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the girl who wanted to be god

5 days spent on this stupid drawing I'm so done with it

can you believe it I had another fic idea

fork in the road moment for TGWWTBG: finish main series and write the miniseries as a separate work on AO3? or just continue in the main work

#I think maybe I'm just too attached to the title + numbers lmao

what about.. art school egg Gerard who passes until she speaks. She can't quite do a high voice... so she's mute...

#and someone tries to push her to talk #I wanna say Lindsey but there already exists a very very good college era ger-z

i mean, no... google,.. that's wrong. But you might be onto something

bbatzart

secretary g

#raaaargh

I'm meant to be drawing house party puke but instead I have to work! this is a deep injustice!

#To be fair I do have an awesome job so i shouldn't complain

avoidant artist who yearns for notoriety and in the same vein is afraid of criticism but also needs to incite a reaction, but from behind a corner with a loaded gun. someone who wants to be seen but similarly unseen. Gerard pick up tha phone we need to talk!!!!

#I just know she'd have some crazy advice for me

I said the same thing on Twitter but I'm really curious about the metrics on TGWWTBG. It's crazy that it just reached 7k hits, that's an amazing milestone! But I have no idea if people are finishing it or not. I love the ongoing supporters who comment on each chapter with all my heart <3 but the engagement is generally really low compared to other ongoing long-fics.

I wish I could just get a general idea of what's going on. Is it too long? Do people drop off cos it's boring? Is the paranormal element a turn off?

#I'm once again being overly analytical of something that's meant to be fun like I did with Hound. soz ignore me #I see 1-3k hit fics getting fanart and I'm little like :( aw I want that #But also I'm grateful to get such an crazy high number. I just don't see it reflected? If you know what I mean #anywaysss this isn't productive. i'm gonna draw Zanna's xboyherox scene now

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Frank darted his eyes from his reflection in the acrid mess below. "Is this how you always get the job?" Tags: frerard, bullets era, porn with feelings, choking, emeto, dom!frank battling dom!gerard, eventually sub!gerard, semi public, older guy wants a piece of gerard's ass Sequel to Mouth Invaders / Word Count: 7,643 (One shot)

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#sure why not