a/n : have yall seen the clip of stays spraying him w water and he keeps motioning for more???? im so obsessed w gov ball hyunjin oh my god im so sorry this is so short i just needed to get this thought out
âis that seriously all you got baby?â his tone was condescending, his fingers never slowed inside you even as your moans turned to cryâs of overstimulation.
you couldnât even form words, mouth just stuck open as broken sobs left your lips, your releasing spraying out once again for the third time that night. hyunjins forearms were soaked, a puddle was forming on the bed beneath you from all your previous orgasms that night.
he smirked down at you, âcome on babe, you can give me more canât you?â he cocked an eyebrow and you felt every bone in your body yearning to please him.
you nodded furiously even though your body was twitching in overstimulation, you were determined to squirt one more time for him. anything he wanted.
his fingers were curled just right, never letting that little gummy spot inside of you rest from his constant assault. every time he thrusted his fingers inside your soppy cunt, the heel of his palm caught on your clit pushing you just that much quicker to your next orgasm. you were so sensitive you were sure if he just touched your thigh youâd be cumming again.
âf-fuck-ah! hyunjin! gonna c-cum, please!â you could barely get your words out through your cries of pleasure.
his eyes raked you up and down, taking in your full wrecked appearance, âsuch a good girl, gonna make a mess? gonna squirt all over me?â
you nodded, unable to get any words out, and instead just gripped the sheets to try and prepare yourself for your orgasm. it came on quick, spraying out and even going as far as the get his abs wet. hyunjin didnât care about the mess, he had the biggest shit eating grin on his face, his ego sky rocketing with every time you came. your thighs closed in, clenching together and shaking but he was quick to bring a swift hand down and keep them separated.
hyunjin clicked his tongue, as if you closing your legs and taking away his view was the worst thing in the world. the last of your arousal came out in short bursts and your whole body was twitching, he decided to be kind and finally let you rest. when he pulled his fingers out, they were dripping, absolutely coated in your essence. like the teasing little shit he is, hyunjin brought them to his lips and made direct eye contact with you while he sucked them clean.
You'd run but you're wearing heels. Crickets are singing and you're freaking out while cutting the line at the nightclub your now ex boyfriend bartends at to meet your fake hot date⌠a normal Tuesday.Â
The club is packed in a semi-calm way. Not overly rowdy with rainbow lights like other clubs. Your ex used to call it âfancy chaosâ but you figured that was a lie since he was so good at those. You're looking around as soon as you get in but try not to make it obvious. The app says he's here. He said he'd wear Gucci and you figured he was a showy assholeâthat's why you picked him.Â
You don't see him by the bar, or the tables, the dance floor is a mess andâ
âLooking for me?â You jump, turn fast with a hand over your chest.Â
âJeezââ there he is. Tall enough, Gucci jacket and matching pants. Perfect for the club, perfect for you. Â
âScared you?â You nod, taking a slower breath. âI meant to.â Oh, he's weird? The secret kind that sneaks up on you⌠youâve encountered worse. He holds out his hand and you take it slowly. Very slowly.Â
âLee Minho, but you knew that.â He doesn't smile, isn't condescending, just straight to the point. You can work with that. You tell him your name and he hums like he already had your star chart memorized.Â
You get right to it after that. âMy ex is over there, I was thinkingââ he cuts you off, smooth, laces his fingers with yours
âFollow my lead.âÂ
âOh⌠okay.â
He starts leading you across the dance floor, hand warm and it's now that you get to take him in⌠this man is thick. Chest and thighs and just wow.Â
When you get to the bar your ex is flirting with some girl while her boyfriend right beside her, fitting. Minho leans on the bar facing him and turns your back to him, he guides you closer, close enough to look comfortable. Close enough to look taken.Â
âIf this is going to work you have to look madly in love with me.â He doesn't smile, he smirks, big difference. There's something dark to it. Something that's five steps ahead.Â
He's right though. You snap yourself out of staring and smile at him, a real smile. You lean a touch closer, lay your hand closer to his and laugh at nothing at all.Â
Lights, camera, action.Â
Minho smiles now, perfect and wide and says the most ridiculous thing you've ever heard.Â
"You ever think about how fucked weâd be if horses were carnivores?â you lose it, cause he's right and also wow. That laugh is just what he needed, though it is beautifully distracting. Minho looks down the bar and your ex is looking over like heâs trying to figure something out. Good. Minho goes again.Â
"Imagine being the first person to see a cow and deciding to drink whatever came out of it.â
You cover your mouth this time, leaning into him. âEw.âÂ
âExactly.â He hums, eyes lighting up a bit. Gosh, you do have a pretty laugh, he's sure he'd recognize it too. âImagine that. Warm white stuff from under a cow⌠let me drink it.â
âI mean, it's not too different from other things.â You say it before you can access the sense to stop. Minho's eyebrows raise, his head tilts a bit, and that damned smirk is back.Â
âOh, we're gonna have some fun.â Then he raises his hand for the bartender. âBuckle up, buttercup.â
Your ex sees him raise his hand and his reluctance tells Minho that he figured out it's you. He sends a co-worker over but Minho keeps looking at your ex. âMm mm.â He motions towards him, smiling. âWe want him, right princess?â Minho's hand finds your waist, sweet and warm and a little dizzying. You play along, nodding sweetly.Â
âYeah, he makes my drink perfectly every time. I think it's calledââ
âDenial is a river?â Minho suggests smoothly and you have to bite your lip not to laugh.Â
âThat one, yeah.â The man behind the bar couldn't care less. He calls over your ex and tells him that he'll switch with him. Minho sees the moment your old flame tried to make himself burn bright enough to miss.Â
âWhat can I get you?â His voice makes something happen in your chest. Not good, not anymore. It's more like anxiety. You don't know how but Minho notices, he squeezes your waist just slightly and you look up at him to find him already looking at you.Â
âWhat do you want, baby?â He looks over at your ex. âGive her a second, yeah? She's the cute thoughtful type.â Minho walks you through some drinks options niceeee and slow and affectionate. At one point you find yourself moving in closer. There's something about him that's magnetic, like he's making space for you to slip right into him.Â
âGive me something strong.â You look your ex in the eyes when you say it, borrowing some of Minho's courage to throw in a smile too. âShaken and make it pretty.â
You can see that he has something he'd like to say, maybe ask why you're here or when you moved on. It's been months and he's been with half this damn club, now it's your turn even if it's fake. Minho coos something sweet when you finally order, hand wandering a bit lower on your hip for show⌠you think.
âI'll make mine simple.â the smile that he gives your ex belongs to an anime villain. âI'll have a gin martini. Hendrick's if you have it. Stirred for exactly thirty seconds, not shaken. Extra cold. Lemon twist, no olives. In a chilled Nick and Nora glass if possible. If not, a coupe is fine. And could I get a sidecar of sparkling water with a lemon wedge? No seeds with the lemon, please.â
Your throat burns from trying not to laugh. Your ex looks at him and just stares for a second before asking âare you serious?â Minho's smile drops clean off his face, he stares, then asks, âdo I look like I'm kidding?â
You're left alone in an instant. He starts making your drinks while you laugh into Minho's chest.Â
âWhat the hell is that order?â
âMy usual.â He teases. His hand smooths up your back now and you stand straighter at the feeling âHm?â
He looks at you like he's actually trying to memorize something. His fingers tickle down your spine and you squirm a bit. âSensitive?â
You hum a pathetic sound then try to hide it. Minho presses his fingertips a bit firmer, âCute.â then his hand is gone. You almost protest the absence, almost grab his wrist, but then your drinks arrive.Â
Your's first, then his. Neither of you look at your ex anymore. You still feel the ghost of his fingers tickling your spine and Minho's suddenly very interested to see where else makes a pretty girl squirm.Â
âYaâll got a bathroom?â Minho asks, still looking at you for a lingering second before tilting his head expectantly at your ex.Â
âYeah.â He doesn't say anything else and Minho scoffs.Â
âFinish the job, you look like you're quick. C'mon.â You laugh this time. Hard. So hard that you snort. Your hand comes up to cover your mouth and the corner of Minho's mouth turns up just a touch. He likes that more than he expected.Â
Your ex hates this, his face says it all. âThey're to the right down the hall.â
âSingle stalls? One room?â
âStalls.â he answers, fed up.Â
âAm I bothering you?â Minho asks, voice a little meaner now. âCause I can take my pretty girl to the bathroom and leave you to your lonesome.â
He glares between you and Minho, then again. âNo sex allowed in the bathrooms.â
Minho hums, standing straighter with his hand nearly on your ass. âWho said anything about sex?â You're just impressed by how well he's showing off. This is money well spent. Minho fixes his jacket, flashing the Gucci stripes a bit and enjoying your exes glare. âBut don't worry, she'll be quick.â You look up at Minho at that one. You'll be quick? Not him? You don't miss that distinction.Â
Minho slaps some bills onto the counter and waves your boyfriend off. Once heâs gone he turns back to you, he doesnât get to say a thing before you bring it up. âI'll be quick?â You turn into him, standing impossibly close now. Minho looks at you, eyes on yours.Â
âIf you're as sensitive there as you are on your spine, yeah, you will be.â You're sure your neck is starting to flush, ears too. It's hot, maybe it's your drink that you haven't even tried yet. You just need an excuse.Â
âWhat's your plan here?â You bite your lip and Minho's eyes drop to it. He takes a second, just a quick quiet second before cupping your chin and tilting it up a bit. Just a bit.Â
âThe plan's to make you come.â Yeah. You're definitely flushed. âIf that's what you want. I think I can make it worth your money.â
You finally lay a hand on his chest, messing with the buttons on his jacket. âYou think you can?â
Minho raises an eyebrow, hums an amused laugh then looks out to the dance floor for a second, just a second. âDon't challenge me, I'll get carried away.Â
Your hand slips inside his jacket, so close to the warm skin beneath his shirt. Teasingly close. âMaybe I want you to.âÂ
That does it. âWe're going. Now.â He doesn't have to tell you twice. You let him take your hand again and lead you towards the hall opposite the bathrooms. You look back, confused.
âWhere are we going?â He doesn't slow, just calls back an answer.Â
âI'm not fucking you in a bathroom.â Aw, he's considerate.Â
Minho leads you towards an empty VIP booth with a half cleared table. There's barely a curtain and it's busy enough that none of the drunk partygoers around you would be able to tell that you're ruining your panties. Minho slides in first, guiding you behind him and shifts you onto his lap. There's more than enough room and you're more than comfortable taking up space like this.Â
âBe honest.â Minho looks up at you with eyes that shine unfairly bright. âDoes this cost extra?â He scoffs, hands smoothing up your waist. He watches his fingers brush over the curves of your dress.Â
âI'm not guacamole.â You laugh again, hard just like before. Minho smiles, actually smiles. âThat damn laugh.â Then he's kissing you. His mouth seals over yours in a hot wet kiss that makes you moan into him. His hands slot on your waist and yours on his chest. Your hips move in small rocking motions with every kiss. You can't help it.Â
Minho breaks the kiss first, laying his forehead against yours while guiding your rocking into full on riding. âPretty girl.â He situated you so that you're straddling one thigh, hips rocking over the rough denim. Your panties are growing stickier by the second. The pressure feels like sex itself. âPretty laugh makes me wanna hear her moan.â
âWanna hear you too.â Minho smiles, kisses you harder just cause that was so damn cute of you.
