sehnsucht

[humantovch]

so I created a new multi-muse page (cause we all know I can’t stay away) and I would love some follows and things to start writing with people!!!! check it out

p.s. this is where i’ll be from now on cause all my muse has shifted to that account!! 

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wcsted:

@humantovch ( ft. Mason Giordano )

    he’s basically told his best friend to fuck off. honestly mason couldn’t even begin to understand what had made him act that way towards the girl , thus why he’d called him out - for the first time he’s flipped , finding it unbearable to stay quiet. he’s outside now , sitting on his front porch as he hear food steps behind him , joint being lifted to his lips before he bothers to check who it was , brown orbs now landing on the girl. they’d grown closer throughout the weeks , a friendship having developed , and a crush on his part. he doesn’t understand why she’s with him , it’s one of the things he hasn’t asked yet , but he has let her know that she deserved more than her boyfriend could offer her. she didn’t deserve to be treated like shit , in fact it was quite the opposite. lifting his hand he offers her the marijuana stick , the smell of weed being evident. “  come sit - if he says anyhting i’ll just tell him to fuck off.   ” he says , his free hand tapping against the spot next to him. “  are you … okay , riley ??  ”

  for once, riley remained speechless as the events that happened not even ten minutes played over and over again in her mind. she’s not surprised that robert acted the way he did, since it isn’t the first time that they’ve created a scene. taking a step outside, allowing the fresh air to hit her but soon it was shadowed by the smell of weed lingering nearby. which meant one thing --- mason had to be within a short distance from her which if something she needed to know at a time like this. a few tears were stained on her cheeks, it wasn’t that the words that came out of robert’s mouth caused this reaction but the situation itself. nothing she ever did was good enough for him and it’s starting to become tiring. useless. disappointing. she simply shakes her head to the question before claiming the spot beside him. “ i wish he would choke on those nachos i made. i can’t believe he can be such a jerk like that. i’m sorry that you had to deal with him. “

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wcsted:

      they had wasted enough time - they didn’t need to spend more time apart. the need to be together , it had been felt so strongly from both parts , thus why they’re now , holding each other as if it were the last time - sharing one of these moments that they both hadmissed so much. digits find her hand once again , giving it a small squeeze as she spoke , making sure to not interrupt her a she suggested the one thing that caused an obvious grin to adorn the boy’s features. it’s something he’s thought about in the pass too - whenever they found excused to stay with each other , stay the night at the same place , enjoy each other’s presence. “   i - i want to yes.   ” he quickly says , hand brought up for him to place a small kiss on her skin. “   to live with you - get a cat , a dog or whatever - even a fish if you want to.   ” he’s serious , the determination visible on his features , though he’s sure that she could hear it too - “    we can .  .  . work all of this out when we get back , talk it out - find a pet and all.    ” he likes the sound of all of this ; how quickly things were already evolving to how they used to be - to what they were destined to become. a life with her ; mason swore he’s never wanted anything more than that. together they had overcome the small bumps that had been presented in the way ; the batches and the problems that had tried to get between each other. even the split - the time spent apart , it hadn’t been enough to make those feelings for each other vanish. they were still there , they cared , they loved , and they felt unexplainable things for each other. it hasn’t beene asy , but he knows ; to get right where they were , he would do it all again if he had to. teeth nip at her bottom lip playfully , his hand moving up to rest against her cheek as she speaks , before leaning in to peck her lips ever so softly. “  i guess we really cannot do shit without each other huh .  .  .   ” for him it’s been like that since they began growing close. he always found himself thinking about her , sketching things that r  e  m  i  n  d  e  d him of her - it hadn’t changed , not at all. “   i’m just glad we’re together again ; that we’ve finally talked - i’m sorry it took so long for us to.   ”

