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Happy Birthday to Me :)

오늘 내 생일이야

축하해 케이티! 한국에 파타하자!🤣

생일 축하해!

난 27이야 우와와 정말?? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아무튼, 많이 행복하세요~~

May all my wishes come true :)

LotsofLove

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14.5.2017

I met him today. After a year. He looked happy. Chubby. Healthy. And with his pregnant wife beside him. How i felt? Amazingly I Feel Peaceful :) Sincerely. I learned that, true love is not about owning someone But To see the one that you love, happy. Though you are not the one. Through him i felt really thankful that i experienced this kind off love. Unconditional love. After this one year, alhamdulillah, i managed to control my emotion better and let him go... I am truly happy when i saw him walk side by side with his wife. This was not something i would have ever imagined to see But then i realized that he is happy and in good terms. Why should i not be happy? Isn't to see the person you love to be happy that only matters? I might be still recovering though after a year... but at least i am improving a lot right? I think today i learned the fact that he was once my reason to be happy and i think i should just keep those memories to myself :) InsyaAllah everything happened for a reason or reasons. I know after all these while... I actually never had that one day I did not think about him. He is still there living in my mind but all are flashbacks. I need to live in the present time. I need to step up and move forward. I need to move on. I need to do this for myself. Cause at the end of the day, its all from me. My decision. I should change my mind set not to stuck at one place. I hope after this i can really let go off him and open up to meet someone else :) Bersabar lah hati :) Sincerely, For the last time, Thank you for once crossing in my life. Through you i learned a lot of things. You were my inspiration and was my happiness. I am thankful that i experienced this kind off live though the end i was hurt. But yeah thats life right. :) I see you again maybe as a friend or colleague? And i hope by that time i have no any other feeling except just a friend :) like any other normal friend. Yeah for sure. Annyong nae bimil sarang 🙋🏻

What is this... 😂

Alhamdulillah... Attended a dialogue session today by Brunei's qari, Adibul Amin 😊 More like a sharing session about his experienced throughout his journey as a Qari. Inspiring session indeed 🤗 As conclusion, some that I remember are: "Don't stay in your comfort zone..." and I like this phrase 👉🏼 "Dengan ikhlas, datangnya keberkatan..." InsyaAllah... Salam Ramadhan everyone 🤗 (Pusat Da'wah Islamiah에서)

15.4.2016

I miss talking to him. I miss having discussion with him. I miss having arguments with him. I miss his eye contacts. I miss the way he stared at me. I miss when he is closed with me. I miss when seats beside me. I miss seeing him standing beside me. I miss his voice. I miss his lameness. I miss his soft voice. I miss how sometimes we are so close together in distance. I miss his smile. I miss that silent moment. I miss his smirk whenever he felt his right. I miss when he always stroke his hair. I miss when he is touching his mustache. I miss to hear his lecture. I miss his drawing. I miss when he said you get me?. I miss his presence. I miss to hear his breathe. I miss his childish side. I miss his serious moment. I miss his jokes. I miss his patience. I miss when he starts to draw something and make that kiddish sound. I miss his smile. I miss the way he casually behave when we are together. I miss listening to his passion about being a pilot. I miss to hear his stories. I miss when he gets frustrated. I miss when i shocked him all of the sudden. I miss his big rounded eyes. I miss him when he called by his name. I miss when he really make the effort to make me understand. I miss when he tried to do a lot of examples. I miss when he said sorry if he is late while i am waiting for him to finish his work. I miss when he never rejected my questions. I miss to see his genius side. I miss when we were in discussion and he looked at me very long and waiting if i understand or not...he literally stared at me...if yes okay. He will be like "emm" and if not... He will try his best to explain again and again....I have always tried to stared him back since he likes to stare... But everytime, i am the one who lose... I just cant look into his eyes that long... I get blushed always...I miss all moments when we were together and I think what i will miss the most is… That feeling when we were together and just laugh on some random things and we just smile looking at each other silently and just “emm" or "yeah.." Or "okay..." I never thought i would feel this was but since i have 5 weeks left… Im just gonna ‪cherish every moment. I will say goodbye to him eventually and start a new life again. Well i think i will be fine. That feeling will wash away through time. Im glad that i experience this kind off feeling to someone directly. I will miss him. I will move on. Thanks for passing by in my life story though for a short time. It was a beautiful journey and moments. He is the first person i fell in love with by really talking directly. I wish us the best. May Allah guide us through a blessing path though in separate ways. Thank you for always be there for me. Thank you for your endurance and effort in everything. Im sure gonna miss you after this. May Allah bless you and your love ones.

