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[htperr418]

oh slams herself into the fucking GROUND

[byebyebabbus-deactivated2013050]

[judestims]

🛸| asmr.alisa

[flamethelamer]

Neon + 97

[htperr418]

whatup fuckers she got fucking pizza rolls holy fucking shit

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

He gathers all the snacks and starts heading for the front. “You sure you don’t want to pick yourself something?”

Swiping the chips and mountain dew from him: “Nah, I’m good.”

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

He looks at her with annoyance as he walks over and starts picking out some rather strange snacks….like a can of red bean soda for a drink. He also picks up a rather normal bag of chips and mountain dew.

Hm, she’d just follow him around with crossed arms and a judging look.

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

“Well that’s subjective, you and I hardly ever agree on snack choices. Just get whatever snacks you want I’ll buy you them today.” He says as they enter the store

“No, you pick. It’s a test.”

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sentrymemes‌:

He smiles placing a bookmark in his book. “Not much, just figured I’d reach out. Want to go get some snacks with me?”

“You’ll only earn my trust if you pick good ones.”

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

He will be sitting on a bench reading a book when he notices her. Taking a look at his watch he will speak up, “Hmm I expected you to be a little longer actually considering how reluctant you sounded to meet.”

“It’s about fashion, babe.” Her arms crossed over her chest, she’d size him up: “Something you don’t seem keen on. So what’s up?”

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

smirking at the screen he replies. [I’ll buy you snacks if and when you arrive. My time is up here.]

Hm... If he claims his time is up, she’ll stop messaging that device. Anyway, she has a bit more digging to do--

But, as that time draws nearer, she’ll push herself up.  A brush through her hair, a tug-on of whatever clothes she deems fine enough for an outing, even if a little dirty... She’s not here to impress him. Far as she’s concerned, this is just business.

And as with business, one must arrive, of course, late.

[htperr418]

sentrymemes‌:

[Oh trust me they are paying me to ‘beef up security’ but yes i do just miss you. And making yourself known to me makes me want to reach out.]

[welp. glad u can admit to being a sappy loser.]

[htperr418]

[fly4w4ycr0w]

Dear Ro @ Leader boy

   Dear Ro,

By the time you read this, I’m probably already gone.

I’m sorry about that, I really didn’t mean to leave you, but I just wanted to do the right thing..and sometimes doing the right thing means you have to lose something important…

Hah, pretty stupid right? I could hear you yelling now about how dumb it is and throwing something at my face.

I don’t want to talk about sad stuff, so I want to talk about good things.

I’m really glad we met, and I’m glad we could have this group together. It’s full of so many people who are so fun and interesting. People who’ve been through the worst of the worst, and people who are lucky they didn’t. It doesn’t seem like it but everyone’s here for a reason, even if we don’t know what that reason is! 

 People are funny that way..they throw away all expectations you have of them, and show you something you never could have imagined. Isn’t that cool? 

  That goes for expectations you have for yourself, I know you don’t think that you’ve got much going for you, but I know that’s not true. There’s so much for you out there, you just need to take it, and stop being so stubborn~

….I really hope you take care of yourself Ro. Please, don’t try to follow me. Let this die with me.

I love you.

[htperr418]

Dear Person I love

Ew, that word.

But the closest she may get...

...  I miss you.

I really wish you were still fucking here.

I’m an idiot. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I want to do. You were actually good at all this.. existing junk. You helped people. You helped me.

But I can’t fill your shoes, man. You know that. You didn’t pick me, after all.

... Just, what am I supposed to do. The only thing I know I want is to get back at them, but that’s. That’s stupid. I know it’s stupid. It won’t bring you back. And even if I succeeded... I’d probably not only cause a bunch of problems for the whole group, I’d lose the only thing motivating me to keep going. I can’t even pretend I care about some ‘greater good’ or whatever, I can barely scrape up enough concern about these guys to call myself a functioning person. Why were you even friends with me? Why’d you invite me to your little club? I don’t. belong here.

I’ve got nothing.

I’m nothing.

It was only ever you.

...

Despite this...

I’ve been starting to feel... a little more, toward crow and neon at least... And they seem to worry about me a lot, so..

I guess it’ll be a bit longer still, before I join you...

I hope that makes you happy? I’m sorry... I’ll see you someday.

[htperr418]

Dear best friend,

Neon.

Man, I don’t know we even got here. When did we start calling each other bae? How’d we build a friendship around worshiping Miku and eating snacks? When did there start to be actual like.. care and shit.

I don’t fucking know. I’m sure you know you’re way out of my league, lmao.

I’m. Really fucking glad you’re here, though. I stress myself out and act like a dumbass and then there you go, reminding me to chill out, setting me straight. You stick around and I don’t. fucking get it, but it means so much.

I’m sorry about. how I can be. But like, thanks. It’s really nice knowing I can count on someone. Especially someone as strong and cool as you. ily.

[htperr418]

Dear Best Friend

Crow.

   I don’t know... where to start with you. I guess. The biggest thing coming to mind is how he picked you. Comes to mind pretty often honestly, but like, y’know. I get kinda jealous over that sometimes, mad even, but that’s my own dumb shit-- I think he made a good choice.

You’re like. You’re a good guy. I know I pick on you a lot, but the truth is, I think you’re pretty cool. Smart and junk. And you... really love your friends. You actually care about people, and that’s-- That’s a good thing for a leader to do.

... I love you too. You’re like a brother to me. A dorky one that I gotta pick on, but like, I feel pretty comfortable with you, and that’s. a really hard thing to do. But you make our little group feel like... y’know, like home. 

Just, I don’t know. Just thanks. For everything. ... I think you’re gonna do great things.

P.S., You gotta take more care of yourself, dumbass. And that’s coming from me.