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mult muse. selective.

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) Iza went back to looking at this demon when he spoke. He took note of the switch in their tone but when they asked for the feline request Iza was almost taken aback.

Actually. That was a good question. What request would someone like Iza have for a demon anyway? Of course, it was easy answer. Iza cupped his hands together, with ears leaned forward. “Oh! Could you finally destroy humanity for me?” He spoke easily, a small twinkle in his eye. 

The destruction of humanity was the one thing Iza cared about. Then he waved a hand, “I know how these things work. You’d want something in return right? What would you want?” He hoped it would be something easy. Iza could only give so much to a demon, let alone the fact he had spent a lot of resources summoning one every week. Not that, it was hard. Going out to find a volunteer was what was annoying, since most people would rather not be a blood sacrifice, that is until Iza volen-told them that they were now a blood sacrifice. 

Destroy humanity?

As if Luo Binghe didn’t already rip apart his own world, merging humanity and the demon realm to be one. As if he hadn’t caused chaos due to his hatred of how humans treated him. Demons valued strength, violence used for power. Luo Binghe was so used to taking all this control, easily swaying with words and smiles. Luo Binghe could do this easily if this feline truly wanted it. His sword already beckoned for the bloodlust, for the thrill of a good hunt.

“What I would want in return...?” Luo Binghe muses, head tilting back as if he was in thought. What did he have that he didn’t have? He ... had many things. There wasn’t like he was craving anything-- no. Perhaps another wife for Xin Mo. He eyes Iza, thoughtful. Yet not truly. “What could you offer me?” He asks instead, somewhat soothingly as if speaking to a scared animal. It was all for his facade, lips turned into a sweet smile. 

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 nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) This really wasn’t what Iza was expecting. Could he hate it? Maybe, but then again there was no reason for him to. 

“Uhm… I mean all the other demons I summoned don’t really look like you.” If he remembered, he thought demons were supposed to have horns or some indication of them not looking like a human. Demons were weird on their own to begin with if he thought about it. 

Iza averted his gaze then, “I won’t stare then.” 

Luo Binghe was used to such summoning. In his home, where he was often called for quests, marriages that piled up after saving a woman after another, the occasional time where he would be actually summoned like this, torn from his duties as a demon lord-- perhaps, annoying more than concerning? He lifts his head, red orbs glaring holes into the other's gaze before his features melted away into soothing. Calming, almost gentle. Fake for how he was a ruthless creature beneath that facade.

“I am a demon.” Luo Binghe is quick to switch his tone, his drop of familiarity. He was always a fast learner and listening to how the other spoke-- a language he did not exactly know, it seemed the summoning allowed him to learn it with ease. Luo Binghe smiles, brow raising. “But if you have summoned me, what do you request?” 

A fair maiden who needs rescuing? A flower that cured all ailments with the help of his blood? Luo Binghe was already preparing the mental lists of what he would need and have to do to finish this quickly to get home.

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) He takes in a breath before he exhales: 

“Nya.”

  “You son of a fucking bitch ass, cock sucking whore. I hope the next time you get catnip, it’s staler than your fucking life.”

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) “Ah, do you really need me to do that? I was thinking of doing the simple pleasure of incapacitating your meal. Just take your pick and I’ll make sure the little mouse is well taken care of, hell…do you even want them to be dead when you eat? How fun would it be to make them watch? Mmh~ It sounds delightful actually.” 

  “...So easy? Ah?” Roppi clicks his tongue, in a motion of thought before his hands clapped together, a grin on his lips. “Un un! I like it. Best idea. There’s this guy I know from prison, who, you know, beat my ass a few times, you think you can wipe him out? I always wondered how scum bag tastes like.” 

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) He keeps the small smile on his face, while inside he was distressing. Commit a sin– already? The only sin that was on Iza’s mind was not the same sin Roppi was thinking of. “Uh, sure yeah. Let’s go commit a crime and get you fed.” 

      “You know the sin? It’s easy, you seduce, do your... gross sex thing, I come in after, and clean up.”

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 sanduxshengshou > hxrmcny 

added SHEN JIU/QINGQIU to the blog, because i actually enjoy a good, detailed villain but also fanfiction i’ve been reading and written so you know. ignoring airplane bro canon

also added, izaya orihara from the drrr fandom but he’s more selective

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might... be changing this blog to uh... bring on my boy shen qingqiu. OG sqq

ive been writing fics and i really ship sqq/sy and i enjoy writing shen jiu/qingqiu so much its crazy. him and sy.

aka... multi muse for life.

