idk if u guys already did this but if its not the case im asking for colt g. stamps and blinkies plsss (i love ur posts <3
Colt G. Graphic Req
Good question I don't know either, I know I never made stamps of him tho, unsure about blinkies but I made more anyways, and I'm glad you love our posts! Thank you soo much -❔(They/Them)
caldre but some of you forget they're awkward teenagers so realistically their sex would be pathetically grinding against each other and messily making out until they finish in in their pants
Hello! Can you please write smut hcs for all TLW boys, like what their kinks are, are they a dom or sub, experience, etc. ^_^
the long walk boys relationship + nsfw hcs (18+)
featuring: billy stebbins, gary barkovitch
word count: nearly 2.5k
warnings: fem reader, smut (ofc), some mildly toxic relationship behaviors (emotional avoidance, codepency, arguing, etc but it all gets resolved), angst with resolution and brief mentions of the major/tlw in stebbins' section
a/n: hope it's okay with you that I tacked on my relationship headcanons along with the nsfw!! i wanted to post them somewhere on my blog and I think they pair well here. I guess they're not as romantic as I intended, but one thing I love about the long walk is how complex and imperfect the characters are, and I wanted to reflect that in their dynamic with you. hope you all enjoy and barkovitch lovers I hope I did your boy justice. lmk ur thoughts/reqs its very motivating <3
also! I was going to do ray and pete as well but I think people are super interested in seeing stebbins and barkovitch content at the moment and I got a bit carried away with the length of these. but if anyone would like some for them as well I'm down for that too because boy am I not normal about pete
stebbins
RELATIONSHIP
I don’t think a relationship with Stebbins starts off easy.
Before meeting you, he didn’t have many friends, and he never sought out girlfriends either.
It wasn’t that he couldn’t— he’s a tall, good-looking guy who takes care of himself— but what was the point? Between the way he came up and his long-held plans to one day do The Walk, he learned to keep to himself. Independence was his armor.
It took a while for him to actually open up to you. You'd make a habit of sitting near him; on the curb while he worked on his car or going out of your way to run into him on his daily walks around your neighborhood. For weeks he'd just nod in acknowledgement, or maybe mutter a quiet greeting.
Then, one afternoon, when you showed up again, he squinted at you and said, "You followin' me or somethin'?"
It caught you off guard enough to elicit a laugh, and you got to see that grin of his for the first time before he looked away. After that, he started to pay you more attention— cracking sarcastic jokes, making friendly conversation on his walks, to eventually actually making time to hang out with each other. You were the only one he'd ever talked to first like that, you'd realize eventually.
At some point, it stopped feeling like just a friendship. Stebbins would always greet you with a hand on your waist or a kiss on the top of your head. He held the door open to his car for you and leaned over the passenger seat to buckle you in. He never drove without his hand on your thigh. He'd kiss you when he'd drop you off and always scared off any guys or old talking stages just by being a 6'2 guard dog hovering over your shoulder.
What frusturates you is how despite it all, he won't just call himself your boyfriend. He shows up for you in all the ways he can, because he is afraid of losing you, even though he doesn't want to admit it. He walks you home, hangs around you in every free moment, fixes what breaks and helps you with chores without you even asking. Anyone who knew the two of you assumed you were dating already.
It took a long time for you two to actually properly label onto your relationship due to his emotionally avoidant tendencies. It took months for things to come to a head, when you were finally sick of the half-answers, and him doing everything a boyfriend would do but never making it official.
Once he actually says it though, your relationship has a turnaround; he’s apologetic— “I’m sorry, baby, ‘m sorry I took so long, let’s just make up for lost time, okay?”
Next thing you know, he’s bringing you flowers, driving you to diners, taking you on dates in his car. Ever since he started calling you his (and even before, despite him never admitting it) he was already saving up to buy you a ring. It's total whiplash.
Eventually after you talk it out, things smooth over. And when it finally does, being with Stebbins feels like the American dream the Major and his regime promises. Love letters sprayed with perfume, city fair dates, makeouts after night drives.
Staunch believer in the sidewalk rule !!! he always carries your things and offers you his jacket. His girl comes first <3
His future is idealistic, but it's ultimately built around the idea of you. Of course, he prepares every day to be in perfect shape for The Walk in case his application ever gets selected, and he's confident that he'll win and build a good life for you two with the money. He can't wait to introduce you to his father as his future wife once he wins.
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Like I said before, sex wasn't really something he sought out before meeting you. If he ever had a hookup here or there it was a meaningless experience that he regrets, since he's never felt emotionally connected to anyone before you.
I wouldn't be surprised if he started hooking up with you before offically dating. In a way, it was a way for him to release all those pent-up emotions he had about you, his father, and his life. On the other hand, sometimes he'd pretend you were really together when he made love to you; that he was in some fantasy world where he could also let himself have you, really have you, the way he always wanted. He was always a lot sweeter in those times, calling you pretty and perfect and asking himself how did he ever get so lucky to find a lady like you?
