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“Cuéntales que primero me inundaste de amor, para después abandonarme en un desierto de indiferencia y dolor, dónde me mataste de sed y te atreviste a contar que la mala del cuento siempre era yo.”

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i swear to fucking god and all the devils.

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good things.

fluffy. peonies. books. capi. (cheese). jujubean. the heathen.

good skin.

knee not as bad as it could be.

money for food.

car. bed. mom.

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yay for surviving another attack of ideation?

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capi’s limping hasn’t been awful again.

julian looking for my hand while “you’ll be in my heart” played in the car.

auggie’s “where’s bwenda? where’s bwenda? where’s brenda?”

mom’s chicken nuggets.

girl at mcdonald’s who said she like my hair (curl mess)

girl at heb who said my hair was pretty ( blown out. ish)

little hunched old lady who came over specifically to tell me my outfit was cute.

12 year old cashier who told me he thought i was in my twenties and when i responded with “it’s the braces” he said “nah it’s the no wrinkles for me”

black dude who did a double take when he asked for my ID

alyaa wanting to get together (fudge. i need to text her back)

mash sending a voice message

ms. irma inviting me to tamale thing because she knows i love them (i need to text her and ms. laura)

i have almost all my meds.

bad things: last day at hotel tomorrow so need a game plan.

-MY PERIOD (these full moons are killing me. i need to get a lunar calendar).

-all the mm reminders. they’ve been ridiculous.

-i feel like a heifer.

-bad thoughts creeping back after a long remission.

[fragmentosadolescentes]

Desencibilazarse de la muerte también es una forma de morir.

Efimera Lunar Intemporal

[sylvyspritii]

Ah yes the three classics

[fairydropart]

AAAAAAAAAAAH

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passing red light and trying not to miss exits.

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why did this make me wanna throw up?

then 3-5 businesses days later, the vault leaked.

cut to me waiting for my dad (who was finally out of jail but hadn’t called in over a year) and my then boyfriend/high school sweetheart (who hadn’t called in 2 days so my dumb ass thought maybe he was on his way to surprise me) to show up at my undergrad graduation.

i remember i kept looking around for them through the whole thing, then still expecting them to show up when everything ended.

oh and since i’m supposed to be “positive” when leaks like this happen:

my mom was there and my bsf at the time. hm and the only reason fluffy didn’t go was because she almost died from mac n cheese.

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bubbs is limping less and walking around a lot more lately. thank the lord baby jesus.

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no because “i’m sorry i’m not brilliant like you”

wins for best/worst insult. how is this going to be a response to:

a) being a sucky employee

b) getting defensive after i was bewildered by being called “terca” (stubborn) as a customer because i wanted him to explain internal systems of the place HE works at

c) basically admitting to breaking the law???

omg. i’ve- i cannot.

p.s. in the end he ended up backtracking and being nicer but dude. why?

and of course it was a man.

“this is the second time you make an employee feel uncomfortable”

uh. because the first time you guys could not be bothered to google service animal laws??? the bare minimum.

[ratwednesday]

FEAST, GLADLY / MOON STEALER / WARM BLOODED

i hold werewolves as both a symbol of transformation and of self-actualization; they are the other, and the beast, and they are us. this art was created for october’s print club; it was also created for me (and for you).

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[krumplr]

Lol

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