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) Iza figured he must have been right seeing how Jiang Cheng brought a hand up to the back of his neck, but the feline chose not to say anything about it. It was better to not point it out. 

His ears perked up when he heard their question.

“Oh yes of course I do. There are plenty of good sushi places here so we can definitely go to any of the ones you might of heard about.” Iza spoke with a soft laugh. His ears quivered in small delight at the thought of getting sushi. A small growl made itself known as he covered his stomach, “Ah- I guess I am hungry then. Let’s go get some.” He spoke with a small bounce of his feet, eager to go already.

The switch in Iza’s demeanor the moment he mentioned food was without a doubt amusing. A smile briefly touches the edge of his lips, before he clicks his tongue as if aiming to get Iza’s attention. 

 The sound of Iza’s stomach growling did make Jiang Cheng laugh. It’s quickly muffled with a cough, straining his throat as he looked away and shoved both hands into his suit pockets. “Then let’s go eat? I don’t know the way around here well, so you’re gonna have to take me.”

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) Being reduced to tears had always been something Iza hated.

 Listening to Iza, the raven could only sit there and rub the others back until the sounds of crying subsided into something softer. He doesn’t even bother comment on the mess of makeup on the neko’s face, a shrug on his shoulders when Iza began to speak.

“Don’t be sorry.” He says after a long moment, his hand still pressed on Iza’s back, moving up to grasp at the other's shoulder and squeeze. It’s a small act of comfort, and Jiang Cheng wasn’t really the best at those. He struggled himself with seeking out comfort when everything became too much but usually bottled it up until he exploded. “You did nothing wrong.”

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 peaks in to say

sup.

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Anne Sexton, from Complete Poems of Anne Sexton; “The Papa and Mama Dance,”

[nyanzaya]

Well, then, you said you could do this on your own                   I’m sorry baby, I can’t aid you      (And then you say, hands down, right now, I’ll let this go) You…                   Well, now it’s up to god to save you 

🐈 / 🐾 / 📝

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 me: i really wanna just do a shippy, angsty plot where jc tries dealing with his feelings and past but also he’s a bit snappish because it’s hard to vocalize how he feels– also me: i want to make him cry and get hugged so sweetly he just breaks

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nyanzaya‌:

(🐈) The crack of a whip. Then the sudden pain he felt. 

He looked at the man that had inflicted the greatest pain of his life onto him with eyes widened in fear. “M-master I-” His breath was shortened, breathing hard as he saw them walk closer. “N-no I- I’m sorry, please.” Tears pricked at his eyes, as heard another snap that wasn’t there. All he felt was the cold feeling of the wall he was chained to and Iza had no strength to keep standing as he got on his knees. 

He pressed his forehead onto the floor, “I’m sorry- I’m sorry–I’ll- I’ll obey.” The words were spoken between broken sobs. He felt small. There was nothing he could do about this. He could only obey. His hands were clenched as his body was reduced to shakes and shivers. Then, he gives a broken meow full of remorse. The pain he felt, he wished he could retain in his heart, but it was too much.

It was when he heard an unfamiliar voice yell that it was them that he was brought back and looked up between his tears. 

Jiang Wanyin?

Iza brought his hands to his chest, his form continued to shake as his ears were leaned back, quivering.

“Ji..” He couldn’t say their name.

The feline brought his hands to his face, breaking into sobs again. 

Sometimes his anger got the best of him.

Sometimes, words that shouldn’t be said slip out of gritted teeth and his fingers twitch against Zidian, aiming to just relax. Smooth down the burning feeling in his chest, but when things escalated, Jiang Cheng can’t help the buzzing of electricity against his side. The comfort of a whip settled into his palm, sizzling and--

  Ah.

Iza’s reaction to seeing the whip, the crackle of lightning that sparks against his side while the rage simmered in his chest only doused Jiang Cheng in ice. There’s shame cooling the anger he felt, the discomfort evident as he swallowed thickly and listened-- really listened to the words Iza was uttering. 

 He hadn’t been angry at Iza. No, just someone on the phone with him, while trying to find Saika, trying to find a way to end that cursed blade. He hadn’t ever been good at handling his temper, eons wouldn’t let him perfect nightmares and aches of the past that still spilled out with his actions and words. Yet now, seeing Iza react like he had been struck left Jiang Cheng swallowing thickly.

