i miss you

c a m e r o n | w e a t h e r s are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you when he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones i wrote you

[stellahyfr]

"Now I know. Wait, though. Do that again, just lighter, you’re warm."

[hyfrcam-blog]

"I'm -- warm? Okay, then. Blanket Cam to the rescue. You're so much fun to cuddle with." 

[stellahyfr]

"Cameron!"

[hyfrcam-blog]

"I'm sorry, baby. I had to prove you wrong. At least now you know."

[stellahyfr]

"Nah, you won’t."

[hyfrcam-blog]

"What was that you said? I wont?"

[stellahyfr]

"You take most of the blankets!" 

[hyfrcam-blog]

"Do not! It's you that takes them all. Next time you steal the blankets I'm just going to lay on you."

[stellahyfr]

"I’m guessing I should probably buy more blankets for the night, we’re bad at sharing."

[hyfrcam-blog]

"Wait, what? What ever do you mean? You? Bad at sharing? No! That can't be!"

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[stellahyfr]

Stella could tell that the boy was nervous, and in all honesty, she was nervous for him. She knew this was a big thing, and only wanted the best for him. She was ecstatic, nevertheless. Even this early in the morning, Cameron was bright-eyed and bushy tailed, and they both knew that wasn’t common. Usually she’d be the one kissing him to wake him up, but today it was the complete opposite. The girl walked with the boy, intertwining their hands as they made their way down to his car, which was a little beat up, sure, but she liked it. When they got there, Stella chose to stay back a little bit, since it was the bands thing, and not hers. When they were seated, she stayed next to Cameron, listening to the music as the men in the room were, and she even caught one of them moving his head along to the music. Upon feeling Cameron’s hand on her thigh, she shifted at the slightest, shooting him a look. When the two of them walked out of the office, along with the rest of the band, her grin matched his, and she wrapped her arms as tight as she could around him, giggling when he picked her up. “You’re signed!” She exclaimed, giving him a quick kiss. 

[hyfrcam-blog]

He still couldn't believe what was happening, but as they got outside, the guys of the band formed a circle together, Cameron grabbing Stella and placing her at his side. The band announced that they were going to have a bit of a celebration/party, and to invite who they wanted, so obviously, Cameron asked Stella to go with him, before pulling out his phone to text his only two friends besides the guys in the band, Alexander and Jack, inviting them over. Of course, his bandmates invited hundreds of people over, including a bunch of girls that they'd probably hook up with, and a few of their guy friends. "Do you wanna go tonight?" he asked, turning to Stella. "You don't have to if you don't want to, but I think you should. It'll be fun."

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[stellahyfr]

"Okay, okay." She said with a small laugh, glancing at him for a minute as she blinked, still half asleep. Soon enough she pulled herself out of bed, quickly changing into jeans and slipping one of his sweatshirts on over her head. "Alright, alright, I’ll come with you, but not participate. It makes sense." She said with a small laugh, wrapping her arms around him once again. 

[hyfrcam-blog]

Cameron was a bit too excited, his leg bouncing as he waited for her to get dressed. He was happy that she was going, and he was entirely too energized. It was super early in the morning -- about 7:30, but he still had so much energy, unlike the usual, when Stella has to drag him out of bed just to make breakfast. "Thank you, princess." he said, planting a kiss on her forehead. He didn't have time to make breakfast, so he took her hand and they walked out of the apartment together, getting in his junky car and speeding away. He was driving faster than usual -- speeding, actually, his excitement getting the best of them. As they stopped, he got out to meet the boys. He gave them all gentle hugs, before walking into the building, his fingers interlocked with Stella's. As he got inside, his excitement turned into nervousness. His stomach fluttered, and his knees nearly gave out there, as his pace slowed a bit, now walking quite a bit slower. As they got into the office, Cameron's face lit up, seeing so many men in business suits, and he was in jeans and a tank top. He sat down, pulling out the chair next to him for Stella. The band's EP started playing quietly through the speakers in the room, the only EP that the four guys together could afford to record and release, and they made their money back quite quickly. The men turned up the music, listening to it, making sure they wanted to sign them. Cam's leg was bouncing nervously, and his hand was placed on Stella's thigh, gripping gently. The men nodded to one another, before handing over some papers. "Sign here, here, here, initial here." they said, as Cameron's face adopted the widest smile. He signed everything, before looking at everyone with wide and hopeful eyes. "So... We're signed?" he asked, taking his lip ring into his mouth nervously. All the men looked to him and nodded, and he nearly shrieked, but kept himself together. After the hour and a half long meeting was over, Cameron walked into the hallway and screamed deeply, jumping up and down as he hugged Stella, picking her up and swinging her around.

