bewildermcntโ:
the man was still confused how he ended up here. he didnโt know. there wasnโt much to tell him how or why he was here. but maybe it was to make amends for all the shittyย life decisions he had made. lip wasnโt ever expecting to see mandy ever again. but here she was. here she was actually talking to him. she truly was a person he had loved. no, he didnโt admit it and thatโs why they didnโt work out. he was a stupid kid back then. he had a lot of growing up to do. seeing her, it changed everything. maybe he could have another chance. he pulled out a cigarette of his own and lit it.
โnice probably isnโt the right word but itโs an adjective. especially since i never thought iโd see somewhere other than chicago.โ he said with a shrug,ย โsleeping is definitely hard here. i couldnโt agree more.โ he breathed in,ย โhow are you, mandy?โ he asked.
Mandy scoffed a little, but not to be mean. It was more so the fact that she had always thought the two of them werenโt particularly good at the whole small talkย thing. Yet, here they were, both of them, trying to have a conversation. Mandy felt a little bit like she had to stick to a script, that she couldnโt show her real emotions. She had to stick to her script in order to ensure that she didnโt repeat the mistakes of her past. Mandy looks down and away from him,ย โshit I just,โ she starts, sucking air in deeply,ย โseems so fucking weird. All I ever wanted was to get the fuck out of Chicago. Now I have, and on top of that being as weird, now youโre here, asking how I am?โ Mandy chewed on her lower lip, she wanted to say more on the subject, but Mandy had always been someone whose body language communicated more than her words.ย
Her lit cigarette rested between her index finger and her thumb, as if it were something else that she had to hold that way, rather than just nicotine.ย โIโm great.โ She lied, eyes flickering back up to rest on his face one more.ย โI mean, got what I always wanted, didnโt I?โ Mandy said, but her tone was a little dry. She had never imagined that finally getting out of the toxic place where she grew up would mean that she was going to feel lonelier than she had before sheโd left.ย

