their relationship is nothing shy of a journey, it’s been a battle of constant ups and downs but for once riley felt confident that it would be smooth sailing from here on out. or at least that’s what she held hope onto for. still those nerves settled into her heart because at any moment he could give an answer that would either make this moment that much more worthy of celebrating or heartache could be the conclusion. her thumb ran along the top of his hand, simply showing how thrilled she was that after they returned from this trip they would be living under the same roof and giving their relationship the honest try that it deserved. “ holy crap. i am so happy you said yes !! not that i thought you were going to say no but you know what i mean. “ picturing a puppy run around her apartment, or their apartment as she should refer to it by now and greeting them every time they arrived home from a busy day just brought such happiness to her features. “ the minute and i mean the minute we get back from this trip, we have to get all these plans figured out !! “ the obvious excitement radiating off her lips and the multiple hand gestures she used to describe all the words coming out. life was meant to be lived this way. the way they are in this moment, it’s hard to believe from an outside eye that this is the first time they’ve spoken in months. at this point, it’s clear that distance didn’t cause any harm to the feelings they held for one another. if anything it reminded them that they needed one another and that it was okay to feel so strongly towards another human being, despite how scary it could be at times. “ no more apologizes, okay ?? the fact that we are back together like this is all i could have asked for. you’re stuck with me, milkshake. i hope you’re ready. “

[humantovch]

yo listen here though I want to do a cinderella story type of plot so bad, so if you’re into that kind of thing or wanna join me give this a like !! i’ll come to you !!

[humantovch]

cavalierycuth:

“ okay, ” he said thoughtfully, staying quiet for a moment. “ good, you better !! ” quickly he gained an extra boost of confidence, happy to have her by his side. the distance wasn’t something that really bothered him. yeah, of course, it sucked and there were times where it was just simply unbearable, but there could have been worse things between them. the way he looked at it, if they could handle the distance and still love each other the way that they do, they could handle just about anything. “ oh, i’m definitely ready for that !! though, you never annoy me. i hope you realise that. “ it was true. no matter what she did, she never found a way to get on his nerves. she could push his buttons here and there but never did anything that angered him entirely or had him push her away. “ take out sounds good to me. let’s do that. “ they could sit around and be comfortable in the comfort of his place, not deal with the outside world for the rest of the night. he was perfectly content with doing that. “

at times it all seemed like a distance dream, like it wasn’t possible to be living in a world where someone like griffin was capable of loving her the way he did. that he didn’t want to runaway at the sight of her issues, or from the distance that so unfortunately separated them for the majority of their relationship. “ oh, i am sure i could find ways to annoy you, babe. just say the word and i’ll make it happen !! “ of course it’s nothing more than a joke, which should be obvious by the laughter parting her lips. as they continued walking the street strip, her hand reached forward and interlaced their fingers. a soft grin appearing across her face as she scanned the area, curious as to which restaurant or food in general he would end up choosing for the night. “ alright. where are we getting this take out from ?? my taste-buds are ready to be amazed. “ she truly couldn’t wait till they got back to his place, she needed the night alone with him. to truly take in the fact that she is here, right in front of him, and that for once they didn’t need technology to communicate. 

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wcsted:

digits are covered in blood , his gaze drifting to the head only for his fingers to trace lines from the eyes to the mouth. he’s not sure what he’s doing , it’s like he’s doozed off for a second , yet the sound of the ripping fabric forces him to look at her again , knife in hand as she spoke. - he drops the head now , the sound echoing through the room as he moves to sit , blood now coating the palm of his hand. “   talking about halloween .  .  . i know october just began but .  .  .  we could do this again ; a bit more chaotic though like - re create something along the lines of a murder spree huh ??    ” he’s clearly suggesting at seeing each other again , and he’s awaiting for her to say something - to either agree or disagree , yet he’s quickly taking his phone , thumbs unlocking the device as she carved the symbol on the other’s chest. quickly he’s looking at her again ; his eyes now drifitng to the work of art she’d just done and he’s stunned for a moment. teeth sinking into his bottom lip as he’s sat there - he hasn’t seen anything like this before. the way she works ; no flaws have been spotted yet ; it’s like she’s perfect , full on talented at this too. “   it’s .  .  .  i wouldn’t even know where to begin.    ” he says , a small laugh escaping him now as he watches her. “    i’m serious - it barely took you time to do that it just looks - like the perfect crime scene really.    ” he’s honest. perhaps adding the head of a pig would make it more spectacular (   and by that he meant hollywood like  ) though that wasn’t exactly what people wanted to see - he wanted to terrify their town ; just like she did - do it in the most discrete of ways , a way in which they’d never figure out who was behind all of this. “   i’d cut the hands and feet off only to make it more difficult for the police ; y’know dna tests and all but .  .  . i mean it ; it looks good.   ” he continues. mason pauses for a split moment , hand moving up to scratch at his jaw , blood coating his skin without even realizing. “   i mean .  .  . do you know anything about this guy ?? anything that could maybe even seem like a threat to hs family or something ?? if not just - put something offensive , y’know the usual - fuck jesus and shit. ”

