The stream starts with “Cherry Flavoured” by The Neighbourhood playing softly in the background. The screen shows a dimly blue-lit room with Evan sitting in his gaming chair, the mic positioned in front of his face, though his features aren’t actually visible due to the lighting.
*taps mic softly*
“...okay, I think we’re live.”
“Alright… hello to all the insomniacs, night owls, emotionally unstable people, and whoever accidentally stumbled in here.” *softly laughs*
The chat immediately starts flooding with comments.
User89: WELCOME BACK EVANNN
Meowmeow00: GOOD EVENING TO MY FAVORITE MAN EVER
Hillshaveeyes: EVANNNNN
certifiedloser: HES HERE
imnotcool: bro is late again
“First of all, I’m not late.”
“It’s literally 3:17.”
*checks phone*
“Okay, maybe 3:19, but that’s still close enough.”
user2467: LIARRRR
yajsdk: LIARR LIARR PANTS ON FIREEE
“You guys are so dramatic.”
*chair creaks slightly as he leans back*
“How’s everyone doing tonight?”
riodeleo: i failed my chemistry exam today btw
“...RIP to your chemistry grade.”
guccigng67: my roommate is fighting her situationship at 3am
“...oh no. Enjoy the tea… I guess?”
emonkeymon: i have school in 4 hours btw
“Then why are YOU here?”
*quiet laugh*
“Actually, never mind. I’m here too.”
lelomeloman: my situationship blocked me
“Don’t worry, you’ll find someone better.”
heeman: evan i just ate dry ramen
“This one genuinely concerns me.”
“Please drink water at least.”
“Wow.”
“Everybody here is genuinely living terrible lives.”
*laughs softly*
*reading chat*
acest: evan how was ur day?
“Uh… pretty normal.”
“Went to class. Took a nap that accidentally lasted six hours. Regretted it immediately.”
“And then spent the last hour setting this up because my mic randomly stopped working.”
“And now we’re here.”
*The chat starts spamming “skill issue.”*
“Okay, relax.”
“One day I’m ending this stream permanently and you guys are gonna miss me.”
monsterhighenthusiast: NO WE WONT
lilibily: yes we will actually ☹️
hewomeow: evan dont piss me off
“See? This is why we’re a family.”
user345: this man’s sleep schedule is cooked
“My sleep schedule has actually been horrible lately.”
“But that’s kind of the brand here.”
lilgng: GO TO BED EVAN
bunnyhun: this stream is his bedtime story
“Stop bullying me, y’all. I can literally end the stream right now.”
user902: no u cant
poofpoof: he needs us
hellybelly: parasocialism wins again
“…I hate all of you equally.”
*quiet laughter from him*
“Anyway. Welcome back to MidnightFM.”
“For anyone new here, this is basically a live late-night podcast where strangers on the internet send me anonymous confessions, and then we all sit here at unreasonable hours of the night pretending this is healthier than therapy.”
teletubbi56: therapy but worse
goofypoofy: group counseling session
certifiedloser: this stream heals me lowkey
“Alright.”
*scrolling sounds*
“We got a LOT of submissions tonight.”
“Some of you seriously need journals.”
*reading chat*
myloveevan: evan u ARE the journal
milo: exactly
bluntyfunty: u signed up for this btw
“…unfortunately true.”
“Okay, first submission.”
*clears throat dramatically*
#1 i accidentally told my professor “love you” instead of “thank you” today and i genuinely think transferring universities is my only option now.
*immediately starts laughing*
“No because what would ever make you confuse ‘love you’ and ‘thank you’ together?”
“Why would you ever say that? You cannot convince me otherwise that you don’t have a crush on that professor. That was definitely a Freudian slip.” *laughs even harder* “This is so funny, I’m sorry.”
user480: DROP OUT
hiltonmill: CHANGE UR NAME
harleyquinn: MOVE COUNTRIES
batman: THIS IS INSANE
“Exactly.”
“There’s genuinely no recovering from that.”
