you cannot help but blame yourself for feeling like you caused something irreversible. you just wish you could take everything back the way it was.
genre: angst
warnings: major character death; lowercase intended
word count: 1,712
you opened your eyes as you sat up from your bed and gasped for air. you feel sweaty all over your body and you looked around your bedroom, seeing a soft nightlight shining across your bed and hearing the leaves rustling and rain pouring outside.
all you did was nothing. just staring out the window thinking about the dream you just had about your fiancé as you could see the silhouette of the bushes from the window; processing what the hell just happened. you cannot stand having these dreams anymore, and there was nothing you can do about it.
the only thing you wanted to do is to sleep and never wake up for the rest of your life. just being able to hold his hand, feeling his lips touch your cheeks, hearing his voice affirming you how much you mean to him. he's everything you could ever ask for and you could never be with anyone else but him.
but if only you didn't leave the house that night, your happiness and your future would still have been bright. if only you weren't angry about something that was so fucking simple, none of this would have happened.
san had been coming back home extremely late for the past 2 weeks, and even though you were not the jealous type, he was not responding to your concerns and it always made you feel so worried about yourself. his immediate answers were always, "oh, i've been working overtime." or "i've had plans with wooyoung, don't worry much about it, darling." but your mind can't help but to think that he's been seeing someone else. or perhaps he's doing something behind your back that you don't approve of.
you've realized that he hasn't been talking to you as much as he usually does. he's such a talker, and knowing this made your thoughts think of even worse case scenarios but you're too scared to even confront him about it. you thought to yourself numerous times that it's just all up in your head.
you asked san as soon as he got home from work if he was in the mood to go shopping with you the next day, but he had been refusing to go with you.
"i'm sorry, baby, i need to save money this month as well."
at some point, you couldn't hold in the anger you have been holding for a good couple of months. calling him a liar, him trying to see someone else, and refused to show his phone to you. that alone made you feel so downhearted, so you decided to leave and spend the night at a friend's house and block his number.
the moment you found out you lost san the morning after had to be the worst day of your entire life. your lip trembled, you could feel the pressure of tears coming to your eyes before you started to mourn when wooyoung told you the news. all because he wanted to see you and apologize to you until he passed from a collision with a drunk driver.
the immense pain in your heart was preventing you to breathe properly, the pain from your voice was enough to show how much guilt you're expressing.
if only you kept your mouth shut that night, none of this would've happened. if only you stayed home and resolved the problem with him, none of this would've happened. the one time you started letting go of your emotions, it affected someone's life; and from that day forward, you swore to yourself if any problem occurs between you and one of your family members or to your friends, you would stay by their side until the problem came with a mutual solution.
the bright and positive y/n you once were, changed completely. the emptiness of your heart from not having the love of your life being right next to you every night drenched you most of your days. even waking up knowing that he's no longer here anymore was painful enough.
[ ; ]
"y/n, wear a cute dress tonight and go all out! i have something to show you!" wooyoung told you on the phone. you were in no shape to even get out of the house, but you were hoping to at least forget about him for the night. you haven't took care of yourself in a long time, so putting on makeup to make yourself look very presentable made you feel better than before.
it was your birthday too, but you never told his friends about it. it's a possibility that your late fiancé told them, but how in the world would they even remember?
the memory when you realized that the place wooyoung took you was extremely dark, you could not see a single thing as soon as you opened the door.
suddenly the lights turn on, and a big group of people appear from behind the chairs and under the table yelling, "surprise!!," making your heart jump and look around to see all of your close ones in one building.
"oh my gosh, thank you so much for this, you really didn't have to plan this for me!"
"oh y/n, i..." there was a short pause before he continued, "...hope you'll enjoy yourself tonight!" wooyoung responded.
...
returning home after a very long night of celebrating your birthday was something you had looked forward to the moment you felt physically exhausted from dancing with your loved ones. taking off your shoes as soon as you walked through your front door, entering your room to switch on even more comfortable clothes felt like you were gonna pass out in any minute.
seonghwa, hongjoong, and wooyoung followed you home as they were helping you drop off all of your presents. they planned on spending the night at your place, so they brought their belongings to make themselves at home.
you sat down on the end of the couch while the other were changing. you were staring at the presents in front of you while thinking about the moment before wooyoung called you to get ready. even though you had an immense amount of fun with everyone at your party, the sorrow you had felt beforehand was still there. it did not feel right.