the sight of the liquid covering both of their limbs is an image that seraphina will never get used to, given it’s more and more thrilling every single time that it happens. knowing that she’s the cause of having someone else’s blood scattered all over the place was so satisfying. her eyes didn’t leave the victim’s chest, since she had to focus on the images and words that were being carved into his skin. it seemed easier than what she first envisioned. “ it’s never to early to start celebrating halloween. i’m sure you could guess that it’s my favorite holiday. honestly, i’ve always wanted to re-create a michael myers type of scenario and it’s the perfect time of the year to give it a shot. what do you think ?? i mean, we can add our own spin to it and everything. i just think it would be fun !! “ upon finishing the carved pictures, her eyes greeted his for the first time in what seemed like awhile. plus it doesn’t hurt that several compliments were making the surface, only justifying how much she loved causing harm against others. how powerful it was. how great it made her feel. how talented she truly was at it. “ the perfect crime scene ?? i am happy to hear you say that because i have worked my ass off to get this good. it took A LOT of practice, if you know what i mean. “ she offered a soft wink, while still thinking of the words to match this photo covering the victim’s chest. it had to be something shocking. “ i know nothing about this dude !! so, i couldn’t necessarily target his family but it would be kind of funny if i wrote something like, “hey ma look at me” or is that too stupid ?? i don’t know. this needs to be good. “

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wcsted:

     “     well y’know - i’m very glad to be on the same page with you. growing old - getting like thirty cats ; - talking about cats and all .  .  . y’know i was thinking about getting a pet - i mean .  .  . i never got around suggesting it when we were together , and i know it’s a bit random and maybe soon - or at least .  .  . anyone else would think it is but . .  . i don’t wanna wait anymore , d’you get me ?? like - i dunno how to explain ; i feel like we’ve just wasted enough time.   ” he’s nervous , but he hopes she understands where he’s coming from. how messy their start had been ; all starting after he’d grown pissed at his once best friend after he’d witnessed how he’d treated her. it’s funny how quickly things developed - non stop texting , sneaking around , hanging out on his porch with the excuse of him leaving to have a smoke outside - he’d stopped doing pot (   though he’d began doing it again when they broke up  ) ; cigarettes where one of the things he hadn’t touched in months because of her - she’s changed him in good ways , touched his heart in a way no one else had , but it’s her persona that made her fall in love. how good she was , how caring and understanding , how kind and loving riley was. he’d take a bullet for her ; he really would. mason scoots closer if it was even possible , arm wrapped around her frame , pulling her closer as the grin he wore only turned into a goofy one , happines visibile within his brown orbs as he gazes into her own. this is what he’d longed for all this time - her company , her touch , her voice , her ; he’d missed her more than anything and so he makes sure to prove it to her. “  you know i’m serious about this riley !!  whateer we do it’s gonna be good. ” he chuckles softly ,  hand now moving up to cup her cheek as she leaned in , lips meeting in a soft and gentle kiss , the most pure of emotions being poured into it as thumb caresses her cheek. he breaks the kiss now , forehead resting against her own as he licks his lips.  “   i missed you so much-   i mean it - i can’t even begin to explain just how much i did.   ”

this conversation felt like a dream, partially because it’s something she has had thoughts of before and because she never thought they would make it to the point of making actual plans. their future seemed like such a blur before this trip, it was headed in a direction of no where but somehow they found the road that led back to one another and she couldn’t be happier about it. “ perhaps this is a tad bit forward but i don’t care ?? if you’re serious about getting a pet...you know..like our own that we take care of together. it only makes sense that we get our own place. i mean i have my apartment right now and it’s definitely suitable for two. if you want. i know it’s soon and what not but i’m tired of not taking chances with you anymore, you know ?? but it’s ultimately up to you. i don’t want you to feel pressured or anything like that. “ her heart fluttered in her chest, slightly nervous that this conversation wouldn’t stay in the direction that she wished it would. but after all, this wouldn’t be a thing to regret, they had to start taking these moments for what they were or else they would end up back in the same situation as before and neither of them wanted that. nothing about their relationship has been easy but that’s what makes it so worth it in the end. it’s worth all the sneaking around they did in the past, all the secrets, all the lies, all the heartache, and everything that fell in between. riley falls in love with this boy over and over again because it’s that easy to take in who he is. he’s changed her in ways that he probably isn’t aware and what a beautiful thing that is. despite the many months they went without any communication, it didn’t change a single thing about what she feels towards him. instead it reminded her of what they had and she wants everything that he is all over again. they deserved this second chance. her fingers covered his hand as their lips did a familiar motion, one that she missed more than she could begin to explain. “ i missed you. i really mean it when i say i don’t want to be without you again. it was torture. “