*reading another comment*
qwertdjs: maybe the professor needed to hear it
“See, now you guys are just enabling delusion.”
“Which is MY job here.”
*The chat floods with crying emojis.*
“I’m sorry, but you need a new identity now.”
“Maybe try online classes.”
*still laughing quietly*
“Okay, next one.”
*scrolling sounds*
#2 my roommate keeps stealing my clothes and then gaslighting me into thinking they were hers first. what legal action can i take.
“Oh, this one’s personal.”
melryho: STEAL HER STUFF BACK
user4320: small claims court
certifiedloser: fight her.
“See? The people have spoken.”
“Honestly, I think you should start stealing HER clothes and gaslighting her back.”
“Psychological warfare.”
iloveevan: EVAN YOU’RE MAKING IT WORSE
user35: he supports women’s wrongs
“Exactly. I support women’s rights and especially their wrongs.”
*laughs*
nonofy: evan supports toxic behavior confirmed
“I support standing up for yourself.”
“Alright… next submission.”
*voice softens slightly*
#3 do u guys think soulmates exist or is everyone just emotionally attached to people who gave them attention at the wrong time.
“…okay damn.”
“That got serious really fast.”
*The chat instantly slows down.*
iloveevan: oh.
ayeshai: wait this one kinda hit
user339203: 3am got serious fast
myshoeisblue: OH?
blueyismychild: this stream just shifted vibes
certifiedloser: damn
*leans back in chair*
“I don’t know if soulmates exist.”
“I think sometimes people just meet each other at the wrong point in their lives and spend years wondering what would’ve happened if the timing had been different.”
*The chat slows down even more.*
“Like… maybe some people are meant to find each other.”
“But not necessarily meant to keep each other.”
*brief silence*
“Wow. This stream got depressing.”
debbeb: damn.. who hurt this man
imnotcool: evan are YOU okay
meowmeow67: this got personal real fast
“I’m always okay.”
*The chat immediately bursts into laughter emojis.*
iloveevan: LIAR
imokay: nobody awake at 3am is okay
meowmeow67: be serious
“…fair enough.”
*small tired laugh*
“But I do think some people stay with you longer than others.”
“Even after everything ends.”
“Like certain people permanently change the way you think or act or exist.”
“And I don’t think you ever fully undo that.”
*quiet laugh*
“Okay… last one for tonight.”
*keyboard clicking*
“…oh.”
*pause*
*The chat immediately catches it.*
user5214: WHY DID HE SAY OH LIKE THAT
404notfound: hello???
evanly: bro recognized the lore
“No, it’s just…”
*he pauses briefly*
“…never mind.”
*reads quieter this time*
#4 sometimes i still reach for the left side of the bed even though nobody’s slept there in months. i think muscle memory is genuinely one of the cruelest things ever invented. also whoever said “time heals everything” was a liar btw.
*The chat noticeably slows.*
nellyintheparty: oh
charlie: wait this one hurts
bluebooty: that’s actually devastating
“…yeah.”
“That’s a very specific type of pain.”
*scrolling again*
“There’s more.”
there’s this one song i physically cannot listen to anymore because it reminds me too much of him. which is annoying because he was the one who introduced me to it in the first place.
*brief pause*
it’s A Little Death by The Neighbourhood.
*Complete silence for a second.*
“…that’s a good song.”
*The chat moves slower again.*
evanly: why does he sound affected
mellowbellow: EVAN U GOOD???
user99: bro got flashbacks
“I’m fine.”
*too fast.*
“But yeah… I think music is one of the worst things to attach memories to.”
“Because it catches you off guard.”
“One random shuffle and suddenly your entire mood is ruined for the rest of the night.”
*reading chat*
reyrey: the left side of the bed line is crazy.
“Yeah.”
“I think muscle memory is cruel in general.”
“You get so used to somebody existing in your life that your body remembers them even after your brain tries to move on.”
*The chat is almost completely calm now.*
iloveevan: oh this got TOO real
meowmeow67: im never recovering from this stream
evanly: somebody hug him
“And time doesn’t really erase that.”