In that same vein, he can get rough if you're okay with it. If you ever let him release his frusturations by fucking you, he'll always kiss you after and thank you for being so good to him.
He naturally takes on a dominant role with you; he prefers to feel in control of the situation, but as he opens up to you, he'll let you take more of the lead if you want it.
Doesn't feel right to him to recieve and to not give back. Some form of chivalry is baked into him— maybe because he tries to live up to the image of who he thought his father was. As much as he loves seeing you on his knees for him, it's not over until you let him return the favor.
He still eats you out as an apology. It's a nasty habit he picked up from when your relationship was still fresh and when you'd argue more often. Sure, it might be little unhealthy, but hey... you never seem to complain.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, baby," he apologizes again as he gathers you close, one hand on the back of your head as if he was holding you together. Your face was buried in his shoulder, which was wet with your tears. You don't even remember what you had been arguing about anymore.
"I don't wanna fight anymore," you whisper, and he nods desperately, wiping the wetness away from your eyes.
"I know, me neither, pretty girl," he says, "you know I hate it when you cry."
Then he's kissing your cheek again, pulling you tighter by your waist and peppering those messy kisses down your collarbone. "I know I was being a fuckin' idiot, just— lemme make it up to you."
It isn't long before you give in to him again like you always do, letting him trail down your waist with feather-light kisses. You don't stop him when he hikes up your skirt and his head dips between your thighs.
It makes the heat rise to your cheeks when he looks between you and your cunt, those pretty eyes of his being the only thing in your dark room catching the light of the moon from the bedroom window.
"You know, you always look so fuckin' perfect, even when you're mad at me," he breathes over your soft folds. His tongue worked in smooth, steadying strokes against your pretty pussy, tasting you between pleading promises to never argue again and curses about how fuckin' good you taste.
Stebbins is a man of routine, and eventually, fucking you becomes a part of that. When he doesn't get to see you for a few days, it throws his entire schedule off and makes him irate. Jerking off is his only solution even though it doesn't come close to the real thing. He'll try to call you over the landline for phone sex if he can, asking, "Can't you just talk me through it, baby?"
He can get pretty desperate if he's letting you ride him, but if you want to take the lead, he won't stop you, no matter how agonizingly slow you draw out his peak.
He hates talking about his jealousy. A part of him views it as a loss of discipline or a failure of emotion. It's a habit of his to fuck you as if he's reaffirming that you're his every time he sees a guy look at you when you're out together.
barkovitch
RELATIONSHIP
Barkovitch feels emotions very strongly, and it's only made worse by the fact that he's completely enamored by you.
I think his relationship with you borders on codependency at times; he finds it really difficult to sleep if you aren't by his side. He's pretty clingy even if he doesn't always show it in front of other people. When you two are alone, he always wants to hold your hand or for you to be touching him in some way, even if it's not sexual.
He can be pretty immature when he's jealous. He'll ignore you for the rest of the day just because the male cashier was flirting with you, even though it eats him up the entire time. It always ends the same; by the end of the day, he's begging at your front door to come to his home and sleep on his mattress with him so he can finally 'get some fuckin' rest.'
He isn't great at expressing himself, and sometimes he speaks impulsively or irationally. He gets defensive whenever you call him out on something, and he feels awful afterwards, apologizing profusely until you finally forgive him and hold him again.
Extremely afraid of losing you, but I think both this and his jealousy would get better with time and reassurance. Your constancy isn't something that he's used to.
In a way, he understands small things about you that nobody else does— "That's your thinking face," or how your leg always bounces when you're anxious. Sometimes, he picks up on your own emotions before you do.
Barkovitch is happy spending time with you just enjoying the little things in life; playing with his pet cat together, having breakfast on his porch and spending time at the lake by his home. He never really thought too far ahead into the future about things like marriage or having children. All he knows is that you make him happy, and he wants to spend the rest of his life with you just like this, even if all you two get to experience are the little things.
He loves to show you his love through handmade gifts like wood carvings with his pocket knife or flowers that remind him of you. He's never been so good with words, so he tries to prove his love to you in other ways.
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Literally had no experience before he met you.
Once you two started having sex, he quickly became addicted to it, and to you.
Honestly doesn’t really know what the hell he’s doing, but he makes up for it with an eagerness to please.
Messy kisser, but if you try to slow him down and teach him how to do it properly, he'll get really good at kissing you just how you like it.
You want him on top? He’ll do it for you happily. You want him under you? He’ll do that, too. I think it’ll take a while for him to actually start expressing sexual preferences if he ever does at all, and if he does, they wouldn’t be hard limits. He’s just in love with you and your body, and is happy with any way he gets it.
“Do you– hmh, like it more like this?” You ask between quiet moans, rolling your hips against his at a deeper angle.
You’d been like this for an hour, trying to gauge his reactions to all kinds of different movements and positions. Barkovitch was happy to be your test subject.
“That’s– ngh- that’s good. This one’s my favorite,” he breathes, his hands pulling you down against him to try and will you to go faster.