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[stellahyfr]

Stella quickly found herself awake, bouncing on the bed as she was awoken. To say the least she was confused, just waking up and almost forgetting that it was Cameron’s bed she had fell asleep in the previous night, but she was always like that when she woke up. She furrowed her eyebrows, although her mouth had a smile formed. “What? What is it?” She asked quickly, blinking a few times and squinting to read his phone, holding his hand to keep the phone steady enough so she could read the text he had gotten.

“Holy sh     oh my god!” Stella explained, not being much of one to curse. “A guy wants to sign you to       oh my god!” She exclaimed once again, wrapping her arms tightly around him as an congratulatory hug. “You have to go! You      you want me to come?” She asked, raising an eyebrow. “I mean, it’s your and your band’s thing…” 

[hyfrcam-blog]

"Yeah, and we need to go right now!" he practically yelled, jumping out of bed in just his underwear, hopping into his jeans and his tank top, tying a flannel around his waist and lacing his boots up in a few minutes. "Yes, I want you to come. I'm not gonna leave you alone, and I would love it if you could be there with me. I know it's our thing, but it's also kinda your thing since you'll soon be dating a famous celebrity." he said with a chuckle.

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His arms were wrapped around the girl's smaller frame, his feet nearly hanging off of the bed. He could hardly fit on any bed, he was too tall for most of them. He was, of course, the big spoon, and as he woke up slowly, he kissed Stella's neck, still not waking her up, before checking his phone. "W...What?" he gasped, before putting his hand on Stella's thigh. "Stella, wake up! Stella! Stella!" he yelled, bouncing up and down on the bed. "Stella Stella bo Bella, WAKE. UP." he near-shouted, shaking her body gently. As the girl was shaken awake, he got in her face and had a wide smile on his face. "LOOK WHAT HAPPENED." he said happily, showing her his phone.

dude wtf wtf wtf get up right now we need to go meet with this guy he wants to sign us evidently he saw our show and wants to sign us oh my god he's with fucking capitol records im not fucking joking i 

His phone read. It was a text from Connor, the drummer of the band. "I need to go, seriously... Do you maybe wanna come?" he asked her, a huge smile on his face, hoping she'd say yes, even though she just woke up and had to be tired.

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[stellahyfr]

"What exactly do I have to do to win this? She asked, a blush flooding her cheeks as she glanced down at him. "You’re getting us confused. Come on, Cam, you’re breathtaking." As cheesy as that one sounded. She laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck as she was placed onto his lap. "Shush, you don’t have to stop tapping." The girl insisted, leaning her forehead against his. "Probably true, but I have my own advantages." She told him, a smug smirk forming on her lips. "Sorry for what?"

[hyfrcam-blog]

"Hmm..." he said, tapping his chin. "Fuck it, just kiss me." he said, connecting lips with the girl again. "There, you win." he spoke, sticking his tongue out. "No, I'm a star and you're a galaxy. So beautiful, baby." he said, giggling. "I'll stop tapping, okay. You can't stop me from stopping." he said with a smirk, "I'm sorry for making fun of your height, baby. You're just... so itty-bitty. It's adorable."

[stellahyfr]

"Baby, is that a challenge?" She asked, her eyebrows furrowing and here eyes looking up, and she only tried to keep a straight face. It didn’t work. Little chills ran through her as he gently drew patterns on her back. "I know it is, you’re the rose and I’m the potato. You’re gorgeous, admit it." She told him, kissing his cheek. "Stoooop, it’s fine. Tap all you want, Don’t worry." She insisted, a little groan escaping her lips when she felt the boy giving her a small hickey. "Cameron…" She murmured, shaking her head. "You are."

[hyfrcam-blog]

"Maaybe. A little challenge." he said, smiling. "Baby, shh... You're so fucking beautiful. I wish I was half as cute as you are." he said, before grabbing her by the hips and setting her down on his lap. "I'm gonna stop tapping." he said, looking up at her as he stretched his neck to give her a kiss. "Hey, look, this is the only time you're ever gonna be taller than me." he said, laughing loudly. "Oh god, I'm sorry, baby."

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[hyfrcam-blog]

s e l f paragraph | gasoline

His fingers danced along the monochromatic keys of his piano, his eyes darting from his fingers to his keys, making sure he played correctly. He breathed in deeply, the lyrics soon escaping his mouth, smiling as he sang quietly, before looking up to the girl sitting across the room, locking eyes with her, as he sang, his voice beautifully spouting the lyrics as he stared into the girl's eyes.