“I think it just teaches you how to carry it differently.”
*brief silence*
“…anyway.”
*small awkward laugh*
“Before this turns into me oversharing to thousands of people at 4 in the morning.”
*The chat moves slowly now.*
bobbylobby: this stream feels different tonight
“…does it?”
*quiet static from the mic*
“I think everybody just gets a little more honest after 3 a.m.”
*reads another chat message*
miley857: do u think the person who sent that still loves him?
*Heeseung pauses.*
“…I think you don’t write things like that unless a part of you still does.”
*The chat immediately starts losing it again.*
mariaaaahh: OH????
usernameno5: HELLO???
evanly: that was INSANE actually
“Relax.”
*small laugh*
“But missing someone is weird.”
“Sometimes you can move on with your life and still miss them in random moments.”
“And I don’t think that always means you want them back.”
“Sometimes it just means they mattered.”
*brief silence*
“And honestly… I think that’s okay.”
*He glances back at the submission again.*
“Anyway.”
“It’s almost 4:30 in the morning and some of you unfortunately have responsibilities tomorrow.”
*The chat starts spamming “NOOO.”*
“Yes, including me.”
“Thank you for hanging out with me tonight.”
“As always, submissions stay open after the stream ends.”
The stream starts with “Cherry Flavoured” by The Neighbourhood playing softly in the background. The screen shows a dimly blue-lit room with Evan sitting in his gaming chair, the mic positioned in front of his face, though his features aren’t actually visible due to the lighting.
*taps mic softly*
“...okay, I think we’re live.”
“Alright… hello to all the insomniacs, night owls, emotionally unstable people, and whoever accidentally stumbled in here.” *softly laughs*
The chat immediately starts flooding with comments.
User89: WELCOME BACK EVANNN
Meowmeow00: GOOD EVENING TO MY FAVORITE MAN EVER
Hillshaveeyes: EVANNNNN
certifiedloser: HES HERE
imnotcool: bro is late again
“First of all, I’m not late.”
“It’s literally 3:17.”
*checks phone*
“Okay, maybe 3:19, but that’s still close enough.”
user2467: LIARRRR
yajsdk: LIARR LIARR PANTS ON FIREEE
“You guys are so dramatic.”
*chair creaks slightly as he leans back*
“How’s everyone doing tonight?”
riodeleo: i failed my chemistry exam today btw
“...RIP to your chemistry grade.”
guccigng67: my roommate is fighting her situationship at 3am
“...oh no. Enjoy the tea… I guess?”
emonkeymon: i have school in 4 hours btw
“Then why are YOU here?”
*quiet laugh*
“Actually, never mind. I’m here too.”
lelomeloman: my situationship blocked me
“Don’t worry, you’ll find someone better.”
heeman: evan i just ate dry ramen
“This one genuinely concerns me.”
“Please drink water at least.”
“Wow.”
“Everybody here is genuinely living terrible lives.”
*laughs softly*
*reading chat*
acest: evan how was ur day?
“Uh… pretty normal.”
“Went to class. Took a nap that accidentally lasted six hours. Regretted it immediately.”
“And then spent the last hour setting this up because my mic randomly stopped working.”
“And now we’re here.”
*The chat starts spamming “skill issue.”*
“Okay, relax.”
“One day I’m ending this stream permanently and you guys are gonna miss me.”
monsterhighenthusiast: NO WE WONT
lilibily: yes we will actually ☹️
hewomeow: evan dont piss me off
“See? This is why we’re a family.”
user345: this man’s sleep schedule is cooked
“My sleep schedule has actually been horrible lately.”
“But that’s kind of the brand here.”
lilgng: GO TO BED EVAN
bunnyhun: this stream is his bedtime story
“Stop bullying me, y’all. I can literally end the stream right now.”
user902: no u cant
poofpoof: he needs us
hellybelly: parasocialism wins again
“…I hate all of you equally.”