“...You’ve said that about the last three positions,” you smile. It’s no deterrence to him as he fucks up into you desperately, and one uncontrolled thrust happens to hit you in the perfect spot that has you shutting yourself up with a moan.
“I like ‘em all! I just– fuck, I just– I just love you.”
His stamina wouldn’t be that high, but how can you blame him? How can he last when he gets to fuck you? It would definitely get better with time, but he’s got such a high sex drive he’ll be ready again before you are.
Honestly a pervert. If he can't see you for even a day he's jerking off thinking about you, and he does steal things to remind himself of you while doing it. If your favorite perfume goes missing or you swear an article of clothing never turned back up from the wash, you can probably find it hidden in his room somewhere if you look.
Extremely vocal. He's always been a talker and that doesn't stop during sex. He doesn't really feel shame about it; he wants you to know how you make him feel.
Doesn’t really know how to pace himself to be honest… like you have to actively stop him from jackhammering into you and finishing too fast, but come on... he’s just excited.
Bites you and leaves hickeys. At first it was unintentional, but now he just does it every time, anywhere. Even if you tell him not to, he’ll beg you until you say yes (you always give in, anyways.)
Loves praise. He'd be too embarrassed if he was just getting himself off, even if he sometimes gets carried away, and any bit of reassurance that you like this as much as he does is like heaven to him.
Body worship is just a natural thing for Barkovitch. He's obsessed with you completely. Even when you're not having sex and you're just lying together in bed, he'll kiss you up and down and swear you're the most perfect thing he's ever seen.
Always, always wants to cum inside. Maybe it's just his instinct, but you're literally going to have to stop him from doing so if you don't want that because he will get carried away.
He loves every single part of you, but he can't help but have a consuming fixation with your thighs. If you ever wear skirts or shorts around him, he's taking the first chance you give him to fuck you. Sometimes you'll have to switch to pants for days while you wait for the hickeys he leaves all over your thighs to fade.
Wouldn't mind being tied up by you, if that's what you wanted. He likes it when you're in control, taking care of him. He'll even let you be a little mean or a bit rough as long as you comfort him after with cuddles and kisses (a requirement after sex, in his eyes).
Occasionally can be nasty and refuses to shower unless you join him <3
As @oh-bondage-up-yours recently pointed out, it seems as though most parkovitch fics are written with either alternating points of view or entirely from barkovitch’s POV. I think a lot of that is bc Gary is literally batshit and it’s interesting to explore that, but Collie has so much to offer us and he should not be ignored!
And thus I give you four Collie POV fics:
i’ve got you under my skin by Subedarling
Pale, thin scars mark Gary’s arm from his wrist to halfway up his bicep. Some are in straight, almost neat lines, one right after the other, while some of them crisscross each other with a jagged ferocity. Overall, there’s more raised masses of tissue than unmarked skin. There’s no need to ask what caused them, and there’s no way Collie ever would. It’s obvious.
“Well?” Gary snaps, apparently thinking Collie’s been silent for too long. “Can you fix this or not?”
Or: Gary Barkovitch walks into Collie Parker's tattoo shop looking for a scar coverup, and ends up becoming much more than just a client.
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I had no idea I needed a tatooartist!collie fic until this one but now I need a million more. This is one of my all time favorite tlw fics. It’s written so well and you can feel the yearning and angst. I also like that while collie helps barko come out of his shell/feel more comfortable throughout the fic, he’s not trying to FIX bark. Collie’s character is explored further through the foils that are inherent in parkovitch and I really like that.
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convince me there’s something to lose by NacreousGore
Collie and Barkovitch fuck after a night of heavy drinking.
TW: DUBCON. They are both drunk, barko moreso, so please beware if you’re not okay reading that!!!
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It’s like smut and prose and broken boys and I love it. They are not okay and reading this fic feels like being drunk but that’s the point I think.
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barko in drag by VictorHugehoe
Collie Parker knew better than to accept a bet against McVries. At best, McVries would mildly embarrass himself, but he was generally too unbothered for it to be remotely satisfying. And at worst… Collie didn’t even want to think about it. He was too proud for that kind of thing.
He’d made the mistake of assuming that maybe Barkovitch was, too.
[or, barkovitch loses a bet to mcvries and puts on the performance of a lifetime]
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Based on that song “Andrew in Drag” that got pretty populat on tiktok lol. You should know that I love feminized Gary - like a lot. Tbh I think the reason I got into barko at all is bc he’s pretty like a girl. But the ending of this one was surprisingly sweet, it’s not just porn. The one drawback of this fic? They use spit as lube :/ So just suspend your disbelief for a moment.
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You Give Me Reasons by robzombeelov3r
Collie Parker thought Maine was truly a terrible place to be.
The weather was horrible, it was far from his home, and his current roommate seemed to get off on annoying him.
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Yeah this one is just porn. It’s good porn though.
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I do have a couple more that have multiple POV’s that have some really great Collie perspective, but I held off bc they’re still pretty barko centric and that’s not what this post is about!! But I will be recommending them later lol don’t worry. I’m also only about halfway through the parkovitch tag on ao3 so I’m sure to find some more collie appreciation in there somewhere.
