Elodie laughed, though her heart wasn’t in it. There was no use in Heath reassuring her that Rebekah liked her. They both knew that wasn’t true, and she had every reason to hate the petite blonde. She’d waltzed into their life, flirting up a storm with Rebekah’s boyfriend and was showing no signs of stopping. Elodie barely even knew why she did it. Was she addicted to the chaos? There was no use in her pretending she didn’t notice the way Heath’s eyes trailed after her, the lust that formed in the dark pools of his gaze. He was obviously attracted to her, and rarely seemed to dissuade her boisterous approach. Aside from a few sighs and well-placed grumbles of Elodie, he tended to laugh away her obvious come-ons. Surely a man who was desperately in love with his girlfriend would put his foot down and draw a line in the sand. He’d never outright rejected her, and so Elodie hadn’t seen reason to stop.
She wasn’t a homewrecker – she never had been, nor would she want to be. If she ever fucked anybody who happened to be a relationship, it was always entirely without her knowledge. With Heath, things just felt different, and she couldn’t put her finger on why. Maybe it was the fresh knowledge of knowing he’d been the one to find her, the day of her attitude. Perhaps her mangled brain had conjured up an image of him, letting him take the form of her hero, as though she were the heroine in a fairy tale as opposed to the villainous, monstrous witch that she probably resembled more closely. Whatever it was, she felt a strange closeness to him that she’d felt from the moment they’d crossed paths in A Novel Idea.
She watched, with thinly veiled disappointment, as he pulled away from her, turning from where she kneeled. Elodie blinked, swallowing down her dissatisfaction, and instead nodded, plastering on a bright smile as they bought sought out a distraction from the obvious tension building.
“Sure. Yeah, whatever you’ve got,” she shrugged, waving him off with a hand.
She pushed to her feet, climbing off of the sofa and glanced around, gaze landing on the shirt she’d discarded on its cushions. She reached up and tugged her pathetic mouse ears from her head and tossed them on the couch, cursing her stupid outfit for where it had landed her tonight. Heath probably thought she looked ridiculous, just as her father did, made abundantly clear by the handprint on her cheek. Not usually one to fret over her appearance, she sighed and tugged at the straps of her skimpy dress, before pulling it swiftly over her head. She glanced across the room, to where Heath had wandered towards the fridge, and wondered if it would even impact him, seeing her standing there in nothing but her underwear. What would he do, if she crossed that threshold and wrapped her near-naked form around him. Would he have her, or would he send her packing?
She stood there for a moment too long, yearning for him to say something, to beg her to let him have her. Elodie would take anything to quiet the noise in her head right now, to silence the sound of her father’s voice, rattling around in her brain, to soothe the ache of her steadily bruising cheek. Eventually, she tugged the shirt over her head, letting it slip down her slim frame, rucked up at the curve of her waist before she carefully shimmied it around her hips. It was both too large, and not big enough. It sat just below her bottom, her pale thighs on show, dotted with glitter from when she’d been foolish enough to think she might be getting fucked tonight by a total stranger. The fit of it felt so snug and secure against her frame, as though wearing Heath’s t-shirts was the most natural thing in the world to her.
Despite the war waging in her mind, Elodie let her voice ring across the room, eager for his attention, for any sense of validation. It was the only balm she needed after such a hateful night.
“Do I look pretty, Heath? Does it suit me?” Her eyes shone, a hint of desperation mingled with tears that had been building all night long. Why was this so difficult? With all her friends and the vast expanse of the city at her disposal, would Elodie always feel this lonely?