  So, he cries out, dropping Zidian so it became nothing but a ring again. Falls to his knees and presses a hand against Iza’s chest, and ah-- 

 He knows this so well. 

He knows when past memories break free to haunt during the day, how it looks and how it feels. Each person unique, but the shaking fear in Iza’s voice was enough for Jiang Cheng to understand. He doesn’t speak again, not when Iza was still so broken.

  “Mm.” He offers instead, a humming sound when he rubs his hand against the small of Iza’s back, and his voice softens, kinder than he’s used too. “It’s okay. It’s safe here.” 

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“I know that you’re scared.”

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄  𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 [ accepting.]

 Brows furrow as he heard the other speak. There’s no shift in his expression, one of rage, a snarl ripping from his throat as Jiang Cheng speaks in return:

   “I’m not scared.” 

For what reason did he have to be afraid? Whispers of his past, of nightmares that still haunted his dreams threatened to spill into his mind, breaking past the hiss of anger when he turns away from the other. 

 “I’m not.” 

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*    𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄  𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .

*  all  starters / lyrics  taken  from  the  harry  styles  album  fine  line .

GOLDEN .

‘  i  know  you  were  way  too  bright  for  me .  ’

‘  i’m  hopeless ,  broken .  ’

‘  you’re  so  golden .  ’

‘  i’m  out  of  my  head .  ’

‘  i  know  that  you’re  scared .  ’

‘  i  know  that  you’re  scared  because  hearts  get  broken .  ’

‘  i  don’t  want  to  be  alone .  ’

‘  i  can  feel  you  take  control  of  who  i  am .  ’

‘  loving  you  is  the  antidote .  ’

WATERMELON  SUGAR .

‘  tastes  like  strawberries .  ’

‘  it’s  so  wonderful  and  warm .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  if  i  could  ever  go  without .  ’

‘  baby ,  you’re  the  end  of  june .  ’

‘  i  want  your  belly  and  that  summer  feeling .  ’

‘  breathe  me  in ,  breathe  me  out .  ’

‘  i  just  wanna  taste  it .  ’

ADORE  YOU .

‘  i  get  so  lost  inside  your  eyes .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  say  you  love  me .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  say  nothing .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  say  you’re  mine .  ’

‘  i’d  walk  through  fire  for  you .  ’

‘  just  let  me  adore  you .  ’

‘  lately  you’ve  been  on  my  mind .  ’

‘  just  let  me  adore  you  like  it’s  the  only  thing  i’ll  ever  do .  ’

LIGHTS  UP .

‘  what  do  you  mean ?  ’

‘  i’m  sorry ,  by  the  way .  ’

‘  can’t  you  see ?  i  could ,  but  wouldn’t  stay .  ’

‘  it’d  be  so  sweet  if  things  just  stayed  the  same .  ’

‘  all  the  lights  couldn’t  put  out  the  dark  running  through  my  heart .  ’

‘  do  you  know  who  you  are ?  ’

‘  i’m  not  ever  going  back .  ’

CHERRY .

‘  don’t  you  call  him  ‘ baby ’ .  ’

‘  we’re  not  talking  lately .  ’

‘  don’t  you  call  him  what  you  used  to  call  me .  ’

‘  i  confess  i  can  tell  that  you  are  at  your  best .  i’m  so  selfish  for  hating  it .  ’

‘  i’m  so  selfish  for  hating  it .  ’

‘  i  noticed  that  there’s  a  piece  of  you  in  how  i  dress .  ’

‘  take  it  as  a  compliment .  ’

‘  i  just  miss  your  accent  and  your  friends .  do  you  know  i  still  talk  to  them ?  ’

FALLING .

‘  i’m  in  my  bed  and  you’re  not  here .  ’

‘  there’s  no  one  to  blame  but  the  drink  and  my  wandering  hands .  ’

‘  forget  what  i  said .  it’s  not  what  i  meant  and  i  can’t  take  it  back .  ’

‘  i  can’t  unpack  the  baggage  for  you .  ’

‘  what  am  i  now ?  ’

‘  what  if  i’m  someone  i  don’t  want  around ?  ’

‘  what  if  i’m  down ?  what  if  i’m  out ?  ’

‘  what  if  i’m  someone  you  won’t  talk  about ?  ’

‘  you  said  you  care ,  and  you  missed  me  too .  ’

‘  it  kills  me  because  i  know  we’ve  run  out  of  things  we  can  say .  ’

‘  i  get  the  feeling  that  you’ll  never  need  me  again .  ’

TO  BE  SO  LONELY .