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cavalierycuth:

“ yeah ?? ” he asked. a smile quickly poked at his lips. even though he couldn’t image things turning sour, it was always reassuring to hear her say that. and really, anything she said was music to his hears. to finally be able to hear her voice without a lag or a screen in between them was something he still hadn’t been able to wrap his head around.  " you’re crazy. “ he spoke, shaking his head. ” how could i ever get sick of you ? you know that’ll never happen, right ??  “ and griffin was sure of that. was it really even possible for that to happen? griffin couldn’t see that happening any time soon. she made his heart beat faster than anyone ever could and his stomach would constantly dance around whenever she spoke. “ pfft, know any good places around here!! ‘course i do. depends on what you’re feeling though? you want to sit somewhere or order take out ??  “ 

“ definitely !! ” this boy had easily become the certain of her world, existing in such a powerful way that nothing had the potential to destroy it. if their love was able to survive the unfortunate distance that was between them, she’s more than confident that they can overcome any obstacle that comes their way. plus it’s what she wants. a future with him is something that often crosses her mind and she’s tried to find ways to mention that in the past but nerves always seemed to get the best of her.“ i’m happy to hear that !! i plan on annoying for you for a really long time, so i hope you’re ready to deal with that. ” sometimes it terrified her -- to truly think about the feelings that existed in her heart for this boy but it’s nothing she’d dream of running away from. it was entirely too important to lose.“ hmmm. i am kind of feeling take out. what do you think ?? ” it sounded like a nice idea to head back to his place, eat some delicious food, and get to have the rest of the night to themselves but it didn’t matter what they ended up doing. as long as she’s with him, she is set.

[cavalierycuth]

closed starter // @humantovch

“are you getting sick of me yet?” griffin wondered, looking over at his girlfriend. it had been a few days now and he was almost entirely sure that she was going to start to find him annoying sooner or later. the two had spent their first few days together wandering around, griffin showing her around the neighborhood that he grew up in and all his favorite spots to eat. “it’s okay, be honest!” he encouraged, and then added a completely irrelevant follow up question. “also, are you getting hungry now, too, or is it just me?”

[humantovch]

“ i don’t think that is possible ??·“ such adoration still existed in her eyes, even though they’ve spent the last three days non-stop together it didn’t change a single feeling that harbored in seraphina’s heart. this boy meant the world to her and this trip only justified that. plus getting to see the areas where he grew up and what shaped him into the person he is today only made her fall in love all over again. it was an endless cycle but she’s on for the ride.·“ are you getting sick of me ?? that is much more reasonable.·“ she placed a hand over her stomach, remembering that it made a few noises not that long ago.·“ actually, yeah. know any good places around here??·“

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wcsted:

· ·“ i guess you’re right .· .· . i haven’t exactly come across anyone who’s caught my attention as much as you have - you’re just .· .· . different - in a lot of ways ; GOOD ways. ” lips are curled into a grin now , a low chuckle escaping him as he kneels down now , knife in hand , pressing down onto the corpse’s throat. he’s doing what she’s suggested - letting the blade cut through the flesh only to watch the blood squirting out , causing a low chuckle to errupt from his throat , gaze drifting up to her , as he moved to cut the person’s shirt open , exposing their chest to her.·“· ·y’know - i wouldn’t call myself a genius - ; just .· .· . creative - perhaps needy for some kind of chaos around here , y’know ?? i feel like america hasn’t had a good murder case in a while - it’s all the same anyway· , drugs - jealousy , there’s nothing INTERESTING.· ·” a quick flick of his wrists and he’s slashing into the other’s throat , a muffle sound heart as· the blade hit the other’s spine , blood briefly splashing onto his arm. he doesn’t give a shit ; since after all he isn’t even bothering to wipe it away.·“· · have you .· .· . thought about what you wanna write and all already ??· · ” he wonders , the corners of his lips twitching -·“· · i mean .· .· . i wanna hear your ideas - see what you’ve got in mind and all.· · ” mason liked the way she thought , he’s curious , thus why he’s so eager to see what she has to say.·“· · i might just , take his eyes out ; sell them on the deep web or something - some idiots get off to that shit anyway - so .· .· . you better get some money for doing this , no** ??** being paid and having fun - you gotta admit - it sounds good.· · ·”

