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@humanhealing
do not fix your dark circles let the world know youre tired of its shit and ready to kill a man
you’re* it’s* Btw. I am a man.
oooooooooooooh my gooooooooooooooooooooooood ooooooooh my god. oh my god. ooooooooooh. my god oh my god
Did you see the same beauty I saw while looking through the camera lens? Did you feel my heart beat to the speed of fluttering butterfly wings as we held hands? Did you feel me break like a crumbling tombstone? Something to acknowledge what is gone, now gone for good. Did you feel my ribs shatter with the velocity of a car crashing into a liquor store, torso thrust forwards, collarbone hits the steering wheel and for the first time you hear the silence. Did you understand how I felt?
Do you now? (i.r.s. via @humanhealing )
I always thought you were the friend that'd never leave my side, the drama will always come in waves but never for a moment did I think you'd drift away in it. I thought you'd comfort me in my times of crumbling, and be the friend you had always been. That role becomes a difficult one to play once you are the one who made the waves roll, that allowed them to crash together in utter chaos. This time you were the one who broke my heart. I was naïve, you were inconsiderate, and together we became a tsunami.
Our love tore us apart bringing everything we had built down with it. (Isabella Rosemary @humanhealing )
From so many attempts of trying to find happiness by first finding love, I have discovered one thing I am certain of. While I deserve both happiness and love, those are two separate journeys, and I can find happiness where there is no romance or lust to be found. When you stop trying to find happiness by first finding love, you might realize that happiness has been closer to home than you thought.
You might even find yourself along the way. ( @humanhealing )
I think I have officially lost all hope of us ever happening. I know there are definitely reasons I should, at least. How come nothing changed with that realization though? Why am I still in love with you? Why can't I move on?
What even is moving on? (i.r.s. @humanhealing )
I feel so entirely broken. I feel as if I'm no longer even a part of myself. I'm so scared that one day everyone will leave and I'll be here left alone with myself to ponder my sadness.
I'm so afraid that's all I'll be one day. (i.r.s. @humanhealing )
I crawled on jagged glass simply to cry on your lap, to discover a shattered statue. When you idolize someone, that image will always shatter. I should’ve been prepared. I needed someone who didn’t exist to comfort me while grieving a person who never existed. I needed my statue back.
But how can you get something back that never was? (i.r.s. @humanhealing )
I have cried so many tears for you that you will never see, I have prayed so many times for you to a God that neither of us actually believe in, I would've sacrificed my life, my dreams, every single one of my fingers that you've called 'adorable' all just to make you happy for a moment. And yet, you still left. And yet, I wasn't surprised. And yet, I'd do it all again.
And yet, I miss a you every single day, knowing you took me for granted. (i.r.s. @humanhealing )
She looked away and said 'I'm here if you ever want to talk. About anything.' he eventually mumbled, 'Talking is meaningless. Words don't mean anything anymore.' In that moment she knew that she broke him. She felt as empty as he did. This breakup needed to happen, it was such a long time coming, but she was finally able to wrap her head around the fact that no one wins this time. This is a battle heart to heart that no one survives.
excerpt from a book i'll never write (i.r.s. @humanhealing )
I broke your heart, and I felt mine ache for you. I promise, I didn't intend to walk into your life just to leave and hurt you. I meant every word I said at the time, I just didn't know that that isn't always enough.
i.r.s. ( @humanhealing )
I couldn't shake this feeling that this isn't how things were meant to turn out for us. That we had so much more waiting for us on the other side to just fuck it all up now.
i.r.s. ( @humanhealing )
I fell asleep holding a phone to my face, listening to your breathing. In that moment, I realized this was a pain that would never stop giving and never stop taking.
i.r.s. ( @humanhealing )
Maybe one day, our love will be more than a possibility. by @humanhealing
I used to think love was when someone gave you a warm tingly feeling, but now I know that love is heavy. Love is heavy and sweet, with occasional bitter layers in between, love has a mouth on it, love will keep you in line, love will blur the lines entirely but still expect you to remain inside them. When you feel love, you become mad with it. You become irrational, unpredictable, and simply drenched in it. It is a weight I will gladly carry. I will walk into the ocean with no stopping in sight carrying armfuls of love.
The waves could never compare to the crashing of my heart. (I.R. @humanhealing )
Do you only think about me when it's convenient to you?
I hate to inform you, but that's not how love works. (I.R. via @humanhealing )
I think that I'm finally over you, and then your hand brushes my arm and I'm back at square one
I love you unconditionally and that terrifies me. (I.R. via @humanhealing)