𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕖

I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory. This is where it gets me: on my feet, the enemy ahead of me. If this is the end of me, at least I have a friend with me. Marlene Donna McKinnon. rp account

[amigaoculta2k21]

star-crossed lovers | a blackinnon fanmix

boats & birds - gregory and the hawk

“if you be my star i’ll be your sky you can hide underneath me  and come out at night”

tell her you love her - echosmith

“she’ll tell you secrets you’ll tell her secrets too she’ll tell you all her hopes and dreams you’ll tell them too”

i’d let you win - ports

“oh oh, i’d let you in i’d let you win my heart again”

still into you - paramore

“it’s not a walk in the park to love each other but when our fingers interlock can’t deny you’re worth it ‘cause after all this time i’m still into you”

sweather weather - the neighbourhood

“the goosebumps start to raise the minute that my left hand meets your waist and then I watch your face put my finger on your tongue ‘cause you love to taste”

him & i - halsey

“he’s out his head, i’m out my mind we got that love, the crazy kind i am his, and he is mine in the end, it’s him and I"

fire meets gasoline - sia

“so come on now, strike the match now we’re a perfect match, perfect somehow we were meant for one another, come a little closer”

shut up and dance - walk the moon

“deep in her eyes i think I see the future i realize this is my last chance”

surrender - natalie taylor

“no one will win this time i just want you back i’m running to your side flying my white flag"

[amigaoculta2k21]

a movie starring MARLENE MCKINNON

[amigaoculta2k21]

brotp moodboard: james potter + marlene mckinnon

[amigaoculta2k21]

BROTP: marlene mckinnon + james potter

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

Is not that I don’t want to have kids, you know. It’s just the timing is terrible right now and to be honest, I’m not sure I’m fit to be a father with my fucked up upbringing… how do you learn to be a good father when your family sucked so hard?

Oh, so you know abou that. Good, one less awkward conversation we would have. The dog thing was not about Moony, although some people might argue that they belong to the same family, it’s more about me. You know, when we learn about Monny’s furry problem, we wanted to be there for him, all of us. So we kinda learn how to be there without being  notice.

Shit, why is so hard? The truth, Marls. Is that I have a dog problem.

On the timing we both agree, with all this happening kids isn't on my priority list. However, I don't agree with that last part. I know your family is complicated and your parents are far from the father  and mother of the year, but you are different from them and you shouldn't doubt yourself because of your past and for the creation he received from them. You are one of the most amazing people I know.

OH MY GOD. I think I understand what you're getting at… and OH MY GOD! I definitely have a lot of questions to ask you on the subject, but we can leave that for later. And I don't understand how this could have been so hard for you. I love you, Sirius Black. Regardless of that problem, it doesn't change anything. In fact, knowing that this was all about helping Remus in some way proves my point that you are one of the most amazing people I know.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

Too bad for them.

So a dog person, good, that is very important. Well, not exactly adopting, we kinda already have a dog around. A what? Child. Wait, wait, one step at time, McKinnon. We’re moving in together, don’t you think it’s a bit soon to talk about kids? Damn.

Did Moony had that talk with you? About his ‘thing’?

You started with the conversation that you had something to tell me and that we needed to talk, the question about what I would think of having a dog at home, I just thought about the various possibilities for that. But I agree that is thinking about it. In fact, I was quite apprehensive about his answer. Good to see we think alike.

Is this all about Remus and his furry problem? Would he be the dog of the house? Funny joke, I admit. Well, he already told me about it and I honestly have no problem with it and I don't even see how it could be a problem. It doesn't change the way I see him or anything like that.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

That’s exactly why you are my girl, blondie. You’re so smart and resourceful, how can anyone not be madly in love with you?

Why did you think I do something? Come on, woman. Have some faith on me. I just wondering… are you a cat or a dog person? Would you have a problem living with a dog? No pun intended.

Other people might fall in love with me, but I only have eyes for you.

You're being so mysterious I have no idea what to think. Cats are beautiful creatures, but I feel more comfortable with dogs. They are lovable and loyal animals. But why the question? Are you thinking about adopting a dog? Or is this a test for couples like “let's try to keep this puppy alive and if all goes well we can plan to have a real child”?

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

I think people are getting pretty drunk so nobody going to notice if we sneak a few things, do you have that big purse that girls have? The ones that can fit everything?

