never text a single person to tell them not to dm me their post because I know like me nobody likes to send you all their post and tell them to like or comment or read but we do it anyway because that is the way we get to know that we write well or good in some aspects..like in spite of our daily fucking boring job, we do have a talent and people may appreciate it. It increases our self-esteem in some sense. Again it's all bluff and we should see internal things instead of external things but we are humans right!

We feel things and we react to them. It's not for one person, it's everyone story, you accept or not that's your call but it's true and I request that don't comment* it's good or this is awesome. I get it, it's boring to read such long stuff, my friend. I do the same thing.

Next thing is, Don't panic if someone sends the whole post on the engagement group, it happens we are all humans, not some ALEXA and we can make mistakes. It is not like Anyone dropped a bomb into your homeland lol.

Engagement groups are for considerate engagement if someone finds the time, they will definitely comment, like or whatever. We cannot force anyone for anything because casually we don't know what that fella is going through in his life and you may hurt them in unknown ways. Don't text someone rudely and tell them not to send their post on your DMs or ask questions like why don't you like my post or comment on it?

Politeness is way much greater than arrogance So, you can send them politely and ask them for their opinion and if by any chance they get offended, simply don't send them again. I do it and I have seen a lot of many people who still engage with my post without any question, and genuinely they are way better than me and I really don't stand anywhere where they are right now in my perception.

So, to all my fellow people I am sorry if someone feels bad after reading this because I too feel bad so many times without your consideration. And it's all right for me because everyone is different and good in there in our own ways. I hope what I try to convey gets to you in some way.

Thank you

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Acceptance can lead to your vitality,

Truth can lead to your identity,

If you observe clearly, everyone is fighting with their own demons but even those demons can lead to your mortality.

Distress is everywhere, it's just that you have to choose what type of discomfort you must keep in your life in order to thrive in the voyage of your spirit.

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Every time when you make someone feel bad, never forget, Time always turns ugly for everyone, when you least expect it and the probability of good and bad is always equal in the life of every human being. Therefore, think good and be good to others because adversity prevails in everyone's part, we just can't see it when we have good times and in that process, with our contaminated ego, we do make others perceive that they are less than them. So,

It's a reminder for anyone who still thinks Nobody is better than them because for that I must say everyone is unique with their own incredible potential and power. The sense of competition is always healthy and lead to prosperity when it's YOU v/s YOU, not YOU v/s OTHERS.

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Meanwhile, If you still care about the emergence of stability in your heart then maybe you will relinquish those moments in life, where you must feel the purity of reality and make yourself let go in the arch of happiness.

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Options, impressions, turmoil, judgments are part of life that this world throws upon us without putting their legs in our shoes. So one day, if you find that these things are not going to work for you, then go for the things that you hate to admit about yourself and just do it anyway without thinking twice.

I can't guarantee you peace or some exotic kind of feelings from that but yes at least, you will form an acceptance and resilience for yourself, respecting everything this world try to put it on you without considering where you are standing in the void of unbearable circumstances of living.

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What if I die today, will those flickering nights matter, where my head is all screaming out your memories?

What if I live today, will those pictures of you on my mind fades away and let me walk on the peaceful road of mine?

What if I call you and say that yes I don't want you anymore but somehow today also it hurts when I try to sleep and try to wake up without you in my life.

Lastly, it's all I have and all I want to conjure the type of love you gave me in those days

*Our days....

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The difference between your attitude and behaviour utters a lot about how you struggle with your wishes and dreams because sometimes when many of your dreams come true than at the verge of that several wishes of yours faded and completely gone in your existence.

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Regrets are attributed to learning those valuable lessons of your life in the delicate expression of your journey as they are not the ones who can decide your present but if by any chance you carried it in your mind then for sure it will make you weak in every way you try to create your life, a better home to live.

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Like a moon, I like to see you in my eyes, like the daylight I want to feel you in my morality, isn't incompetent that I try to find you everywhere and still feel lost in my own sphere.