*quiet laughter from him*
“Anyway. Welcome back to MidnightFM.”
“For anyone new here, this is basically a live late-night podcast where strangers on the internet send me anonymous confessions, and then we all sit here at unreasonable hours of the night pretending this is healthier than therapy.”
teletubbi56: therapy but worse
goofypoofy: group counseling session
certifiedloser: this stream heals me lowkey
“Alright.”
*scrolling sounds*
“We got a LOT of submissions tonight.”
“Some of you seriously need journals.”
*reading chat*
myloveevan: evan u ARE the journal
milo: exactly
bluntyfunty: u signed up for this btw
“…unfortunately true.”
“Okay, first submission.”
*clears throat dramatically*
#1 i accidentally told my professor “love you” instead of “thank you” today and i genuinely think transferring universities is my only option now.
*immediately starts laughing*
“No because what would ever make you confuse ‘love you’ and ‘thank you’ together?”
“Why would you ever say that? You cannot convince me otherwise that you don’t have a crush on that professor. That was definitely a Freudian slip.” *laughs even harder* “This is so funny, I’m sorry.”
user480: DROP OUT
hiltonmill: CHANGE UR NAME
harleyquinn: MOVE COUNTRIES
batman: THIS IS INSANE
“Exactly.”
“There’s genuinely no recovering from that.”
*reading another comment*
qwertdjs: maybe the professor needed to hear it
“See, now you guys are just enabling delusion.”
“Which is MY job here.”
*The chat floods with crying emojis.*
“I’m sorry, but you need a new identity now.”
“Maybe try online classes.”
*still laughing quietly*
“Okay, next one.”
*scrolling sounds*
#2 my roommate keeps stealing my clothes and then gaslighting me into thinking they were hers first. what legal action can i take.
“Oh, this one’s personal.”
melryho: STEAL HER STUFF BACK
user4320: small claims court
certifiedloser: fight her.
“See? The people have spoken.”
“Honestly, I think you should start stealing HER clothes and gaslighting her back.”
“Psychological warfare.”
iloveevan: EVAN YOU’RE MAKING IT WORSE
user35: he supports women’s wrongs
“Exactly. I support women’s rights and especially their wrongs.”
*laughs*
nonofy: evan supports toxic behavior confirmed
“I support standing up for yourself.”
“Alright… next submission.”
*voice softens slightly*
#3 do u guys think soulmates exist or is everyone just emotionally attached to people who gave them attention at the wrong time.
“…okay damn.”
“That got serious really fast.”
*The chat instantly slows down.*
iloveevan: oh.
ayeshai: wait this one kinda hit
user339203: 3am got serious fast
myshoeisblue: OH?
blueyismychild: this stream just shifted vibes
certifiedloser: damn
*leans back in chair*
“I don’t know if soulmates exist.”
“I think sometimes people just meet each other at the wrong point in their lives and spend years wondering what would’ve happened if the timing had been different.”
*The chat slows down even more.*
“Like… maybe some people are meant to find each other.”
“But not necessarily meant to keep each other.”
*brief silence*
“Wow. This stream got depressing.”
debbeb: damn.. who hurt this man
imnotcool: evan are YOU okay
meowmeow67: this got personal real fast
“I’m always okay.”
*The chat immediately bursts into laughter emojis.*
iloveevan: LIAR
imokay: nobody awake at 3am is okay
meowmeow67: be serious
“…fair enough.”
*small tired laugh*
“But I do think some people stay with you longer than others.”
“Even after everything ends.”
“Like certain people permanently change the way you think or act or exist.”
“And I don’t think you ever fully undo that.”
*quiet laugh*
“Okay… last one for tonight.”
*keyboard clicking*
“…oh.”
*pause*
*The chat immediately catches it.*
user5214: WHY DID HE SAY OH LIKE THAT
404notfound: hello???
evanly: bro recognized the lore
“No, it’s just…”
*he pauses briefly*
“…never mind.”