"...y/n." you snapped out of it, turning your head to see seonghwa calling your name multiple times to catch your attention."
"oh my god, i'm sorry, i spaced out. what is it?"
hongjoong let it a slight laugh before he proceeded to speak, "i asked how did you feel today? did you have fun?"
"i did! you guys didn't have to do all of this for me, i appreciate everything you have done for me."
"you deserve it, y/n. there was no way we weren't going to not celebrate it. we're so happy that you enjoyed your time with the others." you happen to stare at the floor as you're hearing seonghwa's words. you could feel yourself starting to cry, but you weren't going to let that happen. you could never understand what you did to deserve such loving people like them.
"thank you so much literally. but why? i didn't think you guys would do something for me. i feel like i didn't do much for any of you." you look back up to the three of them, and you see them looking at each other.
there was a moment of silence before wooyoung sighed, scratched his head for a few seconds before he looked back at you. it was now hongjoong and seonghwa's turn to look at the floor, making you feel nervous about what they're going to say next.
"y/n..." wooyoung uttered. "we did this because...wanted to do it on behalf of san."
"what..." hearing his name made your heart start clenching, unable to breathe for a split second. rapidly looking at the three of them, you could see hongjoong and seonghwa's faces immediately staring up at you.
"he...saved up a shit ton of money for your surprise party to happen. the amount of overtime he worked, the numerous times he hung out with me to plan everything out, he did it for you. i had always see him physically and mentally exhausted, and no matter how many times we told him to relax with his hours, he did not budge to rest for you."
[ ; ]
the thought of wooyoung's words from earlier tonight tore you down completely. from him breaking down everything that had happened in san's perspective, everything made so much sense. if you were in san's position, how would you tell your s/o that you had worked so much just so you could plan a surprise party for them?
you could tell that him not being able to spend time with you as much as before was so unfortunate. you just wished that he could've told you how he was feeling, but he couldn't even tell you why. the thought of you seeing yourself angry at him the night you two argued made you feel an insane amount of guilt in you. you feeling that way must've been the reason why he couldn't even reach out to you.
your eyes started to water, your body started to shake and your hands grab the sheets on the bed you're currently sitting down on. your eyes could not hold back your tears and you could feel the intense pain in your chest growing into you.
the attempt of you making any noise was a fail and you involuntarily let out a loud sob. you were so tired, so exhausted from living, and you cannot bear knowing your other half is no longer with you. you could not stand thinking about how san felt having to hide everything from you just so he can surprise you.
your bedroom door slammed open immediately and the lights started to turn on.
"y/n--hey y/n, what happened??" wooyoung, seonghwa, and hongjoong assured you as seonghwa sat next to you and leaned closer.
"i'm so sorry, it's all my fault! it's all of my fucking fault that san is not here! i'm so fucking tired having to live on how i ended up having him not be with me anymore. i'm such a shitty person, i just want to say sorry..."
a/n : happy happy birthday to one of my favorite boys ^^. i love you so much yeosang and i hope you have a fantastic day <3 -daisy
cw / tws : food mentions
wc: 1513
your boyfriend turned twenty-four today and although he says that he is not an old man, he sure is being grumpy.
“yeosang wake up, it’s your birthday,” you practically squeal at him. he groans, looking at the clock that tells him it is currently nine forty-five in the morning.
“let me sleep in, it’s my birthday” yeosang tells you as he puts his arm over his eyes to try and keep the sleep from leaving him prematurely. you move to the bed and you sit on top of him, moving to hold his arm and rest his hand against your face.
“i made you homemade cinnamon rolls for breakfast since it’s your birthday so you gotta wake up because they’re still warm” you say as you pout. he tries to hold back his grin but ultimately fails.
“okay baby, i’ll get up since you made me breakfast,” he smiles back at you, forgetting that he wanted to sleep in. you smile at him brightly.
“okay, now give me a kiss”. he moves to a seated position and gives you a gentle kiss before resting his face into the crook of your neck, not wanting to leave the familiarity of your arms just yet.