It’s a bit personal, let’s maybe talk on the dance floor? So I can get you close enough and nobody can say anything about it.  And i have time to think how to say this…

This is perfect. Guests are drinking, others are busy with other things, and they certainly won't notice. It's not like we're planning to run out of food supplies at this party. The Undetectable Extension Charm has several qualities, including this one.

This is a good option. This whole mystery is starting to make me a little worried. What did you do?

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

Was your plan to put me on my knees? Because damn.

Fine, let’s stay. The booze is free and the food is great. Eat a bit extra because I forgot to shop, again. So there is only old bread back at my place. Remus thinks I’m trying to trick you to move with us, this way we won’t starve to death.

And before we move in, we have to talk about a few things, but it can wait too.

You know i like to impress.

This wedding is going great, they really thought of all the details. Is it really impolite to take some of the snacks home? I can put some in my bag so we'll have more than one stale bread to eat the next day. That would be a very plausible theory.

We can talk right now, unless it's something very personal and you'd prefer to talk later.

[its-padfoot]

@hurricanemmckinnon​

Damn McKinnon, are you trying to give me a heart attack? You’re looking, fiiine.

I almost want to get you back to my place… maybe later? Don’t forget our deal, uh? It’s serious business.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

Apparently my plan worked. Just kidding. And you look good too, Black

Better later. As tempting as this is an idea, it's still too early for us to leave. We deserve to enjoy this party more. How could I forget our deal? I'm 100% in it.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

Marlene McKinnon’s outfit for the Eithne Lochrin and Jacob Kravitz’s wedding.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

You said that now, but just wait to see the mess Remus and I can make in the house, you’ll regret. But then is going to be too late, because I’ll win this bet and you’re going to be stuck with us, McKinnon. After all, everyone knows we are a package deal.

Me too, blondie. Me too. If anyone deserves to be happy, this person is Moony.

Okay, okay. You sound very confident and you’re very sexy right now. I love a girl with that kind of attitude. Interesting, what change your perception? If I may ask.

I already imagined that, regardless of who wins this bet, you two are a closed package. But still, I don't regret.

And he will be.

That's one of my many qualities. I realized that the problem is not the wedding itself, but finding something that matches my style. I don't need a sumptuous party or a princess dress, the presence of my friends is essential. But finding the right person was also what made me think about it all.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot:

Holly shit, McKinnon, you sure put the steaks very high. But I like it, it’s a deal. Are you sure you would be okay living here with me and Remus? Because you know, I’m going to win this bet.

He will love it, he was a bit down since he had his heart broke but I think he will recover quick, since one Miss Jones is being around quite often lately.

I can totally picture you fighting with the others girls for the bouquet, kind of hot, you know. Even though the last time we talked, you said you didn’t  picture yourself getting married, is that still true?

When it comes to betting, I never joke. You know me. I wouldn't have a problem living with you and Remus, but I don't worry about that possibility. And if I were you, I wouldn't sing victory so soon.

Hestia and Remus? Interesting. I hope she does a good job of healing his broken heart.

I won't need to fight for something that will be mine, you can write down my words. I'll find a way to get the bouquet. Let's say some things have changed and the idea of ​​a wedding doesn't seem that far away, or strange.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

its-padfoot: 

Oh, I like the way you think, McKinnon. A bet is a great idea, what is the price? We have to make interesting, right?

It’s a date then, you can crash at my place after if you want. Not sure if Remus is going to be there but you won’t mind, right?

Are you going try to catch the bouquet?

Now we are speaking the same language. I was thinking here and if I win the bet you can come live with me, but if I lose I will live with you. What do you think? It's too much for you?

We have a deal, Black. And I don't mind Remus being there, maybe I can even bring him some chocolates. I think he needs it. 

I haven't thought about it yet, but it would be a funny scene.

[its-padfoot]

@hurricanemmckinnon​

Hey blonde, it seems like everybody is getting married around here. Daqui a pouco vão começar a ter filhos, esse mundo tá muito perigoso mesmo, fica esperta aí, vai que isso passa pelo ar.

Anyway, are you free on the 28.07? Wanna be my plus one on the Kravitz Lochrin wedding? I heard is open bar and the food is going the be amazing.