âWe're gonna take care of you tonight, kitten.â Then his hands start guiding firmer. Your sopping core is dragged forward, back, forward. Your panties roll to the side themselves and Minho presses up for perfect pressure.Â
You swallow a sound and he squeezes your hip. âNuh uh.â he starts bouncing his leg a bit, making himself vibrate against you. âLet me hear it, right in my ear, c'mere.âÂ
You lean close enough for your lips to brush the shell of his ear, close enough to smell his shampoo and cologneâand you moan. Sweet and a little deep and Minho swears it's perfect.Â
âOh, baby.â He guides you faster, your grinding turns into dry humping and moans turn into whines. There's a wet spot on Minho's jeans from his cock leaking through layers of fabric, then another from your flooding cunt.Â
âMinhoââ that gets a groan from him. His hands cupping your ass now, kneading and squeezing while you whisper and babble against his neck. âI'm gonna cum.âÂ
He keeps pace, doesn't change it, something your ex could never seem to do. That alone makes you wet his jeans. It's a gush, not squirting but just as messy. Minho fucking loves it.Â
âShe's so messy.â You pull back and look at him with dazed eyes and wet lips. âLet's seeâ
His hand finds wet flesh under your dress, swiping his fingers over your clit, then small circles. Your spine bows, hips bare down, still sensitive from your high. You whimper, he hums.Â
âPretty kitty is sensitive, huh?â The tips of his fingers press inside then back. âCan you take two?â You nod before sense can catch up.Â
Minho likes that. âGood girl.â Then he's pressing in. His fingers sink deep into gooey flesh and your mouth parts with no sound. It's sensitive. It's tight and burns so good.Â
âMinho, mâ gonna make a mess.â He looks at you like he's waiting to be told when he asked. His fingers move once, pull back and sink.Â
âGive me something to clean up.â It's over after that. He moves like he wants to see you split in two.Â
You're straddling both his thighs now, spread open by him. The squelch your cunt cries out is obscene, so much so, that someone at a neighboring booth looks up to the ceiling like they heard it. You can't help but chuckle, and Minho stops completely.Â
âDo that again.â You tilt your head, mutter a small âhuh?â But he's already tickling your spine. You yelp and chuckle, nails digging into his shoulder.
Minho's teeth sink into his bottom lip and his fingers curl inside of you, deeper, perfect. âSo tight when she laughs.â You're holding on by a thread. Your foreheads on his again, he's talking you through it with sweet names and praise.Â
âThatâs it, keep it up, baby.â
âGonna make me cum, looking so pretty...â
âGimme another one, kitty, c'mon.â
Your orgasm is creeping up on you, each and every methodical curl of his fingers is bringing you closer and closer, you're close, so close.
âMinââ you hide your face in his neck and let out a wet and long moan. Drooling a bit into the collar of his jacket. Minho's fingers keep going, helping you ride it out, but his rhythm falters. His breath catches and he groans something broken deep in his chest. âDid you justâŚâ
His breathing picks up just a touch uneven. You pull back, look down, and both wet spots are spreading. He came in his jeans. Finished untouched. Unreal. Impressive.Â
Minho looks up at you, eyelids fluttering like he's still a bit dazed when he saysâ âkiss me.âÂ
You do. You meet him in the middle and kiss him softly. Soft enough to hear his slight hum when your warmth settles. âPerfect.â He murmurs then kisses you again.Â
âHe'sâ kiss âanâ kiss âidiotâÂ
That makes you chuckle against him, soft and sweet. Minho pulls back then, looking at you for a moment. Youâve cracked him a bit. He blames that laugh. He loves it a little too much for this to be fake.Â
âSo.â You murmur, rubbing the tip of your nose over his. âVenmo or Zelle?â
Minho hums, face serious, humorless. âYour number.â You lift your brows at him, smile a bit and he gives you that damn smirk. âI'll take that instead."
a/n: I have been soooooo in my head about this series. I hope that you enjoyed!
Your boyfriend's just loveee to tease you. Finding you all worked up after they came back to you from the gym - they just wanted you show you how much they've grown.
Jeongin sits behind you, his arms holding your to stay open spread, using all his strength to keep you open. Chan is found in between your legs; head deep down into your sopping cunt, tongue eating you out with such a percise precision that makes your toes curl.
You're hips can't help but grind against his face - the pleasure is just too sweet. "Ah, ah, Jeongin hold her hips down." With a smirk, he complied. His hands now gripping down on your hips.
Moaning with every kitten lick the blonde tease's you with for disobeying. "You want more don't you?" Jeongin lifts your chin up, your head thrown back against his shoulder - turning you to kiss him messily. His tongue invades yours as you whimper against his lips, he smiles against you feeling how badly your shaking.
Chan wanted to keep teasing you but once he say you were getting more pleasure from jeongin just kissing you, he started getting jealous. Chan's naisl dig into your inner thighs as his mouth works on sucking on your clit - ever so desperately. His nose pressing against you making you shiver and pull away from jeongin.
"Oh f-fuck channie!" You shout out.
Jeongin glares down at chan and all he does is give them an annoyed look. His slender fingers find your nipples and plays with them making you arch into his touch. The boys are practically fighting for dominance but you could care less as long as they continue pleasing you.
-
The roles are switched now, you're lips wrapped around chan's cock with jeongin's brutal thrusts hitting you raw from the back. Chan moves your hair out of your face holding it up into a ponytail.
"She wanted us to fight, now look at her. Choking and gagging on it, all quiet now." Chan says pushing himself to hit the back of your throat. Jeongin's hands run out your bare back using your hips to push you back against him. "She's so tight hyung, she loves it." He grits out feeling you clench around him.
"You love it so much don't you baby?" You nod, a slight little yes that comes out as a whimper as it's swallowed by the giant cock in your mouth making him shiver. Jeongin's balls slap against you with every thrust of every inch being taken out and getting slammed back in with all his strength. His eyes never leave the sight of your ass clapping against his hips with every piston.
You don't forget about the cock in front of you, you're tongue swirls and pleasures the man above you - hazy eyes looking up at him while you take it all.
"Fuck I could cum doll just from that doll." Chan leaves a little pat on your cheek and continues to fuck into your throat. "Then do it already, i'm close." The maknae grits out throwing his head back at the arch you forced yourself into to take him deeper.
Both of them pick up their passes rapidly, fucking into you making you feel lightheaded. The pleasure of both cocks being forced into you makes you tremble and you're legs are threatening to give up. Feeling your climax build in your belly, you find your nails digging into chan's thighs. Crescents being imprinted but he could care less. "Breathe through your noseâfuck, just like that.. yes-"
Jeongin's the first to cum, shooting his ropes of cum into your pussy mixing with your climax that ozzes down your thighs. "Oh fuckâ ha, h-holy fuck," He stays pressed against you still pushing into feeling him continue to shoot out cum.
Chan's comes straight after, his cum hot against your tongue, shooting into the back of your throat. He pulls out a little after, still having some left and shooting it onto your face watching it drip down to your throat. "Such a pretty doll." You take every drop, swallowing his seed whole and trying to lick it off your face.
"Poor thing, you left her blind hyung." Jeongin says seeing your body give out catching you before you could hit the pillows. He holds you and helps you clean off the cum, telling you a mix of sweet and filthy praises. The maknae is sneaky, the two of you under the sheets as chan doesn't notice the boy's fingers pumping his cum back into your womb. "Shh, our secret." Is the last thing you hear before you doze off to sleep.
âŻâŻ â what better way to start your birthday than to fuck your boyfriend? â
⪠đđđđđđđ ⍠ďšďš hhj x f!reader đľđąđľ smut birthday sex unprotected p in v
reblog4kiss ăťăťăť â¤ď¸âŹ
hyunjin whispered your name, his voice like velvet against your skin. he pressed a lingering kiss to the curve of your neck, his long hair tickling your shoulder. âwake up, birthday girlâ
you blinked slowly, the morning light filtering through the sheer curtains of the bedroom. as your vision cleared, you saw hyunjin propped up on his elbow, a soft, lopsided smile tugging at his lips. he looked ethereal in the early light, his dark eyes shimmering with an affection that made your chest ache.
âhappy birthday, my muse,â he said softly. he began tracing delicate, intricate patterns over your collarbone with his fingertip, punctuating each one with a feather-light kiss.
turning your head, you gasped. across the room, a literal mountain of gifts sat atop the chaise lounge, wrapped in elegant, shimmering gold paper that caught the sunlight.
âhyunjin, you didnâtâŚâ you started, your voice thick with disbelief.
he reached out, tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear, his thumb grazing your cheek. âi wanted to,â he murmured, his gaze intense. âlet me spoil you, okay?â
a playful, daring spark ignited in your chest. Instead of responding with words, you surged upward, straddling his lap and tangling your fingers into the soft, silken strands of his hair. you caught his lips in a deep, hungry kiss, feeling the familiar hum of his surprise melt into a low, rumbling groan against your mouth.
since the two of you always slept naked, there were no clothes between you â which basically meant less time to waste. as you moved against him, you felt him grow firm against your thigh, a low groan vibrating in his chest.
hyunjin pulled back just an inch, his breath hitching, his dark eyes searching yours. âare you sure? i had a whole breakfast planned firstâ
âit can wait,â you whispered, leaning down to nip at his lower lip. âi want youâ
he let out a shaky breath, his large hands finding your waist to steady you as he sat up fully against the headboard. the sun caught the sharp lines of his jaw and the grace of his movements; he looked like a painting come to life.
with a tender, focused expression, he reached between you, rubbing against your folds to spread your slickness around. he moved slowly, his touch deliberate and worshipful. he then guided himself to your entrance, the friction sending a jolt of heat straight to your core.
âtake me in, love,â he rasped, his eyes never leaving yours.
you lowered yourself slowly, gasping as he filled you completely. the sensation was overwhelming â a deep, solid ache that reached deep into your belly. you threw your head back, your neck arching as a soft cry escaped you. hyunjin groaned, his hands gripping your hips firmly, pulling you down to meet every inch of him.
he reached up, one hand cupping your breast, his thumb circling your nipple until it was a tight peak. then, leaning forward, he latched onto your skin, his tongue swirling around your nipple as he sucked deeply.
âjinnie- fuck⌠i can feel you so deep,â you whimpered, your muscles beginning to twitch and tighten around him.
he pulled back, a triumphant smirk crossing his face and started to buck his hips even more. your walls tightened around him as he continued to reach your most sensitive spots. your stomach tightened and you could feel the pressure start to build inside of you.
âlook so good like this, my pretty baby hm?â he murmured, burying his face in the crook of your neck, peppering kisses there before he pulled back and picked up the pace, his thrusts becoming more rhythmic and powerful.
you leaned back, bracing your hands on his knees for support. you could feel your legs start to shake, your quiet moans now getting louder. âIâm going to cum,â you panted, your face heating up.
as soon as he heard you, he pushed deeper, his fingers finding your clit to provide the final spark. the orgasm crashed over you in waves, your walls pulsing violently around him. you cried out his name, your body shivering as you collapsed forward against his chest.
he moved you, laying you flat on your stomach with your legs spread and mounted you, his cock gliding even deeper inside of you thanks to your previous release making everything wet and easier to slide through.
âi want you to cum for me again, love,â he panted.
you nodded, feeling as if you could fall apart at any moment, constantly on the edge of letting yourself give in to something heavenly.
hyunjin continued to fuck into you, your juices covering him, your walls tightening around him once more. you could feel him twitch inside of you.
âwell, itâs my birthday,â you panted. âi want you to cum with me tooâ
pushing yourself back against him, he groaned out, squeezing your waist tightly and bucking his hips as deep as he could. your sweat caused the two of you to stick together, the sunrays through the window beaming down on you like a halo.
feeling the familiar pressure, you encouraged him to go faster. his his hands squeezed your breasts and he grazed his teeth against your neck, you spilling yourself all over him and him releasing inside of you.
your loud moans and whines filled the room, bouncing off the walls and echoing; thank god you decided to sleep with the windows closed the previous night.
pulling out, hyunjin laid beside you and pulled you into his arms, kissing your temple and stroking your cheek. the two of you stayed silent for a moment, trying to catch your breath and calming down.