“yeosang, i love you and want to hold you too, but the cinnamon rolls are going to get cold” you pout at him and he nods, giving you another kiss before you both move to the table to eat the breakfast that you prepared for his birthday.
after the two of you ate your breakfast yeosang wanted to spend the middle of his day with you. yeosang was never the one who wanted to do much on his birthday, when it came time to celebrate the occasion, it was left to you and his seven best friends to give him a memorable and joyous birthday. you both knew that his seven best friends were coming over around dinner time to eat and have a few drinks, in the window of time before that was spent doing miscellaneous things that yeosang had came up with.
he had you acting out his favorite scenes with him from movies he enjoyed to making different colored lip balms with crayons, eyeshadow, and vaseline. you two were having so much fun together that you almost realized too late that his friends would be on the way in a few short hours.
it was around five pm now, and his friends would be there by six-thirty. the both of you began cleaning the messes you had made as you both had been all over the place and you finished, just in time to hear a series of loud frenzied knocks from his friends outside.
yeosang went to go answer the door and everyone came in, quickly filling up the living room. it is quiet for a minute or so, everyone smiling at each other. it was nice to take in the presence of your boyfriend and all the people he cared about so much.
on the other hand, yeosang was taking in the sight of all of his best friends and his partner. almost all of his favorite people are in the same room, and even though he acts like he doesn’t mind celebrating his birthday, he looks forward to the same scene every single year. yeosang never gets tired of spending time with the people he loves, but he endears it so much more when there is a day they think just solely of him and his growth.
yeosang being deep in his thoughts did not notice yunho or jongho coming towards him in the slightest, engulfing him in a hug from both sides of him. the rest of you shortly follow. yeosang is engulfed in a hug for a while before everyone decides to let up.
you, seonghwa, and wooyoung enter the kitchen, getting ready to begin cooking and baking for yeosang’s birthday. some people may ask why you don’t just buy a cake and order takeout, but everyone just likes it better this way. yeosang gets to talk with the majority of his friends and you get to steal the friends of his that can cook, and it is never a dull moment cooking and baking with them. seonghwa and wooyoung usually do the main food courses while you bake and decorate the cake. you three have grown to like the system and routine that has been created and followed over the years that you all have celebrated yeosang’s birthday.
after the food is done and set out in the living room, the only room that can seem to fit everyone, you all begin to eat and talk with each other. the conversation is mostly geared towards yeosang, some of which he probably wishes wasn’t brought up based by how he has turned shades of pink when some were telling their favorite stories with yeosang.
at the end of the meal, you excuse yourself to go get the cake. san offers to go with you, knowing that you can be clumsy at times. you happily accept his help not wanting to mess up what you worked hard on. you and san come back from the kitchen, you bring the lighters and the candles to put on the cake after san sets it down on the coffee table in the centre of the living room.
you begin to put the candles in the shape of “two” and “four” on the center of the cake. as you light the candles you say,
“i wanted to get twenty-four individual candles but yeosang said there was no way he would blow them all out so i had to get these two instead,” you roll your eyes playfully at your boyfriend who is now trying to explain to wooyoung that he is fun but he did not want the hassle of blowing out twenty-four individual candles. yeosang moves so he can blow out the candles easier and closes his eyes as he does so, opening them to you and the members smiling at him.
“oh my god guys we didn’t sing happy birthday,” you say completely shocked that you all had forgotten. it didn’t take long before everyone was obnoxiously singing happy birthday, yunho making sure that he was being the loudest with his words.
wooyoung moves closer to yeosang, “so what did you wish for?” he asked cheekily.
“you know i can’t tell you what i wished for, woo.” yeosang told him. wooyoung never fails to ask yeosang what he wished for, and yeosang never failed to give him the same answer.
wooyoung pokes his cheek out at yeosang, because “obviously he needs to give me a kiss if he can’t tell his bestfriend what he wished for on his birthday” and yeosang obliges him, knowing that he either had to give the kiss or reveal his wish.
everyone is eating the cake you prepared and talking, and within an hour and a half everyone is beginning to get ready to go home. everyone is leaving, making sure to tell yeosang happy birthday and thank you for the cake and food.
once everyone is gone, you plop down on the couch and yeosang isn’t too far behind. he clings to you on the couch just now realizing how low his social battery has gotten. you feel yeosang moves his head to look up at you and he smiles.
“what’s up yeosang? i know you want to tell me something” you say to him, seemingly able to read him at all times.
“i know i wasn’t supposed to tell you my wish but…” he tells you, lowering his voice as he ends his sentence.