*reads quieter this time*
#4 sometimes i still reach for the left side of the bed even though nobody’s slept there in months. i think muscle memory is genuinely one of the cruelest things ever invented. also whoever said “time heals everything” was a liar btw.
*The chat noticeably slows.*
nellyintheparty: oh
charlie: wait this one hurts
bluebooty: that’s actually devastating
“…yeah.”
“That’s a very specific type of pain.”
*scrolling again*
“There’s more.”
there’s this one song i physically cannot listen to anymore because it reminds me too much of him. which is annoying because he was the one who introduced me to it in the first place.
*brief pause*
it’s A Little Death by The Neighbourhood.
*Complete silence for a second.*
“…that’s a good song.”
*The chat moves slower again.*
evanly: why does he sound affected
mellowbellow: EVAN U GOOD???
user99: bro got flashbacks
“I’m fine.”
*too fast.*
“But yeah… I think music is one of the worst things to attach memories to.”
“Because it catches you off guard.”
“One random shuffle and suddenly your entire mood is ruined for the rest of the night.”
*reading chat*
reyrey: the left side of the bed line is crazy.
“Yeah.”
“I think muscle memory is cruel in general.”
“You get so used to somebody existing in your life that your body remembers them even after your brain tries to move on.”
*The chat is almost completely calm now.*
iloveevan: oh this got TOO real
meowmeow67: im never recovering from this stream
evanly: somebody hug him
“And time doesn’t really erase that.”
“I think it just teaches you how to carry it differently.”
*brief silence*
“…anyway.”
*small awkward laugh*
“Before this turns into me oversharing to thousands of people at 4 in the morning.”
*The chat moves slowly now.*
bobbylobby: this stream feels different tonight
“…does it?”
*quiet static from the mic*
“I think everybody just gets a little more honest after 3 a.m.”
*reads another chat message*
miley857: do u think the person who sent that still loves him?
*Heeseung pauses.*
“…I think you don’t write things like that unless a part of you still does.”
*The chat immediately starts losing it again.*
mariaaaahh: OH????
usernameno5: HELLO???
evanly: that was INSANE actually
“Relax.”
*small laugh*
“But missing someone is weird.”
“Sometimes you can move on with your life and still miss them in random moments.”
“And I don’t think that always means you want them back.”
“Sometimes it just means they mattered.”
*brief silence*
“And honestly… I think that’s okay.”
*He glances back at the submission again.*
“Anyway.”
“It’s almost 4:30 in the morning and some of you unfortunately have responsibilities tomorrow.”
*The chat starts spamming “NOOO.”*
“Yes, including me.”
“Thank you for hanging out with me tonight.”
“As always, submissions stay open after the stream ends.”
The stream starts with “Cherry Flavoured” by The Neighbourhood playing softly in the background. The screen shows a dimly blue-lit room with Evan sitting in his gaming chair, the mic positioned in front of his face, though his features aren’t actually visible due to the lighting.
*taps mic softly*
“...okay, I think we’re live.”
“Alright… hello to all the insomniacs, night owls, emotionally unstable people, and whoever accidentally stumbled in here.” *softly laughs*
The chat immediately starts flooding with comments.
User89: WELCOME BACK EVANNN
Meowmeow00: GOOD EVENING TO MY FAVORITE MAN EVER
Hillshaveeyes: EVANNNNN
certifiedloser: HES HERE
imnotcool: bro is late again
“First of all, I’m not late.”
“It’s literally 3:17.”
*checks phone*
“Okay, maybe 3:19, but that’s still close enough.”
user2467: LIARRRR
yajsdk: LIARR LIARR PANTS ON FIREEE
“You guys are so dramatic.”
*chair creaks slightly as he leans back*
“How’s everyone doing tonight?”
riodeleo: i failed my chemistry exam today btw
“...RIP to your chemistry grade.”
guccigng67: my roommate is fighting her situationship at 3am
“...oh no. Enjoy the tea… I guess?”
emonkeymon: i have school in 4 hours btw
“Then why are YOU here?”