âhappy birthday,â he smiled, tracing patterns back into your arm.
birthday drabble for the lovely @joyracha she was one my first mooties on this app and her fics r genuinely so mind blowing𤤠i love u sm joy and i hope u have a great day today !!
taglist đˇď¸ @kloversung @yngjgn @stryscribbles @cherryblogger2003 @quokkaine @g0matchi @hyvnesangel @scoeng @gyuzies @hyunjinswife4ever @sturnsxbitvh @hanjisungs-favoriteăťăťăťclick here to be added !
The camera flicked on with a soft click, the ring light warming up to cast its glow across the bed. Chan adjusted the angle with one hand. he had you on his lap, his thumb swiping over the screen of his phone where the livestream preview played. His other hand rested casually on your thigh, "You ready? Last chance to bail."
You could already see the chat scrolling on his monitor, usernames and emojis blurring together, but his focus stayed on you, waiting. The heat of his palm against your leg was steadying, somehow, even as your pulse jumped at the thought of what came next. "Iâm ready," you said, quieter than you meant to, and Chanâs grin sharpened.
"Atta girl," he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to your temple before his thumb tapped the 'live' button, and the stream interface blinked redâ a silent confirmation that thousands had just flooded in.
His voice dropped into that low, performative rasp you knew so well, the one that made chat lose their minds.
"Alright, degenerates, we've got something special tonight," he said, fingertips skating up your thigh as the camera panned to frame your body, just the curve of your waist, the dip of your hips, nothing identifiable. "Our lovely guest agreed to help me demonstrate a littleâŚtechnique."
You flinched when his palm pressed flat against your stomach, holding you still. "Relax," he murmured, just for you, before raising his voice for the audience.
"See how tense she is? That's normal. First time jitters, right, kitten?" His other hand ghosted up your inner thigh, teasing, "Gonna take it slow, pay attention."
comments and donations pinged.
squirtlord: bro shes so pretty wtf
lixonfire: chan u lucky bastard
Chan laughed, breath warm against your ear as he leaned in to read them aloud. "They're obsessed with you already," he whispered, nipping your lobe before addressing the stream again.
"Alright, number one: how to tell she's ready." His fingers trailed lower, feather light, tracing patterns that made your breath hitch. "See how sheâs arching into my hand? Thatâs your green light. don't rush â unless she asks for it."
You gasped when his thumb circled where you were hottest, the fabric of your underwear still frustratingly in place. "Chanâ" His name slipped out before you could stop it, and the chat lost it entirely, hearts and dollar signs flooding the screen.
"Yeah? ," he coaxed, dragging his knuckles against you just hard enough to make your hips jerk.
His fingers curled under the edge of your underwear, not pulling them aside yetâ just teasing the promise of it, letting the tension coil tighter in your stomach.
cumdump404: chan pls tell her sheâs perfect*.
âSee that?â His thumb stroked slow circles just above where you ached. âTheyâre begging for you.â
You whimpered when he finally hooked a finger under the fabric, dragging it to the side slowly. The cool air of the room hit your skin, making you shiver â or maybe that was the way his breath hitched when he got his first proper look.
âFuck,â he exhaled, low, âThatâs what you want to see before you even think about touching.â
he dragged the pad of his thumb through the slick heat between your thighs. "shit," he muttered, more to himself than the stream, before angling his wrist to give the camera a better view. The wet glide of his skin against yours was obscenely loud in the quiet room, punctuated only by the occasional ping of another donation notification.
You bit down hard on your lip, hips twitching when his fingertip circled your entrance without pushing in. You could see the corner of his mouth tilt up as he watched you squirm. "Patience, kitten," he chided, though his own breathing wasnât entirely steady.
"Gotta make sure you're fully ready f'me," he said, dragging his finger down to collect more wetness before bringing it back up to swirl around your clit.
His fingertips trailed back down, skirting your heat deliberately, and you whimpered when he paused just shy of touching you properly. âChat, tell me â how many of you wouldâve just shoved two fingers in by now?â
jinnieinabottle: guilty
quokktoobig: BOOOO
Chan shook his head, clicking his tongue. âAmateurs. Watch.â His index finger finally dipped between your folds, dragging through slickness in one slow, filthy stroke.
Your breath hitched when his fingertip finally pressed insideâ just the tip, just enough to make your hips jerk forward instinctively. "Easy," Chan murmured, his free hand splayed across your stomach to hold you still. The stretch burned sweetly, his finger working in achingly slow increments. "See how sheâs taking me?" He angled his wrist to give the camera a better view, the wet shine of your arousal glistening under the ring light. "Tight, but not tense. Thatâs the difference."
Chan's finger curled inside you experimentally, the pad of it dragging against your walls with a practiced laziness that made your toes curl. Thenâ there. The sudden pressure against that one spot sent a jolt up your spine, your back arching off his lap and an embarrassingly loud moan spilled from your lips.
His grin was instant, sharp with triumph even as his voice dropped into that faux sympathetic tone "Oh? Was that it?" he teased, circling the spot again just to watch your thighs tremble. "You can say it, baby. Weâre all friends here."
"Y-yes," you gasped, the word fracturing as Chan's finger crooked inside you again, relentless in its precision.
Chan only hummed, low and approving, his breath warm against your ear. "Good girl," he murmured, the praise curling around you like smoke. "Now tell them where." His fingertip pressed harder, deliberate, and your hips stuttered against his hand. "Rightâright there, fuckâ"
The stream's audio picked up your sharp inhale as Chan crooked his finger just right again, âWatch the angle,â Chan instructed to the stream twisting his wrist to demonstrate. âYouâre not finger fucking a thanksgiving turkey.â
His free hand slid up to palm your breast through your shirt, thumb rolling over your nipple. âAnd always, always keep the rest of her involved.â
slave4u: me next me next
quokktoobig: bro sheâs literally shaking
The stretch burned brighter when his second finger pressed alongside the first, his palm tilting to ease the way. You gasped, fingers twisting in the sheets, but Chanâs free hand caught yours, lacing your fingers together as he squeezed reassurance. "Breathe," he murmured, just for you, before shifting back into instructor mode for the stream.
"See how sheâs opening up for me? Thatâs the rhythm you wantâ press in on her exhale." His fingers retreated slightly, then pushed back in deeper, the drag of his knuckles against your walls drawing a shaky moan from your throat.
"thereee you go," he praised, thumb circling your clit, the dual stimulation had your hips rocking helplessly, but his grip on your hand tightened, holding you still. "None of that," he chided, though his voice was warm with amusement. "Let me do the work. yea?" His fingers curled again.
"Thatâs the motionâ come here, chat, look close." He angled the camera down, his fingers glistening as they moved inside you.
âYou wanna speed up?â he asked you, and the sincerity in his voiceâ like heâd stop if you said no. he would.
"yesâ hnnng âplease don't stop," you managed, the words catching in your throat as his fingers twisted deeper. He turned back to the camera. "Hear that, chat? Consent is always sexy." His fingers sped up,
Another donation alert chimed
lixonfire: TELL HER SHE'S PRETTY WHEN SHE CUMS
Chan laughed breathlessly. "Oh, she knows," he said, but his thumb rolled over your clit with renewed focus, The coil in your stomach tightened, your muscles fluttering around his fingers, and his breath hitched. "There it is," he breathed, "That's it, let go. I've got you."
and it's like you came on command, your back arching off his chest as pleasure crackled through your nerves.
Chan's fingers slowed, gentling you through it, his praise a warm murmur under the chaos of the chat. "Fuck, look at her," he told the stream, his voice rough with awe. "wait for her to ride it out, don't be greedy" His fingers slowed before stilling completely and slipping out of you with a soft, obscene sound, and you shuddered, oversensitive and boneless against him.
You twitched when his fingertips brushed your knee, oversensitive and still thrumming. Chan noticed, and his smirk softened into something warmer. "You good?" he murmured, leaning in close enough that his breath ghosted over your ear. The question was private, just for you, but the microphone caught it anyway,
cumdump404: i think he's in love with her
You nodded, swallowing hard, and Chanâs grin turned wicked again as he straightened. "She says sheâs good," he announced to the stream, winking at the camera.
"And that," Chan announced, dragging his damp fingers across your thigh one last time for the camera's benefit, "is today's lesson." he pulled your now soaked panties back on you and gave it a little pat.
"Say goodbye, chat. Our star needs a break." His palm settled warm against your stomach as he nudged you gently. "Wave bye, kitten."
You lifted a trembling hand toward the camera, fingers fluttering in a weak approximation of a wave.
slave4u: pls bring her back next stream
jinnieinabottle: bye angel
quokktoobig: I just came so hard rn
lixonfire: holy shit that was so hot
Chan's laugh was low and pleased as he leaned into frame, his free hand adjusting the camera angle to capture the both of youâ his face, smug and satisfied, and your body still loose limbed with pleasure. "Next time, maybe we'll teach you how to make her beg," he mused, winking at the lens before tapping the screen to end the stream.
Chan loves that your carrying his baby, he loves it so much he constantly reminds you that you're beautiful belly is so gorgeous and how proud he is of you. Ever since he found out you're able to have sex while expecting, he makes sure to do so.
Maybe taking it a little to seriouslyâpushing the limits to at least have sex three times a week. But saying he's the only one wanting sex would be lying. You're hormones are everywhere and constantly craving your husband and being pregnant at the same time is brutal. Chan loves the way you're desperate for him more than before and how could he ever say no to his beautiful wife carrying his baby.
"Beautiful mama, look at yourself honey." You're back on the soft mattress as you turn your head to the left seeing your reflection; baby bump prominent, face already fucked out, and swollen breast. Chan spreads your knees wider as he slowly continuess to thrust into you, balls smacking against you with every slow grind. The teasing has you stupid, drolling down with your hands gripping tight on his broad shoulders. "Ohh yeah, fuuck, so tight." He watches your face with a deep gaze, his hands trying to touch all of you but can't help but touch your belly the most.
You're being edged everytjme you feel like you could cum you get it torn away from you. "Please, just... cum already channie." Chan doesn't listen he's too lost in the trance, you look stunning like this. Bell fully and round with his baby inside, it turns him rock hard knowing he's just going to keep on getting you pregnant.
Chan grunts leaning down to your swollen breast, licking on your nipple with the tip of his tounge. You're head rolls around on the pillow under your head from the teasing yet somehow feeling relief. "So plump n' sore baby? yeah? need me to take care of them?"
Of course you nod. Chan takes your breast into his hands fiddling with them as he proceeds to suck on your tits like he's the newborn. "Mommy taste so good, baby's gonna be so lucky to have these." And to think he'd stop his deep thrust into you. He proceeded with his growl's as you continued to get tighter and tighter around him; squeezing him into your mushy walls.
"Gonna cum mama? fuck, yeah? Cum on this dick." And you do, you do exactly that. You cum like you haven't in years (that's a lie) gripping onto his strong arms and leaving small crescents. Moaning incredibly loud from your intense climax. "Shhh, I got you." Chan says rubbing slow circles on your clit to help you ride out your orgasm. Or it could just be the fact that you still fell him inside of you pulsing and continuing the roll of his hips into you. You whine already having the overstimulation hit you instantly. "I know, I know, just one more. For me? Please?" His thrust now turning into pure force. Fucking you so hard you're back started to arch off the mattress. The force of his thrust making the headboard hit the wall over and over.
