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# THE till /hyuna ever !! mentally ill sssside blog for shenanigans

[hyutillkawaz]

im COOL . basically what i do on this blog is BULLCRAP and i use it when i FEEL LIKE IT

i use she / he

@kawashii is my tuff tuff tuff sahuuururr main go follow meNOW

stamps below by @/mentallyillhasegawa .. giggles ..

i flowkey go crazy on dis blog oh nno .. also u can vent here in my askbox or u can rant or send me stuff .. idk whatever you want vro .

[pinkertoast]

Sighs loudly and dramatically in a way that suggests I desire attention

[pinkertoast]

Sighs loudly and dramatically in a way that suggests I desire attention

[pinkertoast]

Sighs loudly and dramatically in a way that suggests I desire attention

[hyutillkawaz]

okay !!! Im gonna try to make myself feel better and give myself reasons to keep going ,,,,

[hyutillkawaz]

Dude I just don’t wanna get my phone taken again

[hyutillkawaz]

i think I’ll be hospitalized again soon , that or dead . while I prefer the second option the first one is more likely because im dumb

[hyutillkawaz]

the way everyone is happier when im not around i’ll actually just kms if thats what everyone wants i hate you all i hate everyone i hate every single person on this planet why is everyone like this its everyone and im somehow the only one who notices

[hyutillkawaz]

Fine then just become me I’ll go crawl up and die people will like you more because as long as its not technically me in any way shape or form we’ll all love it

[hyutillkawaz]

I hate you I hate you I hate myself I hate you I hate everyone I hate everything leave me alone stop trying to hurt me in some way I know that’s what you’re doing stop looking at me stop making my life ten times harder

[hyutillkawaz]

I think I’ve given up on sleeping I don’t care enough

[hyutillkawaz]

i can’t sleep

[hyutillkawaz]

”3 hours” and its been 5

[hyutillkawaz]

can everyone block me and leave me and tell me to die right now im so serious

[hyutillkawaz]

I hate myself and everyone else

[hyutillkawaz]

you love me and care about me but suddenly I ask “do you ACTUALLY care about and love me” and suddenly nobody can answer the question fully how about we all go kill ourselves

[hyutillkawaz]

I’ll learn how to stop talking I’ll learn how to be quiet I’ll learn how to shut the fuck up I’ll learn that nobody enjoys talking to me I’ll learn how to stop talking to people