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Everyone is better than me I think

#EVERYONEE #IS BETTER THAN #BETTER THAN MEEEEEE #Did you want to be the villain?#Did it give you some solace?#Did you feel anything after?#did you enjoy the rush it gave you #did you enjoy the pain melting away #did you enjoy the way the light shone directly in your eyes #It was too bright but nobody spoke up #did you want this?#is this the ending you sought for?#but it’s all rhetorical #At the end of the day #so none of it matters

The way you looked at me that day,

I’ll never forget it.

Who could hope for something to vanish

that leaves its own scars

#Vincent talks #I’ll never forget it

Me: I’m just glad the door isn’t

The door:

Me:

#sorta funny thinking about it #actually #I wonder if you’d laugh #I couldn’t ask you now #that’s what it is #mourning that me while still being them #It’s something I’m missing #you #it’s you who’s missing #your poster has your face #come home

self control baby, tie that string tight around your finger and make sure it cuts deep

#as if it’s barbed wire #make sure it stings enough to justify sterilizing

took front just for Avery to tell me that it’s storming. I suppose that’s the way things go.

#but it’s also literally storming #the place I think of as a shelter has become a prison #I feel like I should know better now #expecting this world to be gentle #but it is #in some other way #some third way #life and death are fickle #reminders of your mortality #that’s fine

the moon awaits your arrival, the sun knows your favorite things. don’t let this destroy you.

#and when it rises #you’ll find solace #even if she’s gone now #you’ll meet her again #sometimes time is all you need #tomorrow the sun will try it’s best #so you should too #even if it’s hard without her now #things will get better with time #the silence won’t feel so empty #you won’t feel so empty #you won’t feel so alone #if you mourn any harder you’ll go insane #so meet life in the middle

I’d like to thank my twitch chat for the generous donation of a library card and a small plastic bag

watch my body hit the floor

#watch my body hit the #ffffloor

what do you see what you look in the mirror?

fragments or pieces?

you strive for consistency in your identity, you yearn to be known; then flatline into wanting only be dust.

well, that’s a a shame; until you figure out what that reflection contains, you’re in the same hell of your own creation.

#flatline #flatline.#flatline..#isolate wash rinse repeat #if you must know #if you must ask #all of it is somewhat mutual parasitic between you and yourself #flatlineflatlineflatline

Clutch your hands and pray.

#wake tomorrow #wake in the night #feeling like a vampire yet?#maybe the blood you take will make you feel better #maybe one day #you think you’re immortal #but one day you’ll think about it again #flashbacks to everything you’ve ever lived #paranoia and dark rooms #but do you really care #you’re always saying something #like people want to hear you #like people want to hear you.#what a joke quote un quote fawn

subspace ttpmmine

living the life with a pizza on the rocks

I’m in your driveway and I’m going to give you thirteen bees

#but no more than that #I am not generous #you can get your own

the other day, you asked me if I remembered

I think I never forgot

It would be. Generous. To say that I wanted to, though, So

I think I know where these habits formed from , you know?

I think I outcried enough

And

I

Think

he’s

Coming back. Soon

#sounds kind of #like #beetlejuice #doesn’t it #doesn’t it?#doesn’t it.#doesn’t it??#doesn’t it???#Hm

I’m going to be boiling hot dogs

Something about Mirrors and hypnosis and hands touching the reflection oh so dangerous

erasing it all just to see it burn && assuming an identity

that. did not exist, did it?

#you might find yourself #That day he dyed his hair blue #some say he was missing #I think he was found #but in some strange other way #some way nobody would understand

The doctor you pay to see through insurance:

well I wouldn’t really know, I’m not a doctor

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