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daddyfuckedme

pets-fun-house

did you sleep well?

me:

spirulin4

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

enii

I love you. I'm glad you exist.🫂

whatthesass

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to live instead of just survive. To wake up and not already feel behind. To breathe without the pressure of yesterday. To exist without the constant fear of what might go wrong.

I don't want a perfect life. I just want a break from survival mode. A day where life feels calm, and I don't have to fight so hard to feel peace.

k-uwaiti-deactivated20210813

don’t ask me “wyd” u know i’m at home deteriorating

broughttothewater

prophetic-memory

Mary Oliver, "Flare"

winged-thinged

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

gentle-sadist2

I notice when you go quiet. I notice when your little “I’m fine” has teeth marks in it. I do not watch you to expose you. I watch because someone has to know when your hands are shaking before you pretend they are not.