welcome to my crazy life

Hey, the name's Alex. Im just some nerd trying to find his place in this world. I'm working to be a chef and maybe one-day run my own kitchen. I currently live in Jersey. :) Im 24

[i-am-reptar]

Life has been wild... But I am happy to say I'm taking advantage of all this free time and working on myself. And my gardening!!

[lizzysmcalpine]

Corpse Bride (2005) dir. Mike Johnson, Tim Burton

[chris-evans]

This is so in character.. I CAN’T EVEN

[thosekidswhohuntmonsters]

everyone else: :|

Scott and Peter Parker: :D

[fuckyahumor]

my heart <3

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[skullsulker]

do you think Azula effectively utilized girl power by staging a coup in ba sing se

[ok-dingo]

[i-am-reptar]

Been growing out my hair and I'm falling in love with it long. Thoughts?

[i-am-reptar]

are you single?

Yes

[i-am-reptar]

It's been a while since I posted. Things are getting better in comparison to where I was even two years ago. My confidence is still shitty but my self worth is growing. And my realization of needing someone so badly I'll hop from one toxic relationship to the next has really been a big step for me. I've made it past two goals I never thought I could, I graduated college and I have the official title of chef.. and yet I still don't feel accomplished at all. I still feel like I'm failing myself in so many other ways that I can't even enjoy the fact that I accomplished a goal I didn't even fully believe I could complete. Mental health is one fickle bitch lol

[ladaleda]

“So I’ve been trying to get it made since then.”

[i-am-reptar]

What else is going on beside your friend bein a dick?

Well other than my ex friend being a drunk fool, I've been doing really well in culinary school, and I'm even starting an internship in the next few months. I've been able to save enough money to move out of my parents house and I've been able to successfully pay off my old student loan debt finally. I've been growing a lot in these past few months. Even though I've had my fair share of sleepless nights and 17 hour days between work and school. I've been doing well and I've been removing the toxic negative people from my life. I'm done feeling sorry for everything I do. I've become much more confident and positive in my own self.

[i-am-reptar]

How did you move on? I just got dumped and I feel blindsided I didn’t see it coming and I don’t know what to do

Sounds similar to what happened to me. Honestly getting over someone after a breakup that you didn't expect is extremely hard and depressing. But I recommend focusing on yourself and doing things you were not able to do when in the relationship. Go out dont stay in, it only makes it worse. I have also been going to therapy for the past 5 months and she has been helping me more than I expected. Everything she said would happen has been happening and it has really opened my eyes to how sometimes you can grow faster than expected and be successful on your own as your own person. I really recommend trying to fulfill your own goals and start doing things for yourself, cut out the toxic people in your life, especially if they are mutual friends to your ex, they may end up using them to keep tabs on you.

[fagsex]

murdoc: hey guys help me get out of jail im dyin in here

2D:

Everyone:

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[childhoodnostalgias]

noctissmash:

megablaziken:

okay but did it need lightning

her name is ‘storm’ not ‘light showers with a chance of sun’

[i-am-reptar]

How’s life treating you recently?

Pretty rough, by far this has been a really shittt May, my birthday flew by so fast. It felt so insignificant and I spent the whole day dealing with a bunch of crap and I didn't even get a cake. Then a friend I hadn't talked to in a while shows up at my house out of the blue. And I was so excited at first. But he didn't come by to see me or even wish me a happy birthday. He came by to tell me he is still a drunk and still keeps fucking up only to tell me he won't stop drinking. And this is why I havnt talked to him in a while because it pissed me off that he drinks the way he does as a father and for his own safety. And he even got mad at me over some stuff about my ex.. and idk sorry for ranting. I've just been dealing with a lot and it always seems like everyone only wants to talk to me when they have no one else to talk to or have no more distractions. I feel like an after thought who's actual feelings mean nothing. That's how I have been. Feeling lost angry and defeated.

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Protect him. (via TrePic__)

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