"Gonna keep filling you, going to giving you my everything mama." After barley completing his sentence his load milks your insides make you cum along with him. Chan's pulsing length dosent stop now pushing his release into you deeper. "Next time i'll fuck more cum into you and hopefully i'll give you twins." He says smiling down at the mess that's leaking down down your clit of mixed liquids. "Channie... next time?" You say already exhausted.
idol bf!hyunjin x twt stay!reader ŕ Ë. áľáľËËË
⥠. â ę° 26 ssęą
when hyunjin finds his girlfriends not so secret stan account he cant help but fuel his lovely girlfriends behaviour
⤡ contains â ËËË swearing, threatening, violence (not seriously), lots of sexual jokes, mpreg... like its all thirsting, mentions of changbin and felix joining
an: this idea was taken from the lovely @pvppymin and her amazing seungmin version of the series! all credit to this idea goes to her (i did ask permission dont blast me) so deff check out her seung version here and she has links to other peoples versions, hope you enjoy my take on hyunnies version
*°࿠cw: explicit sexual content, fingering, public/semi-public sexual activity, interruption/almost getting caught. mdni
in which chan can never leave you hanging, even when he's working.
*°࿠notes: short little drabble because i remembered i promised to post other things while posting Lover of Mine and i have not done that mb. haven't wrote smut in a while so pls go easy on me guys this might suck (â¸â¸ ⏠_ âŹâ¸â¸)
The thing about Chan is that he will never leave you hanging when you need him.Â
Itâs the middle of the night and youâre craving something sweet? Itâs at your door within the half-hourâsometimes him with it if he has the time to spare. Your body is aching and you need it soothed? If he canât be there to massage it for you, an appointment at the highest rated wellness studio is booked. If you just need the pleasure of his company because youâre just feeling a little bit lonely, heâs cancelling whatever schedule he had that day to be by your side.
And if youâre feeling particularly needy and canât wait till you get home while heâs busy at the studio and absolutely canât get away from work?
WellâŚ
âChannânnieââ You mewl, flat on your back on the studio couch, your pretty top wrinkled from being shoved up your waist hastily, shorts pulled down your thighs and two of Chanâs thick fingers buried in your quivering cunt.
He glances at the door over his Chrome Hearts glassesâmaking sure itâs locked for the hundredth time. When he looks back down at you, the corner of his lips turning upward in a little smile.
âYou were really wound tight huh, baby?â He curls his fingers slightly inside of you, and your reply is quickly cut off by another strangled whine. âShoulda told me, I wouldâve taken care of you sooner.â
He glances back at the screen in front of him, his fingersâthe one not busy at work with you that isâclicking away, adjusting whatever pitch it was heâs working on. Your hips chase his fingers shamelessly when he drags them out of you slowly. They catch in the overhead light of the studio, glistening with your juices before he pushes them back in.
âDidnât wannaââ Your breath hitches slightly. âDidnât wanna keep you away from work.â
He huffs out a laugh, headphones that are only over one of his ears falling slightly. âLucky for you, Iâm a great multitasker. Feel good baby? Ready for the third one?â
âFeels so fucking good,â You pant, teeth sinking into your bottom lip. âBut itâs not enough, Channie. I wannâit. All of it.â
He grins, glancing back at you again. âYou can have it when we get home. Iâll fuck you real nice and slow, just how you like it, yeah? Make due for now.â He taps your thigh with his pinky. âSpread, doll.â
You legs spread open instinctively and you feel the stretch of his third finger almost immediately. Your head tips back, shirt falling forward again when your hips buck up to meet it. âOhh my Go-hnnmââ
âYeahh,â His eyes are glued to where his fingers pump in and out of your slowly. âSee? Good enough for now. Hold up your top fâme pretty, canât see the view.âÂ
Youâre about to do just that, when the jangaling of the doorknob makes both of you jump.Â
âWhat theââ Jisung. âChan, did you lock the door?â
You canât help the small whine that leaves your lips when Chan withdraws his fingers from you completely. He leans over to tug your shirt down fully and when he moves to help you pull up your shorts, you lift your hips to help, albeit it half-heartedly.Â
âSorry baby,â He kisses the corner of your lips soothingly. âShouldnât be much longer, I promise.â
âYou said that ages ago,â You mumble, but fix your hair anyway. Youâve never hated Jisung more than you do now but youâd still rather not traumatize him. Especially after the last time he walked in on you two.
Chan walks over and swings the door open, smiling easily at Jisung. âWas the door locked?â
Jisung looks between you two suspiciously, the takeout he had left to get dangling from his fingers. âObiviously. I know how to open a freaking door. What were you two doing?â
âNothinâ,â Chan makes a show of turning the knob a few times. âHuh. Weird. Must be the new auto-lock they installed yesterday.â
âThey installed an auto-lock?â Jisung asks, incredulous as he settles on the chair Chan occupied mere moments ago. You smile at him as innocently as you can when he hands you the food. âThatâs the shittest idea I ever heard.â
âYeah, I told them that too.â Chan shrugs, letting go of the door knob. âI can tell them to change it back if you want.â
You squeeze your legs together slightly. Since when did you find liars this hot?
âYeah, you do that.â Jisung squints at the screen. âWhat the fuck have you been doing, hyung? This looks almost exactly the same as when I left!â Â
Chan leans one hip against the desk, all easy shoulders and calm smile. âCreative process.â
âThat is not a creative process,â Jisung says, deadpan. âThat is a blank project file.â
You duck your head, pretending to be very interested in the food in your lap so neither of them can see your face. Heat is still crawling up your neck, your whole body thrumming with frustration, and Chanâabsolute menace that he isâdoesnât even look remotely sorry.
He just shrugs. âMaybe I needed to think about it.â
Jisung narrows his eyes. âAbout what?â
Chan glances at you then, quick and sly, and thereâs something in his mouth when it curves that makes your stomach flip. âArrangement.â
Your fingers tighten around the takeout container.Â
Jisung, thankfully, only rolls his eyes. âYouâre impossible. Anyway, they wanted me to tell you the draft from earlier still sounds weird in the bridge.â
âMhm.â Chan pushes off the desk and steps closer, reaching over you for the drink you havenât even opened yet. His knuckles brush your thigh in passing. Barely there. Entirely accidental-looking. Completely not accidental. âIâll look at it.â
You shoot him a look.
He doesnât react, just pops the straw into your drink and hands it to you like heâs the sweetest boyfriend alive.
You take it with a tight little smile. âThanks.â
âAnything for you, baby.â
And then, because Jisung isn't looking and because he is absolutely sick, he raises the fingers that had just been buried in your sopping cunt mere moments ago, still soaked and sticky with your arousal and licked a broad strip up them, before shoving them into his mouth and sucking them clean.
Jisung be damned, you were going to jump Chan's bones right now.
He must see the slightly crazed look in your eyes because he grins, eyes crinkling and mouths, Don't worry. I'll take care of it.
You know he means it. Whether it's opening your drink for you or fingering you while he works just because you were feeling needyâChan really is ready to do absolutely anything for you.
Which is how you know that every corner of your need would be fully explored and satisfied when you got home.
đđđđđđâ In my bed as I lie here
smutâŞâŞ â¤ď¸âŹ +18 ⯠unprotected sex. đš -reader. missionary. language. sex in multiple places. teasing. (ËśË áľ ËËś).
Everyone knows you and your boyfriend can't ever take hands off eachother. It's such a cute then to see to others knowing that's how much you guys love eachother, but to the roommate he's absolutely done at this point.
Don't get me wrong bangchan loves that his little maknae is happy now and that he's so madly in love. But when he has to deal with you guys being practically glued together every single day, thin walls hearing how kinky you and the youngest are, and not to mention the amount of snacks he has to restock basically weekly. He sure needs a break.
You and jeongin are sitting on the living room sofa like little kids being left by their parents to go on a trip, sitting down looking up at dad while he explains the rules while he's gone. "I want this place clean the way left it," He points to jeongin. "And please, please PLEASE. Just don't have sex in my room". Bangchans hand rest on his forehead as he sighs. "You guys have practically done it everywhere in this damn house, I beg of you not my room".
Jeongin turns to look at you and you both laugh and bangchan watches the both of you dead serious. "Channie don't worry. One, why would we be in your room. Two, out of all places you're room would be the LAST place we would have sex, in your room that's such a turn off." You say in full detail. "I don't want to hear it you guys literally had sex on the balcony of innie's room, god forbid a guy does think you guys would be freaky enough to touch his room." Bangchan said trying to forget about that traumatic time he walked in on you guys that time.
He pinches his nose and lets out a exhausted and loud sigh once more. "Anyways last thing, please wear a damn condom jeongin, why do I have to constantly remind the two of you about protection. The last thing I want to do is come back from Paris to have to tell JYP that our youngest member is going to be a dad."
Jeongin smirks, an evil mischievous one. "Channieâhyung it feels so much better, it feels like we're one and she just feelsâ" "SHUT UP, IM LEAVING NOW, BYE." Chan immediately grabs his suitcase and leaves out the door for his Paris trip.
You hight five jeongin and burst out laughing. "Good one baby he practically ran out!" Wiping away a fake tear from your face at how Chan's face looked.
-
Just how bangchan explained you guys have had sex around the whole house by now, like right now, bent over the bathroom sink with your leg raised up on the counter as your boyfriend abuses your sweet cunt.
You're breast hitting the cold faucet as you his hand is lifting your jaw up to make you watch your own reflection in the bathroom mirror. "Ahâinnie! So, so close baby, f-fuck righhht there!" Jeongin grunts as his hands grip harder on your hips, ass clapping against his dick. "Such a sweet fuck'n pussy, s-shit, gonna cum inside, you want that baby? want me to fuck into you?" You could only nodd already being too fucked out to say another word.
Of course he did exactly that. Cumming deep into your hole, fucking you full of his seed. You can't help but let out a pornagraphic moan of how deep he feels in you. "To-Too much," You cry out as he pulls out to watch his cum mixed with your own liquids drip down your thigh.
"Absolutely gorgeous darling, one more round?" He says helping your leg down and turning you around to kiss him. Heat is raiding the whole bathroom at this point, clothes already shedded, why not? Jeongin's tongue invaded your mouth dancing along yours as he needles your ass and picks you up, legs automatically wrapping around his waist as he hoists you up effortlessly.
The makeout continues as you guys walk out the bathroom bumping into the walls in the hallway along the way to his bedroom, you reach out to open the door letting the both of you in.
Jeongin's strong arms place you down softly on the bed and pulls away to look at you glow from the previous mess you two caused. Kissing down your jaw, to your collarbone, to the hills of your breast. Taking in a nipple into his mouth sucking on one as the other is being teased with his slender vieny fingers.
Throwing your head back as you can't help but push his face into your chest from the amount of pleasure he's giving you. "Mmm!âfuck, so sweet my innie". He ruts against the mattress from the praise, he gets off from the little praises you give him.
"What should we do?" Jeongin asked raising his head with flushed cheeks and a grin. "Hmmm, what do you want baby? you deserve it after all last week you had me dumb from fucking me the way I asked." You said cupping his face as your thumb plays with his bottom lip. "Want you like this, want to see your face". The boy says sheepishly.
You agree and reach down to take his length into your palmâspreading the cum around his tip from just five minutes ago. Slowly putting his head into your hole inch by inch watching his face contort from tighter you got. His face turns you on just from the way that's so delicious to you.
It dosent take more than six seconds for him to bottom our due to how spread out he had you earlier, you're shared juice being used as a lube. "Good fuck'n girl for taking this dick so well". Only when he had you under him is when he'd truly let out his true freak otherwise you'll never hear him speaking to you in that way.
"Innie faster pleaseâ!" After teasing you with deliberate thrust you can't last another minute, starting to lose your patience you wrap your legs around his waist as he leans down to hit into your cunt deeper. Hitting your g-spot so deliciously. His forearms flexing as they rest on both sides of the pillow you're heads on.
"F-Fuck, yes!" Jeongin smiles against your neck as he hears your cries, his breathing coming out raspy as his cock pumps into you repeatedly with punishing thrust. "Can be as loud as we want baby, whole house to ourselves". You can't help but smile while you're heads thrown back.