“but…?” you ask, now very curious on that wish of his actually was.
“can we please binge watch the avengers until we fall asleep?” he asked you.
“yes of course” you told him, thinking it was a bit silly that he asked you, he should have known you would have said yes but when he responded “really?” you were now curious as to why he thought you would have said no.
“well, you have been doing things for me all day, so i didn’t want to force you to do this with me if you didn’t want to” he tells you. you frown at him, feeling bad that he thinks you didn’t enjoy doting on him today.
“yeosang, it’s your birthday. i wanted to do all of these things with you, and i get excited for your birthday because i get to dote on you like this. please don’t feel bad, i enjoy it”. he eases at your words, and goes to turn on the beginning of the franchise.
“also, i know i don’t have anything physical to give you for a gift, but i may or may not have rented an airbnb with an indoor theatre for three days next week so we could binge watch this there.” you say this quietly trying to not have a really giddy reaction.
“you never have to get me anything, you are enough. AND REALLY?”
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you had met vernon on your first day of school, ever. your teacher had set you next to each other
since that day you both had been inseparable
you both were around each other so much that even your family had become besties
every single year you had always been in the same classes
you had always matched for halloween and gotten each other “platonic” gifts for valentines day
the older you got, the more it just felt natural to be with him
your family would always tease with “when are you guys finally going to get together”
you both made a weird look whenever the question was asked because why would you both want more with someone who was your best friend?
you would
since the first time that question was asked, you had slowly started to realise your feelings for vernon
you were in love with him, you winced, wondering how you let yourself feel that way
when you fully came to that realisation, you started distancing yourself from vernon
it was never easy but it got more manageable
helping your mom (forcing your mom to need help), getting a lot more serious with your studies so you could always say you needed to study instead of hanging out
several months of doing things like this and now, you only see vernon in class
he sits near you, but neither of you talk
it is time to apply to university, and you apply to the university that is rival to the one vernon had always wanted to get into
you thought to yourself, “there is no way i’ll see him there”
and you were right, for four years, you had not seen a glimpse of the one who you once saw your life with, not even when you went home for breaks
and during that period, it was easy. you didn’t search for him anymore, you no longer had to think of him holding you to fall asleep
the whole transition for vernon was hard at first
avoiding him out of nowhere, going to his rival school (low blow), and not even acting like there was an ounce of you that missed him
he had spent several nights wondering what he did wrong? what could it have been? was it something he said or something he did? did you just get tired of him?vernon had sulked over these questions for months, until he thought that if you didn’t care, then neither did he
during those four years of university, he too had stopped thinking of you
now you both have graduated, and you’re not sure where to go
vernon knew he would always stay home, and you knew that
and so did your mom, so she suggested you come home for a while until you decided what to do
although your mom didn’t really suggest anything, more of a command in the form of a suggestion. but you knew her, no getting out of that
although you and vernon had stopped being friends, your mom and his family had not. so they decided that if university didn’t fix anything, they’d fix it themselves
so this is how you are at your dining table sitting across vernon, while the rest of your family sits across from his.
