it's eating me alive

26yo, it/its/he/him, bi, trans toxic kinks MINORS DNI

[hungeredmutt]

Sideblog | I follow from @ si*****tt

Call me mutt, kid, son, boy, fag, or basically what ever you fancy. I'm into all genders and I'm a switch.

TOXIC THOUGHTS & KINKS. Pro para. Content warning for basically everything else but scat, feet and feeder stuff. Those I don't personally go into.

In this blog I go into my mental health, ED & some kinks I don't feel comfortable bringing into my main blog. (Which is funny considering that I post necro, incest and gore stuff there).

I'M PRO RECOVERY. JUST SELF-DESTRUCTIVE.

Here I post more about ED (also in a kink sense). Probably will also include death, gore, violence, abuse, self harm, suicidal ideations, trauma etc etc. Possibly also "fakeboy" stuff but we will see.

Will jerk off to your trauma and toxic thoughts. Hit me with those. Confess.

Stay safe etc. I won't tag.

[hungeredmutt]

iiiiii wanna cvt and jerk off so badddd

[hungeredmutt]

I had a reason to lose control again and fuckkkkkk it feels good to not give a fuck anymore. I instantly feel much happier.

[hungeredmutt]

I cant cut anywhere but my ankles without someone forcing me to stop boooooo ://

[hungeredmutt]

Cut myself oops

if anyone wants to see hmu <33

[yourdearlyloved-deactivated2026]

How to enter ed community and learn everything while being chubby no glue no borax...

I need to be skinnier for my love because I look disgusting like this..theyndeserve better than what I can offer

[evel1se]

[evilvoids]

I never wanna eat again.. and then I eat again

[hungeredmutt]

I could cut my palm without my partner getting concerned bc u know. Maybe it was just me being careless when I did the dishes??

(all tips to sh without rising concerns are highly appreciated)

[vanishingnegativity]

"Have you eaten?"

-Literally no one to me. Because they know I did.

It's obvious.

[hungeredmutt]

Being horny is kinda effective appetite suppressant ngl

[hungeredmutt]

Gonna do things that my therapist would be very strongly against uh oh

[hungeredmutt]

Ok I've gotten back to more maintainable diet that should help me lose some weight. I'll also start restricting again soon hehehe

[sillydummie]

Make starving me a game for you

[hungeredmutt]

I wanna get back to cutting so bad but idk where to do it so people in my life dont go insane about it booooo

Any sh u could do without cutting that doesnt leave suspicious marks? </3 Or any hacks?? anyone?

[hungeredmutt]

Should get back to starving myself euuugh. Anyone wanna control my eating for me? <33

[hungeredmutt]

This close person of mine WILL notice me starving myself and I will probably trigger her but I don't even care anymore. I feel terrible about it but hey. It is what it is. I hope she is stronger than me and doesn't fall back into this.