Jeongin's fingers the were next to your head is moved down, using his right hand to trail down your stomach to rub circles on your clit. Needing to group yourself you hold onto whatever is closest, his forearm. Gripping on the muscle turns him on he loves that you depend on him. "C'mon feel you clenching you can do it". Grinding against his hips to meet his thrust you guide yourself onto his fingers aswell. You instinctively pull him down to be chest to chest, sweat against sweat, you squirt all over his abdomen.
Panting against eachother he slowly grinds against you wanting to reach his climax too, but feels you shaking from overstimulation. You're arms wrap around his neck as you push your to meet his once more. "Use me baby, I can handle it". If he wasn't in love with you already he sure is now.
The two of you hold eachother as he ruts into you, not slowly, but not rushed into you either. You're climax now milking his cock with squelching noises causing his movements to turn faster. Turning tighter from him trying to push out another orgasm out of you.
His voice is in a different tone, a mix of a grunt yet growling sense. "Keep clenching tight little pussy's gonna milk me once more". Jeongin pulls away to now sit up on his knees fucking into you using the rest of his stamina. "Milking me again? You want a damn baby don't you darling?" His fingers now on your waist with a bruising grip as he forces your body to meet his.
Once, then once more again, his hot sperm fills you perfectly. Jeongin pulls out watching his cum leak onto the bedsheets as his digits pick it up, his index and middle finger pumping the cum back into you.
-
The two of you are too exhausted to clean up, resting now in the sheets together with your head resting on his bicep as his hand trails up and down your arm. Soft hums leaving your lips as you look over to him and he matches your look with leaning down to kiss the tip of your nose. Smiling then looking over your shoulder. "Hey baby? When did you get a whole recording set in your room?" Jeongin's head shoots up startling you.
"Darling... I don'tâ" You two look around, you see everything is organized like a clean freak lived there. That's because a clean freak DID live here, you just got your organs rearranged in Bangchan's room.
"He's going to fucking kill us..." Jeongin says looking down to the white creamy stained bedding. The door creaks open to the aussie who's room belonged to. "What. The. FUCK." Guess he forgot something...
cws: smut, phone sex, video call sex, masturbation, mutual masturbation, dirty talk, toy using, vibrator, use of âpupâ as a nickname
word count: 2076
summary: Seungmin leaves you a little gift so you wonât miss him too much while he was gone
a/n: hi! Iâll post a few random things in between the poll fics! Hope you have fun reading it, this goes out to all my seungmin bias moots
âI miss youâ, you huffed.
Your phone was laying beside you in the bed, Seungmin on the speaker. He was gone for the tour and it had been a month since you last saw him. He had promised you to call you every night and he was holding it, each day at the same time you would receive his call.
Seungmin was down bad for you, but he would never admit that out loud. Youâve already made love confessions in your relationship and you were saying the magical three words occasionally, but he still would deny that he would stay with you on the phone until you fell asleep every single day when he wasnât near you.
He tried to be nonchalant and you didnât care about his teasing, it was part of him and actually kinda endearing.
âAww, cuteâ, he said.
You paused, a grin tugging on your lips.
âArenât you- like.. missing me, too?â, you asked.
âNoâ.
You scoffed, now laughing out loud. You wish you could slap his arm for that like you usually did, but oh well.
âWowâ, you chuckled, âYou could try to act like you do, at leastâ.
âNo, that would be lyingâ, he added, you could hear the grin in his voice.
âWooowâ.
You pulled the blanket over your naked body, you were shivering. You actually had tried to touch yourself before he had called, it has been too long since you had been satisfied. Your fingers werenât as long as his, wouldnât curl the same way as his.
Seungmin laughed and your heart soared. You missed him and you knew he did too, even though he said otherwise.
âI have a gift for you, pupâ.
You froze and held your breath when you heard that nickname. It was silent, the only thing you could hear was the blood rushing through your ears. You pressed your thighs shut.
âYou still there?â, he asked, a change in his voice.
âYes-â, that unintentionally came out a squeal.
He paused for a second before speaking up again.
âTake a look into my closet. Thereâs a black box waiting for youâ.
A strange sensation crept up your body. From your aching pussy all the way to your head, making you dizzy. But you still stood up slowly, cautiously.
âA gift?â, you breathed.
Seungmin hummed as you opened his closet. Just as he had said, on the floor of it there really was a black cardboard box. Your heart pounded heavily against your ribcage when you bent down to pick it up, going back to your shared bed to open it.
He was silent on the other side of the phone, patiently waiting for your reaction. Your fingers traced the already opened box, hesitating for a single second and questioning what could possibly be inside.
You flipped it open, an equally black satin bag inside.
âHuh?â, you made.
âHmm, go on, pupâ.
You shivered again when he called you that. It was unfamiliar, but it was very welcome. You were kneeling on top of the mattress, you felt your pulse racing already.
You pulled on the string to open the bag, holding your breath when reaching inside.
âMinnie-â.
He hummed again. You pulled a vibrator out of the bag, in an almost taunting innocently white color. It was pretty long and nicely curved, and-
âMinnie!â.
âDo you like it?â, his voice was teasing, âItâs custom madeâ.
Yeah, you could tell. It looked exactly like your boyfriends cock. It even had all his veins perfectly carved into it.
âHow do you even-? Do I wanna know where you got it from?â, you asked.
It was heavy in your hand, just like the original. You squirmed in your seat, feeling how wet you were just by thinking about his dick being in your hand right now instead of this toy.
âWhat do we say when receiving a gift?â, he cooed.
You groaned, needing to sit down differently to remain as calm as possible. You hadnât intended to lay down on your back with spread legs, though. It was as if your body just reacted naturally.
âThank youâ.
âYouâre welcome, pupâ.
You physically jolted, literally whining because of that damn word and he really had the audacity to laugh about it.
âCould you just- stop calling me that?â.
Your stomach tightened when he said it again just to mess with you.
âI just thought it would be nice to have it when Iâm not aroundâ, Seungmin mused, âYouâd let me watch you testing it, right?â.
You felt hot, just incredibly hot as you let your head fall back. You had never done something like that before. But.. you could try? He had a hotel room just for himself after all, no one to disturb you.
âYesâ.
You immediately got the invitation to switch to a video call after that. Your heart was sinking when you saw him. He looked too cozy for this kind of situation, probably just getting out of the shower before calling you.
âAre you already naked?â, he asked, brows furrowed.
You nodded, feeling the blood rush into your cheeks out of slight embarrassment. But this also led to you getting wetter, you could feel your pussy throb in anticipation.
âNaughtyâ, he grinned, shaking his head, âWere you touching yourself?â.
You nodded again, with a little bit more confidence now. You could see it in his eyes, the desire for you - probably thinking about the things he would do to you if he was at your side.
âIt doesnât feel the same thoughâ.
âOhh, did I ruin you? Poor thing can only cum around my fingers?â, his voice was strained, âOr my cockâ.
The way he said this so shamelessly made you gasp, shivering heavily.
âOr your tongueâ, you added.
Seungmin always knew how to pleasure you and he was more than willing to use every tool he could to make you feel good. He mustâve caught your dreamy gaze, now your longing crushing you more than ever.
âSo you really miss meâ, he laughed, âDonât miss me too much, yeah? Wanna test your gift?â.
âYou wanna watch?â.
He huffed, also blushing a bit because of the intensity of this moment. It empowered you a bit that he was already so flustered, just because of you.
So you used your ego boost to prep a pillow up right in front of you so you could lean your phone against it, basically presenting your bare core to him like this.
âOh, what a viewâ, Seungmin groaned.
Your ears were burning at this point, but you still managed to spread your legs even wider, teasing yourself and him by grazing the tip of the vibe over your folds.
âTurn it onâ.
You obeyed by pressing the button on the bottom and the vibrator came to life. The sensation was a bit weird but it felt weirdly good, sending little electric sparks up your spine to make you physically jolt.
âDoes it feel good, yeah? Tell meâ.
You were stupid enough to move it up and press it against your clit. The moan was ripped out of your throat without your will, you had to throw your head back to quiet it down a bit.
âFeels- so goodâ.
God, you wouldnât manage to hold your orgasm back for very long like this. Not with him staring at you.
âI bet it does, pup. Rub yourself with itâ.
You moved it up and down, over your sensitive clit and to your entrance - not pushing in but nudging against it.
âMin-â, you gasped.
He groaned at the way his name slipped out of your mouth over and over again. You didnât manage to pronounce it properly every time, you choked on it. It was sometimes high pitched, some of them just a low growl.
Seungmin was losing it on the other end. Palming and grabbing his clothed erection with a grunt. Your breath hitched when you noticed, seeing how his arm moved and betrayed him. But it additionally made you wish even more it was his dick sliding in your wetness instead of a copy.
âPush it in, come onâ, his voice nothing more than a grunt, âGo in slow, yeah? Feel the stretchâ.
You did and it was crazy how similar it felt to him. The tip pushing in already made you whine out and just like in reality - Seungmin answered with a swear under his breath.
Your phone was too far away for you to properly look at it but you were sure he opened his pants to free his cock. He moaned, not being able to hold it in as well.
The vibrations made your legs shake involuntarily, you whimpered at the feeling of you losing control of your muscles although there still were a few more inches to go.
âThere you go, pup. Slow and steady. Let me stretch you outâ.
Oh, to think that he was there with you was a nice fantasy. Your other hand flew to your chest, grabbing your own tits in hope it would feel like him. It didnât and it made you push the toy in faster to distract you from the ongoing disappointment.
The pleasure clawed at you so intensely, you were certain you almost came when it was fully seated inside.
âSo greedy- Maybe youâd enjoy having both at the same time, huh?â, he growled.
You threw your head back, the back of your hand momentarily pressed against your mouth to ground yourself.
âBoth?â, you mewled.
âUh-huhâ, Seungmin hummed, his movements getting faster, âFuck, I canât wait to come home. Gonna stuff you full with my cock and the toyâ.
You bit your lower lip to muffle the moan which was fighting to get out. You jolted, pussy clenching and gushing around the vibrator so pathetically.
âYouâd like that, huh, pup? I know youâd be so good for meâ.
You were wet enough to pull the vibe out, gently guiding it back in.
âAngle it up a bit, yeah? I know you like thatâ.
You hadnât anticipated to shove the toy against your g-spot so early but his words clouded your mind, you automatically did it. You writhed in your sheets, back arching off the mattress with the amount of pleasure.
âFuck yourself for me- fuck-â.
You couldnât stop yourself from moaning, getting louder every time you hit that sensitive spot over and over again.
âMin-â, you gasped, âSeungminâ.
There was a devilish grin on his face, so smug. It already made you want to wipe it off.
âGood to know I can make you scream my name even though Iâm on the other side of the worldâ, he laughed, but it was hoarse - he was so close himself, âSay it when you cum, okay, pup?â.
You were desperate for your release, pushing the vibe in one last time and permanently pressing it against your g-spot. The vibrations against it were intense, but exactly what you needed. Your heart felt like it was on fire, pumping hot lava through your veins and lighting you up when you reached your high.
His name was everything you could think of, like you just forgot how to form other words in your brain. You instinctively wanted to press your thighs together, mimicking the tension in your muscles just like when you wrapped your legs around his waist. But he wasnât there and you were determined to give him a good show, hoping he would cum for you like this as well.
Your sounds surely sent him over the edge as well, you noticed it in the way his jaw slacked, his eyes closed shut and he groaned so guttural, it made your pussy throb.
You rode out your orgasm to this sight, grinding your hips into your hand until it felt too intense. The vibrations were overwhelming you very quickly, pulling it out and turning it off.
For a moment you both relished in this moment in silence.