you have never felt so nervous in your life, you hadn’t seen him in years
he had matured a lot over the time spent at university, and it had done him well
his voice had mellowed out and his features had become a lot more sharper
and you realise you are thinking of him in the way that you were so afraid of doing
after you eat and make small talk with everyone (but vernon) you excuse yourself from the table
“i apologise for having to leave a bit abruptly, but i have something to do and i’m afraid i cannot miss the deadline”
you go into your mom’s painting room. your mom had a schedule of when she painted, and the room was closed off during those hours, which was exactly why you and vernon hung out in that room after hours
“thought i’d find you here” vernon said a few minutes after you initially situated yourself in your mom’s painting room
“go away” you say in a small voice, being so close to him alone making sure you are barely able to keep yourself together
“why do you hate me? what did i do?” vernon asked you quietly
at this point, tears are running down your face but you are able to still talk clearly at this point. “you didn’t do anything”
“so you hate me? i had to have done something? no one ghosts their bestfriend of thirteen years over nothing. it is okay that you don’t want to be my friend anymore but i deserve an explanation and i wont leave until you give it. it is only fair to me” vernon says, starting out with a slightly raised voice and ending with a softer tone
“i promise i don’t hate you and the only thing you did that made me ghost you was because you made it so easy to fall in love with you” you said, sobbing now, yourself not being sure if he could understand you
“you stopped talking to me because you fell in love with me?” he asked and you nodded, now embarrassed
“if i stopped talking to you when i fell in love with you then i think you wouldn’t have heard from me after our very first day of school” vernon says while laughing
“what…?” you say to him not expecting that turn of conversation
“yes, i fell in love with you since the moment i first saw you. i know that coming from me when i was five, but i always knew you were the one i wanted to spend the rest of my life with”
“i don’t think i ever noticed. i was so afraid to mess something up” you told him, your tears starting to dry now
“i mean i did make it as obvious as possible” he said has he playfully knudged you
“i guess i really am oblivious aren’t i” you asked now laughing
“yes but that is why i love you, my little oblivious one” vernon said while smiling
“so like i know you were crying like eight minutes ago but i’ve been waiting almost nineteen years to kiss you, when do you think would be the best time” vernon asks while puckering up
“now would be good i think” you say, a little nervous
vernon then leans in and closes the space between you both in a warm and chaste kiss
as you pull away from vernon you say “im never going to leave you again”
“good, but can we at least talk about the madness behind you applying to my rival school on purpose, i mean, come on!!!!!” vernon says dramatically
and at this moment, you know that this man is your forever person.
authors note : I fixed up and updated an old scenario of mine! Eek! I hope y'all enjoy! I do not take credit for the poem used in this scenario!
warnings: angst, insecurity
Choi Seungcheol. You could write a novel about how happy he made you but you could also write one on why you’d shouldn't let him in. Your heart had been so pure. Now, it is furthest from it. You've endured a lot. You aren't the happy person that everyone used to know.
Seungcheol could make you forget about all of your heartaches. Not by force but by his actions. Just by Cheol being Cheol, he cared about you. He could sense your feelings, he knew when you were sad, happy, mad, angry, etc. which was a blessing but also a curse.
A blessing because when he asked, you knew he cared. But a curse because he got hurt when you wouldn’t tell him what was wrong.
You bottled your emotions. Seungcheol told you it was bad. You knew it was bad, you were just afraid to open up. You were afraid of someone using your emotions against you or seeing yourself so vulnerable.
It had happened before and you didn’t think you could take it again. You didn’t think Seungcheol would do it. But then again, the people that you believed wouldn’t do that to you did it. Someone robbed you of your trust, your ability to love. Well maybe not your ability but your conscience to love. You were afraid of what would happen if you opened up so you dodged every situation where you would have to open up.
You were at Seungcheol’s house and you were reading in the living room. The poem you were reading was “Trust issues”, a poem by R.H Sin. He was one of your favorite poets and you read the poem several times but you never got tired of reading it. Seungcheol was sitting at the dinner table as you were reading to yourself on the sofa.
“She gave herself in small doses
So when people left it would hurt less
As relationships came and went
The Doses became smaller and smaller
‘Till she no longer felt the need to give”
You sat there thinking about the poem for a second. You forgot Seungcheol was there until you felt his weight beside you on the sofa and you told him that it was okay..that you were fine. You weren’t fine and Seungcheol knew you weren’t. Instead of telling him not to worry, you let him comfort you. You never let people give you any type of comfort. You never realized how much you craved comfort or that you needed it.
You did something that you promised yourself you’d never do; fall in love. You fell in love but you just realized it. You guarded your heart with the toughest materials and built the tallest walls. Seungcheol wasn’t afraid to love you, and he wasn’t afraid to fix it all on his own. You were thinking about how calm you were and how you weren’t afraid to let him in. You weren’t afraid because it was him.
His voice made you look up at him. “You don’t have to be afraid of the love I want to give you and the love you deserve to feel, you know that. Right?”
You didn’t know how much you needed this. How much you wanted this. Deserved this.
He pressed his forehead against yours and said “I love you, everything about you. Your laugh, your smile, your hair, your face, your personality, everything you hate, and everything you’re insecure about. I love it all. Please don’t be afraid of my love, I will never hurt you. I will always be here and I’ll always be by your side.”
"genuine question, so how you feel about y/n?" wooyoung asked jongho.
both of them were hanging out and wanted to have lunch together in the shopping center. jongho sighed and covered his face in embarrassment, he couldn't even help or even stand himself for not being able to function normally whenever you're around.