· · ··“ i could say the same thing about you. no one in this town has been remotely half as interesting as you. but then again, i am hard to impress.·“ her eyes found an issue on where to stay, they either focused in on the male before her or the body that was once just as alive as they are. watching as his weapon slowly but efficiently removed a key piece, the head, something that was sure to get the news buzzing for a few days. no one would ever suspect the two to be involved in such a crime scene and that’s what she enjoyed the most about it all. tearing apart the shirt underneath her eager hands, seraphina stared at the victims exposed chest for a few moments to give herself the time to figure out the perfect symbol or words to carve. it had to be perfect.·“ this world could use some chaos. it has been so boring around here, especially in this part of town. the news is going to eat this up and i’m going to love every second of it. people are going to be so scared. it’s brilliant and just in time for halloween.·“ before properly answering the other, the knife started to drag along in his skin and an obvious symbol that worshiped the devil could be seen as she kept up with the pace. her head was cocked to the side as she felt mesmerized by her own work of art. what a beautiful sight. “ how’s it looking to you ?? i want it to be as freaky as possible. i am still thinking of what actual words to write but i figured this picture is at least a start.·“ a slightly morbid laugh parted her lips.·“ you have to sell them on there. it would be such a hit.·“

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wcsted:

      “  y’know i really don’t think i’ve ever been so ready -   ” mason murmurs , hand now lifting , his finger pointing out to finalize that promise they’d make to each other. he’s serious , it’s clear within his actions , clear within his gaze and the softness of his voice - love is a strong element between the two ; that and the admiration he had for the girl. she had to know , he had to reassure her , he’s serious about this. “   i’m serious - spending the rest of my days like this with you until i get all wrinkly ?? hell it really does sound good.   ” mason hums , grin widening as he gazes at her. “   i mean it - it sounds like what paradise with you would be like ; together and all , no one getting between each other -   ” now that he’s laying down with her , he makes sure to pull the covers above them so that they don’t bother her , same with his jacket , and so the moment she tells him that she’s not cold anymore he finds himself wrapping an arm around her , legs now tangled with her own as his digits move up to tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear , grin wide as lips press onto his cheeks. “    hmm - i’m glad ;    ” he says , his hand reaching for her own now. it’s not freezing anymore - same with her feet ; they’re not ice cold. “   gotta say - the power going off was almost like a .  .  . blessing , really.   ” his phone’s flashlight is still on , illuminating the room in some kind of way as they looked at each other. he feels at peace with her and honestly he doesn’t think he wants to be anywhere else. how stupid had he been to let her go ?? - to not fight for her as much as he cold have ??  he’s telling himself , swearing quietly that he wouldn’t make such a mistake ever again. “   y’know - tomorrow if the weather’s good .  .  . we should go out alone and explore a bit -   ” he suggests. “   it’s been .  .  . months since we’ve done anything together - i’ll be happy even if it’s snowboarding and i end up breaking a leg really - i just don’t mind what ; i just wanna spend time with you.   ”

“ you mean that ?? “ of course she fully believed the words falling from his lips, but that didn’t stop the burning question. this relationship was entirely different than the previous one she involved herself in and part of her needed that reassurance. she’s never doubted the feelings that existed between them but her heart stayed in a fragile condition. picturing the pair as an older couple, sitting on the back porch of a house they’ve built together while drinking their milkshakes is something that riley wished to hold onto. what a beautiful life. “ there is no one else i’d rather turn all wrinkly with, honestly. knowing that we don’t have to worry about you-know-who anymore immediately makes this easier. i’m ready to move forward with you and to see what this crazy ass life has in store for us. “ now they are completely entangled with one another underneath the blankets, determined to make sure the other one was warm enough especially in the type of weather they were enduring at the moment. her hand shadowed over the arm draped along her petite frame, fingernails casually running up and down the skin. anything that caused contact between them at all times. their free hands were now connected, neither had plans of breaking that chain anytime soon. it’s been entirely too long since they were able to have a moment like this and they both wanted to take full advantage of it. it nearly seemed like a dream. especially since they were coming up on months of not communicating and riley is thanking her friends right now for some how forcing this reunion to happen. she owed them. in between the darkness of the storm rolling through and the warmth that he’s creating for the both of them, it was sure to be a great night. the best night, in fact. “ if breaking legs are what you’re into for a day of fun, then let’s go break our legs. “ a soft laugh parted her lips as she leaned in once again for another kiss. 