âI miss youâ, he said.
âWhat a simpâ, you teased him, leaning forward to grab your phone.
He rolled his eyes, still panting and pushed his hair out of his face. Your heart fluttered, both in the ongoing excitement and your adoration for him.
âBut I love simpsâ, you cooed, making him snort and lean back in his seat.
He tried to hide it, but there was a very silly and blissed out smile on his lips.
đď¸ ââââââ must be doing something right
the world was quiet, the only thing that could be heard by anyone listening in would just be your light moans and the faint sound of skin slapping. it was peaceful, everything felt right and content as hyunjin pressed his forehead against yours, just soaking in the moment and the pleasure being shared between the two of you. his hands gently grazed your waist as if he was afraid any more pressure would break you, his hands giving you support to help you keep your movements stable as you bounced on his cock. you seemed to glow around him, no matter what he did he couldnât tear his gaze from your features as he stared on with awe.
rays of sunshine bled in through the open window, filtered by your sheer curtains, creating a damn near halo surrounding you as you threw your head back, the pleasure overwhelming you. his hands caressed your body, starting at your hips and making their way over your stomach and waist, then to your breasts momentarily before falling back on top of your thighs that were straddling his hips. hyunjin was worried that suggesting morning sex would turn you away, make you think he was some weird feind, but here you are, enjoying the moment just as much as him, if not more. hyunjin grinned to himself, telling himself that he must be doing something right if it meant your moans were increasingly growing like this.
the only thing on his mind was to increase your pleasure, so without much more thought, his hand was being pulled towards your pussy, softly bringing a finger to rub slow circles on your clit. you whimpered with the added pleasure and gasped out that you were close. hyunjin watched you bounce on his cock faster, becoming more desperate to hit your high, in turn, his fingers rubbed your clit faster to match your rhythm. your orgasm came on fast as you collapsed onto his chest, drool leaking down your cheek as your orgasm took everything out of you. his chest shuttered beneath your head as hyunjin reached his own high, releasing his load inside your warm cunt.
âthis must be heavenâ, he thought after his body had relaxed. his cock softened inside you and he pulled out, his hands drifting to hold your head and rub your back in soothing circles as you whimpered at the sudden emptiness you felt in your pussy. the mixture of cum dripped out between your folds, and he took note of your slight discomfort at the sticky sensation thatâs now dripped down between your thighs. hyunjin whispered sweet nothings into your ear as he picked you up as if you were light as a feather and carried you to the shared bathroom. he held you close to his chest as he started the shower and took extra care to be gentle when he washed your body, being extra patient when you winced as he brushed over a spot that was still sore. he made sure to kiss damn near every inch of your body and tell you just how good you did for him and how ethereal you looked in the most gentle tone.
â˘or: y'know, having this many shitty boyfriends should be considered a record. you keep thinking they'd grow but theyre just not buddin'. thank God for your fwb though yea? perhaps going to him to kiss (fuck) your troubles away? perhaps....not.
â˘warnings: MDNI! 2k ish words of sexual content, chan is cocky because Im a cocky!chan TRUTHER, fratboy!chan? maybe? emotional cheating on readers end (subtle foreshadowing)
it was a routine.
standing on chan's doorstep with dried mascara stains on your cheeks, in need of any sort of distraction from your previous breakup. you were a devastating messâeyes blood shot, sniffling, you wiped your eyes once the door creeked open, and there he was, letting out a whistle at your state.
âi gotta say, babe. your taste in men is pretty shitty,â he scratches his head with a simple shrug, chuckling when you shot him a glare as he held his front door open for you to step inside. ââŚthen again, you always come crawling back to me after getting dumped so-â
âi didnât come here to talk.â you sighed, slipping off your shoes before staring directly at him.
âoh, i know.â he smiles, almost as if he was mocking you. âthis the part where i take my pants off right?â
damn right it wasâyou werent gonna waste anytime, he could tell by the way you shoved him towards his room and against his bed âdamn, no foreplay?â he breathed as your fingers tangled against the thin white strings of his sweatpants. âshut up.â you mumbled, starting to pull his pants down.
âya sure you wanna go down on me, baby? that gag reflex of yoursââ
âchan.â you glared, and he just smiled, so eager to use every second to get under your skin. god, was he annoying. he knew he was, the both of you knew it.
sometimes you wonder why youâve been fucking him on the low. of course not during your relationships, but he was the only person there for you in the aftermath, the only one there to...comfort you, so to speak. even if that particular way was to be inside you.
âgonna suck me off with cute tears streaminâ down your face?â he brings a hand towards your hair, giving the crown of your head a light stroke, itâs soothing, feeling yourself start to throb just a bit more just from his strong, loud cologne that was scattered across his entire room. âlook at me while you do, then. wanna see that pretty face.â
âyour dirty talk is improving.â you chuckled, and hes the one glaring at you nowâit's cute.
he wraps a hand around the back of your neck, bringing your face close to his white briefs. rubbing your face against his bulge and he grunts. âshame how you make me hard even with that bratty attitude of yours.â
he stares at you, watching you with close intent on the way you pull down his boxers just halfway, leaning in close enough to give his shaft a nice long lick, from his base to his very reddened tip.
âs-shit,â he grunts, and your eyes remained on him the entire time, on your knees for him while he sat up near the very edge of his un-made bed.
chan lets off a soft sighâhis legs spread just a bit, a hand rubs against his leg. your tongue softly swipes against the head of his cock and he nibbles on his lip to quiet himself.
âopen that mouth. tired of waitinâ, â he grumbles, and heâs growing so frustrated, you can tell from his facial expressions and the way he kept shifting. âstick out your tongue, babe.â
you do, rolling it out, and chan grunts, wrapping his fingers around his dick before slowly slapping himself against your tongue. âthink you deserve it?â
you nod as you looked up at him through your lashes, whines pulled from you at his consistent teasing, slapping his pretty glossed tip against your tongue.
ânuh uh,â he clicks his tongue, bringing a hand towards the back of your head to give hair a light pull, moving your head just slightly in a moving rotation. âneed to hear you say you want me, gorgeous.â
what an egotistical jerk.
âi-i want you, chan. i want it..â you mewled, your thighs squeezing shut, and once you voice those sweet words. chan lets off a satisfied hum, using a hand to open your mouth just a bit before pushing himself inside.
âshit,â he curses, feeling you wrap your lips around his cock. your lashes flutter as you glanced up at him, and he's straing down at youâhis abs flexing beneath his tank top, it doesnât take long before his eyes start to go back, his pink lips opening just a bit to breathe and pant, grabbing a fistful of your hair.
âshit, with a face that pretty,â he huffs out, swiping a thumb across your cheek that's marked with tear stains âshould be crying like this, not wasting those pretty tears because of some scumbag.â
you whined, eyes fluttering shut as he hit the back of your throat âeyes on meâ he tutted, tapping the side of your temple and youâre just about weak in the knees.
even if it killed you to say it, he was good with his words. you knew you had to be careful though, chan wasnât the type of guy to settle down in a relationship, he made that known the moment you two started your little 'fling.' if you could even call it that, friends with benefits.
âthink 'm getting close,â he pants, and his breathing patterns change âheâs got a good strong grip on some strands of your hair as he watches you with dilated pupils. âfuck, doing so good for me,â his voice starts to get whiney from how sensitive heâs growing, falling flat on his back against the bed, hand covering has face
âc-cumming,â he grunts, shuddering, catching his breath as you look at him with half-open eyes. âswallow ân show me, baby.â and you did, sticking out your tongue as he whined at the sight, still catching his breath before leaning down towards you to squeeze your cheeks together. ânow gimme a kiss.â
you whined, sitting up to kiss him and he wrapped a hand around your waist, tasting himself on your lips, his tongue dragged against yours and you whimpered before making your way onto his lap. he chuckled at your enthusiasm, sliding a hand up and down your waist
after a few moments, chan pulls away to breathe until both hands of his attach to your waist. his gaze was just enticing, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.
âbarely touched ya and you're nothin' but a sticky mess,â he grunts, and chan snickers once he feels you start to grind your hips against him
âchanâplease,â you begged, aching and itching for him to do something, anything. he trails his fingers against your ass, no panties and all you had covering you, just barely, was a skirt. he grins, âfine,â he says, as you threw your arms over his shoulders âgo, slow baby, donât want you to hurt yourself.â
âshut t-the fuck up,â you whined, barely able to keep up your facade.
âhow âbout ya make me, hmm.â he teased, and he was so cheeky. you hated it, but then again, the way he fucks you always made up for it.
aligning yourself against him, chan sits upright with a cocky grin. âgo slow, baby. been a while since i'veâshitâŚâ he pauses at the feeling of you sinking down on him. you chewed on your bottom lip as you did, immediately leaning into him to give him⌠a hug?
chan was just as surprised as you, it seemed you were acting a bit differentlyâof course youâd be.
youâd just gotten out of a relationship, and tended to be a bit more clingy than usual. not that he ever minded, he preferred you like this, so cute and sentimental, all in your feelings. but despite that, it was just sex and nothing more. right?
âfuck,â chanâs hair is messy, itâs all over his face, and dark stands splattered all across his forehead, so effortlessly attractive. he didnât even have to do much to make you pulse between your legs. âquit looking at me.â
âbut youâre so pretty when you try to take control,â he shrugs, flashing a cheesy grin and youâre just embarrassed. he was certainly enjoying this, getting underneath your skin. but you let him. every single time.
chanâs got such the cockiest grin on his lips as you maneuver yourself against him, chewing on your lip every few seconds to suppress your sweet sounds, he eyes you up and down
âspeed it up, baby,â he grunts, spanking your ass once more and you whimper from feeling his touch press against your skin. âtouch yourself while you ride me. give me a little show. show me what iâve been missin' since youâve been away from me for so long.â
âo-okay.â you breathed, bringing a shaky hand towards your body, panting as you rode him.
chan smiles, watching you start to fondle with your nipples that visibly poked beneath your tank top, rocking your hips against him back and forth to where a low grunt leaves from his mouth every few seconds.
you missed this. you missed him. perhaps though, in reality, you just missed how he made you feel.
yeahâŚ. it was probably that.
ââŚg-gonna cum soon,â you alerted him, slithering your fingers down towards your throbbing clit. the stimulation made your eyes nearly close shut âaw,â he hums, gripping your hips to make you bounce harder on him. you whimper from chan taking such initiative, holding onto him as heâs drilling himself into you, leaning into his neck to softly nibble and suck against his skin. âmhm. i missed you too.â
you could hear such arrogance drip from his voice, and maybe you did miss him, just a bit. before long, you came and it was one of the best orgasms youâve had in a long time.
and leans in, kissing you for a final time, it wasnât as sloppyâmore passionate and sincere, he even cuddled you after, his hand drawing circles on your back. and you couldnt deny the butterflies fluttering in your chest.
âchan.â you breathed into his neck as both of you came down from your highs. âi-i think i love you.â
he sits up with his toned biceps pressed against the sides of you before speaking in a low voice. âbabe?â
âyea..â
you blinked twice and realized you were being shaken lightly by the shoulders. the realization hit you like a truck once you realized hyunjin was calling your nameâhe had a worried, almost pale expression on his face once he saw you come back to reality.
âhyunjin..?â you mumbled, in the same bed and still feeling dizzy from your orgasm that was pulled out of you because of...hyunjin?
âwhat did you...just call me?â
oh.
was it all in your head?
a/n: erm...am i too late for April fools? *is met with tomatoes thrown at me from the crowd*
ŕ¨ŕ§ summary: even though you broke off your friends with benefits arrangement with chan, heâll still be there whenever you need him.