A/N: As always, the world needs more Barkovitch smut. Not sure I have the time and/or guts for a full-fledged fic tho, so I'm starting with this. While I was writing, I had more of an early-relationship vibe in mind. Hope you enjoy, fellow Barkovitch fuckers <3
Also, I've never done one of these smut alphabets before, but I had a ton of fun with this! So if you guys wanna see any other characters, please let me know!
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Barkovitch is somebody who would need to have his aftercare game built by you, from the ground up. At first, he has no idea about anything, and will straight up just grab his pants off the floor and leave. But after sleeping together a few times, he will start to pick up on the little details, like how you always ask him to go grab you a towel, and will take the initiative to do it without being asked from then on. It can be a bit of a sore subject, depending on how gently you broach it. He wants to be good and can take criticism very personally, so expect some attitude if you tell him you're unhappy with how he does something.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
On himself, he likes his shoulders. Thinks they have a nice silhouette, and it makes him feel good when you admire the way his arms flex while he's holding you up against a wall. Grab onto them for balance while he's fucking you, and he's basically gone.
On his partner, he has a thing for hands. I'm thinking like, Jack Dawson from Titanic vibes - as an artist, Barkovitch really likes all the emotion that can be captured by someone's hands. They could be gently caressing, or clenched tight; open and palm-up, or dragging desperately through his bedsheets. He has definitely taken pictures of all these and more, and may or may not frequently jerk off to them while imagining your hands doing those things to his body.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He would never admit to this, but one time he did try tasting some of his own cum, out of morbid curiosity. It was terrible and he low-key does judge you if you like to swallow, because how could anyone want that? He spit it out right away, like a... normal person.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
It's no secret that Barkovitch is not the most emotionally available guy. When you start sleeping together, he's very against the idea of getting attached, and sees it as weakness. BUT, the first time you go back to his place, he realizes that one of his pillows now smells like you. That night, he sleeps with it, cuddled up in his arms like a stuffed animal and wishing it was as warm as your body. (But don't worry, he's definitely not falling for you or anything.) After that, whenever you come over, he spends 20 minutes after you're gone finding the most concentrated patch of your scent, then curls up and falls asleep. It's only after he wakes up one night, crying and humping a pillow that smells just like you, that he realizes maybe he's caught feelings.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Barko has barely a whiff of experience before getting together with you. There was one girl he liked, a long time ago, who made fun of him for cumming in his pants while he dry humped her, and after that his pride was too damaged to put himself out there again. The first time you hook up, he's practically dissociating through the whole thing, trying to stop himself from cumming too quick. As time goes on, he does get more comfortable, but still worries privately about what you think of how long he lasts.
Mechanically, he knows perfectly well how sex works, but is definitely the type to have learned more from porn than from hands-on experience. So there's a bit of a learning curve before he truly knows what he's doing.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Anything where he can bury his face in your shoulder, so that you can't see the way he's clenching his teeth as he pounds into you. He loves having your chest pressed against his, so not a huge fan of anything where you're not facing each other, even though that would make it a whole lot easier to avoid your gaze.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
At first, Barkovitch is very closed off and not goofy at all. He's been hurt before and is very concerned with how others perceive him, especially during something as vulnerable as sex.
Once he's more used to sleeping together, he tries to put on a certain level of bravado, but messes it up. If you giggle, his feelings will 100% be hurt, but eventually it turns into a learning experience and he's more able to loosen up, knowing that just because he does something goofy doesn't mean your opinion of him will change for the worse. Still takes him a while to accept that you actually find it cute, and even longer to internalize the idea that just because you're laughing, doesn't mean you're laughing at him. But, eventually, you may be lucky enough to unlock his secret silly side, and he will actually willingly crack some jokes.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
We all know Barkovitch uses box dye, so no, the carpet does not match the drapes. Has he tried using the same dye downstairs to make them match? Let's just say, it's a mistake he would never make twice.
He does not do much grooming. His body hair is sort of a dirty blonde, and super soft. He doesn't have a lot of it, just a typical amount, so he doesn't bother to trim much or at all.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Intimacy is synonymous with fear in this man's personal dictionary. It takes him a long time to truly open up to someone, and he never is quite able to quit actively making fun of you, even in the middle of sex. It's a defense mechanism, and frustrating to deal with when he really doesn't want to push you away. In the right light, it's fun teasing. But all too often he finds himself blowing right past that and into the realm of cruelty.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Thinks about you watching him jerk off all the time. Basically, if he's masturbating, he's imagining you in the corner of the room with him. But of course, he would never actually ask for something like that. What, does he want you making fun of him or something? (maybe)
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Breathplay!!! Barkovitch wants nothing more than your pretty fingers around his neck, squeezing just enough so that he gets lightheaded and can't quite focus on the rhythm of his thrusts. He'd like your fingers wrapped other places as well, but this is all he deserves, so he'll have to settle for it.
