hystérie

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hystérie

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i need to stop

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oh buti will

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i donr wannado aomethinf bad

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idk whati want ever

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cried my eyes out on my own and talked myself down on my own and did cat scratches on my own bc my razors are all dull and uhm

talking myself up now 👅👅👅👅👅👅👅do it dk it dk it

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i’m nauseous, cold, stomach hurts so bad bruh and i’m trying to communicate? why don’t i fucking kill myself instead cuz it’s the same thing as being in fucking hell rn

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imao sicj to mystomschf

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oh my gos oh my godoh my god

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i think i’m running off autopilot

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i laugh but i’m not really here i think

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sometime s i’d do anything to die

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you agree and it’s so awfuk :( you don’t think i’m pretty

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nothing could ever make me feel better rn

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sometimes i’ll threaten myself with stuff

like i’ll tell myself if i don’t finish my workout i’ll cut myself all the way down my arms and show it to my parents

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nothing matters i want to kill myself

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the random urge to sh until i’m trembling from blood loss