don't make me say it

— i'm seeing the PAIN, seeing the p l e a s u r e. i'd love to hold you close — tonight and a l w a y s. i'd love to wake up next to you, i'd love to hold you close — tonight and always. so we'll piss off the neighbours. reckless behavior. a place that is so PURE, so dirty and raw. be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day. fucking you and fighting on — it's our paradise and it's our WAR ZONE. it's our paradise and it's our war zone.

[ghostie-hoe]

LETS PLAY THE 'YES' OR 'NO' GAME: Ask me questions and I'm only allowed to answer with 'Yes' or 'No'

[triplethreatelise-blog]

Send ✉ for an 2 AM text

Send ✘ for an unsent text

Send ☠ for a threatening message

Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message

Send ♣ for a drunk message

[htmlfassy-blog]

MOODBOARD → RELATIONSHIPS

Natalie and Michael 1/?

@natdormerx

[shellhxnnig-deactivated20180408]

“I didn’t think you were coming back,” she admitted as he spun her around. It had been an insane couple of weeks, she really had no idea what happened while he was gone, it all seemed like a scattered mess. As much as she wanted to grill him with questions and know everything she also just wanted to enjoy their reunion and make up for lost time. “I missed you too. You had me worried sick!” Once her feet were back on the ground she moved her hands to cup his face. His once clean shaven face was scruffy and his hair was a mess, still she thought he was the most handsome man she’d ever seen. Natalie offered him a bright smile before pressing her lips to his to give him a proper greeting.

[htmlfassy-blog]

‘I could never just leave you behind.’ He admitted, still holding her tightly to his chest. His mind was racing with a million thoughts but all he wanted to do was just lie down and hold Natalie for a few hours. He was exhausted. He’d been exhausted ever since he left this place a few months ago. He would have to explain everything to Natalie one of these days. How they got separated in Vegas, the whole court case, the mugging, the whole lot. Not now, though. ‘I’m sorry love, I didn’t mean to make you worry. I just had some things I needed to sort out. I’ll tell you all about it later, I promise!’ He smiled reassuringly, his arms wrapped loosely around her lower back as he knocked his forehead against hers gently. ‘I’m just so relieved to be back here, with you.’ He pressed a kiss back against Natalie’s lips, holding them there for a few seconds before moving back slightly so he could look into her crystal blue eyes. 

[shellhxnnig-deactivated20180408]

Natalie had been curled up in bed, her face buried in an old copy of To Kill a Mockingbird. It was a nice day out and most of the resort guests were out by the pool or sitting on the beach. Which made it quiet as can be inside her cabin and the main building. It was the perfect time to hide out and get some serious reading done. The blonde’s mind was so engulfed in her book that she didn’t even hear her name being called the first time around. The second time she picked up on the familiar voice, though didn’t believe what she was hearing. “Michael?” She mumbled to herself, peaking up over her book just in time to see him stick his head into her room. “Oh my god. Y-you’re here! You’re back?” She put her book down on the bed and ran to him, pulling him into a tight hug as quickly as she could!

[htmlfassy-blog]

A bright smile spread across his face as soon as he saw her. Oh god, he had missed her! ‘Hey, you!’ Michael dropped his bags to the floor with a thump and wrapped his arms tightly around Natalie, lifting her up from the ground and swinging her around in a slow circle. He held her close to him, nuzzling his nose along her cheekbone, taking the time to inhale her unique scent. ‘God, I have missed you so much!’ He mumbled against her skin. He knew he must probably smell of travel sweat and could do with a shower but he didn’t want to let the blonde go just yet. He wanted to savour this moment just a little bit longer.

[cfmusings-blog]

                                           Strike me down?                                            I’ll get up again.                                                                             I am not invincible,                                                                             but I won’t give up either.

[htmlfassy-blog]

It had taken Michael months to get here, to get out of Vegas. To get over his court hearing. He knew he probably should tell Natalie about it but he didn’t want to get her involved. It was gruelling, long days and nights having to fight his corner. Alone. But it was over with now, he was finally free and could return back to the Big Brother resort. He arrived, two heavy bags slung over his shoulder. He checked which cabin Natalie had been assigned to and headed in that direction. Not being able to wait another second to see her. ‘Nat? Nat, you in here?’ Michael spoke in a loud whisper as he poked his head around the door.