"well, i-"
as the both of them were having a conversation, you greeted the both of them out of the blue a bit far away and both widen their eyes at you.
"well speak of the devil." wooyoung told jongho before you came over to them. but jongho couldn't help but just stare at you.
"y/n, hey! what brings you here today, are you doing well?"
"hi, yeah, i'm doing fine, thank you! i'm just shopping here with my friend, i'm just waiting for them to finish paying for their things over that store-" you then started to point in which store you mentioned before you continued. "-and i happened to find you guys here. i hope i'm not disturbing your time!"
"oh uh, no you're okay! we were just talking about things that happened the previous week since we usually don't have the time to talk, but we have all day! don't worry!" jongho was internally panicking, but he wanted to really assure you that it was okay.
sometimes jongho wonders if him staring at you makes you uncomfortable but you never seem to have a problem with it. you don't even notice it most of the time unless you're talking to him directly. he genuinely just loves the way you speak to other people and how you're so sweet, especially to him.
"ah, jongho i forgot!" you reach for something in your pocket as you were struggling to get it out. you then grab his hand and guide him to open it as you place the item to his palm. just looking at your hand that's touching his made himself go mentally wild and nervous, he was slightly shaking and hoped that you wouldn't be able to tell. when he realizes that you placed a ring on his hand, he looked up at you as he's just sitting in his chair.
he hesitated for a split second thinking it was you giving a ring to him, but then realized it was his own once he saw the design.
"you accidentally left your ring back in my desk during class today. i remembered you telling me that it was a very important item to you, so i kept it until i saw you again. i saw you looking for it earlier but i didn't have the confidence to give it to you. i should've came up to you-"
"y/n, it's okay! thank you so much!..i appreciate and love you so much." he widened his eyes of what he said and turned to wooyoung in surprise, who which he does the exact same reaction. his heart started pulsating so hard to the point that he could probably feel it on his chest. he couldn't breathe as he looked back at you, until he realized that you were looking in another way.
"ah okay!" you yelled, which jongho turned around and sees that you're talking to your friend who just got out. you turn around to see him, who for some reason looked anxious. "what was that, jongho? i'm so sorry, i didn't catch that-"
"OH, it was nothing, thank you so much for giving me the ring! i really thought i lost it." he slightly chuckles between his words and turned a bit red. wooyoung started chuckling at jongho, in which he started kicking his leg.
"oh my fucking god..." he silently says to himself as he covers his cheeks.
"well, i'll be on my way, so i'll see you guys at school monday, yeah?" you assured them before jongho and wooyoung greeted you goodbye. you turned around to your friend and walked alongside with them. shortly after they no longer see you, wooyoung started to snicker.
"stop laughing." jongho said half-seriously.
"you're a mess, you know that, right?" wooyoung told him.
"wooyoung, do me a big favor and shut up for like a minute. "i appreciate and love you so much" are you fucking kidding me, i really shout that out from my own thoughts, i hate myself."
"for now, just be glad that they didn't hear what you said. imagine if they did, oh my god." his friend assured before jongho covered his face once again and stayed that way for a couple of moments. wooyoung laid back on his chair as he drunk his soda as he just stares at him. he had witnessed jongho's movements for quite sometime, but it has been recently that he has been acting so nervous around you lately.
it was clear to wooyoung how he felt about you now, and he was willing to help you out. you're jongho's first love, and he was proud of him to finally tell him about him falling in love with someone. jongho genuinely didn't think he'd fall for anyone anytime soon, he was always focused on his college work and just never thought about anything else.
"so by observing your movements, you like them, is that right? when did you first realize it?" jongho was slightly looking away from wooyoung, and he didn't even know where to start the explanation. he covered his ears as he sighed.
"um..a couple of weeks? i'm not too sure how to explain it, but they're such a sweetheart to me. always assures me when they think i feel upset in the slightest. i don't even like anyone physically touching me but i feel like..every little touch when they're a bit close to me, i just want that feeling to last for a very long time, you know?"
"like when they touch your hand to give you the ring?"
"exactly. they were so gentle."