It's dangerous to fall in love, but I, wanna burn with you tonight, you hurt me, there's two of us, we're certain with desire, the pleasure's pain and fire, burning so come on now, i'll take you on, take you on, I ache for love, ache for us, why don't you come, don't you come a little closer? so come on now, strike the match, strike the match now, we're a perfect match, perfect somehow, we  were meant for one another,  come a little closer.

He sang quietly, before his voice got louder and more powerful, nearly shouting the lyrics to the chorus, but his voice still full of beauty as the melody of the song played through his mind.

Flame and candle meet, fire meet gasoline, fire meet  gasoline, i'm burning alive, i can barely breathe, and you feel love for me, fire meet gasoline fire meet gasoline, i got all i need when you came back for me, fire meet gasoline, i'm burning alive, and I can barely breathe, and you're in love with me, fire meet gasoline, burn with me tonight.

His voice, after shouting the chorus powerfully, slowly fell down again to a quiet and raspy melody, his eyes trailing over her face, inspiring him and making him fall in love with every single eyebrow raise, every single breath, and every single heartbeat.

And we will rise, like smoke darkening the sky, i'm eve wanna try, take a bite, so come on now strike the match, strike the match now, we're a perfect match, perfect somehow, we were meant for one another, come a little closer.

His raspy voice stopped and so did his fingers, as he looked up at her and smiled, biting his lip, letting the expression on her face motivate him to keep singing, as his hands dramatically slammed down on the piano keys, and his voice was resurrected.

Flame and candle meet, fire meet gasoline, fire meet  gasoline, i'm burning alive, i can barely breathe, and you feel love for me, fire meet gasoline fire meet gasoline, i got all i need when you came back for me, fire meet gasoline, i'm burning alive, and I can barely breathe, and you're in love with me, fire meet gasoline, burn with me tonight.

He sang to her, his body swaying left and right, as he banged his head with every key of the piano he hit, his heart beating along with the rhythm of the music, and feeling total vulnerability in front of Stella, showing her his voice in this intimate session, his eyes welling up with tears. Even though he had sang to her so many times before at his concerts, this song was personal to him and it explained exactly what he felt everytime his around the girl. He furrowed his eyebrows as he sang again, his eyes locking into hers as his mouth moved and the words escaped from his mind.

But it's a bad bet, certain death, but I want what I want, and I gotta get it, when the fire dies, darken the skies, hot ash, dead match, only smoke is left, it's a bad bet, certain death, but I want what I  want, and I gotta get it, when the fire dies, darken the skies, hot ash, dead match, only smoke is left.

Flame and candle meet, fire meet gasoline, fire meet  gasoline, i'm burning alive, i can barely breathe, and you feel love for me, fire meet gasoline fire meet gasoline, i got all i need when you came back for me, fire meet gasoline, i'm burning alive, and I can barely breathe, and you're in love with me, fire meet gasoline, burn with me tonight.

His voice almost returned to a whisper, as he finished the song, his fingers roughly hitting the correct keys on the piano, every stroke and every key and every note dedicating the song to her by itself, his mind racing, wondering if she even liked the song that he wrote just for her, or if she liked his voice or anything.

Burn with me tonight. Burn with me tonight. Burn with me tonight.

His fingers stopped as he hit the last keys, and he bit his lip, the tears that were in his eyes falling slowly, the vulnerability in front of the girl taking control of him. The song was personal to him, and he didn't ever want to share it with anyone, but he had to share the song with his muse. The one person he wrote it for. The only person he wanted to hear it was her. If he lived his life alone, with her, just her listening to him sing to her, writing songs just for her, ripping his heart from his chest and giving it to her, showing her how much he loved her, showing her that she is his muse, letting everything disappear but his piano, himself, and her, his mind would flood with joy. "I love you."

[stellahyfr]

"Don’t whatever me." She joked, tilting her head and narrowing her eyes as if it would intimidate him, but she ended up laughing in the end. "You’re the cutest thing ever." She informed him, scrunching her nose enough to where her eyes shut. "I love it." Stella told him, her tongue playing with her bottom lip. "You tap your fingers all the time!" The girl argued back, her head only leaning to the side at the slightest to give him more room on her neck. "You’re the liar."

[hyfrcam-blog]

"I'll do whatever I want, you can't stop me, baby girl." he said, his signature giggle escaping his lips, as he traced shapes on her back, more gentle, trying to give the girl goosebumps. "No, you're the cutest thing ever. Standing next to you is like a potato standing next to a rose." he said, another giggle loudly pushing it's way out of his mouth as he took his lip ring into his mouth and bit down softly. "Okay, I'm sorry! I'll try to stop. Okay?" he said, making a pouty face at the girl before nuzzling his face into her neck and giving her a small hickey. "No, you are."