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i reeeeaaally would love

if my headaches just like

stop

i am so tired of them

especially since painkillers do not work so good

(╥﹏╥)

well

i did nap on a plane

but i was still so tired

and i slept for more then 12 hours after getting home

and my body is soooo fucking tired

insane

i mean

why would i need good night of sleep before the whole day of travel

i also don't know

which is why i didn't

apparently

because my brain would not stop creating insane scenarios

that have nothing to do with anything

but sure

that's fun

hopefully i will nap on a way to the airport

why am i freaking the fuck out

i do not know

but the past few days am just

panicking about resolving issues

and then panicking some more after resolving them

what's the point, worstie (my brain)

would love to know

i do feel a little better after i clear out that whole situation

now i just have to figure out what to do with all these shame about literally everything

.

#i just keep being embarrassed about literally everything that is myself #and i don't really know since when and how #and it starts becoming a problem because i struggle to communicate with people

.

#i need to reinvent myself #i cannot keep going like this #really suffocating

.

#i want to crawl out of my skin #again #fuuuuuuuuuuun #just neverending buzzing inside of me #fucking hate it here

am overwhelmed with everything

and so much of it is not happening to me

just not fun day

i would love to stop freaking out

you know

iam just

reeeaaaallyyyy not doing well emotionally

am on the verge of lil breakdown

"we have this one place through which you can do all important stuff" they said

"it's so useful and convenient" they said

that shit never works, jesus christ, it should not be that fucking hard to get an appointment

whyyyyyy none of this shit works

.

#would love to crawl out of my skin actually #i dont fucking know anymore

.

#getting kinda terrified of being alive here not gonna lie #i should really go to sleep #but im freaking out a little bit

i would love to not panic every single time when i have to figure out things to make an appointment

and it's not even for me!!

but i am freaking out!!

after already making one!!

because what-if-it-was-a-wrong-place-and-a-wrong-choice-i-will-have-to-pay-for-it-but-what-if-they-also-make-me-pay-for-more-stuff !!!

why is my brain like that

really want to try this year

well

this was much worse than i think anyone could have guessed

astronomically bad

i know that i whine about stuff

but that just to get it out

and i can also understand why things the way that they are

and honestly the whole thing had very little to do with us

but jesus christ was it bad

im just so tired of all of it why does it just keeps happening to me i didn't sleep the whole night before and yet it just will no stop and will not let me sleep and why my body just fucking hates me

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