[hurricanemmckinnon]

I know. Alice and Frank got married in secret, Eithne and Jake's wedding is coming up, Lily and James are engaged. Who will be next? Talvez devêssemos fazer uma aposta.

It would be a pleasure to be your escort. Have you ever seen me turn down a party, food, drinks and great company?

[hurricanemmckinnon]

deverill-alice:

Não sou eu, viu? Todos nós. Ultimamente estou na filosofia que todos devemos procurar por nossa felicidade independente das consequencias. E claro, priorizar nosso trabalho, pois as pessoas também dependendem dele para serem felizes.

Esse é um dos medos. Não sei o que faria no lugar deles, mas ao mesmo tempo não sei o que podemos fazer. Estou com medo de que o Ed e a Lia esperem algo da Ordem, e não sei como enfrentar esses dois lados. Sei que ele está certo, mas ao mesmo tempo não sei o que fazer para ajudá-lo.

Olha, eu já disse, se algum dia você quiser fazer qualquer coisa como aguar a cerveja do Vince ou colocar tinta verde no shampoo da Camille eu sou total a favor. Bom que vocês encontraram o caminho um para o outro novamente. Ia ser difícil lidar com a tensão de vocês em mais reuniões. E ele e os meninos? Sinto tanta falta, as vezes me sinto com mãe deles.

Sabe, até que eu estou gostando dessa sua versão filosófica, Alice. E nem me fale em trabalho, todo o treinamento e as questões da Ordem estão me deixando completamente exausta, mas sei que tudo isso é por uma boa causa.

Esse é um impasse dos grandes. Ao mesmo tempo em que queremos fazer algo para ajudá-los, não temos o que fazer e nem sabemos o que fazer. Talvez o Dumbledore possa tentar intervir já que ele tem certa influencia dentro do Ministério, ou algum outro membro da Ordem possa tentar ajudar. É péssimo ficar de mãos atadas.

Não vou negar que as duas opções são tentadoras, se bem que aguar a cerveja do Vince é pouco perto da humilhação que ele me fez passar. Mas, sinceramente, não desejo perder meu tempo com eles, já passei tempo demais xingando o Vince de burro. De certa forma, se teve algo de positivo dessa confusão foi que eu voltei com o Sirius. Todos estão bem na medida do possível, somente o Remus que parecia estar um pouco desanimado da última vez em que conversamos. Estava pensando em mandar uma cesta de chocolates para ele, o que você acha?

[hurricanemmckinnon]

deverill-alice:

Algumas vezes hoje me senti culpada de estar tão feliz vendo que nossos amigos não estão tão bem, mas nós precisamos de notícias boas. Pode ter certeza que o seu convite vai chegar quando as coisas se acalmarem quem sabe um grande casamento no fim do ano.

O que me preocupa é como será a próxima reunião. Edgar e Amelia…Eu não consigo nem pensar em como eles estão. Frank ainda está bastante chateado consigo mesmo por causa disso e não sabe como ajudar o amigo. Tenho medo do que isso vai fazer com todos nós, pois não quero que as pessoas pensam que tenham que escolher lados.

Nós sentimos a vibe de vocês sabe. Como se estivessem entrelaçados, mas coisas são tão complicadas, a gente nunca sabe quando alguém faz besteira e poem tudo a perder, mas então a coleira está ficando bem perto?

Eu entendo o que você quer dizer, Lice. Com todas essas coisas acontecendo, de a cada dia as coisas estarem mais caóticas, com pessoas tendo suas vidas afetadas, parece um pouco injusto a gente se sentir feliz desse jeito. Mas eu acho que você deveria aproveitar e se agarrar a cada um desses momentos de felicidade, eles são importantes em  tempos como esses em que estamos vivendo.

Nem me fale nisso. Não consigo imaginar o que eles estão passando ou que estão sentindo nesse momento. Andei pensando no assunto e pensando no que poderia ser feito, mas não consegui ter alguma ideia que fosse boa o bastante. Só tenho medo que alguém tome alguma decisão impulsiva.

Depois que a gente terminou em Hogwarts eu achei que não teríamos mais volta, mas aí veio toda a confusão com o Vince e Camille, e tudo isso me fez perceber que uma parte de mim sempre amou e sempre vai amar o Sirius. Nós não temos nenhum rótulo no momento, mas o que realmente importa é que estou me sentindo bem e feliz com tudo isso.