There was a man that I was actually getting to know and like here in Cleveland. We’ve been talking for almost half a year and I find out he’s posting videos of him fucking other men on his X account along with his nudes and what not. Granted it didn’t show his face but I recognized his body. I gave him a week to tell me and he never did so I brought it up. X’s fyp is a crazy thing and it turned me completely off when I came across it. His excuse to post that kind of material was it made him feel like an adult because he worked with kids majority of the week along with his professional job but I feel like that was not an excuse. I try to voice how I felt but every time I felt over powered by him because he made me felt as if he only wanted to see it through his own perspective. I felt very insecure viewing his interactions with other men. I understood that it was social media but the thought of him doing other things with other men began to marinate in my mind which he knew about. A couple weeks go by and things happened in his life that lead him to find a new full time job and he voiced that he couldn’t be with me while struggling financially because we wouldn’t be able to go on dates and what have you. I told him that spending money did not matter to me as long as we had quality time together and I thought he understood that. Although we decided not to pursue each other in a relationship standpoint, we decided to be friends with benefits because I hate the process of having to know someone again. Despite us being friends with benefits, we never saw each other, we never hung out because he didn’t want to “spend money”, he went out with his friends and spent money, and his main point of contact with me was through Snapchat, which he now has either blocked me or unfriended me, because it took him forever to respond to my text messages. I honestly got tired of being treated like my feelings and thoughts did not matter so I just stepped away from everything without a word. I’m not sure if he blocked my number or not but I am not willing to find out and he still continues to post on his X account and interact with men on that app. I really cannot date a man who shares explicit content of himself on the internet.
Am I overreacting?
