Flowers around your wrist

Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking. Love the 70s tho.

[kingofheaddemons]

<the worst part about having a mental illness is PEOPLE EXPECT YOU TO BEHAVE AS IF YOU DON'T>

- Joker (2019)

[the-suicide-effect]

“Anxiety is always feeling like something is out of place and when you can’t find what it is…you start to think it’s you”

-the suicide effect

[n6mcv]

Do u ever sit back and realize ur not anybody’s favorite person, ur just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance urself from everyone and chill alone

[mush-dooms]

me: “I have social anxiety”

what people hear: “I am a bit shy”

what the internet reads: “OwO cute shy boi,,must protecc!! hehe so quirky!1!!”

what social anxiety really is: taking months of knowing someone to feel comfortable enough to have a real conversation, your mind going blank during small talk, inability to participate in groups of more than three people, mentally rehearsing “simple” tasks such as ordering food or making a phone call and your heart racing anyway, constantly feeling watched, being afraid of getting places too early or too late, fear of being judged over the most random things (”is this a socially acceptable ice cream flavor to buy?” “what if they think my shampoo is weird” “will they hate me if I get up to throw my trash away?” “what if I emptied the dishwasher wrong!”), having panic attacks when you have to ask a teacher for help, constantly feeling left out or excluded even with friends, your hands shaking when you get called on in class, being overwhelmed in crowds and public transportation, disliking being touched, perpetual fear of disappointing those in authority, overall difficulty forming relationships, missing out on milestones or social events because you either have no friends to go with or know it will be overwhelming, preferring to be in groups of three so that conversation isn’t solely up to you, making so many everyday tasks so much more difficult than they need to be due to a crushing fear of being judged by random strangers you will literally never see again and needing to be seen as flawless

[absentghosty]

[skinnywhendreaming]

These are the same shorts (Nike size medium)! From 240lbs (February 1) to 200lbs (June 1)! I’m down 40lbs!!! I still have a long way to go, but tips/questions are welcome! Watch my progress here

[bothpoisonandantidote]

The worst crying is when you’re lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don’t make a noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your heart‘s breaking and you’re thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt.

[catlovinglou]

I will never be able to be myself and that really fucking hurts

[boneyblue]

honestly, there’s no reason for me to keep going. i have no future awaiting me. no skills. i don’t contribute absolutely anything with my life. i’m worthless. i should just end myself.

[random-3pic-weirdness]

Actual truth..

[the-moon-whisperer]

[xbloody-thighsxhollow-eyesx]

[menhe-rafflesia]

Loving Vincent (2017)

[persephoneve333]

you can even bring down the strong.

[spaceeblack]

[doyoulovethestars]

I was used to being disappointed. Disappointed but not surprised was my saying. You were the first that I was surprised to be disappointed. gosh and how much pain that caused me.

[emanuelee]

I just want happiness. 

I just need happiness

[shinitai-kizuna]

“What if I’ll be happy when I’m skinny?”

Is the only thought that keeps me going.

[thelostintrovert]

You’re always in my mind. I can’t stop thinking of you.

But the thing that will hurt is, you will never think of me.