‘  don’t  blame  me  for  falling .  ’

‘  i  was  just  a  little  boy .  ’

‘  don’t  blame  the  drunk  caller .  ’

‘  you  can’t  blame  me ,  darling .  not  even  a  little  bit .  ’

‘  i’m  just  an  arrogant  son  of  a  bitch  who  can’t  admit  when  he’s  sorry .  ’

‘  don’t  call  me  ‘ baby ’  again .  ’

‘  you  got  your  reasons .  ’

‘  i  know  that  you’re  trying  to  be  friends ,  i  know  you  mean  it .  ’

‘  it’s  hard  for  me  to  go  home .  ’

‘  i  just  hope  you  see  me  in  a  little  better  light .  ’

‘  do  you  think  it’s  easy  being  the  jealous  kind ?  ’

‘  i  miss  the  shape  of  your  lips .  ’

‘  you’ll  win .  it’s  just  a  trick .  ’

‘  this  is  it ,  so  i’m  sorry .  ’ 

SHE .

‘  he’s  thinking  of  you ,  like  all  of  us  do .  ’

‘  you  live  in  daydreams  with  me .  ’

‘  you’re  the  first  one  that  i  see  and  i  don’t  know  why .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  who  she  is .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  where  she  is .  ’

SUNFLOWER ,  VOL.  6 .

‘  my  eyes  want  you  more  than  a  melody .  ’

‘  let  me  inside .  ’

‘  wish  i  could  get  to  know  you .  ’

‘  i  was  just  tongue - tied .  ’

‘  i  don’t  wanna  make  you  feel  bad .  ’

‘  i’ve  been  trying  hard  not  to  talk  to  you .  ’

‘  i  don’t  wanna  make  you  feel  bad ,  but  i’ve  been  trying  hard  not  to  talk  to  you .  ’

‘  i  couldn’t  want  you  any  more .  ’

‘  tired  eyes  are  the  death  of  me .  ’

CANYON  MOON .

‘  so  hard  to  leave  it ,  that’s  what  i  always  do .  ’

‘  i’ll  be  gone  too  long  from  you .  ’

‘  two  weeks  and  i’ll  be  home .  ’

‘  i’m  going  home .  ’

TREAT  PEOPLE  WITH  KINDNESS .

‘  maybe  we  can  find  a  place  to  feel  good .  ’

‘  we  can  treat  people  with  kindness .  ’

‘  i’ve  got  a  good  feeling .  ’

‘  if  we’re  here  long  enough ,  they’ll  sing  a  song  for  us .  ’

‘  i  don’t  need  all  the  answers .  ’

‘  if  we’re  here  long  enough ,  we’ll  see  it’s  all  for  us .  ’

‘  it’s  just  another  day .  ’

‘  and  if  our  friends  all  pass  away ,  it’s  okay .  ’

FINE  LINE .

‘  put  a  price  on  emotion ,  i’m  looking  for  something  to  buy .  ’

‘  you’ve  got  my  devotion .  ’

‘  man ,  i  can  hate  you  sometimes .  ’

‘  you’ve  got  my  devotion ,  but  man ,  i  can  hate  you  sometimes .  ’

‘  i  don’t  want  to  fight  you .  ’

‘  i  don’t  want  to  sleep  in  the  dirt .  ’

‘  we’ll  all  be  a  fine  line .  ’

‘  there  are  things  that  we’ll  never  know .  ’

‘  you  sunshine ,  you  temptress …  ’

‘  i’ll  try  to  shake  this  soon .  ’

‘  spreading  you  open  is  the  only  way  of  knowing  you .  ’

‘  we’ll  be  alright .  ’

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nyanzaya‌:

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  Jiang Cheng’s smile widens, but his mouth parts, teeth scraping against the feline’s shoulder. It’s been a while though, having sex. Something like a memory ago, where he had a willing partner that could ignore his biting temper, the hiss of his words. And Iza met it all back with his own words, own anger that only made Jiang Cheng laugh.

 The buzzing energy he felt could be put to good use spreading Iza open over his fingers, each movement slow as he pushed in another finger. “I don’t want to hear you complaining then.” He huffs softly, biting Iza’s neck with a low, rumbling hiss of: “Got it?”