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wcsted:

    “      y’know it’s been long since i’ve liked someone’s way of thinking .  .  .it just seems like we’re in sync.   ” words leave the male’s lips in a teasing way , lips curved into a cocky grin as he gazes at her. there’s some kind of undertoned attraction to her there , something he’s attempting to hide , yet clearly failing at. perhaps it was the lack of sanity they shared , the fascination for death and murder , the satisfaction that slitting someone’s throat brought to their hearts. it’s something refreshing , to have finally met someone that shared that passion with him. “    hmm - y’know what i haven’t seen in a while , what i think would scare some ??     ” he questions , a small pause taken as he gives her a moment to think. “     something having to do with satanist rituals , bet that shit would freak people around here up.     ” he says. “     it’d only be even more interesting if someone else ends up dead a few weeks later with the same symbol y’know ?? - i’d chop his head off too drop it off at his family home or something - bet their reactions will be priceless anyway.    ”

    “ sounds like you’ve been hanging around the wrong kinds of people then. it’s impressive you’re able to keep with me right now. “ in all reality, this kind of reaction was igniting something inside of seraphina that she presumed dead a long time ago. an overwhelming attraction was being pulled in his direction and it’s no surprise that she didn’t know how to hide or mask it in any way. it didn’t matter what caused this immediate feeling, she was eager to explore and to see where their twisted minds could take them. dangling the weapon loosely between fingertips as eyes scanned over the body once more, taking in one last mental imagine of the damage her hands caused to the victim brought such a joyous grin to her pale lips. finally she greeted his hues, interested to see what torture hid behind them. to see if she felt the same hurt that he did. “ has anyone ever called you a genius ?? well, if not, you definitely are. that’s perfect !! i can see the headlines about it now. no one would ever expect this. okay. you have to help me. you can work on the head, while i work on the carving. “

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     brown orbs don’t dare to leave angelic features , his hands resting on the lower of her back , fingertips tracing the most gentle of circles as he lays there with her. he’s caring , loving , soft - words delicate as they part the boy’s lips , nodding at her words. “     okay let’s make that promise then yeah ?? -     ” he murmured , grin widening slightly , as he leaned in , lips pressing onto hers in the softest of kisses. it’s a delicate peck , one short and quick but enough to make a point. he’s up for it - he wants to make sure she knows that he really meant it when he said it. he didn’t want to be without you - he’s seen how it is , and he doesn’t want to go back to how things could be if they’re not together. he simply cannot imagine a future where she’s not in. “    i promise - i won’t ever act stupid again. don’t wanna go through all of this again.   ” he says , hands now moving to her hips , nose playfully bumping against her own as he gave her another soft peck. “    i want to be with you.     ” a quick movement , and he’s moving the blanket , so that it’s properly covering her. “    one second -     ” the male moves getting up only for him to reach for his jacket. he remembes how she’d mentioned that she was cold just a few minutes ago , maybe this would help. mason’s quick to move and lay down again , jacket now covering the two of them as it rested on top of the blanket - “   not sure if that’s of any help but yeah -    ” he scoots closer , taking both of her hands in his only to bring them to his lips , a soft kiss pressed upon her skin. “  are you still cold ??   ”

   every move or word that came from the boy’s direction sent riley’s heart racing, her skin felt on fire in the best possible way, and everything surrounding them just felt right. the earth felt at peace. “ we have to get our pinkies involved in this promise or it won’t be worth a damn. ya hear me ?? “ she has such a childlike heart and it’s one of the things she adored about their relationship, it perfectly reflected this personality trait of hers. they haven’t stopped being playful with one another and she’s confident they never will. she returned the very light peck, wishing that it could have lasted a bit longer but that’s something that always crosses her mind every single time they kissed. it’s like music to her ears to know they wouldn’t have to face the difficult distance like before and that their stubborn personalities wouldn’t wiggle their way into their relationship this time. it was different. she could feel it. “ living life without you is stupid and i refuse to live a stupid life, so you’re stuck with me. i hope you’re ready for that. “ a soft grin spread across her lips like wildfire after they kissed once again, he was doing everything in his power to make sure she wasn’t cold anymore and if that wasn’t enough to make riley fall in love all over again, nothing ever would be. she’ll never understand how she ended up with such an incredible man like this but she would never take advantage of it. it’s habit to start scooting in closer to him, determined to fill any gaps that may have existed between them. “ nah, nah !! i am warm now. “ she leaned up and placed a soft kiss to his cheek, just another sign of gratitude for everything that he has ever done for her.