Also loves having you tell him what to do, just so he can ignore it completely. His low self-esteem coupled with a deep need for control make him mean and bratty at the same time. Deep, deep down, he really just wants you to tell him he's doing good. That the things he likes feel good, for you just as much as him.
On that note, he definitely has a submissive streak and will beg you to let him cum. Then vehemently deny that that's what he was doing. As if you weren't both in the same room, listening to him whine and plead. He can't help it; it's almost involuntary.
He might degrade or make fun of you for wanting certain things in bed, depending on what kind of mood he's in. How sincere he is would depend on what you're asking for - sometimes he's genuinely appalled and sometimes it's just for the power rush.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Barko is very private, and doesn't want to be anywhere somebody else might see the two of you. Makes sure all the curtains are securely closed before you get down to it, whether in the comfort of your bedroom or his.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Barkovitch doesn't need much to get going, but the one thing that is guaranteed to do so without fail is you wanting him. This poor man is not at all used to feeling desired, so if you let him know that you want him inside you, he will: 1) Not believe you. But 2) Instantly get so hard that it doesn't even matter if you're lying to him. You said the magic words and there's no taking them back.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Any sort of threesome, cuckolding, or sharing his partner. Jealousy is this guy's middle name, and he does not play well with others. If you bring any of this up, even as a joke rather than a real suggestion, prepare to deal with the full wrath of his insecurity.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Not a huge fan of it, giving or receiving. For himself, it's just another, unnecessary step where he has to avoid cumming on the spot and embarrassing himself. For his partner, he'd probably do it if asked, but would honestly find it gross to have his mouth down there. He would complain so much that it's probably best to just let things be, because Barkovitch gagging while going down on you is not the most sensual foreplay.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He does try to be slow sometimes, but in the end, he's always going to end up at his preferred pace, snapping his hips against yours as he steadily chases his high. He can be rough, but it's more out of desperation than anything else. Things like squeezing too hard, pushing and pulling to get your legs into the exact position he wants them. And maybe some biting when he's close, either your shoulder or even his own wrist.
When he gets into the zone, he's not very observant, so don't expect him to notice if things get physically uncomfortable for you. He will need you to tell him if you're getting a cramp in your thigh, or if you don't like the way the wall is pressing into your shoulder. When you do, he will make adjustments - he does want you to have a good time, after all - but he'll do it gruffly and with some level of annoyance at having been interrupted.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
The more time Barkovitch gets to spend inside of you, the better, even if it is just a quickie. However, he will second guess himself and feel inadequate if it's too quick, so be ready for him to come back later for round two, wanting to prove that he can last as long as you need him to.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Barkovitch is not someone who takes risks when it comes to sex. He absolutely does not want to be humiliated if something doesn't work out, so he sticks to vanilla sex and doesn't like to branch too far out. If you ask him to try something new, and he's unsure about it? That means you're the weird one, and you should be ashamed for wanting it. Not him. Freak.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can go multiple rounds, but needs a fair amount of rest in between. To distract you from the fact that he's not quite ready to go again, he loves teasing you with his fingers and whispering dirty things in your ear about how badly he knows you want him.
He lasts a respectable amount of time, but he's very insecure about it and is liable to take any comments on the subject, whether positive or negative, as a personal attack. Even if you're just trying to reassure him, why would you need to reassure him unless he was actually doing a bad job? Nice try, but he's way too smart to believe that he's adequate.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He does not, and he doesn't like you using them either. Or even having them in your bedroom. Or even owning them in the first place. If he's not enough to satisfy you by himself, why are you with him? You're always more than enough for him, so how come it doesn't go both ways, huh? His ego is majorly bruised if he finds out you've been using them behind his back.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Yes. (That's the whole answer)
Barkovitch is constantly teasing you, often pushing things too far, and absolutely unable to take what he dishes out. Mostly verbally, but physically too. He likes watching your reactions become more and more pathetic as he uses his hands on you, or swirls his hips just enough to keep you yearning for more. More of him.
If you react meekly to him calling you names and telling you how disgusting it is that you'd let him degrade you (and like it?), he's liable to keep going until he says something he regrets. If you push back, he'll get angry and defensive, doubling down with a vengeance. Either way, healthy relationship? Thy name is not Barkovitch.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Not very loud. He's most likely to start muttering; cursing and panting under his breath. He tries not to whine, but still does. When he's really into it, he sometimes lets out a low, rumbling growl of frustration. That sound means he knows he's about to cum soon and doesn't want to.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
If you pull his bandana down over his eyes in the middle of sex, he will instantly rip it off and become furious. Secretly, it's just because he was really into it. The second his vision went dark, he could feel the floor drop out from under him, in the most thrilling way. But he would never admit that, so...