*quiet laugh*
“Actually, never mind. I’m here too.”
lelomeloman: my situationship blocked me
“Don’t worry, you’ll find someone better.”
heeman: evan i just ate dry ramen
“This one genuinely concerns me.”
“Please drink water at least.”
“Wow.”
“Everybody here is genuinely living terrible lives.”
*laughs softly*
*reading chat*
acest: evan how was ur day?
“Uh… pretty normal.”
“Went to class. Took a nap that accidentally lasted six hours. Regretted it immediately.”
“And then spent the last hour setting this up because my mic randomly stopped working.”
“And now we’re here.”
*The chat starts spamming “skill issue.”*
“Okay, relax.”
“One day I’m ending this stream permanently and you guys are gonna miss me.”
monsterhighenthusiast: NO WE WONT
lilibily: yes we will actually ☹️
hewomeow: evan dont piss me off
“See? This is why we’re a family.”
user345: this man’s sleep schedule is cooked
“My sleep schedule has actually been horrible lately.”
“But that’s kind of the brand here.”
lilgng: GO TO BED EVAN
bunnyhun: this stream is his bedtime story
“Stop bullying me, y’all. I can literally end the stream right now.”
user902: no u cant
poofpoof: he needs us
hellybelly: parasocialism wins again
“…I hate all of you equally.”
*quiet laughter from him*
“Anyway. Welcome back to MidnightFM.”
“For anyone new here, this is basically a live late-night podcast where strangers on the internet send me anonymous confessions, and then we all sit here at unreasonable hours of the night pretending this is healthier than therapy.”
teletubbi56: therapy but worse
goofypoofy: group counseling session
certifiedloser: this stream heals me lowkey
“Alright.”
*scrolling sounds*
“We got a LOT of submissions tonight.”
“Some of you seriously need journals.”
*reading chat*
myloveevan: evan u ARE the journal
milo: exactly
bluntyfunty: u signed up for this btw
“…unfortunately true.”
“Okay, first submission.”
*clears throat dramatically*
#1 i accidentally told my professor “love you” instead of “thank you” today and i genuinely think transferring universities is my only option now.
*immediately starts laughing*
“No because what would ever make you confuse ‘love you’ and ‘thank you’ together?”
“Why would you ever say that? You cannot convince me otherwise that you don’t have a crush on that professor. That was definitely a Freudian slip.” *laughs even harder* “This is so funny, I’m sorry.”
user480: DROP OUT
hiltonmill: CHANGE UR NAME
harleyquinn: MOVE COUNTRIES
batman: THIS IS INSANE
“Exactly.”
“There’s genuinely no recovering from that.”
*reading another comment*
qwertdjs: maybe the professor needed to hear it
“See, now you guys are just enabling delusion.”
“Which is MY job here.”
*The chat floods with crying emojis.*
“I’m sorry, but you need a new identity now.”
“Maybe try online classes.”
*still laughing quietly*
“Okay, next one.”
*scrolling sounds*
#2 my roommate keeps stealing my clothes and then gaslighting me into thinking they were hers first. what legal action can i take.
“Oh, this one’s personal.”
melryho: STEAL HER STUFF BACK
user4320: small claims court
certifiedloser: fight her.
“See? The people have spoken.”
“Honestly, I think you should start stealing HER clothes and gaslighting her back.”
“Psychological warfare.”
iloveevan: EVAN YOU’RE MAKING IT WORSE
user35: he supports women’s wrongs
“Exactly. I support women’s rights and especially their wrongs.”
*laughs*
nonofy: evan supports toxic behavior confirmed
“I support standing up for yourself.”
“Alright… next submission.”
*voice softens slightly*
#3 do u guys think soulmates exist or is everyone just emotionally attached to people who gave them attention at the wrong time.
“…okay damn.”
“That got serious really fast.”
*The chat instantly slows down.*
iloveevan: oh.
ayeshai: wait this one kinda hit
user339203: 3am got serious fast
myshoeisblue: OH?
blueyismychild: this stream just shifted vibes
certifiedloser: damn
*leans back in chair*
“I don’t know if soulmates exist.”