ŕ¨ŕ§ pairing: reformed fuckboy!bang chan x fem!reader
ŕ¨ŕ§ genre: college au, angst, fluff
ŕ¨ŕ§ word count: 3.8k
ŕ¨ŕ§ warnings: 18+ (no smut but thereâs explicit sexual language so MINORS DNI), toxic men & a shitty date (not chan!!), poor communication, jealousy, fwb -> lovers, small argument, confessions, pet names (baby, princess, pretty)
ŕ¨ŕ§ author's note: working on a long fic thatâs beating my ass icl so hereâs something short in the meantime!! âĄ
chan is always right. even when you want so desperately for him to be wrong.Â
he was right about being âthe best fuck of your lifeâ, he was right about you falling for him, and now, he was right about the classmate you agreed to go on a date with. you were hoping for a distraction and only ended up back where you started: in the arms of the man you fell for when you promised yourself you wouldnât.Â
it seemed like an alright idea at the time. your classmate was sweet, always offered to send the notes, greeted you as you walked into the room, said all the right things that made you believe his intentions were pure and good. and since you had officially ended your arrangement with chan, you were free to pursue whoever you wanted.Â
so you did.
you decided on dinner, and he picked you up right on time with flowers, the false gentleman persona on full display. guilt was beginning to tug at you for entertaining him when you werenât all that interested.Â
that guilt was misplaced and short-lived, though. once he had paid the bill and you both quietly accepted that the date was over, he asked if you wanted to go home with him. it sounded gentle, but your rejection shifted his tone into something spiteful quickly.
this was supposed to help you get over chan, and at first, you couldâve almost been convinced that it was working. you laughed heartily, smiled genuinely, flowed through conversation easily. but his question wiped all of that away instantly, a pit settling deep in your stomach. because the last person you slept with is chan â the only person youâve slept with in almost a year.
and as his face unfurled into disgust, you realized chan was right all along. all the times youâd mention your classmate sending you the notes unprompted or asking if you were okay on days you were absent told him one thing: this guy expected something from you, and he was only doing what he needed to get it. call it cynicism, call it intuition, call it whatever you want; chan was firm in his opinion.Â
you had never listened, though, laughing at him for being silly and jealous, brushing it off like nothing would ever come of it.
if only you had listened.Â
maybe then you wouldnât be sitting dejectedly at the table he left you at, hardly registering the past few minutes. your date â your ride â had just up and walked off like you were nothing. like the past months heâs spent being the nice guy were just a ploy. they were.
too much time passes with you stuck in your seat numbly. youâre not sure you can will any of your limbs to move. your waitress even comes over and asks if youâre okay, all pity and soft smiles. she promises you can stay for as long as you need, but you know thatâs only a comforting lie.Â
on your way to the exit, you call the one person you know will always be there, no questions asked. no expectations. even after telling chan itâs over, heâll come to your rescue whenever you need. because heâs nothing like him; heâs real in everything he portrays, and his kindness isnât rooted in anything selfish or superficial.
before sex entered the equation (a mistake, perhaps), you were friends, so of course he still cares about you beyond it. but not in the way you care about him. not in the way that craves for more than just physicality, that refuses to be confined by rules and limitations.Â
just in the way that you know heâll answer. he picks up on the second ring.
ây/n?â he greets, voice a little groggy, and it makes your heart drop stupidly. he almost always naps after sex; heâs probably still laid up in bed with someone else, and here you are calling him because your date left you stranded.
itâs still nice to hear his voice, though. thatâs how badly youâve fallen.Â
âhi,â you breathe out. âare you busy?â
thereâs rustling on the other end and then his voice comes out clearer, more intentional. âno. no, not busyâŚjust dozed off is all,â he assures.
right. dozed off. itâs not abnormal for a human being to nap, but your brain has already come to its own conclusions. you suddenly wish you had called one of your friends instead.Â
âoh.â
you donât try to hide how deflated you sound, and he notices right away. he can read you like a book without even being in your presence.Â
âwhatâs up? are you okay?â he asks quickly. each word is laced with sincerity and it reminds you of why you fell for him to begin with. chan is caring, attentive, gentle (when he isnât fucking you like he has something to prove).Â
that same sincerity, coupled with the nightâs events, brings tears to your eyes. you squeeze them shut to stop them from falling. âiâm okay,â you lie, âi just need someone to pick me upâŚyou were the first person i thought to call.â
too honest. heâs either going to wonder why you called him first, or, worse, feel way too smug that you did.Â
âwhere are you?âÂ
or heâll just ignore all of the obvious questions in favor of the only one that really matters to him. the semantics can come later. itâs clear you need him, and that means he has one single priority right now.Â
âat some restaurant. i donât know, he picked it, and iââ you begin. in your distress, you canât even remember the restaurantâs name. quite frankly, you never want to come here again, anyways.Â
he interrupts you swiftly, latching onto one specific word in your ramble. ââhe?ââ he questions, and you can picture his face. eyebrows furrowed, mouth downturned, staring right through you.
âyeah,â you say quietly, trying to avoid the inevitable. might as well get the hard part over with now. âthat guy from stats.â the one you warned me about. multiple times.Â
ây/n,â he sighs. he doesnât even sound angry; he just sounds disappointed. which is ten times worse, because you can handle anger, but you donât know how to navigate disappointment.Â
âiâm sorry,â you mumble.
itâs the only thing you can think to say. you arenât even sure if he heard it over the boisterous laughs of patrons entering the restaurant and the whir of cars in the parking lot.Â
but he heard you clearly, and it broke his heart. âbaby, donât apologize right now. just send me your location and iâll be there as soon as i can, alright?â he soothes, already shrugging on a hoodie and slipping on a pair of shoes.
the pet name rolls off his tongue so smoothly he doesnât even realize he probably shouldnât use it anymore. and he certainly doesnât realize how it unravels you, your heart still fluttering like it did the first time heâd called you something affectionate.
âokay,â you pull your phone from your ear and oblige, âi sent it.â
heâs walking out his door and heading for his car shortly after, all of his movements on fast forward since youâre involved. youâre about a twenty minute drive from him and he curses internally, wishing there was a way for him to get to you faster.Â
âiâll be there real soon. wait for me, okay, pretty?âÂ
you nod like he can see you, and then the call ends, and youâre left with only the night air and the chatter of strangers.Â
itâs a colder night, the wind adding a harsh chill that nips at your face and bare legs. thereâs the obvious option: go back inside until chan arrives so you arenât suffering unnecessarily. but you dread even the thought of stepping foot in there again, no matter how warm it may be.
so you stand in place, arms enveloping yourself to contain some of your body heat, wishing you had never fucking smiled at stats guy that first day in class.Â
meanwhile, chanâs gripping the steering wheel so hard it almost hurts. heâs desperate to get to you, so he isnât driving reckless, but heâs definitely taking the speed limit as a suggestion.Â
truthfully, his friends would probably judge him heavily right now. youâre the girl heâs head over heels for that ended things just last week. thereâs no reason for him to still be so whipped for you, especially to the point of picking you up from a shitty date with another man. heâll never feel bad for being someone you can count on, though. not even when you left him feeling this empty.Â
itâs partially his fault. he should have known he couldnât do no commitment, no feelings sex with you. his friend â his beautiful, funny, stubborn friend. youâre different than the other girls he kept around for only days at a time.Â
a twenty minute drive becomes thirteen, seven minutes shaved off by his haste and the lack of traffic, thankfully. you recognize his car the moment it pulls into the parking lot from all your past experiences. all the times he picked you up in it and all the times he fucked you dumb in it.Â
âyou look good, princess. shame it was for him of all people,â he says as you climb into his passenger seat.Â
you roll your eyes and settle into the warmth, pretending to not notice his eyes dragging over you. âthanks,â you force out, âfor picking me up.âÂ
not a thank you for the compliment, no need to let him know how much his words affect you.
âso talk to me. what did that asshole do?â he asks, jaw clenched. heâs tried to prepare himself for it, but he feels an entirely new wave of anger wash over him now that youâre right next to him. still an angel, the last person any guy should dream of mistreating.Â
âtypical asshole shit,â you shrug, hoping youâd seem less bothered than you are, âjust walked out when i wouldnât go home with him.â Â
heâs quiet, fuming with anger but determined to not take it out on you. his suspicions were correct, and he hates that they were. hates that someone hurt you, hates that some idiot didnât see how fucking lucky he was that you gave him a chance.Â
âi told you that guy was a fucking loser,â he finally growls. itâs far more filtered than what heâs truly thinking.Â
âyeah, i know. can we save the âi told you soâs for later, please?â you sigh.
the car comes to a red light and he looks over at you, face illuminated perfectly by the light shining through the windshield. you tear your eyes away because looking at him is a stark reminder. his hand comes to rest on your thigh as if he was silently telling you heâd always be there.Â
even if you look away, heâll remain in the shadows of your mind ever-presently. you proved that by calling him today.
you both glance down at his hand, and when you make no attempt to move it, a sly smile spreads across his face. âiâm not gonna rub it in your face, baby. you know iâm not like that,â he promises.
something about hearing the word âbabyâ fall from his lips now â no longer over the phone but right beside you â unsettles something you tried to ignore. the ease and confidence with which he said it along with his satisfied smirk makes the question tumble out before you can bite it back.
âdid you call her that, too?â
utter confusion. thatâs the best way you could describe his expression right now. because he is confused, completely dumbfounded as the prospect of there being any âherâ that isnât you.Â
âwho?â he asks, wondering where that notion even came from.Â
thereâs been no one but you for a year. no girls coming in and out of his apartment, no drunken kisses at parties. his friends have tried to introduce him to other girls, hoping to revitalize the âfunâ chan they once knew; heâs cut them off every time, throwing out quick greetings before taking off to find you.
you have a chance to turn back. to tell him you were joking and that you donât care, anyway. for some reason, you dive forward into the conversation thatâll either break you or your secrets.
âthe girl you were just with,â you answer matter-of-factly.Â
âwhat?â his body nearly jerks back in his seat at the absurdity, his hand yanking away from your thigh at once. âi wasnât with anyone.â
itâd be difficult to fake a reaction like that, so you know youâre wrong. you feel stupid for letting your assumptions have so much life, but being in love with someone you werenât supposed to be in love with would make anyone a little irrational.
âi just assumedâŚbecause i woke you up.â god, now you even sound stupid. add napping to the list of things that apparently have secondary implications.Â
chan pinches the bridge of his nose and exhales deeply. you really drive him crazy â in the best and worst ways. âjesus, y/n, just because i was taking a nap doesnât mean i fucked someone,â he huffs.
âgod forbid a girl notices a pattern,â you attempt to joke, but it comes out flat. he doesnât even crack a smile.Â
âyou just ended things last week,â he reminds, âdo you think iâd move on that fast?â
are you supposed to answer that? because the answer would be yes, yes you do. youâve seen it before, when you were just friends and heâd have a different girl on his arm every weekend. why would you be any different? just because you happened to be regularly fucking for a year â longer than chanâs kept anyone else around?
no. no way. chan doesnât do relationships or commitment and he certainly doesnât do love. thatâs exactly why you were trying to bury yours so far back you could pretend it never existed.Â
âwouldnât be the first time,â you scoff. âplus, it was just sex.âÂ
the dagger that pierces both of you. ouch. you, because itâs such a horrible lie it barely can find a voice outside your chest. him, because he thinks itâs your truth, and that tears him apart.Â
he pokes his tongue in his cheek and shakes his head in disbelief. âokay,â he laughs dryly.