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@humantovch - (  ft. Mason Giordano  ) 

      eyes are stuck upon the girl’s features , lips slightly parted as he let his gaze flicker to the dead body once more. it’s .  .  . certainly a scene ; spmething he hadn’t expected to come across - yet there he is talking with her ; smirk clearly adorning the boy’s features as he took a step closer to her - it’s like fate brought him to this place ; having him meet someone like him. bumping into them slicing someone’s throat open was almost like a gift (   and what a gift   ) and that’s what makes him speak up now , a soft chuckle escaping mason as he gazes at her now. “    so … you wanna get creative with this ?? - dismembering him and all .  .  . carve something on his chest ; maybe -    ” , digits reach into his backpack now , hands gripping the pocket knife he usually carried with himself. “    i won’t mind helping you out .  .  . i find this quite .  .  . how would you call it - relaxing.    ”

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      a sight like this would have made any average person turn their head in horror of this soon to be dismembered body, but it only heightened seraphina’s heart-rate and made her mind fill with the endless possibilities of what they could do to hide the evidence of this gruesome crime scene. yet despite the obvious chaos surrounding them, she couldn’t help but place focus on the other in the room. still amazed by the talent he harbored and how lucky it was for them to meet under the circumstances that they did.  “  it’s funny that you mention that because I've been trying to think of some kind of symbol of my work to carve into my victim’s chest, or some body part of theirs. something that stands out above the rest, y’know ?? any other ideas ?? I am up for anything, really. whatever gets the job done.  “ a knife remained in her fingers, the softest color of red dripping onto the floor before her feet and what a breathtaking sight it was.

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@humantovch ( ft. Mason Giordano )

       “      y’know .  .  . i’m glad neither of us decided to ditch the whole road trip thing.    ” he mumbles , arms wrapped around her frame as they laid there. this was something he’d missed , the peace that washed over him whenever they were together. he’s happy when he’s with her , maybe a bit nervous too ; yet it’s always been like that. heart beats quickly ; hammering against his ribcage as mason held her close , digits moving up only to tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear. there’s that smile again , the grin that proved he really felt something for her ; he’s lovestruck. “  if it weren’t for this .  .  . i’m not sure how much longer this whole - not talking thing would’ve lasted.   ” he moves his hand now ; cupping the girl’s head only for his thumb to caress her cheek , gaze softening as he gazes at her. “   but .  .  . i’m pretty sure i would’ve lost my mind without you , riley -   ”

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       at first it seemed easier to keep lips shut ; to truly take in this moment for what it is and admire that after all the disaster they’ve faced they finally made it together. “ me too. I think it’s exactly what we needed, ya know ?? we deserved it, really.  ” his voice had simply become one of riley’s favorite noises so it shouldn’t come to much of a surprise that eyes were shut, taking in every word that fell off his lips. as if she had to hold onto those words for the rest of her life. being in his arms had turned into the one place she never planned on leaving, it brought a wave of happiness, security, and it served as the perfect reminder of what they’ve accomplished together ; what kind of story they’ve created together and what a hell of a one it is to tell. “  I would have tried to stay mad at you, y’know. prove a point and all that but permanently staying away from you? I'd never be able to do it.   ” eyes finally opened once more, scanning over the soft features looking back into her very own. a tiny grin taking over her lips as her fingers lightly danced across his forearm in the same back and forth pattern. “  let’s make a promise to never be that stupid again ?? I don’t want to be without you. ever.   ”

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holy shit y’all I am going to be back soon!!! I graduate my tech school on Tuesday and I'm headed home on Thursday, so hopefully I will be able to get back into the swing of this account :-)

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i am going to be starting my hiatus early since i leave for BMT in only {six} days now and my mind is far too distracted for replies but i will be back in june!!!!