I went through loss and mental health crisis I never could’ve predicted, my life is fucked up and I’m facing homelessness, I need to try to keep my home and recover my space, I poured so many resources trying to get roommates and help with reducing responsibilities and it all went so badly and drained me/ made my mental health worse. Seeking help from family made things even worse worse too due to their transphobia, I was so desperate, I have no choice now but to beg here because my safety nets all failed, I set out out patient care since I am beginning to experience horrific mental health disorders and live alone, I been sleeping on the floor for 2 months because no matter what I cannot get ahead, please consider helping me stay housed and get my life back to normal, if I make enough from this I can perhaps invest in drivers school and become more self sufficient , I just want to keep my home and make it home again , I’ve been dealing with so much for months and months I didn’t know it’d get so bad I’d need a psych ward and near constant hospitalization.
Please share this, I know I shouldn’t beg for help, I’ve tried every resource and plan I could and I have nothing left and no one left who can help me, I am severely disabled so I cannot work anymore, I am hopefully with outpatient I can, I am chronically shaking from paranioa, I’m always ill, I just want life to get easier and to be less disabled but I really need to stay here to receive this help, I can’t stay with anyone else, I’ve tried and I can’t afford to bring anyone else here. I’m so devastated because I have to grieve right now too and I can’t, I miss art, but unless I can secure my life a little more I cannot function enough to draw, it feels like life is over, my chihuahua is not in my care and I cannot get him back until I am stable w/ living situation, he is my only friend.
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