âwhat? am i wrong?â you shoot back. thereâs a breaking point only each of you can bring the other to, and youâre both nearing it. usually itâs a game, but right now, itâs a warzone.Â
âyeah, youâre dead wrong,â he snaps. his intensity startles you, so much so that you canât even register his words. âi âsleepâ after we have sex because it feels like the only way i can get you to stay,â he continues, softer now but still with a lingering edge.Â
you tilt your head and pout, fully committing to the battle. and youâre not even sure how you got here â things just seem to spiral with chan. thatâs how you went from fucking to falling in love, and how so many nights you went from casual teasing to being driven into the mattress.Â
âaw, you want me to stay, chan?â you taunt. âwanna cuddle and hold hands after you cum so you can pretend youâre this lover boy that youâre not?â
âgod, youâre so annoying,â he groans. you donât even realize that the carâs stopped moving. the tension in the small space has completely clouded your brain.Â
âplease, go on. really making my night so much better,â you retort.Â
now that heâs no longer driving, he doesnât need to keep his glances quick and sharp. he can stare right at you as much as he wants, and heâs taking full advantage of that. because heâs all too aware of what just a stare can do to you. a man conscious of his own power is dangerous.Â
âyouâre funny, y/n,â he chuckles, but thereâs no humor. âyou asked me about another girl. why is that? if itâs just sex, why do you care?â
fuck. him. seriously, fuck him for always being right and always seeing right through you and always knowing exactly how to leave you answerless.
âi was just curious.â
he laughs again, and this time it almost sounds genuine. sympathy laughter. âyouâre a bad liar. and you drive me insane twenty-four fucking seven,â he huffs. âyeah, i want you to stay. at least iâm honest. youâre always trying to leave so quickly, and sometimes iâm not strong enough to watch you walk out the door.â
his voice shifts to something raw and unguarded, and you wonder if youâre misreading this. but if he wants honesty, fine, youâll give him honesty and suffer with the consequences after.Â
âi leave so quickly because if i donât, iâm scared youâll see,â you whisper.Â
âscared iâll see what? baby, iâve seen every part of you. what are you trying to hide?â he questions, practically begging.Â
itâs almost comical how fast you two switch from sarcastic quips and meaningless insults to gentle vulnerability. this is the perfect glimpse into the past year â the desperation that often unfolded into something you couldnât quite fathom.Â
all the times heâd bring you a towel to clean up with and then fall back into bed beside you, draping his arm across you and drifting to sleep with a quickness you envied. and youâd allow yourself the pleasure of staying a little longer while he slept, praying he wouldnât wake up to notice you slowly cracking.
you wish you could hate him. thereâs plenty of reasons for you to. like him being so certain that youâd catch feelings (and seemingly doing everything in his power to assure that you do), or pulling you out of deep study sessions because he âneeds you.âÂ
but heâs begging, and you canât hate him when he begs.Â
âthe part thatâs so fucking desperate for more,â you choke out. his eyes go wide and you canât tell with what â pure shock, horror, relief? it doesnât matter; the truth is out, and youâre letting it all spill now. âthatâs why i said we had to stop. because we promised no strings attached, but somehow you knew iâd fall for you and you were right.â
ây/n,â he says sharply.Â
you hear him, but you continue as if you didnât. now that youâve finally confessed what youâve swallowed back for so long, your lips wonât stop moving. theyâre greedy, taking every single word youâve kept from them at the back of your throat.Â
âso i had to end things. i know we were just âfriends with benefitsâ or whatever and iâm an idiot for catching feelings, butââ
he interrupts you again, louder now. ây/n,â he repeats, dropping his hand on top of yours as it rests on the center console. hopefully his touch would be enough to pull you out of your rant. and it is. you fall silent abruptly, the weight of your confession sinking in. âi was wrong,â he corrects.
âhuh?â
god, youâre cute. confusion written all over your perfect face, mouth slightly agape while you await an explanation. but now that he has your attention, heâs finding it rather difficult to find his voice.Â
you fell for him. just like he predicted. what he didnât predict, however, was how fucking happy heâd be when you did.Â
because he fell for you too. against his rules, against his own will, he fell stupidly, madly, wholly in love with you. and now he can't hide it anymore. he doesn't need to hide it. Â
he takes one deep breath before beginning his own ramble â his final breath before everything changes. hopefully.Â
âi was wrong because i told myself you were just another girl,â he admits shakily, âand youâre not.â you interlock your fingers with his, and suddenly itâs all too easy to keep going. âyouâre the girl iâll always pick up for. the girl that doesnât ever listen and yet i love her more for it. the girl i pretend to be asleep with just so sheâll stay a little longer.â
you blink at him slowly. âyou were pretending?âÂ
out of all the things he just said, thatâs what you choose to focus on? his frequent scheme to get you to stay by playing pretend? if he didnât just reveal that he loves you, heâd probably call you annoying again.
ânot always!â he defends. âjustâŚsometimes. did you really not notice all those times i was smiling like an idiot while i held you?â
ânoâŚâ you trail, and he canât help but laugh. how oblivious youâve both been.Â
âshit. i guess weâre just two clueless idiots.â
two clueless idiots who broke the rules and hopelessly fell for each other. and you realize that now.Â
âwait,â you begin again, âyou love me? like, youâre in love with me?â
please say yes, you chant internally.Â
instead, his lips curl into a smug smile. âare you not in love with me?â he teases.Â
âdonât be a child.â
âsay it.â
his hand is strong against yours, trying to squeeze the words out of you.Â
âfine,â you roll your eyes, âyes, iâm in love with you, stupid. and the sex. mostly the sex.â
definitely not mostly the sex. it was a plus â a huge one, sure. but itâs not what made you fall for him.Â
you fell for him during the nights when youâd stay and watch his chest rise and fall (which you now know may have been partially a lie). you fell for him when heâd answer every call and every text no matter how late or how trivial.Â
âtrust me, you moan too loud for me to not know that,â he quips.
nevermind. you hate him.
âchan,â you deadpan, and he leans in closer.
dropping his voice to a whisper, he adds, âoh, yeah. iâm in love with you too,â like itâs an afterthought. messing with you is too fun, even as youâre spilling your hearts out to each other. he mostly just likes the trouble it gets him into later.
âfuck you,â you scowl, but your expression softens quickly. heâs so close now, and oh how youâve missed his lips.
âpromise?â he grins, breath hitting your face as he speaks.Â
when you kiss, itâs like everything you remember yet something entirely new. itâs a kiss that has something to prove, something to say.Â
i love you. iâm so in love with you.
and when you climb into his lap and it only plunges quickly from there, itâs clear itâs not just sex. was it ever, really?
for once, chan was wrong. he does do relationships, commitment, love, the whole damn thing. but only for you. only for you would he break every single rule heâs ever set.Â
honestly, screw him for this. you bring him to your family so he can be introduced to them, and this is how he repays you? by forcing you to hush up your sounds of pleasure in your childhood bedroom?
heâs quite pleased with himself. you can feel his growled laughter against your puffy folds, his pupils wide and blown as he occasionally looks up at you. he flattens his tongue, running it from your spasming hole to your clit before he parts from you. chin dribbling and his plush lips curled into a smile. heâs made you come once, and he doesnât plan on stopping now.
he loves a good personal record.
you can barely breathe, and heâs tormenting you. taking a delight in it. he sat there during dinner as the perfect spectacle of a man, helping your mother, impressing your father. and now heâs got your sweetness on his tongue like ambrosia. you knew that joke he made at the table about innocent âcream piesâ for dessert was too good to be true.
he nudges his nose against your thigh, kissing the junction between your mound and leg crease.
âstill with meâŚ? silly girl, letting me eat you out in your cute little room you grew up in...â
youâd throw a curse at him if you had the energy, but his words make something churn delightfully in your stomach. a wanton sound bubbles up in your throat and escapes, making you slap your hand over your lips. his hands are snaked up your shirt, kneading at your breasts in his palms. warm and soft. just like the rest of you.
you did homework on this bed. gossiped to friends about who was doing what, the people you had crushes on. and here he is, the man of your dreams giving you a nice night cap involving his drooling tongue to end the perfect day.
he dives back in with good vigor and an obnoxious slurping sound. why does he get to be loud? with his lips closing around your sensitive bundle of nerves, chanâs own eyes close as your thighs squeeze around his head. it makes his head dizzy and his cock twitch against the mattress. he laps soft, gentle kitten licks, mimicking your whining and mewling back to you before laughing with a rolled out tongue.
âshh⌠donât wanna wake up your familyâŚâ
chan blows cold air against your folds as you twitch, stifling your hiccuped little moans behind your hand. he grins and nudges your clit with his nose. you smell too good, he wants to burrow his face in you forever.
âslutty pussy⌠dripping all over your sheetsâŚâ and because chan can never degrade you without feeling like a monster if thereâs no praiseâ
âso pretty down here⌠pretty everywhere⌠you taste so good, i could eat it for hours. will you let me, baby? let channie love on this pretty cunt all night?â
his hands slide up and down the sides of your torso, and youâre not even sure what heâs saying. your head is spinning, on cloud 9. but you nod, staring up at the glow in the dark stars on your childhood bedroom ceiling.
if you look down at him you swear youâll come again. the sounds are already too much, his grunts and groans with the wet clicking and squelching every time his tongue laves down on your pussy. heâs painfully throbbing in his boxers. you have that affect on him.
âthere she is⌠letting me do whatever i want⌠you worked so hard to make tonight go smooth⌠looked so sexy in your pretty outfit⌠let me treat my girlâŚâ
chan purses his slick covered, thick lips and kisses your clit. a soft suck to it, drawing back. he can feel sinewy strings of your juices and his saliva connecting his lips to you. he repeats the feverish kisses, his hips rocking against the mattress every time your hips buck and you let out a little soft cry. âyeah? mm? like it when channie kisses your soft pussy? oh, look at you, darling⌠you must feel so good⌠precious little thing.â
you babble a slew of moans as he gathers saliva in his own mouth and rolls his tongue out, letting it fall onto your slit with his expression of pinched brows and a begging eyes. oh, he knows what heâs doing.
he flattens his tongue, licking a long, pressured stripe up from your perineum to your suck a kiss onto your throbbing clit with a dramatically drawn out moan of his own. chan repeats it a few more times, making sure the round tip of his nose catches under the hood of your cute little button.
your hole is clenching around nothing, hips writhing a bit. heâs got you, donât worry. he laps at your folds, shaking his head around and moans at the taste of you once more before drawing back. chan rests his head against your thigh and brings a hand up to play with your pussy while he talks to you, finding it amusing how you gasp for air and try to keep quiet.
âso soft⌠so wet and warm fâme⌠you love my tongue, donât you, baby? mmm⌠fuck yeah⌠my tongue loves you too, sweetheart.â
chan rubs three fingers in gentle, petting circles around your folds, making sure his middle finger catches on your clit with sticky sounds at every rounding gesture. he could play with you like a fidget toy all day and never get bored. call you in during studio sessions, heâd feel relaxed just from making you feel good. his mouth waters at how aroused heâs made you. chanâs breathless from both devouring you like a starved man and humping the corner of the bed to relieve himself.
but you havenât come again yet. heâs been edging you on that peak for a while like a heartless man. in chanâs defense, he thinks he can get you to gush more for him. if it isnât messy, he didnât do his job. he loves making you feel good, and heâs obsessed with making you come as hard as possible. itâs his best devotion to you.
âyou look exhausted⌠âs okay, youâre okay⌠so fuckinâ gorgeous like this, fuck me⌠âm gonna⌠âm gonna rock you to sleep⌠fall asleep full of meâŚâ
all you do is nod, a squeak of a whine. your fucked out expression is all he needs to sit up on his haunches and stare down at you. youâre leaking like a broken faucet all over the sheets, staining them a darker patch under your ass. itâll be easier to slide into you like that. all pliant and soaked and craving him inside of youâ
âactually, baby⌠you wanna try something new? be my good girlâŚ? youâre gonna sit that pretty pussy on my face.â
â
authorâs note: thank you for 500 followers, i canât believe it! i wanted to write something as a treat in between drafting requests ^-^*