@natdormerx

[vikander]

[htmlfassy-blog]

CALL 📞 NAT 💏

[shellhxnnig-deactivated20180408]

Natalie: Hello?— Michael, is that you? Are you alright?  Her heart raced the second his name appeared on her phone, after weeks of worrying it felt so good to hear his voice again. Natalie: What? I— I thought you just up and left. I thought you changed your mind and had to go. I’m sorry, if I had known I would have stayed. I would have looked for you. I called James and he said that maybe you just needed some time to process everything that’d happened so I didn’t ask questions. I’m so so sorry, Michael!! I don’t understand how this could happen. Do you think someone did this to you? — Thank you for calling. I feel a lot better now that I’ve heard your voice … But you need to call your Mum. I know she’s been worried. I’ll collect some things and have the show send a driver with some fresh clothes and some money so you can get something proper to eat, alright? I love you too

[htmlfassy-blog]

Michael: N—— Nat... A wave of relief spread over his body at hearing the sound of her voice again. It had been too long. Michael: No, no... I would never to do that you. No, I’ve only just got you why would I want to throw it away? Honestly, I don’t know what happened. I didn’t even have that much to drink that night, someone must have spiked by drink or something. I’m so sorry Nat. I’m sorry for all the stress and doubt this has given you, I can assure you that I’ve never second-guessed anything when it comes to you. I know, she’s left about 100 messages, I think she’s even got the police involved by now. I’ll have to ring her and let her know I’m alright. Thank you, that would really help. I’ll try and get back to the resort as soon as I can. Tell the others not to worry, okay? 

[mcavoy]

[htmlfassy-blog]

pr0paganda:

#canyounot?

[htmlfassy-blog]

CALL 📞 NAT 💏

Natalie: [Voicemail] I'm really not sure if you're getting any of my messages but ———— I just wanted you to know that —— Well, that I'm worried about you. I miss you and I'm worried sick, Michael. I don't know what's going on but I do hope you're alright. I'm sorry if I said or did anything on the trip that was out of line ——— I... I didn't mean to mess things up /again/. I'm sorry. Michael: [Rings back after 3 weeks] Michael: N——Nat? I—— I’m so sorry Nat. I don’t know what happened. One minute I was with you in the casino and the next minute I blacked out then woke up in the morning on the top of some massive building I—— I don’t know. I know this sounds just like the plot of the hangover but I swear I’m telling you the truth! You wouldn’t believe the hell I’ve been through Nat—— I’ve only just been able to recover my phone—— you’re the first person I’ve called. Not even rung my mum back yet. I’ve managed to scrape up just enough money to get a flight back to LA, obviously I don’t have any of my cards with me because they got stolen so I’ve had to scrape up as much money as I can by other means, I’ll—— I’ll be home soon, Nat. I’ll be home soon. I love you.

 @natdormerx

[somerhalders]

[ffsaffleck]

You’d be more than welcome, handsome. 

[htmlfassy-blog]

Oh stop it, you flirt.

[cbbhemmings]

I’m not sure. Norman kind of terrifies me. 

[htmlfassy-blog]

Norman terrifies everyone. I wouldn’t worry too much about it.

[brendonuriecbb-deactivated20170]

Have been pretty well, man. Thanks, I can say the same for you! That’s good hearing all is well and good. I have been enjoying the break from Hollywood, it’s been interesting let’s say.

[htmlfassy-blog]

That’s good to hear! Yeah, I can imagine. I’ve only caught bits and pieces of the show but it looks like there’s always something happening, a drama here, a drama there. Can’t be that different to Hollywood, really.

[brendonuriecbb-deactivated]

Must be fun getting to play such a loved character? This appearance might sway you to join in on the fun.

[htmlfassy-blog]

Yeah, it’s the best job in the world. If you even call it a job. Half the time it just feels like you’re having a bunch of fun with your friends. I imagine it’s the same feeling with you and your band, right? 

[niallstillontheloose]

So managed to check anywhere out?

[htmlfassy-blog]

No, not yet. Where’s the best place to go?