"i can't wait to explain this to seonghwa-"
"you better not say this to him i swear to god, you're going to see the light if you ever do because i never let him hug me."
idc what everyone says, hao would be the greatest sugar daddy
minghao would definitely be an ambassador and model for many expensive clothing brands
usually many models aren't as well known
but what brought minghao to fame was a behind the scenes clip during one of his photoshoots
it was only ONE video, and the only video everyone can see of him
you could see his smile, the way he's so sweet to the photographers, and his cute ass LAUGH iykyk
everyone is like
"y'all who is this fine ass MAN"
"i want to know his name n o w"
"who tf is this man, and why isn't he in my draws yet"
but anyways
you met him in one of his photoshoots
you were only there to be just a one time model for a clothing brand
and minghao was somewhat infatuated with you because he thought you were so beautiful
but he didn't know you ofc
he didn't show it, but he genuinely wanted to talk to you
he was even willing to talk to you then possibly ask for your number after you were done with your session
and he did!!
you explained that you only did the one time opportunity just so you can pay for your college tuition, and thankfully, the money was gonna cover for your cost
...for one semester
and he was like oh nah
so he asked if you wanted to be friends with him and he'd exchange back with money!!
and at first, you thought it was a bit sketchy
but his smile kinda caught you a bit off guard so you were like yolo okayyy
you visited him again in a shopping mall
and he insisted in paying whatever clothes or literally anything you always wanted to buy
and you were like ???? you sure ???
and he directly told you that yes, you can get whatever you wanted
ngl, his pockets did hurt JUST a little bit
but he was happy that you enjoyed your being with him, and that was all he wanted. to genuinely talk to someone
and you were happy for the exact same reason,,,and the money ofc
but you're grateful that he was willing to help you out, you were gonna crY
he was always a shy boy, so he didn't really talk to anyone
and it made him a bit lonely
i mean he has mingyu and jun as his best friends but he's been wanting to spoil someone in a while, or even be a relationship yk
and it didn't matter if you just wanted to be with him because of money, he was a teeny bit desperate to be with someone on the lowkey
but anyways time skip
the more you talked to him, the more you fell for him
even though he gives you a whole allowance, you definitely love him because of his personality.
eventually he was the one who confessed to you
he was a bit scared because what happens if you rejected him and didn't want to talk to him again :(((
but you actually like him back and he's like !!!! really???
and basically it just went from there
he's very very sweet, he was willing to buy you anything to make you happy
you hated asking him for help in any way, but he was still willing to help you!
when he smiles >>>>
when he GIGGLES so cutely!!
his friend jun would tell him a joke and the way he giggles gives you so much joy!!
of course since he's so much into fashion, he buys you a fuck ton of clothes omfg
like it's to the point that he had to buy you house with a small walk-in closet
you don't know why but you just like folding your clothes
but there are times you're lazy lmao
makeup omG HE BUYS A LOT OF THAT TOO
and skin care!! lots of them for sure!!
like especially since you're still continuing college, you tend to get stressed most of the time
so sometimes he'd also take you out or even rest with him in the kitchen when he brings some food mingyu made
minghao hasn't been so happy in his entire life
being with someone who actually loves him for who he is just makes him euphoric
and being able to spoil for someone like that,,,HE'S NEVER BEEN SO HAPPYY
internally of course
cause seeing him being so mushy is a rare sight to see
but you just find him so so adorable seeing him like that
since he's well known now, there are times that you do cute photoshoots with him and most of his fans congratulated the both of you for publicly announcing the relationship!
trust - 1.2k. after watching the news on tv, it was rumored that you left walking with another man the other day when he was away.
YOON JEONGHAN ━
cheater!au - fake text series. your (now ex) boyfriend jeonghan is having an affair with someone else. completed. ♀
one | two | three | four | five | six | seven
JOSHUA HONG ━
soulmate!au - bulleted. in which you two have the same handwriting.
WEN JUNHUI | JUN ━
date - 1.3k. your crush asked you out to go to dinner but as you realize that he did not show up, another boy took his place.
KWON SOONYOUNG | HOSHI ━
[x] daily boyfriend text
jealousy - 1.4k. you and soonyoung had a heated argument after he saw you hugging seungcheol, thinking you both kissed.
JEON WONWOO━
hurt - 5.1k. soulmate au! in which you both share sensations and pain from bruises & scars in the exact same places. you’re slightly clumsy and wonwoo somehow keeps getting bigger bruises each time, but the one thing you both also don’t want to hurt is each other’s hearts.
