I Drink Your Blood, I Eat Your Flesh

Whenever feasible, one should always try to eat the rude.

[human-anathema]

Maraming nagtatanong, bakit daw ba hindi ako nagsasawang i-promote yung banda namin?

Yun bang mga artist na pinapakinggan mo ngayon, tingin mo ba nagsawa silang igapang yung musika nila at magic o swerte lang na naabot nila yung status ng banda nila at naririnig ang kanta nila sa radyo o 'di kaya'y hinahanap ng tao ang kanta nila sa internet?

Ang sagot hindi.

Hindi sila tumigil sa pagsisikap. Malamang meron din ibang mabilis na nakahanap ng mga tao na makakatulong sa kanila para marinig ang musika nila sa masa. Pero nandoon pa din yon, nagsusumikap sila at hindi sila tumitigil.

Ang pangarap ko, marinig sa radyo ang kanta namin at maka-inspire ng ibang tao through our experience. Gumagawa na kami ng musika simula pa lamang 13 o 14 years old. Ngayon ay 27 na ako pero ayaw pa din namin tumigil kasi naniniwala kaming may patutunguhan yung hindi namin pagsuko sa para marinig at gumawa ng musika.

Malaki ang pasasalamat ko sa mga taong nagbigay ng oras para pakinggan ang kanta namin. Sobrang laking tulong na noon para sa amin, dahil kaya kami gumagawa ng musika ay upang marinig.

Kung gusto mo din makatulong sa amin, pwede mo pakinggan ang musika namin dito.

Ngayon pa lamang ay nagpapasalamat na ako sa iyo. Maraming maraming salamat.

[biomic]

[codeinelord]

[faeriefulmoon]

[rachbtw]

[human-anathema]

GggggggrrrrrrreeeeeeeyyyyyyY

[human-anathema]

[human-anathema]

Tarantado buhay ka pa pala. HAHAHAHA.

[human-anathema]

I think I'm making progress, my psychiatrist lowered my dosage. Yay!

[jjmk-jjmk]

Red hood: animated

fan art

[human-anathema]

If Im gonna be honest, I just want to shut my brain. I hate how my brain works, I hate that I don't even know the reason of this heavy feeling. I just really hate everything about me. I just want this to stop. I want this to end.

[forgetthisuniverse]

[emilydb]

[human-anathema]

I hate these random thoughts. JKMP.

[human-anathema]

For the past weeks I've been in an indefinite leave from my work. My family and I agreed to let me go to a psychiatrist. Because for the past few weeks my anxiety and panic attacks began to be more severe. For the past few weeks until now, I've been taking Quetiapine and recently my psychiatrist gave me alprazolam for panic/anxiety attack.

The past few weeks that I've been staying with my family. I feel loved. But sometimes there are few episodes of overthinking, sadness, and boredom. Now that I told my Mom that I'll be reporting to work tomorrow, there is a void in my chest, a sadness that I can't explain. Since the ride from our home to my dorm, I'm wishing for the time to go slow or even stop. I just want to be with my family. But that would be a selfish thing for me to do. I'm a grown ass man that have responsibilities. I must do what I have to do and work to pay my bills and somehow hand my Mom some cash for her to buy the things she wants.

But man this feeling sucks. I was crying like a child and hiding in the bathroom so my room mate can't see me crying like a child. I'm not really vocal to my mom, but the moment she closed the door of my room, the sadness overtake again.

[wandrer]

[human-anathema]