Arby you're a disgusting piece of shit for using my vents about my eating disorder against me while you dig for dirt.
Why the fuck did you reblog this tagging my name on your salt/discourse blog. Why the fuck do you think this is okay to use as "dirt" against me. You fucking stalking creep. Fuck off.
I’m thin and don’t eat much do to a lot of reasons and my dad used to constantly wonder if I had an ED and in general my parents would get on my ass about food. It caused me to become self conscious (and even start to question myself on if I actually did have an ED). I don’t think skinnyphobia works as a term and isn’t the right word for this stuff, but yeah people do get weird if they think you’re too skinny even if it’s natural for you.
So it’s… weird and disrespectful to take someone’s venting about their issues and try and use it as dirt on them
I agree, I don't think skinnyphobia is necessarily the right term but I do agree there is definitely targetted attacks against people in regards to eating disorders. saying average-weight people must be anorexic, calling skinny men you dislike "twinks," just overall shaming people for their bodies, whether they are average-skinny or below-average-skinny or genuinely anorexic-skinny. that is absolutely shaming someone based on their body type. I since unfollowed the "this-is-skinnyphobia" blog tbh as I disagree with the direction it went and the extent to which that person would call things skinnyphobia.. but at the time it felt really good to get any validation on what I was going through with my eating disorder considering other people online at the time were actively mocking me for it. That's why I made the post Arby used as "dirt" here, to clarify. I'm tired. I'm disappointed. I'm disgusted. I'm still going through my weight and eating issues. I eat one meal a day. That's it. I rarely let myself have snacks or anything more than that. But sure, have fun using this post against me too, you stalking asshole..
It's been hours and I'm still feeling like shit over it. This was so fucking disgustingly creepy and unnecessary for Arby to use as dirt it's literally just weaponizing my fucking eating disorder against me. Ever since I saw that shit it triggered me really badly. I contemplated putting off eating because the thought made me feel worse. I look at my body and am reminded of my own venting words being used against me by arby reblogging it as something to use against me. It's not okay. Especially when included in the post was "my weight gain is also giving me dysphoria since it makes my hips bigger" which it still is, by the way. So that's also triggering my dysphoria on purpose, thanks you transphobic piece of shit, wonder why you felt the need to reblog that right after I made a post about being a trans man. I'm angry. I'm disgusted. My mental health has already been horrid, and my eating disorder and the current state of my body being out of my control has definitely been a factor in my suicidal thoughts. I'm trying my best not to traumadump but considering arby reblogged my vent post to use as "dirt" i suppose it feels a bit warranted. Arby. You crossed a fucking line. You've crossed so many fucking lines, but for me, this is my line, this is my boundary. I am not going to speak a word about you again after this. Anything more I have to say will go in the doc. Unless it's an apology for weaponizing my fucking dysphoria and eating disorder, I don't want to see you say a word about me after this either. Fuck off, you creepy, stalking piece of shit. You know I have you blocked. On both of your blogs. If you're responding to my vagueposts about you, fine, I can accept that you got those from someone else. But you going out of your way to scroll through my old posts and reblog one of my vent posts about my eating disorder? That is too fucking far, and I certainly don't want to see you anywhere NEAR my blog after this. You are a horrible, disgusting person. Fuck off. Leave me alone. I'm keeping this as my pinned temporarily considering that you've now been spreading that vent post to other blogs to talk shit about me. You're all such fucking horrible people for weaponizing this as "dirt."