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Pretty average all around. He doesn't like being scrutinized, but really he doesn't have anything to worry about. His dick is nice, with a bit of an upward curve that he used to be self-conscious of, until you told him how good it feels rubbing against a particular spot when he fucks you. Now, it's a source of private pride for him, that he's practically built just for you. He could tell by the look on your face that you were being honest, and he thinks about the dreamy expression you made very, very often.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He would swear it's normal if you asked him, but in reality it's quite high. If you brush against him at the wrong time, forget about keeping any plans you had for the rest of the day. Barkovitch is not above physically dragging you into bed with him if he needs to. Though he also experiences a large amount of guilt surrounding how horny he is. Constantly at war with himself between thinking it's a perfectly natural impulse, and that he's gross and disgusting for wanting it all the time. Usually, biology wins out in the moment - but then he spends way more time mentally replaying his guilt than he actually spent having sex.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Barkovitch doesn't get sleepy after sex. If anything, he feels more energized and sometimes almost hyper. Part of this is an instinct for preservation - sleeping next to someone is an even more intimate act than the sex itself, and Barkovitch doesn't do intimacy. At least, not at first. After a lot of time spent together and making him feel cared for and comfortable, you might be surprised to find him, sound asleep in your bed by the time you come back from the bathroom. Don't count on it being a frequent occurrence, but if it does happen it's the ultimate sign that he feels safe with you.
Hi i love your Blog and that you write about the long walk boys. Can I request a barkovitsch smut alphabet. I really liked yozr stebbins one. Thank you 😇😇
Barkovitch x Gn reader smut alphabet
(Notes: Awww thank you so much! Im ngl i was second guessing myself like hell w stebbins i felt like i was bein a cornball and innacurate asf!)
(Second note: if you want me to make the headcannons in a specific direction let me know :D yall im runnin outta ideas lol tell me the type of person u think the character would be in bed :D ALSO IF U REQUEST LEMME KNOW IF U WANT TOP OR BOTTOM PLS :D)
(Stebbins NSFW alphabet headcannons link)
(Peter nsfw alphabet headcannons)
(Olson nsfw alphabet headcannons)
(Collies nsfw alphabet headcanons)
(Daily question: do you think movie Barkovitch has ever dated? Be realistic!! Not delusional and biased👀👀)
(▪️ is bottom reader ▫️ is top reader)
Gary Barkovtich
A = Aftercare (what they're like after sex)
▪️Similar to Stebbins, if he’s not in a relationship, the best you’re getting is a small wet towel tossed to you. He won’t be straight up rude, but if you want something, you’ll need to ask for it. If you’re dating, he’ll attend to you and after hug a pillow while sleeping.
▫️At first Barkovitch has a hard time accepting you wanting to do aftercare. He finds it awkward at first; he’s not used to being taken care of like that, but eventually he becomes comfortable and even looks forward to it.
B = Body part (their partner's)
▪️Barkovitch doesn’t have a favorite body part on him; if you were to ask him, he’d shrug his shoulders and probably say his dick or something without a second thought. But on you, he loves your chest; it doesn’t matter how big or how small it is, he’ll always find an excuse to grab it.
▫️He likes your fingers; he won’t elaborate on it, but he likes them. Maybe he has a thing for hands, but if he did, he’d never tell you, just suggest it.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
▪️Barkovitch will finish anywhere as long as it somehow is on you. He doesn’t have a favorite place, as he likes everything, but if he had to pick just one, he’d juggle back and forth with inside of you or just on your face.
▫️Prefers when you finish outside of him. If you finish on his face, he’ll lick off whatever he can and just wipe the rest of it off.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
▪️▫️ It’s no secret Barkovitch likes photography, which is why he asked if he could take photos. When he gets your permission, he’ll take photos of the both of you, capturing different angles, taking up-close photos of you, and taking pictures of your body. These aren't just photos anybody can see; he has them locked up hidden away.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
▪️▫️Barkovitch has some experience, but it's nothing crazy. By the time he’s with you, he’s no longer a virgin. But he’s still kind of new to some things. He was open to casual sex but would never do anything intimate/loving with a person he wasn’t dating.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
▪️Cowgirl: He already finds it incredibly sexy when you’re in any position of power, and you in this position is just the cherry on top. His hands will be holding your hips while he watches you do the work.
▫️Mating press: He likes the feeling of your body pressing down against his. He also likes how close he is to you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
▪️▫️ He’s goofy; he’ll crack a joke just to fill the silence. You laughing or smiling at them will only make him want to do it more.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
▪️▫️Barkovitch is well-groomed; he shaves every once in a while. He is also blonde-ish down there if you care.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
▪️▫️ While in the moment of sex he’s not romantic; his brain focuses on what he’s feeling and how good you’re making him feel. While you’re asleep in his arms as he tightly embraces you, he’ll think back about his relationship and how much he loves you.
J= Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
▪️▫️He does it frequently but not every day; it's kind of a spur-of-the-moment thing for him.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
▪️▫️ He likes to be both tied up and tie you up. The mystery of not knowing what’ll happen next while being blindfolded is exciting while you either praise him or degrade him. Bonus points if you edge him.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
▪️▫️Anywhere that allows him to be alone with you. Anywhere in the house is perfect; if you want a hotel, he doesn’t mind that either. A car? Okay, sure, that's not new to him. If you have other locations, he’s open to it as long as the two of you are alone.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
▪️▫️ Though Barkovitch is a horny guy,it doesn’t mean you have to be or do something sexy to get him going. A lot of the times you being sensual and romantic does it for him. It brings out all the good feelings and reminds him why he fell in love with you.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
▪️▫️Anything with strange bodily fluids is just a no for him.
0 = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
▪️▫️At first when he gives you head, he’s a novice. He’d never really tried doing it on anybody, but he’s eager to please. You’ll have to guide him through it at first. Barkovitch is a quick learner and becomes good at it after the first few times. As he gets better and better, he realizes he prefers to give. He likes the power he has during it.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
▪️ He moves deliberately and with purpose. Despite what you might think, Barkovitch remembers a lot. He doesn’t jot down your preferences on a piece of paper; no, he stores them in the back of his head. Planning on using them to somehow tease you later on. He’ll pull back and act slow just to hear you beg for a while.
▫️If you’re on top, he encourages you to go as wild as you can; he finds it hot when you manhandle him. If you start teasing him back for all the times he has with you, he’ll whine and promise not to do it again (he’s lying; he will do it again as soon as he gets the opportunity to.)
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
▪️▫️One of God’s greatest gifts is what he’d say. Some people talk down on them, but Barkovitch doesn't see the issue. If you have no time, it can be a good way of letting off steam.
R = Risk (are they down to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
▪️▫️Barkovitch is very impulsive and loves to take risks. The idea of doing something iffy and coming out unscathed is thrilling. He trusts you almost too much and will follow your lead if you want to do something different. As long as it's not illegal or breaking his morals!
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
▪️▫️Barkovitch can go on for a long time; he’s not a one-and-done kind of guy. You ask him to jump, and he’ll ask how high. If you think of throwing up the white flag and stopping it before he’s finished, he’ll tease you about it for weeks after.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
▪️Very open to the idea of it, especially if you wanted to use something on yourself. It’d be a surprise for him to say no to something. He likes to restrain you, maybe cuff or tie your hands up with rope, whichever you prefer, and put a blindfold around your eyes. He snaps a couple of photos of you while you’re tied up. He likes watching you twitch and squirm at every little touch.
▫️Barkovitch is again still very open to it. In fact, he’ll probably be the first one to suggest it. He wants you to tie him up and blindfold him. Anything else you want to do is up to you. Don’t tell him when you’re going to do something; he thinks it’s hotter when it’s a surprise.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
▪️Barkovitch looks forward to doing it every time he’s with you. He’ll never go far enough to where you get actually angry, just enough to annoy you. Once you've had enough, he'll apologize to you and act all sweet.
▫️Like above, he’ll start running his mouth. He’ll talk about how you’re a lousy fuck and that you can do better than this.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
▪️▫️ He’s not loud, but he’s not afraid to be vocal. He talks a lot. Did you think he’d shut up in bed? You’d have to put tape over his mouth for that to happen.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
▪️▫️There are definitely some people out there Barkovitch wouldn’t mind doing a three-way with.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
▪️▫️Barkovitch is average in both categories, but it doesn’t mean you should be disappointed. He’s still skilled and a quick learner, so you’ll still have fun.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
▪️ ▫️ Barkovitch has a semi-high drive. He can do it every other day but would struggle to go a week without it.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
▪️He can stay up for a little longer after if it wasn’t intense. He’ll go shower and head to the living room, lounging on the couch while watching a show,feeling quite energized. If you’re still awake, he tries pulling you out of bed so you two can do something together, but if you just want to sleep, he’ll sleep with you.
▫️Like above, if he’s not worn out by you, he can get up but not as much. After showering and stuff, he’ll lie back down in bed and take a nice long nap.
coming from a hardcore caine kinnie !!! spoilers probably idk. BTW!!!! literally everything here is something ive thiught or felt about myself :')
you're desperate for people to appreciate who you are. you spent a long period of time dealing with rejection, be it emotional or romantic or otherwise. rejection is one of your greatest fears— mainly because it's either come true before or you're convinced it will. you don't like yourself, but people think you're confident somehow due to a boisterous and fun persona you put on to others. but under the surface, you're hurting. you always have been. you can't stand criticism at all. you can't stand being seen as anything lesser than. you want to be taken seriously and you want to be appreciated. even light teasing at your expense is enough to make you doubt yourself or get defensive, leading to some unsavory or innapropriate reactions because you have a strong temper. you dont want to be humiliated because you're so used to having to prove to someone you're worthy of their time and attention. you feel like you're pitching yourself to others; trying to market your strengths in order for people to like you. and yet, people dont seem to get the message. you don't understand why people dont like you. you realize there's something disconnecting you from other humans but you don't know what or how to change. you can't even tell whose fault it is and you vascillate between thinking you can do no wrong and thinking you've messed up everything. your thoughts and emotions are too confusing for you to understand, and you feel like you need somebody to point out your own characteristics for you. you probably have parental issues in some way— you feel unloved or even neglected by your creator(s). so you beg for validation. you crave it. there's nothing more than you yearn for, you just want to be loved and appreciated.
andre makes cal ride him and cals legs basically give out (like his thighs keep quivering) but andre keeps forcing him aand puts his thumb over his tip so he cant cum then andre cums inside aand doesnt let cal cum bc hes a dick 🤗🤗🤗🤗 hehehe pls write it.. please..!
i love your writing btw i js discovered it last week and ive been HOOKED.. its all i think about pls NEVER stop writing urs is the best ily!!!