LEE SEOKMIN | DOKYEOM ━
road trip!au - bulleted. you and seokmin have been stressed out, so you both decided to go on a road trip for a week.
KIM MINGYU ━
11:11pm - mini-series. you, a carat, wish that one day, you can spend time with your favorite seventeen member. completed.
one | two | three
XU MINGHAO | THE8━
defend - 1.4k. you buy christmas presents for your best friend but suddenly, two women decide to criticize your skin color. you felt emotional right until a particular boy stood up for you. ♀
soulmate!au - bulleted. in which one has dreams of their soulmate and vice versa, but has difficulty remembering them when one wakes up, but the other soulmate knows exactly who they are.
BOO SEUNGKWAN ━
theatre employee!au - bulleted. he gave you a food discount and took you home when your friends ditched you in the theatre.
VERNON CHWE ━
incorrect - 1.05k. you had mistaken him, a stranger, for a friend and you told him all of your problems. but you didn’t realize that until he called you.
ATEEZ
PARK SEONGHWA ━
sleepover - 1.3k. you’re seonghwa’s girlfriend and you both decided to have a sleepover for the first time as a couple. it was your chance to know him a whole lot better and spend more time together. ♀
ferris wheel - 1k. you’re seonghwa’s crush and wanted to go to ride the ferris wheel with you. everything goes uphill once the ride stops.
CHOI JONGHO ━
every little touch - series. even though physical touch isn't his love language, he can't help but feel some type of way every time he's in contact with you. ongoing.
one |
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KEY: [x] = fake text
SEVENTEEN
HIP HOP UNIT ━
[x] bad pick-up lines.
friends-to-lovers!au - bulleted.
seungcheol | wonwoo | mingyu | vernon
PERFORMANCE UNIT━
[x] accidental confessions to performance unit.
[x] daily boyfriend texts.
VOCAL UNIT ━
[x] accidental confessions to vocal unit.
[x] bad pick-up lines.
HIP-HOP UNIT ━
[x] accidental confessions to hip-hop unit.
CHOI SEUNGCHEOL | S.COUPS ━
[x] daily boyfriend texts.
soulmate!au - bulleted. in which you think in your soulmate’s voice.
YOON JEONGHAN ━
sedated touch - 0.41k. he comforted you after a bad day of work by building blanket forts and watching movies.
JOSHUA HONG ━
soulmate!au - bulleted. your previous soulmate has passed away and his did too.
WEN JUNHUI | JUN ━
[x] college!au - fake text series. he helps you learn chinese, but he didn’t know this one secret from you.
two | three | four | five | six | seven | eight | nine | ten | eleven | twelve |
KWON SOONYOUNG | HOSHI ━
soul reader - 1.04k. he knew why you were crying when he was surrounded by a group of girls.
JEON WONWOO ━
forever - 0.57k. your days with him after marriage.
LEE JIHOON | WOOZI ━
cuddling with jihoon - bulleted.
evil eye - 0.48k (hiatus). you and jihoon had a heated conversation during jun’s birthday party.
LEE SEOKMIN | DOKYEOM ━
when he secretly finds out his s/o can sing really well - reaction.
KIM MINGYU ━
drunk and tipsy - series (hiatus). you found a boy the next morning laying on your bed right beside you, thinking you were his girlfriend.
soulmate!au - bulleted. in which the first thing your soulmate says to you is on your wrist.
XU MINGHAO | THE8 ━
soulmate!au - bulleted. in which you can’t see color until you meet your soulmate.
ATEEZ
ALL MEMBERS ━
you reading them a love poem - reaction.
KIM HONGJOONG ━
passive-aggressive ‘fuck you’ - florist!au. 1k. you’re angry at your professor when she gave you a zero for writing your test in blue ink rather than black. hongjoong helps you pick flowers with negative meanings so you can give the flowers to your professor to make up your grade.
BIGBANG
KANG DAESUNG ━
[x] - you cancel your date due to your depression. trigger warning.
GOT7
ALL MEMBERS ━
[x] - you accidentally confess to them
MARK TUAN ━
seeker and seeking - 0.38k. you like receiving a lot of attention from mark, but he doesn’t give you any.
PARK JINYOUNG ━
attitude - 0.38k. he gave you an attitude after he assumed you like jackson. you gave him an attitude for being flirty with his makeup artist.