“I think sometimes people just meet each other at the wrong point in their lives and spend years wondering what would’ve happened if the timing had been different.”
*The chat slows down even more.*
“Like… maybe some people are meant to find each other.”
“But not necessarily meant to keep each other.”
*brief silence*
“Wow. This stream got depressing.”
debbeb: damn.. who hurt this man
imnotcool: evan are YOU okay
meowmeow67: this got personal real fast
“I’m always okay.”
*The chat immediately bursts into laughter emojis.*
iloveevan: LIAR
imokay: nobody awake at 3am is okay
meowmeow67: be serious
“…fair enough.”
*small tired laugh*
“But I do think some people stay with you longer than others.”
“Even after everything ends.”
“Like certain people permanently change the way you think or act or exist.”
“And I don’t think you ever fully undo that.”
*quiet laugh*
“Okay… last one for tonight.”
*keyboard clicking*
“…oh.”
*pause*
*The chat immediately catches it.*
user5214: WHY DID HE SAY OH LIKE THAT
404notfound: hello???
evanly: bro recognized the lore
“No, it’s just…”
*he pauses briefly*
“…never mind.”
*reads quieter this time*
#4 sometimes i still reach for the left side of the bed even though nobody’s slept there in months. i think muscle memory is genuinely one of the cruelest things ever invented. also whoever said “time heals everything” was a liar btw.
*The chat noticeably slows.*
nellyintheparty: oh
charlie: wait this one hurts
bluebooty: that’s actually devastating
“…yeah.”
“That’s a very specific type of pain.”
*scrolling again*
“There’s more.”
there’s this one song i physically cannot listen to anymore because it reminds me too much of him. which is annoying because he was the one who introduced me to it in the first place.
*brief pause*
it’s A Little Death by The Neighbourhood.
*Complete silence for a second.*
“…that’s a good song.”
*The chat moves slower again.*
evanly: why does he sound affected
mellowbellow: EVAN U GOOD???
user99: bro got flashbacks
“I’m fine.”
*too fast.*
“But yeah… I think music is one of the worst things to attach memories to.”
“Because it catches you off guard.”
“One random shuffle and suddenly your entire mood is ruined for the rest of the night.”
*reading chat*
reyrey: the left side of the bed line is crazy.
“Yeah.”
“I think muscle memory is cruel in general.”
“You get so used to somebody existing in your life that your body remembers them even after your brain tries to move on.”
*The chat is almost completely calm now.*
iloveevan: oh this got TOO real
meowmeow67: im never recovering from this stream
evanly: somebody hug him
“And time doesn’t really erase that.”
“I think it just teaches you how to carry it differently.”
*brief silence*
“…anyway.”
*small awkward laugh*
“Before this turns into me oversharing to thousands of people at 4 in the morning.”
*The chat moves slowly now.*
bobbylobby: this stream feels different tonight
“…does it?”
*quiet static from the mic*
“I think everybody just gets a little more honest after 3 a.m.”
*reads another chat message*
miley857: do u think the person who sent that still loves him?
*Heeseung pauses.*
“…I think you don’t write things like that unless a part of you still does.”
*The chat immediately starts losing it again.*
mariaaaahh: OH????
usernameno5: HELLO???
evanly: that was INSANE actually
“Relax.”
*small laugh*
“But missing someone is weird.”
“Sometimes you can move on with your life and still miss them in random moments.”
“And I don’t think that always means you want them back.”
“Sometimes it just means they mattered.”
*brief silence*
“And honestly… I think that’s okay.”
*He glances back at the submission again.*
“Anyway.”
“It’s almost 4:30 in the morning and some of you unfortunately have responsibilities tomorrow.”
*The chat starts spamming “NOOO.”*
“Yes, including me.”
“Thank you for hanging out with me tonight.”
“As always, submissions stay open after the stream ends.”
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