To my silent love or can i say my secret love… Take care. May Allah bless you always :)

Ooh so beautiful 😍(Masjid Universiti Brunei Darussalam에서)

I m gonna miss you... Yours truly :)

⛅️🤗

언제부턴지 나도 모르게였죠 🌸 힘내세요 🌅

Saw this post just now.. And im starting to relate myself with this 🙄 Its nice if its true... I mean that feeling between us... That wonders... Anyway... Night

Robe fitting day 😁✌🏼️ Sneak peek for September's graduation. InsyaAllah 🤗 (Universiti Brunei Darussalam에서)

28.3.16

Whenever its monday, i have always wanted to ask you this question, "how was your weekend?" But never actually i get the chance at all. Ive always wanted to ask you that question. At least my curiosity during weekend of wondering what you did last weekend can be answered but thats not the case here... So sad and pathetic... Its just a simple question and yet i didnt manage to ask to you. I guess hope is the last thing i should think about now... Goodnight yours truly.. Saw u were online on tele but theres always boundary between us. I wish i can break them and lets just hangout or i dont know have some fun... Ahaa cali ko ni... U know its never gonna happen ㅠ.ㅠ 안녕

Sometimes it's hard to balance when you fell in love with someone and be professional not showing much of affection towards him. Especially when you both working in the same place

28.3.2016

Just got back from work. Just a brief update. It was a busy day. So i think my technical work has just finish today. I dont know to feel good or sad... Anyway i should focus more on my report now. So i didn't get to talk to yours truly at all today. He was busy, I was busy... I can only hear his voice from afar whenever he was talking to someone... Quite sad though since our seats are quite far now. But yeah I actually managed to control myself from approaching him today. I thought its better this way. Slowly drifting apart so that i wont get that much hurt during my final day. And slowly take few steps to step back... I hate this feeling of getting him away from me but i thought this is the best for me as well. He dont know this but i guess its better not to get too attached. Being attached is too hurtful to handle. Because i will be the one to get hurt in the end if i still hoping and always wanting to spend time with him. And on the other hand, he dont know all these at all. Its a one sided love besides and a silent love. So to myself, i know i am struggle to try not to get too attached with him and at the same time thinking about work and studies... But thats the only option i can see right now. Its hurtful but the best for myself too. Just dont be sad... And yea life must move on anyways. I pray for the best for me and him too. If something is meant to be... InsyaAllah... It will be... Bersabar lah wahai hati katie 🙂 Kalau ada jodoh nda ke mana I guess thats it for now Salam

Congratulations to me! 😆👏🏼 though for only 2 weeks keeping this trophy 😆😆 still gonna embrace it 😌 motivation level up! 😁🤗✌🏼️

18.3.2016

Its been a hectic week and sleepless days Anyway so far it went well And i hope i can do more better in the future Nevertheless insyaAllah i will be fine and cool Just need to fix my over worry and panicking 😅 Anyhow my sprvsr came back already Thanks to nae bimil sarang all these while for helping me out so much 😊 I did not get to update a lot here since many things actually happened but what i can say is that we do are getting closer nowadays we joke around a lot or can i say we are flirting with each other but in a professional way..?? Hahaha. Its hard to interpret him but yeaa he is less cold now and more open to me. I guess i break the wall slowly 😊 we laughed a lot actually and we actually quarrel too and argue with each other 😂 and somehow it felt lovely i think... Hahaha but yea it feels like we are more comfortable towards each other now. I am happy apart of that pressure because of work. 😊 he is one of the reason i am still alive there and survived. But i need to control myself and focus on my work for now. Thats why i tried to be more focus and be careful with my feelings. Control yeah 🙂 i know its hard but thats the only thing i can do for now. Will write more K

16.3.2016

Pressure is up! Hope i will do well tomorrow! Fighting!! 😊 🙂 😐 😕 🙁 ☹️ 😰 I can do this! 🤗💪🏼

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