dear nep, im sorry i wasnt able to stop them from taking you. i know i could have done something, *anything* to stop them but i was too in shock. i was taking care of you just fine! i was providing more for you than myself! im so so sorry. i hope that if i find you, you arent mad at me (hopefully you werent ever) and if you are i want to do anything i can to fix it. love, meulin