TYSMMM AAGHHH. i've been meaning to write something caldre related for a while now, so i was super stoked to work on this!!
even though i love the ship, i can never really picture cal and andre ACTUALLY dating eachother while they're still in highschool, so for this, it only really goes as far as them being fwb (and it's still just a "one time thing" just bc they're both super horny)
Keep Going (Cal/Andre Smut Fic)
word count: 835
tags: first times, riding, overstimulation, ruined orgasms, service top andre, power bottom cal (at least in the beginning for the last two)
It wasn't uncommon for either boy to end up like this with each other. Maybe not in this specific situation, but many times when they’ve spent time together at the other’s house, they’d found themselves getting bored and resorting to doing one of the first dumb, potentially dangerous things that came to mind.
It just happened that this time, the first thing that came to mind was sex.
They’d done things together in the past, never quite to this level, but it certainly wasn't either of their first times experimenting in this way. They started with shy, half-kisses on each other's faces, which soon escalated to making out, to grinding on one another, to Cal getting undressed and beginning to touch himself while Andre stared with a painful boner pressing against the crotch of his jeans.
Now, Andre’s nails dug into Cal's skin, his hands keeping a firm grip on the other boy's thighs as he was being ridden. Proper sex. Or at least, the closest either of them would get to “proper” as far as the two of them were concerned.
Cal held onto Andre's shoulders for balance, panting out small, breathless laughs into the crook of his neck as he fucked himself on Andre.
“Hah… A.. Andreee.. You're not gonna just... Mm.. Let me do whatever all day, are you..?” His pace on top of Andre quickened before he continued taunting him. “I always thought you'd be the one calling the shots during something like this.. You always act like this.. Big, strong guy, but.. You're just letting me do anything I want now, huh..?”
It was true. Cal was going at whatever pace he wanted, and all that Andre had to contribute was a little added pressure on the other’s thighs. Andre glared up at Cal through his dark eyelashes, and let out an exasperated groan. Though, from where Cal was, it was difficult to tell if it was from genuine annoyance, or a response to the stimuli they were both experiencing in the moment.
Cal continued to speed up on top of the other boy, his bounces becoming harder and his breaths getting deeper the more he exerted himself.
Shortly before he managed to reach his peak though, Cal felt his legs give out, and he collapsed on Andre's sweaty chest, thighs quivering and dick still deep inside him.
“Hah… Ugh.. God, fuck…”
Andre glanced down at the exhausted boy in his lap with a look of confusion. “Uh.. You.. You didn’t, uh.. You didn’t cum, did you..?”
Cal shook his head in disappointment. “No.. M’just too tired..”
Andre rolled his eyes and muttered something under his breath, “Weren't tired ten minutes ago..”
Nevertheless, Andre sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. “I guess we should.. Stop then.. C'mon, I'll get the shower running.” He moved his legs a bit to move, and was just about to push Cal off of him before boney hands wrapped around his wrists to stop him.
Andre's dark eyes immediately met Cal's pale blue pair, and a smirk played on the lankier boy's lips. “I didn't say I wanted to stop.”
Andre felt heat rise to his cheeks and blood rush back to his dick, but nodded slowly, doing his best to remain unfazed as he croaked out a quiet, “Okay”.
Andre gripped either side of Cal's lean torso, and moved up and down the best he could as he thrusted up and into him.
Cal wrapped his arms around Andre’s neck once again, and he sighed as he rested his head on his shoulder. “Ah.. Yeah.. Yeah, keep going, just like that…”
Andre glanced at Cal once again, and sped up his movements upon hearing Cal’s praise. Cal let out a groan in response.
Despite still being unable to move very much, Cal again began to grind his hips in time with Andre’s thrusts once he felt himself getting closer.
“Nghh… Andre.. I’m so close…”
Even though he knew Cal couldn’t see it, Andre responded with a weak nod before his thrusts became faster and more sloppy. He ended up cumming inside before Cal did, Cal whimpered at the sensation.
Cal groaned as he pulled himself off of Andre, and folded his arms in disappointment.
“What??” Andre laughed. “C’mon, I thought you wanted me to do something like that! You were complaining about having too much control just a few minutes ago, right??”
Cal looked back up at him, clearly unamused. “Weren’t you gonna run a shower?”
Andre rolled his eyes, but did what he was told anyways.
(also, i didn't know where else to put this since the intro was already pretty long, but i wanted to incorporate this ask as well ^^)
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