i hope you die.

TW: this is a coping/vent blog, I just need a place to write my thoughts. I'm fucking angry

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sometimes I catch myself fantasizing about us together again and quickly remember how you took advantage of me when I was at my lowest

then I kill you in my dreams and wake up with a biggest smile on my face

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is this what healing is? why am I still so angry after all this time??

I've cut all contact, I haven't checked up on you in so months, every single night I've cursed you to die in your sleep...

why do I still feel empty?

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my disgust for you just keeps building every single day

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thank god I blocked your sorry ass and ended the relationship cold turkey

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you never cared, nor ever will so slim it you 0 braincell troglodyte

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shut

the

fuck

up:)

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you care? YOU """""CARE""""??? holy fuck you still find words to make me enraged

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take that long, tower-sized ego of yours and shove it up your ass

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did your side-hoe bore you or are you so desperate for attention now you're crawling back to me?

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how can anyone tolerate your stupidity is beyond me

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oh you want me back now? okay yeah, go fuck yourself

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kinda wish I never wasted my energy hating you in the first place, so much time wasted...

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sorry, was I supposed to be sad that you left?

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I'll literally break your fingers if you ever touch me again

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Reminders.

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If you think this silence is me suffering, you're so wrong. That's me trying my hardest to keep my hands to myself and not catch a first-degree murder.